My session with Grand Master Wolf after my NDE; Session with GMW 1-18 2024
Ringkasan
TLDRChristine shares her moving account of a near-death experience (NDE) with a friend who provides spiritual guidance. During the NDE, she experienced cessation of vital functions due to a medical condition, leading her to explore spiritual realms and connect with familiar and unknown entities. She describes a feeling of profound peace beyond fear and a mysterious black energy, which she interprets as her accumulated karma. Her awakening during a coma was accompanied by support from family, friends, and emergency services. The incident significantly affected her worldview, enhancing her spiritual consciousness, reducing fear of death, and regenerating her appreciation for life’s simplicity.
Takeaways
- 😊 Christine felt a profound connection with friends, family, and spiritual guides.
- 🧘♀️ She experienced a deep spiritual awakening, enhancing her appreciation for life.
- ⛑️ Her husband's actions and emergency services were crucial in saving her life.
- 🌌 Christine explored mysterious realms during her spiritual experience.
- 🫀 Her condition involved collapsed lungs and heart stoppage, but left no brain or heart damage.
- 🙏 Her network provided prayers and support which she sensed energetically.
- 🌈 She envisioned a technology of colors and sounds during her NDE.
- 📚 Christine questions traditional teachings on death, religion, and life experiences.
- 💭 She realized the artificial nature of fear and judgement.
- 💬 The conversation was filled with mutual love and gratitude, enhancing her introspection.
Garis waktu
- 00:00:00 - 00:05:00
The conversation begins with one person expressing concern for another who is crying, despite claiming to be okay. They express deep affection for each other and discuss personal growth, change, and affection. One person admits to feeling older but is complimented on looking youthful.
- 00:05:00 - 00:10:00
They discuss a past health incident where the speaker had a lung collapse and cardiac arrest, was declared dead for 10 to 15 minutes, and later revived thanks to the timely intervention of medical services. There’s a mention of uncertainty about the cause, with conflicting theories from doctors suggesting it might be allergy-related.
- 00:10:00 - 00:15:00
The conversation continues with the speaker discussing their asthma, the use of inhalers, and side effects of medications like steroids leading to candida. They talk about alternative health practices like heart coherence work, using honey, and having a support system including a spouse who aided in a crisis.
- 00:15:00 - 00:20:00
The speaker shares their experience of a transcendent encounter during their physical crisis, involving leaving their body and witnessing an ominous black energy ball. They interpret this as confronting accumulated karma. After this event, they feel emotionally raw but spiritually awakened.
- 00:20:00 - 00:25:00
The speaker and their confidant engage in a discussion on spiritual and existential themes, including the nature of fear and the self beyond physical existence. They touch on the notion that the brain generates fear and that stepping out of the body dispels it, leading to a different perception of death.
- 00:25:00 - 00:30:00
A spiritual perspective is shared about the interconnectedness of family souls across lifetimes, likened to individual ice cubes from the same liter of water. The speaker is reassured about their temporary encounter with death and encouraged to find peace in these spiritual insights.
- 00:30:00 - 00:35:00
They vividly recount seeing familiar beings during the coma, including family and ancestors, experiencing a sense of peace and connection rather than fear or divine judgment. They acknowledge not seeing a ‘light’ or receiving a choice to stay or leave, indicating it wasn’t a time to pass on permanently.
- 00:35:00 - 00:40:00
The narrative extends to touch upon past life connections and the notion of karma, with a discussion about previous lifetimes intersecting with current relationships. This draws on Buddhist concepts of breaking karma through deep meditation and spiritual practices.
- 00:40:00 - 00:45:00
A shift occurs in the conversation towards societal and religious structures, critiquing how religions and governments have historically imposed limitations. The speaker foresees a new era driven by spiritual wisdom, contrasting past structures of power with emerging values of love and growth.
- 00:45:00 - 00:50:00
They explore the inefficiency of money as a system, advocating for a return to barter and communal cooperation, idealizing a world where resources and services match human needs without monetary exchange. References are made to ancient ways of the Essenes and more harmonious living.
- 00:50:00 - 00:55:00
The discussion transitions back to the speaker's health and evolved outlook on life, post-crisis, highlighting a newfound appreciation for life and dismissal of past grievances or judgments. They contemplate sharing their experiences publicly, despite pressure to monetize or sensationalize their stories.
- 00:55:00 - 01:00:00
Spiritual and existential reconciliation continues, exploring themes of forgiveness by transcending judgments. The speaker mentions how voices have become musical, adding emotional depth to their reconnection with family, especially after a sobering near-death experience.
- 01:00:00 - 01:05:00
They reflect on a deeper understanding of life and its impermanence, discussing celestial alignments and upcoming societal changes. A sense of optimism for future shifts towards a more spiritually aligned society is shared, highlighting a blend of scientific and mystical revelations anticipated this year.
- 01:05:00 - 01:11:13
Concluding with a deeper understanding of personal and spiritual realities, they discuss the simplicity of life, urging focus on essential experiences over material pursuits. The conversation ends on a hopeful note, cherishing life and promising future deep dives into spiritual practices.
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Pertanyaan yang Sering Diajukan
What happened to Christine that was so impactful?
Christine experienced a life-threatening incident where both her lungs collapsed and her heart stopped, leading to a near-death experience.
How did Christine describe her near-death experience?
Christine described seeing a dark, yet non-evil, void where she felt peaceful and connected with familiar and unknown entities.
What did Christine learn from her experience?
Christine learned to embrace life, feel less fear of death, and began to value each moment more. She also felt a deepened spiritual connection and understanding.
Who assisted Christine during her medical emergency?
Christine's husband called emergency services who revived her. Additionally, she had support from friends and family who prayed and offered energy healing.
Why does Christine think her experience was purposeful?
Christine believes her experience was purposeful as it provided her with a new perspective on life, healing, and spiritual growth.
What physical condition did Christine suffer from during her emergency?
Christine suffered from asthma, and during the emergency, both her lungs collapsed, and her heart stopped.
How does Christine feel about sharing her story?
Christine feels hesitant to share her story widely and prefers intimate conversations about her experience over public sharing.
What mystical explanation does Christine have for her experience?
Christine postulates that she called in her karma to deal with all the negative energy from her past, and this manifested in the form of a dark energy.
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- 00:00:00can't talk if I
- 00:00:04cry are you okay yeah I actually am okay
- 00:00:10why are you crying is it happiness oh
- 00:00:13yeah it's a lot of things I can't tell
- 00:00:15you it's okay it's okay gosh I love you
- 00:00:19I love you so much Christie I really do
- 00:00:21you're a wonderful person you're so so
- 00:00:24much
- 00:00:25heart I've worked on it oh I can tell
- 00:00:30can tell you are not the same person I
- 00:00:32met the first time around so take your
- 00:00:37time we got time tell me what it is you
- 00:00:40are up to gosh you look good oh geez I
- 00:00:45appreciate you saying that I feel like
- 00:00:47I'm 20 years
- 00:00:48older I would have said the opposite oh
- 00:00:52bless your heart you get points in
- 00:00:53brownies for
- 00:00:56that not from your Swedish cook I hope
- 00:01:01oh maybe is he still there oh yeah he's
- 00:01:05the one that's doing all the cooking
- 00:01:06right now I had a
- 00:01:08uh um which is why I haven't been in in
- 00:01:11a while and you haven't been either so
- 00:01:13that's been fine um an incident on
- 00:01:17December
- 00:01:182nd and
- 00:01:22um my lungs collapsed oh dear yeah both
- 00:01:26of them at the same time I'm guessing I
- 00:01:29don't know
- 00:01:30and um of course my heart stopped and he
- 00:01:35was kind enough to call services
- 00:01:39I you're lucky
- 00:01:41then I'm telling you yeah right choices
- 00:01:45choices I was like wow I mean we every
- 00:01:48day he tells me how glad he is I'm still
- 00:01:51here and I tell him how glad I am he
- 00:01:53kept me because a wonderful literally up
- 00:01:57to him at that point and it wasn't even
- 00:01:59a choice he was I mean everybody was
- 00:02:02just in shock I think but but I was dead
- 00:02:05for 10 to 15 minutes by the counts that
- 00:02:09I can measure and um what was the cause
- 00:02:12what happened why why did this happen
- 00:02:15nobody knows I was hoping you could tell
- 00:02:17me okay well yeah we can delve into that
- 00:02:21nobody uh the doctors want to tell me
- 00:02:23it's uh it was allergy based um but I
- 00:02:27had no symptoms I didn't even know like
- 00:02:31I mean the only way I can word it is I
- 00:02:33did not see this coming I've been an
- 00:02:35asmatic my whole life and you know
- 00:02:38when you're not breathing well yeah yeah
- 00:02:41yeah and so I guess I knew I was
- 00:02:44struggling to some extent but not to the
- 00:02:47extent that I thought it would lead to
- 00:02:49that and um he says I actually remember
- 00:02:53wandering into the bedroom at one point
- 00:02:55and grabbing his feet it was like 5 o'l
- 00:02:574:30 in the morning something like that
- 00:03:00and shaking his feet and telling him I
- 00:03:01needed help um to grab another thing of
- 00:03:05medicine to put in my my my inhaler
- 00:03:09thingy and um he said he knew at that
- 00:03:12point I was in more trouble than than I
- 00:03:15guess I realized so he yeah grabbed the
- 00:03:18medicine and took off for his phone and
- 00:03:21called 911 and I didn't even I had no
- 00:03:23idea and they arrived I don't remember
- 00:03:27them showing up the first paramedic and
- 00:03:29door said she looked me right in the
- 00:03:31face and she was like oh and turned
- 00:03:33around and went back out to start
- 00:03:34grabbing stuff and uh they came back in
- 00:03:38because my husband started screaming at
- 00:03:40him um that I was on the floor that I
- 00:03:42wasn't breathing at all and she came in
- 00:03:45and she's like oh she's in cardiac
- 00:03:47arrest and and I don't know where it all
- 00:03:50went from there
- 00:03:53um except that I'm here I have no brain
- 00:03:56damage I have no heart muscle damage I
- 00:03:58have no residual issues my only
- 00:04:02restriction is that they crushed my rib
- 00:04:04cage oh gosh yeah yeah
- 00:04:08bruises um well you know and no broken
- 00:04:11bones which is odd they use something on
- 00:04:13me called
- 00:04:15a I'm not going to remember what it's
- 00:04:17called all of a sudden some kind of
- 00:04:19machine that's like a suction comp that
- 00:04:21goes right in the middle of your chest
- 00:04:23and it does 120 compressions per minute
- 00:04:26so once you're already dead and they
- 00:04:27think there's a shot at getting you back
- 00:04:30they stick you in this thing and um and
- 00:04:34it just goes until they decide to stop
- 00:04:36it because you're back or because you're
- 00:04:38not so either way it's but it what they
- 00:04:42told me they think it did was it tore
- 00:04:44all the cartilage in between all my ribs
- 00:04:47and I just recently found out because of
- 00:04:50a chiropractor bless his heart um that
- 00:04:54the pain the major part of the pain I
- 00:04:56was experiencing was because all my ribs
- 00:04:58are out of their joint
- 00:05:01and a doctor's not going to look for
- 00:05:02that a doctor right they keep telling me
- 00:05:04I'm not breathing take more medication
- 00:05:06and they keep piling on the and I'm like
- 00:05:09no I'm not taking all this like I
- 00:05:13know the symptoms I know the sight
- 00:05:15effects I know the I don't want to go
- 00:05:18back down these roads again because a
- 00:05:20lot of the medications cause the issue
- 00:05:22and it's no different with with asthma
- 00:05:25stuff
- 00:05:26so do you you use the puff
- 00:05:31I do I have the two I'm still on is the
- 00:05:33two I've always been on um one is a
- 00:05:36steroid which causes candida and yeast
- 00:05:39issues body-wide like I've had massive
- 00:05:42candida issues my whole life and have
- 00:05:45just realize the severity um and that
- 00:05:47that came from those steroids I
- 00:05:50understand that whole concept
- 00:05:52now and the other one's just a rescue
- 00:05:55inhaler um but it works on the adrenal
- 00:05:57pathway so it keeps you in fighting
- 00:05:59fight your yeah yeah yeah GE whiz so I'm
- 00:06:04like all
- 00:06:06right I'm just like okay so I went back
- 00:06:09to to my old practices I went you know I
- 00:06:13still do heart coherence work all the
- 00:06:15time um and I have for years I actually
- 00:06:18think that's part of what saved me I
- 00:06:20think um using honey as a mental drip
- 00:06:24through my body for ever since the first
- 00:06:26time you mentioned that it's part of
- 00:06:28what saved me
- 00:06:29my husband obviously calling them is
- 00:06:32part of what saved me um you know their
- 00:06:36efforts of course I think that machine
- 00:06:39pounding the out of me pulled me
- 00:06:42back into my
- 00:06:44body I know it's been it's been a weird
- 00:06:47couple of months it's been a very me you
- 00:06:49know what my next question is going to
- 00:06:51be did you fall unconscious or did you
- 00:06:54experience things while you were out
- 00:06:56there or was it I experienced things I
- 00:06:59think I was unconscious from the point I
- 00:07:02hit the ground because I don't remember
- 00:07:04that actually probably from before I
- 00:07:07stopped breathing I don't know if I had
- 00:07:09left my body from fear or if I was still
- 00:07:13I just don't remember I don't remember
- 00:07:15her walking through the door and looking
- 00:07:17at me and she says we just like our gaze
- 00:07:20just locked and she was like oh no I
- 00:07:23don't remember any of that but I
- 00:07:26remember and I think it was this so I
- 00:07:28think I left my body thinking I was
- 00:07:30pretty darn conscious because I I was
- 00:07:33standing there and I think I saw myself
- 00:07:35standing there and I was watching out
- 00:07:39the front of the house and this is like
- 00:07:41one of my questions for you I'm watching
- 00:07:43out the front of the house and I could
- 00:07:44see everything yeah but it was the
- 00:07:47craziest most interesting thing I think
- 00:07:50I've ever watched but what I was
- 00:07:53watching was this huge black ball of
- 00:07:55energy coming towards me and it was
- 00:07:57alive it was moving it was
- 00:07:59and it went came from the south and I
- 00:08:01don't know why that's important but it
- 00:08:03came from the south and it went around
- 00:08:05our house and came back at me from the
- 00:08:07north and that just plowed me
- 00:08:09over and it seems to
- 00:08:12me that how all this came together I
- 00:08:15have no idea but that's what actually
- 00:08:17stopped my heart is what it feels like
- 00:08:22but when I asked what that is when I go
- 00:08:25go Inward and ask what the heck was that
- 00:08:28black ball
- 00:08:29um what I heard was I had called in all
- 00:08:32of my karma and I was just like ready to
- 00:08:35deal with it and so they sent it all
- 00:08:37back to me at the same time all the
- 00:08:38negative energy I've sent out over
- 00:08:40lifetimes came whistling back and I got
- 00:08:43to grab hold of it and and I don't know
- 00:08:46if that's true if I made that up if I
- 00:08:48heard it somewhere else and it's just
- 00:08:49what's stuck in my mind because of
- 00:08:52everything that happened I have no idea
- 00:08:55but I feel like a
- 00:08:56five-year-old I feel like I have totally
- 00:09:00new I I'll talk about this stuff and
- 00:09:02either start crying or start laughing I
- 00:09:04can't control either one doesn't matter
- 00:09:08I know I understand you're doing
- 00:09:09extraordinarily well I know what you saw
- 00:09:12but keep going okay well I'm glad you
- 00:09:15know what I saw because I'm still
- 00:09:17unclear well we us as you know we used
- 00:09:19to do this twice a week in the
- 00:09:21monasteries and we used to you see this
- 00:09:23every single time
- 00:09:26really so I wasn't making it up I
- 00:09:28actually saw you saw death what happened
- 00:09:31was you stepped out of your body so that
- 00:09:35the paramedics could do their work so
- 00:09:37that your heart attack could occur so
- 00:09:39that your death could occur but there's
- 00:09:42a part of you that knew that that wasn't
- 00:09:44the end this was a very very temporary
- 00:09:46thing there's a part of you that knew
- 00:09:48you were coming back you saw death
- 00:09:51coming it took one look at you where no
- 00:09:54no no no she's not on my list does her
- 00:09:56urn gives you a smack in the back so
- 00:09:59that you know it was there it did so you
- 00:10:03stayed you stayed there you didn't go
- 00:10:05off into other reals you stayed on Earth
- 00:10:08and you were just watching because you
- 00:10:10using your higher mind well not using it
- 00:10:13you are your higher mind at that point
- 00:10:15your your brain and all of its thinking
- 00:10:17is in the body getting
- 00:10:20pumped you are out here just going gosh
- 00:10:25I wish they'd Hurry Up This is nice
- 00:10:27what's that black thing over there
- 00:10:31that's pretty much what hry up I want to
- 00:10:34get back and that that's where you're
- 00:10:37at oh my goodness it's wonderful thing I
- 00:10:41know it's scary and everything else but
- 00:10:43it wasn't scary because it's unusual for
- 00:10:48you it's you know it's I mean now
- 00:10:51looking back at it I'm just like
- 00:10:52questioning what it was but then I
- 00:10:54wasn't scared I was just like oh what is
- 00:10:57that I don't think I even
- 00:10:59realized that my body the fear is in the
- 00:11:02brain the fear is in the brain all fear
- 00:11:06hatred anger judgment that's all in the
- 00:11:09brain that's what your monkey does when
- 00:11:11you're when the Mind itself the
- 00:11:15awareness that's watching those thoughts
- 00:11:17and the the body responds to those
- 00:11:20thoughts that's why those thoughts make
- 00:11:21you ill but that part of you that can
- 00:11:23sit back in there and know that you're
- 00:11:25thinking those things that's the you
- 00:11:27that leaves that's you that's invisible
- 00:11:30that's a you that's not made of matter
- 00:11:32that's a you that went outside and
- 00:11:34started having a bit of a gander around
- 00:11:36while your body was being worked on yeah
- 00:11:40um okay it's actually not complicated
- 00:11:43and it's nothing to be scared of you
- 00:11:44probably won't be scared of death now
- 00:11:46are you I mean I don't think I am but I
- 00:11:49don't think I was before I
- 00:11:52um I don't think of it the way we were
- 00:11:56taught to think of it though people that
- 00:11:58teach people about death usually haven't
- 00:12:01died themselves so it's
- 00:12:03Theory and this is why people fall
- 00:12:06unconscious at the moment of death which
- 00:12:08is a
- 00:12:09problem obvious reasons but getting back
- 00:12:12to what I was saying before when you do
- 00:12:14leave because all the things that make
- 00:12:17us
- 00:12:18scared when a human being is scared the
- 00:12:21only reason they're scared the only
- 00:12:23reason they could be scared is because
- 00:12:25they think they're about to get killed
- 00:12:27they think they're about to get
- 00:12:28seriously hurt Hur they think they think
- 00:12:30they think and this creates fear it's
- 00:12:32all in the brain when you pop out like
- 00:12:35you did you don't have any of that
- 00:12:38there's no fear in you anymore you're
- 00:12:39just the real you the you that was born
- 00:12:42that beautiful pure mind that is
- 00:12:46curious you know I was actually in awe
- 00:12:50of um and I don't know I mean that
- 00:12:52happened in the house I saw death coming
- 00:12:55I love that
- 00:12:57explanation um and I'm
- 00:12:59guessing the idea of clearing Karma or
- 00:13:02whatever something must have come with
- 00:13:04that that solved a lot of things because
- 00:13:07that the idea of being the child or
- 00:13:10being
- 00:13:10the I don't know that's I feel empty
- 00:13:16beautiful yeah do you know when
- 00:13:22um the end of thinking you know have you
- 00:13:25heard in um s spiritual circles even
- 00:13:30even some religious circles they will
- 00:13:33tell you and you will hear that how do I
- 00:13:37say
- 00:13:41this there are ways to break the wheel
- 00:13:44of
- 00:13:45karma Buddhism in particular they have
- 00:13:49exercises to break the wheel of Karma
- 00:13:51and that's the whole point Buddhist
- 00:13:54teachings is all geared up towards
- 00:13:57breaking the that cycle of
- 00:14:00karma so what do they teach you deep
- 00:14:04meditation when you're in meditation you
- 00:14:07out of your thought process once you've
- 00:14:09done that you've broken the cycle of
- 00:14:12karma you died you left that you broke
- 00:14:15the cycle of karma done done it's got
- 00:14:19nothing to do with
- 00:14:25um I could I put this it's not anything
- 00:14:27to do with game Merit it's got nothing
- 00:14:30to do with being forgiven it's got
- 00:14:31nothing to do with of meeting a God
- 00:14:34that's going to go oh you deserve this
- 00:14:36it's none of that crap that's
- 00:14:38religious up excuse me whenever
- 00:14:41religion comes in my head the word the
- 00:14:43first word is
- 00:14:46in well you know as I started calling
- 00:14:50and I totally hear what you're saying as
- 00:14:51I started calling people because my
- 00:14:53husband like he called us select few
- 00:14:55people and said she's probably not going
- 00:14:57to survived this you do your work do
- 00:14:59your prayers do your thing whatever and
- 00:15:02I have a lot of energy healers behind me
- 00:15:04I have a circle of people around me that
- 00:15:06are just quite fantastic yeah my son did
- 00:15:10the same thing he he contacted the ones
- 00:15:13that he knew would probably help the
- 00:15:14most and nobody else knew anything
- 00:15:16nobody but when I was so they put me in
- 00:15:19a coma for three days and um to let my
- 00:15:22lungs recuperate because they the lady
- 00:15:25I've been over to the Firehouse because
- 00:15:27we live in a tiny City
- 00:15:29and it's all volunteers except our fire
- 00:15:31chief and I went over there one day to
- 00:15:33tell them thank you and they didn't know
- 00:15:35I was still alive and he just looked at
- 00:15:37me he's like Hound street because that's
- 00:15:38the street we live on and that's how he
- 00:15:40knew was Hound Street and he's like oh
- 00:15:43my God you're still alive and I was like
- 00:15:47yeah I you should have gone no I'm
- 00:15:52not to I totally should have that the
- 00:15:56lady who was putting the paramedic that
- 00:15:58was putting the H down into my lungs was
- 00:16:00like it was like they were pancak and
- 00:16:01glued together and um so they were you
- 00:16:05know there's just no reason I should be
- 00:16:06here according to what they was there an
- 00:16:09infection in
- 00:16:11there they didn't find one except for
- 00:16:14the the underlying infection of candida
- 00:16:16which is caused by their
- 00:16:18steroids the cycle I mean that's why I'm
- 00:16:21just like what did I do I called
- 00:16:24something in I I allowed something to
- 00:16:27happen one of the doctors keeps telling
- 00:16:28me it's allergies but I'm like there's
- 00:16:30no symptoms he wanted to put me on this
- 00:16:32crazy weekly shot that I'm like no way
- 00:16:35I'm doing that zero chance that I'm G to
- 00:16:38let you inject me with that but it's for
- 00:16:41allergies and it's some
- 00:16:43biotechnological technology blah blah
- 00:16:46blah um and he's basing it on the blood
- 00:16:48work that they took when I first entered
- 00:16:50the hospital and all my organs were
- 00:16:53failing so kidney failure liver failure
- 00:16:56all the stuff was and I'm like how can
- 00:16:58you BAS what you want to do right now on
- 00:16:59that blood work that doesn't make sense
- 00:17:01to me no they don't want to they don't
- 00:17:04want to appear wrong well he said what
- 00:17:07it did was it entered me into the system
- 00:17:10on a good note because my blood work
- 00:17:12then was perfect to get
- 00:17:15that and I'm like I heard what you just
- 00:17:17said I'm out of here I will not
- 00:17:19participate in this um yeah so they
- 00:17:22don't know they can't give me an answer
- 00:17:24and I don't have an answer and I don't
- 00:17:27know if I called something in or if I no
- 00:17:30no no it doesn't life doesn't work that
- 00:17:32way does that as you've experienced
- 00:17:35right now and learn from this experience
- 00:17:38when you do leave your body you don't
- 00:17:40have malice you don't have hatred you
- 00:17:42don't have anything of that nature and
- 00:17:45there when whenever there's entities or
- 00:17:47Spirits out there they can't come at you
- 00:17:50with hatred or malice they don't have it
- 00:17:52in them don't have it you know only
- 00:17:56living people can be evil oh
- 00:18:00wow take that on board yeah that's one
- 00:18:04not the dead you should be frightened of
- 00:18:05it's the living that'll do more
- 00:18:08damage well maybe that's where it came
- 00:18:10from
- 00:18:11no I know what it is well let me tell
- 00:18:15you this part then you can tell me what
- 00:18:17the heck just happened because nobody
- 00:18:18else seems to know okay um in that
- 00:18:21period of time that I was in the
- 00:18:23coma I found this place or ended up in
- 00:18:26this place I don't know how to describe
- 00:18:28it either that was just I call it
- 00:18:30Darkness I was in this Darkness where I
- 00:18:33could again see everything but it didn't
- 00:18:35seem like it was like light like this is
- 00:18:38light but it wasn't dark like evil which
- 00:18:41I seem to have to explain to everybody
- 00:18:43because every time I say it they're like
- 00:18:44oh no and I'm like no it wasn't like it
- 00:18:47was just devoid of of light the place it
- 00:18:49was totally calm totally
- 00:18:52peaceful there was beings there that I
- 00:18:54knew yeah there was beings there that
- 00:18:57like were family kind of beings but then
- 00:18:59there was beings that were familiar but
- 00:19:03I I couldn't put my finger on them but I
- 00:19:05knew I knew them and that is as
- 00:19:10well oh
- 00:19:12wow this is why we die in the
- 00:19:16monasteries because when we people like
- 00:19:18you we've got answers for you from
- 00:19:21experience not from freaking books this
- 00:19:24is why we do it so back to you all right
- 00:19:28well I was going to say so the the third
- 00:19:30layer of entities that were there were
- 00:19:33ones that I had no idea who were I had
- 00:19:37no seemingly no connection to them the
- 00:19:40relatives that are so far
- 00:19:43back the connections a bit bit bit thin
- 00:19:48but they they they seemed like they
- 00:19:52were I don't know the energy and the
- 00:19:54power coming from them was just
- 00:19:56incredible they were I don't know I
- 00:19:59don't know you know more about this than
- 00:20:00I do you've done it way more times at
- 00:20:02that point you were one of those things
- 00:20:04at that point I did recognize myself
- 00:20:08like that my brother actually whom I
- 00:20:11talk to all the time
- 00:20:13still um you know he passed in
- 00:20:162018 he was laughing seemingly at me and
- 00:20:19he was like oh now you're in my turf
- 00:20:21like what's
- 00:20:22going I was like and that's when I
- 00:20:24became aware that I wasn't I was like oh
- 00:20:27like where am I and then I started
- 00:20:30looking and watching but everybody not
- 00:20:33everybody but a lot of people kept
- 00:20:35asking me did you hear God did you see
- 00:20:37God and my first response was no but I
- 00:20:41didn't go looking for
- 00:20:45him I was too busy being
- 00:20:48aware of what was around me and you know
- 00:20:53the light in the tunnel idea I didn't
- 00:20:56see any of that I didn't get the light
- 00:20:58Life review that everybody talks about I
- 00:21:00didn't see um or I didn't get a voice
- 00:21:03asking me do you want to stay or go
- 00:21:05there was no choice there was no
- 00:21:08option um except that while I was out I
- 00:21:11could look around and I could
- 00:21:13participate and I could I could watch
- 00:21:15the watching was amazing I could see
- 00:21:17this uh it was almost like a web of
- 00:21:20people that had just people and entities
- 00:21:22that had just surrounded me and were
- 00:21:24just holding everything up they were
- 00:21:26supporting my family and everything that
- 00:21:28was going on here and everything that
- 00:21:30was going on the uh police chief that I
- 00:21:33talked about when I told them or when I
- 00:21:36walked up and he realized who I was
- 00:21:38started crying and he goes I have prayed
- 00:21:40for you every day even when we figured
- 00:21:43you were dead he goes I can I was like I
- 00:21:45know I saw you like I I didn't know who
- 00:21:47you were so one of the people in the
- 00:21:49circle that I was like I don't know who
- 00:21:50you are but thank you for being here it
- 00:21:53was him and then all of his staff and
- 00:21:54the team that was here in the house
- 00:21:57there was I want want to say nine people
- 00:21:59showed up and then they had to get
- 00:22:02intercepted by another ambulance on the
- 00:22:05way out of town I don't even know what
- 00:22:07happened I just read about that in the
- 00:22:08newspaper I was like what so another
- 00:22:11ambulance got involved for some reason I
- 00:22:13don't even know why but I could see all
- 00:22:16of that and it was so incredible it was
- 00:22:19the most amazing thing I've ever
- 00:22:20witnessed I was just like wow and the
- 00:22:25interconnected yeah it was it was
- 00:22:27incredible
- 00:22:29okay so what was do you remember the
- 00:22:30astral Journey the past life you went on
- 00:22:34yes very people some of the people from
- 00:22:37there are some of the people that you
- 00:22:39were
- 00:22:40feeling
- 00:22:42oh they're all there they're all there
- 00:22:46that made so much sense just
- 00:22:48now because that's why I could feel them
- 00:22:51but I couldn't
- 00:22:52place and there would have been others
- 00:22:55because that was only one past life
- 00:22:57you've had many
- 00:22:58yeah definitely yeah beautiful well
- 00:23:03done no really well done I'm glad you're
- 00:23:06back though I would have missed you
- 00:23:08hugely I love your company I love
- 00:23:10talking to you I love you very much I
- 00:23:13don't know why but I do I just doesn't
- 00:23:15matter why I just do maybe we were in a
- 00:23:18past life together I can tell you 1066
- 00:23:21you and I I know when we met out of here
- 00:23:25no I have memories like it was this
- 00:23:27morning
- 00:23:28oh my goodness 1066 I was following my
- 00:23:32master in the Crusades my master was a
- 00:23:35knight and he was on a horseback he was
- 00:23:37a
- 00:23:39Templar I was holding the the Shields
- 00:23:42and the swords I was just the idiot that
- 00:23:44had to run behind the horse and help my
- 00:23:47master get off the horse he was a knight
- 00:23:49covered in armor weighed four ton and I
- 00:23:51was one of these so I was his Apprentice
- 00:23:54basically and we were on our way to
- 00:23:57Jerusalem
- 00:23:58because very quickly the Romans had come
- 00:24:01through Europe they destroyed everyone's
- 00:24:04religions destroyed everyone's
- 00:24:05Traditions destroyed everything and
- 00:24:07replaced it with Roman days and Roman
- 00:24:10gods and Roman this and that and then
- 00:24:12500 years later when we were so many
- 00:24:15generations away from before the Romans
- 00:24:19got there and everyone had forgotten our
- 00:24:22spirituality and our connection to
- 00:24:25Nature and everything else and then the
- 00:24:27ran pissed off and left everyone in the
- 00:24:31Dark Ages so what we all had to do
- 00:24:35someone heard of this thing called
- 00:24:37Jerusalem and that you can get God back
- 00:24:40so we were all brought in this is the
- 00:24:42whole um King Arthur story I guess they
- 00:24:47called all the knights all over the
- 00:24:49world all of the different countries got
- 00:24:51their Knights together and sent them to
- 00:24:53Jerusalem to look for this Holy Grail
- 00:24:55thing no one knew what it was they just
- 00:24:58everyone was desperate no one had any
- 00:25:00spirituality it had been destroyed by
- 00:25:02the Romans the gentleman I was talking
- 00:25:05to just before you is actually a Roman
- 00:25:07but anyway oddly
- 00:25:11enough so we were sent off to find this
- 00:25:14bring the spirituality back and
- 00:25:18you was in that and that's where we
- 00:25:22met along the way you and I met along
- 00:25:25the way so you were whoever you were
- 00:25:28back then you had been charged
- 00:25:32with um what's the word charged with the
- 00:25:36job of going there and helping to find
- 00:25:39spirituality and religion if that's what
- 00:25:42has to be necessary and look at where
- 00:25:44you've ended up now you're in bloody
- 00:25:52Utah crazy there's a few things I wanted
- 00:25:55to explain but I forgot what you what
- 00:25:57they were now do you remember say it one
- 00:26:00more time there was something I wanted
- 00:26:01to explain while you were talking to me
- 00:26:03just before and I forgotten what it was
- 00:26:06you asked me you said I you were
- 00:26:08wondering if I knew what that might be
- 00:26:11oh
- 00:26:13anyway the beings in the the extra
- 00:26:16beings yes now the family stuff that you
- 00:26:20could feel that you knew this is how it
- 00:26:22works imagine that all of your family
- 00:26:26all the way back centuries and centuries
- 00:26:29all of your family let's say that all of
- 00:26:32those
- 00:26:32people I'm going to use the Ice Cube
- 00:26:35thing each one of those people let's say
- 00:26:38you can represent everyone in your
- 00:26:40family with an ice
- 00:26:43cube let's get rid of all the hundreds
- 00:26:45of thousands of people that are
- 00:26:46belonging to your family let's say
- 00:26:48there's a dozen people in your
- 00:26:52family and let's say a liter one liter
- 00:26:56of water one pint in your
- 00:27:00language repres you take this one liter
- 00:27:03of water and you pour it into a tray for
- 00:27:08ice
- 00:27:09cubes you put that in and you freeze it
- 00:27:12so now you've got 12 separate ice cubes
- 00:27:16but they all come from the same liter of
- 00:27:19water as ice cubes you can look at each
- 00:27:22other you can play with each other you
- 00:27:24can run away from each other you can all
- 00:27:25do sorts of things but occasionally one
- 00:27:27Ice Cube's going to melt died gone back
- 00:27:29to the lader of
- 00:27:31water another Ice Cube melts and dies
- 00:27:34another one melts over time and you're
- 00:27:36the last ice
- 00:27:38cube eventually you're going to die and
- 00:27:40melt you're going to go back into that
- 00:27:42same liter of water that all the others
- 00:27:45have they're not ice cubes anymore but
- 00:27:48when you go in there it's all going to
- 00:27:50mix they're all going to move through
- 00:27:52you and around you and you are going to
- 00:27:54recognize the field you're going to
- 00:27:56recognize
- 00:27:58the feel it's to feel like Uncle Bob
- 00:28:01it's going to feel like Auntie Jack it's
- 00:28:03going to you recognize the feeling you
- 00:28:05are in the same liter of water that all
- 00:28:07of your family has come from and it's
- 00:28:10you just feel it you feel like you're at
- 00:28:11home you know that these things are part
- 00:28:14of you and your family but you can't see
- 00:28:16them but it doesn't matter the love is
- 00:28:18there the connection is there and
- 00:28:21eventually that leure of water will be
- 00:28:23poured into another tray and voila you
- 00:28:26got another f family some of them might
- 00:28:28be absolute
- 00:28:31but when you get back to the leader of
- 00:28:33water that's all gone you'll feel oh
- 00:28:36there's an in here but I love
- 00:28:39him we have we have some of those
- 00:28:43something else I need to point out I
- 00:28:45just remembered
- 00:28:47now when you went in there it was a
- 00:28:50temporary visitation and when it's a
- 00:28:52temporary visitation you won't get
- 00:28:55presented with your options because it
- 00:28:57would be
- 00:28:58pointless it's only when your death is
- 00:29:01on a permanent basis you will be
- 00:29:03presented with your options there's no
- 00:29:05pointing going towards a light if you're
- 00:29:07going to go home if you're going to go
- 00:29:09back so it won't be presented and that's
- 00:29:12that simple so it's a good indicator if
- 00:29:15you go there again and it happens again
- 00:29:17and you don't get presented you know
- 00:29:19that you know I'm going to get pulled
- 00:29:22back soon so just enjoy it go with it go
- 00:29:25with the flow I thought I understood Jan
- 00:29:28that if you went back into the light you
- 00:29:31just end up back here again if you don't
- 00:29:33go into the light if so if that turns
- 00:29:35out to be a presentation if I don't go
- 00:29:38to it I can go and I don't have to do
- 00:29:40this again yes you get you'll get three
- 00:29:43options usually there's three options
- 00:29:46there'll be the light which is your new
- 00:29:48mother's vagina basically if you go that
- 00:29:51way you know this one you'll see a nurse
- 00:29:54and she'll pull you out and plop you on
- 00:29:55your mother's belly but you remember the
- 00:29:57whole thing you can't say anything
- 00:29:59because you're not interfaced with the
- 00:30:01new body yet still takes you time to
- 00:30:03interface and get used to the fact that
- 00:30:06this is your arm and all of that kind of
- 00:30:09thing
- 00:30:11um that's the light that's all that is
- 00:30:15it'll seem to you like about 15 minutes
- 00:30:17but it's not it's more like 40 weeks
- 00:30:19which is a a term a full term that's
- 00:30:22what it will be but because you don't
- 00:30:24have a brain and you're not thinking
- 00:30:25there's no time time is thought thought
- 00:30:28creates time outside of thought there's
- 00:30:30no such
- 00:30:32thing what will happen is if your brain
- 00:30:35goes that's a tree that's a house now
- 00:30:38you've just created a situation where it
- 00:30:40takes time to get from the tree to the
- 00:30:43house if you don't see that as a tree
- 00:30:45and that a house you just see a tapestry
- 00:30:48it's all there at the same moment and
- 00:30:50time is irrelevant that's what happens
- 00:30:52when you step out this is all
- 00:30:55experiential it's not belief or anything
- 00:30:57of that nature you've experienced it
- 00:30:59yourself so one of the options will be
- 00:31:01that light that's the one that will
- 00:31:03bring you back here right the other two
- 00:31:06options you can remain hovering as a
- 00:31:09ghost you can just say no no I'll just
- 00:31:12hang here not a problem at all why not
- 00:31:14no problem by doing that you are proving
- 00:31:18to hundreds of thousands of people over
- 00:31:21the years that life after death
- 00:31:24occurs the death of the body isn't the
- 00:31:27end of anything just you being there
- 00:31:30proofs
- 00:31:31that right not everyone will be able to
- 00:31:33see you you right now living you you you
- 00:31:37have a certain frequency on an electrone
- 00:31:40seph graph you will have a certain
- 00:31:43frequency um not everyone thinks in the
- 00:31:46same frequency you might be thinking at
- 00:31:4820 khz someone else might be thinking at
- 00:31:5021
- 00:31:51khz so you're not when it's like that
- 00:31:54you have no way of reading each other's
- 00:31:56minds you won't even make contact with
- 00:31:58each you might not even like each other
- 00:32:00purely because of the different
- 00:32:02frequency however the 150 million people
- 00:32:05that do think on the same frequency as
- 00:32:07you will see you as a ghost to those you
- 00:32:12are proving to them there is something
- 00:32:14other and you're taking a little bit of
- 00:32:17fear of death away from them and that's
- 00:32:19a beautiful thing to be doing that's
- 00:32:21your second
- 00:32:22option your third option it's the Irish
- 00:32:26in me your third
- 00:32:30[Laughter]
- 00:32:33option is you can go into the astral
- 00:32:37realm also known as the akashic realm
- 00:32:40when you go into there you can influence
- 00:32:43people's
- 00:32:44minds by that I mean this Einstein might
- 00:32:48be sitting on the toilet having a
- 00:32:50poo exactly he in his head he's going E
- 00:32:54equals
- 00:32:56MC I can't quite get it equal and then
- 00:33:00you you'll go I can't stand it and
- 00:33:02you'll float through his mind and drop
- 00:33:04off the MC squar for him in here he
- 00:33:07won't know he won't know that you've
- 00:33:10done that and he will go oh my god I've
- 00:33:12got it E equals MC squ and then he'll
- 00:33:15run off and change the world and you had
- 00:33:17an enormous part to play in there you
- 00:33:19can hover there that's your third
- 00:33:22option it is always has everything to do
- 00:33:26with help
- 00:33:27Humanity because it's all based on love
- 00:33:31the entire universe is riddled in the
- 00:33:34stuff it's it's
- 00:33:37nutrition and that's what happens and
- 00:33:40unfortunately because of religion and
- 00:33:42what we've been trained and taught to
- 00:33:44believe we fill it with fear we bar the
- 00:33:48entrance with
- 00:33:50fear with religious people you don't
- 00:33:52want to fear going to hell because you
- 00:33:55know you sinned oh off I'm
- 00:33:59sorry it makes me makes me the whole
- 00:34:02thing the whole thing is such a lie I
- 00:34:04mean I've done enough studies on that to
- 00:34:07to understand what they did and how they
- 00:34:09made us believe that and how they're
- 00:34:10trying to enslave abolutely I mean even
- 00:34:13now it's still the same storyline so um
- 00:34:17I I have so many gay people gay
- 00:34:20people get in touch with me hundreds of
- 00:34:23them
- 00:34:25because
- 00:34:28I've had two gay people recently say to
- 00:34:31me what did I do wrong to deserve being
- 00:34:34gay I where the did you get that
- 00:34:38from W it's disgusting I said I love you
- 00:34:41to death and I don't even know you
- 00:34:43that's disgusting and he said no no
- 00:34:45that's
- 00:34:46religion ah yeah I had to I had to point
- 00:34:50out this is why being gay is
- 00:34:53illegal in most
- 00:34:55places not to so many centuries ago
- 00:35:00globalization was based on two religions
- 00:35:04obviously the belief in Jesus religions
- 00:35:08Catholics all the rest of those the
- 00:35:10Jesus
- 00:35:11religion and
- 00:35:14Muslims Muslims got as far as Spain they
- 00:35:18took over most of the world and then the
- 00:35:20Catholic religion came in and there was
- 00:35:22this Catholic religious war with Muslims
- 00:35:24it's been going for years and years
- 00:35:27after a certain point the main order of
- 00:35:30the day the new weapon they came up with
- 00:35:33was have as many children as you can and
- 00:35:35we will outbreed the
- 00:35:38Muslims Muslims at the other side of the
- 00:35:40world they're going we need to have as
- 00:35:42many children as possible and we can
- 00:35:44outbreed the Catholics you see and they
- 00:35:47got the same idea now if you're gay
- 00:35:50you're not going to go out there having
- 00:35:5112 kids because you're gay you're not
- 00:35:54going to have any children that makes
- 00:35:55you illegal in the eyes of the thing
- 00:35:57because you should be having as many
- 00:35:59children as you can that's the word of
- 00:36:01God so if you're gay you're not going to
- 00:36:04have any
- 00:36:05children and they'll burn you for that
- 00:36:08you should be having children and that's
- 00:36:10what's made it illegal today and that's
- 00:36:12why the poor bastards have to go what
- 00:36:14they're going through right now and once
- 00:36:16I've explained that to them they crack
- 00:36:19up crying and laughing and it saves them
- 00:36:23just just one that religion has done oh
- 00:36:26it's horrifying my granddad was a
- 00:36:28preacher and we got we got beat over the
- 00:36:30head with that book and and it still
- 00:36:34didn't it's
- 00:36:36insane again
- 00:36:39insane can I tell you another thing that
- 00:36:43I saw I think I
- 00:36:45saw um and I've seen it before which is
- 00:36:49why was like being thrown back in my
- 00:36:51face like why don't you use this
- 00:36:53technology or use this
- 00:36:55thing um and literally was a
- 00:36:58rainbow kind of idea and so you can see
- 00:37:01the chakra charts that they present and
- 00:37:04it's got the red the orange the yellow
- 00:37:06the Stark
- 00:37:08colors and the way I saw it before I was
- 00:37:11driving down the street towards Park
- 00:37:13City and there was this rainbow and it
- 00:37:15was every Hue of red that you could see
- 00:37:17through our eyes but then there was Hues
- 00:37:20of red that I knew I wasn't seeing
- 00:37:22through my eyes it was just like the
- 00:37:25seen and the Unseen kind of there was
- 00:37:27Hues of red that were just outer worldly
- 00:37:29it was crazy looking and then it went
- 00:37:31through all the colors I literally had
- 00:37:33to pull over on the side of the road
- 00:37:35because I was just like whoa what the
- 00:37:37heck and then during
- 00:37:40this U what they call a near death
- 00:37:43experience which I
- 00:37:45take um I don't think that it's not a
- 00:37:48near-death experience it was a dead and
- 00:37:50now I'm back alive experience it was
- 00:37:52near death it was a dead experience you
- 00:37:55did it it wasn't
- 00:37:57they call it right they call them ndes
- 00:37:59and I'm like that's not a near death
- 00:38:01that was a dead and now you get a severe
- 00:38:05heart fluctuation is a near-death
- 00:38:08experience yeah a c almost hitting you
- 00:38:12is a near is a near death experience
- 00:38:15yeah that's I was just like wait a
- 00:38:16minute you guys got your words wrong um
- 00:38:20but during this experience that came
- 00:38:21back up and like everything at some
- 00:38:24point was flooded with this this color
- 00:38:28of um in every Hue every Hue of red your
- 00:38:32your spirit hadn't realigned correctly
- 00:38:35yet you still there's a part of the
- 00:38:37spirit was kind of if you can imagine
- 00:38:39just hanging half out
- 00:38:42here one eye of the higher mind can
- 00:38:45actually see the colors that it can see
- 00:38:48the higher these eyes can only see seven
- 00:38:51colors and there's Millions out there
- 00:38:54right and that's I think what was
- 00:38:56showing up but every color had a tone to
- 00:38:58it every color was a frequency that had
- 00:39:00an actual yeah tone to it and when those
- 00:39:04when I realized the tones and I started
- 00:39:06listening for it I started hearing it
- 00:39:09what I what I understood it to be was
- 00:39:11like the overtone all the sounds
- 00:39:14together are um an overtone of creation
- 00:39:18is what is the only way I can describe
- 00:39:20it it's
- 00:39:22um I don't know I think it's part of the
- 00:39:25reason why I healed f faster than they
- 00:39:27they were like oh this could take up to
- 00:39:29six months or up to and the fact that my
- 00:39:31brain and I mean nothing was injured
- 00:39:33every organ is fine everything is fine
- 00:39:35but I was so enamored in that
- 00:39:38rainbow and the idea that it's a
- 00:39:42technology that's
- 00:39:44available it is absolutely is it
- 00:39:46absolutely is it's going to become more
- 00:39:48apparent to the world this
- 00:39:51year you know you don't you can't
- 00:39:53imagine what's going to happen this year
- 00:39:55it's the end the death of an era
- 00:39:58happened in 2012 which we're clapping
- 00:40:02for it over here waiting for it to all
- 00:40:04drop let's go it's happening don't you
- 00:40:07worry I can tell you right now and I've
- 00:40:10gotten this from
- 00:40:13scientists this year they are going to
- 00:40:15release to the world that there are five
- 00:40:18earthlike planets in our solar system on
- 00:40:22the outside of
- 00:40:24Pluto oh always been there they Haven
- 00:40:26just ared they've always been there but
- 00:40:28we don't get told about them for all the
- 00:40:31obvious
- 00:40:33reasons and these are where these UFOs
- 00:40:35and things are coming from this is where
- 00:40:38some entities on this Earth come from
- 00:40:40come and go but unless you've got a
- 00:40:42multi multi-million dollar telescope
- 00:40:45you're never going to see those planets
- 00:40:47we're not even told they're there but
- 00:40:49they're that's going to be released I
- 00:40:50can guarantee
- 00:40:52you that's going to happen this year
- 00:40:55then they're going to say oh by the way
- 00:40:57there's life
- 00:40:58there this is going to happen also
- 00:41:02during that time this year because of
- 00:41:05the death of the old era and this is the
- 00:41:06new era and this is why they're about to
- 00:41:12approach all of the people who are
- 00:41:15caught and grasp onto tradition aren't
- 00:41:19going to make
- 00:41:21it people who grasp to Old religions
- 00:41:24aren't going to make it people who can't
- 00:41:26let go people who are hoarders people
- 00:41:29who don't have the ability to adapt
- 00:41:31people who won't open their mind to new
- 00:41:33things they're not going to make it this
- 00:41:36is going to be the death throws and it's
- 00:41:38happening now across the planet the
- 00:41:40death throws of the old era the old ways
- 00:41:43they don't
- 00:41:44work right thousands of years ago we
- 00:41:48kill murder rape pillage hate bad bad
- 00:41:52bad religion came along supposed to stop
- 00:41:55all of that let's let's have a go with
- 00:41:57religion let's see if we can stop it
- 00:41:58through fear it got worse in the name of
- 00:42:01God now because so same that
- 00:42:04were doing the raping and pillaging are
- 00:42:06the ones that created religion so it had
- 00:42:09to go wrong so they've had 2,000 years
- 00:42:13that didn't work 2,000 years later we
- 00:42:16still killing pillaging raping and
- 00:42:18murdering let's try government
- 00:42:20governments ushered in centuries ago
- 00:42:23now here we are today still murdering
- 00:42:26pillaging killing raping in the name of
- 00:42:28our government this
- 00:42:31time now in this era we're going to
- 00:42:33start voting for Spiritual people not
- 00:42:37ex generals of the Navy or
- 00:42:40whatever we're going to start think
- 00:42:42about it hm okay religion didn't work
- 00:42:45that just made the world more evil
- 00:42:47government didn't work that made the
- 00:42:48world more evil H do spiritual people
- 00:42:52kill and rape and murder and steal from
- 00:42:54each other not not that I know of let's
- 00:42:57vote for one of those that's what's
- 00:42:59coming in the new era and everyone's
- 00:43:00going to be very fine with
- 00:43:02that spiritual people not religious
- 00:43:05people people who come from wisdom
- 00:43:08getting back to the old days when the
- 00:43:10elders used to be our
- 00:43:12education that's what's going to happen
- 00:43:14so I'm for we're we're not going to
- 00:43:18think the same there'll be no money that
- 00:43:20won't be happening it'll be a whole
- 00:43:22different system there'll be no killing
- 00:43:24and raping of the planet anymore it's
- 00:43:27going to be a very good ERA but it's not
- 00:43:29going to happen next
- 00:43:30Saturday but it's going to happen I can
- 00:43:33guarantee you that I know it for a fact
- 00:43:36that's my I know a lot of what you're
- 00:43:39saying because I've seen evidence of it
- 00:43:42being ushered in good um yeah and I've
- 00:43:45heard tals of some of the things that
- 00:43:48you're talking about we know the money's
- 00:43:51about to crash that has to that's about
- 00:43:54to go down the shoot hardcore
- 00:43:56but you know the the lack of fear and
- 00:43:59knowing that no matter what happens it's
- 00:44:02going to be fine I just learned itely
- 00:44:04don't worry about it you've been trained
- 00:44:05to rely on something that doesn't exist
- 00:44:08money is a virtual thing yeah okay let's
- 00:44:11consider we want to build a
- 00:44:13uh $50 million spacecraft to send a
- 00:44:18bunch of people to the Moon to get some
- 00:44:21energy or something from there that we
- 00:44:23can make our lives better down here $50
- 00:44:25million to make has happen why does it
- 00:44:28cost $50
- 00:44:29million why can't people just go and dig
- 00:44:32up the metal that's necessary we'll feed
- 00:44:34them while they're doing it let's say
- 00:44:37hypothetically Australia has been
- 00:44:39because Australia is separate from
- 00:44:41everywhere else Australia grows the food
- 00:44:43for the world it's big enough okay you
- 00:44:46guys do that we're not going to pay you
- 00:44:48but what we are going to do is you need
- 00:44:50bricks no worries Britain can send you
- 00:44:52those that won't cost you anything
- 00:44:55because you're feeding them
- 00:44:57you need this on that not a worry China
- 00:44:59can provide that that's what they do oh
- 00:45:01you need Electronics Japan that's their
- 00:45:03job that's what they do why is it going
- 00:45:05to cost $50 million it's it's not
- 00:45:08necessary the people digging the up
- 00:45:11and making the spacecraft if you're
- 00:45:13feeding them if you've provided them
- 00:45:15with a home if they've got a car if they
- 00:45:17can go to the pictures for
- 00:45:19nothing where's why do you need money
- 00:45:22it's ridiculous it's not necessary
- 00:45:25course system is ridiculous and that's
- 00:45:27where going isn't that the way of the
- 00:45:30ases yes way back I am so drawn to uh to
- 00:45:35that kind of teaching and I have been
- 00:45:37for a while but even since this since
- 00:45:40December 2nd I'm just and it's like I
- 00:45:42just know a air water and sunshine baby
- 00:45:46yeah they' poison the water they poison
- 00:45:49the air and they you know they're
- 00:45:50blocking out the Sun as much as they can
- 00:45:53we were watching the planes over here
- 00:45:54yesterday going over over and oh I just
- 00:45:57like seriously like one day it's it's
- 00:46:01nuts but what I found out is internally
- 00:46:04you can create that vibration or that
- 00:46:07Force within you yes so I just sit and
- 00:46:10close my eyes and draw the sunshine in
- 00:46:12and and then it's not even draw it in
- 00:46:14it's there I just expand it and let it
- 00:46:16let it do its work let the energy do its
- 00:46:19job you have faith in life yeah I've
- 00:46:23never had before I tell my husband that
- 00:46:26all the time I I'm like so glad to be
- 00:46:28here I've never been this glad to be on
- 00:46:30the planet before oh you've given me
- 00:46:32goosebumps I love you ah likewise well
- 00:46:36done my friend well done you are doing
- 00:46:39so well I think your death was
- 00:46:42purposeful I think that was just you
- 00:46:45were
- 00:46:46having perhaps doubts or unsuri is about
- 00:46:50all of this and something's gone well
- 00:46:51look here you goof there you go jump in
- 00:46:54have a look and then
- 00:46:57well I keep practicing the idea because
- 00:46:59we've talked about this a few times the
- 00:47:01idea of staying conscious when you go to
- 00:47:03sleep right the practice of go to sleep
- 00:47:07let your body drift off but don't let
- 00:47:09your Consciousness and I've struggled so
- 00:47:12hard to do that um and then I'll I'll
- 00:47:16wake up but my body's asleep but I'm
- 00:47:20standing there staring at myself kind of
- 00:47:22think going how did I don't even know
- 00:47:24how I do it I don't know what
- 00:47:28happens I don't know I was sitting in a
- 00:47:31bit of a meditation this
- 00:47:33morning um I just kind of stand or
- 00:47:37sitting I wasn't I was standing and I
- 00:47:38was sitting I was laying down I can't
- 00:47:40lay down flat yet because it hurts too
- 00:47:42much yeah yeah could imagine so I at an
- 00:47:46angle and then I recognized I was
- 00:47:49standing up and I helped my body stand
- 00:47:52up and we were just face to face and it
- 00:47:54was like I was staring through a through
- 00:47:57a screen or something it was just like
- 00:47:58this
- 00:48:00luminescent I was just like what on
- 00:48:02Earth I've never seen that before I was
- 00:48:04like what the heck did I just do now
- 00:48:06like what is
- 00:48:07this life life must absolutely love you
- 00:48:11right now because you are right now your
- 00:48:14life is on complete
- 00:48:16alignment with life
- 00:48:19itself oh wow what do you do with it
- 00:48:23like what do I what do you want to do
- 00:48:24anything with it for you just enjoy it
- 00:48:26the only thing you have to do is eat
- 00:48:29sleep have a have a Wei that's the
- 00:48:32these are the things you have to do you
- 00:48:34don't need to do anything with what you
- 00:48:36discover just be fascinated enjoy your
- 00:48:39fascination enjoy your curiosity enjoy
- 00:48:42your bravery to look into it
- 00:48:44further you're on the same life pardon
- 00:48:49it makes it feel even more joyful when
- 00:48:51you say it that way because every
- 00:48:52everybody else is like you got to write
- 00:48:54the book you got to do the thing thing
- 00:48:55you got to teach this you got to talk
- 00:48:57about it punch him in the face oh thank
- 00:49:00you I don't want to I keep telling them
- 00:49:02I don't want to write this down I don't
- 00:49:04want to I'm like I'm talking to you
- 00:49:06about it because I'm talking to you but
- 00:49:07I don't
- 00:49:08wna sharing something that you love that
- 00:49:11you're sharing an experience with me and
- 00:49:15I I class you as a very good friend
- 00:49:17because I love you and um you're sharing
- 00:49:20with your friends and I absolutely
- 00:49:22appreciate
- 00:49:24it now doing so well you're going to
- 00:49:27have
- 00:49:29widom I appreciate your wisdom in it
- 00:49:32because
- 00:49:33I'm like Lord could I ask you a a
- 00:49:37question a personal question when you
- 00:49:39first came on today why were you crying
- 00:49:42because I saw you oh I'm sorry I I'll
- 00:49:47try and
- 00:49:50look it was good put some ribbons and
- 00:49:53some bows in your beard Maybe
- 00:49:57yeah pink pink
- 00:49:59bubbles no it was um well yesterday you
- 00:50:03know what happened yesterday I was
- 00:50:04supposed to be on and the computer just
- 00:50:07wasn't working right for whatever reason
- 00:50:10and um I was like oh man I missed my
- 00:50:13chance and uh and then I was on I got in
- 00:50:17that that room at some point but you
- 00:50:18couldn't see me or hear me but I could
- 00:50:20hear you talking to El and I was just
- 00:50:23like oh okay so you said you know make
- 00:50:25this new appointment I'm waiting for her
- 00:50:27email I'm just like and I was so excited
- 00:50:30getting I mean just to be in front of
- 00:50:32you it's just such a wonderful oh thank
- 00:50:35you thank you I love you too thank you
- 00:50:39so this is the magic that you
- 00:50:42have I was meant to do an interview
- 00:50:46yesterday no sorry when was I meant to
- 00:50:49do an interview I was meant to do an
- 00:50:50interview now
- 00:50:52today and halfway through you not being
- 00:50:56able to get in touch with me correctly
- 00:50:58the lady had to cancel the interview she
- 00:51:01there's just no way she could get into
- 00:51:03her office that day to be able to do it
- 00:51:05so she cancelled it so I said to eelf
- 00:51:08Christie straight in see if she wants to
- 00:51:11do it that was you you did that well
- 00:51:14done hopefully she didn't get hit by a
- 00:51:17bus
- 00:51:18[Music]
- 00:51:20but
- 00:51:23but that's why understanding now I told
- 00:51:26somebody this the other day if you would
- 00:51:28just step aside and let the energy do
- 00:51:30its job yes don't interfere that's the
- 00:51:33monkey in it just wants to interfere
- 00:51:36yeah let go of it quit using your words
- 00:51:38she's got all these big flowery words
- 00:51:40I'm like I don't even know what you're
- 00:51:41saying anymore you're
- 00:51:44talking talking so much drop all the
- 00:51:47words off and just just be with whatever
- 00:51:50it is that you're trying to do and let
- 00:51:52it do its thing I don't know you know
- 00:51:56considering how rotten you may feel from
- 00:51:58what's happened to you I swear you've
- 00:52:00lost 10 years off your face oh my gosh I
- 00:52:04was doing somebody called me the other
- 00:52:05day I've got all these people texting me
- 00:52:07and calling me wanting to do interviews
- 00:52:09for MDES right for their
- 00:52:11channels and I've I think I've done one
- 00:52:14that I was like okay let's just see what
- 00:52:16this is all about and then somebody
- 00:52:17called me wanting to do an interview for
- 00:52:19a
- 00:52:21friendship broadcast or she's making a
- 00:52:24documentary or something about friends
- 00:52:26and she didn't know what had happened to
- 00:52:27me um but I agreed to do it because I
- 00:52:30know the lady and she's just a real
- 00:52:32sweetheart and I'm sitting there we
- 00:52:34we're on a thing like this and she goes
- 00:52:36I'm just going to put you full screen so
- 00:52:38I'm off the screen so she has you know
- 00:52:40she can take different shot shots to
- 00:52:42insert into her documentary and I looked
- 00:52:45at my face and I was like oh my God like
- 00:52:47let me scoop this
- 00:52:50weight my eye was all swollen and like
- 00:52:53weird I was like
- 00:52:55yeah it was really
- 00:52:58good I swear my face was halfway hanging
- 00:53:01off I was like oh
- 00:53:04don't well you look a lot better
- 00:53:08now wow I don't know what had happened
- 00:53:11it was crazy looking but I do I feel I
- 00:53:14honestly feel pretty good every once in
- 00:53:16a while I get nervous about the lungs
- 00:53:19And the fact I can't tell the difference
- 00:53:21between the rib um pain which is getting
- 00:53:24less taking a breathing course that
- 00:53:27showed up in my email and I just clicked
- 00:53:29on it um it was a free breathing course
- 00:53:32and I'm learning how to breathe properly
- 00:53:35now which I find crazy and interesting
- 00:53:37at almost 60 years
- 00:53:39old I'm like all right let's learn how
- 00:53:42to breathe that's made a world of
- 00:53:43difference the pain that doctor that
- 00:53:46chiropractor touching my back and going
- 00:53:48oh my god let's put some of your ribs
- 00:53:50back in
- 00:53:51yeah that was amazing I mean things just
- 00:53:55the
- 00:53:56pain almost I would say over 50% of it
- 00:54:00oh wonderful wonderful that blew me away
- 00:54:03because they kept saying cartilage pain
- 00:54:05is probably some of the next to bone
- 00:54:07pain is some of the worst pain you can
- 00:54:09have is and um when he put those bones
- 00:54:12back in their joints I was just like are
- 00:54:15you serious even the the feeling that I
- 00:54:18was still having an asthma attack
- 00:54:21left I was like all right how much of
- 00:54:23this for my whole life has been
- 00:54:26how much of it's actually been lung
- 00:54:27issues I don't know I don't know wow
- 00:54:31well it doesn't matter now gosh that's
- 00:54:34the other thing did you want me to tell
- 00:54:36you why what happened or would you not
- 00:54:40to know no I want to know I do want to
- 00:54:42know I'll give you the very very upside
- 00:54:45first the very very upside is what
- 00:54:47happened is
- 00:54:48rare this is why now no one can tell you
- 00:54:51what it
- 00:54:54is
- 00:54:56the reality and the truth of what
- 00:54:57happened is rarely on a rare occasion
- 00:55:01sometimes you will have an electrical
- 00:55:05glitch and everything just
- 00:55:08stops all that happened it's like um
- 00:55:12let's say you got your washing machine
- 00:55:14going and doing the washing and for some
- 00:55:18reason maybe an ant got into the wiring
- 00:55:20or the dog's been walking over the cable
- 00:55:23too many times and it's come loose
- 00:55:26and
- 00:55:27suddenly the the power plug in the power
- 00:55:29point has just come just loose enough so
- 00:55:32one of the things aren't quite making a
- 00:55:34connection and now boom your washing
- 00:55:36machine goes off it's not dead it's just
- 00:55:39not going and no one can see why oh easy
- 00:55:42there's just a little tiny glitch over
- 00:55:44there push it back in and everything's
- 00:55:45good to go and it'll never ever happen
- 00:55:47again now because you know not to do
- 00:55:50that you know to hide the PowerPoint so
- 00:55:53people can't walk over and trip over the
- 00:55:55cable easy easy occasionally you will
- 00:55:59get a glitch occasionally you'll get a
- 00:56:01little
- 00:56:03electrical not a short out just a an
- 00:56:06electrical glitch that's all I can say
- 00:56:09and if that electrical glitch happens to
- 00:56:11be around the vagus nerve or the vagus
- 00:56:14nerve isn't one nerve it goes down
- 00:56:16behind your heart and this is how I know
- 00:56:19this is what happened to you this one
- 00:56:21nerve goes down past your gullet and
- 00:56:25then it branches off behind your heart
- 00:56:27that's responsible for your heart
- 00:56:29pumping it branches off again onto your
- 00:56:32lungs this one when you hit someone in
- 00:56:35martial
- 00:56:37arts it tell because when you hit
- 00:56:40someone there your heart stops and your
- 00:56:42lungs stop for that
- 00:56:44reason and that's what's happened to you
- 00:56:48the upside is is it's it's rare it'll it
- 00:56:52probably wouldn't happen in another 50
- 00:56:53lifetimes
- 00:56:55oh why but for you I think there was a
- 00:56:59reason for you I think you you needed to
- 00:57:01do that you needed even if it was just
- 00:57:04to get some of the answers you've gotten
- 00:57:06today if you hadn't gone through that
- 00:57:08you wouldn't be getting these answers
- 00:57:10and your understanding of Life wouldn't
- 00:57:12have deepened to the point it has
- 00:57:14today so you've learned a lot you've
- 00:57:16seen a lot you've met
- 00:57:20death shake its hand next time say hi
- 00:57:23from me we know each other
- 00:57:26we know each other
- 00:57:27well let me ask you sent a lot of
- 00:57:31clients to
- 00:57:32death so he owes
- 00:57:34me oh how funny I'm joking well and it's
- 00:57:38it's it's cool to know that death is not
- 00:57:42the Grim Reaper picture that we've been
- 00:57:45shown kind of that was drawn up by
- 00:57:47people who are fearful of death most of
- 00:57:50our education is put together by fearful
- 00:57:53people yeah
- 00:57:57religion yeah you got to have the balls
- 00:58:00if you don't have balls in this new era
- 00:58:02you're not going to make it you've got
- 00:58:04balls as big as basketballs Christie so
- 00:58:07you got no problems none at
- 00:58:09all yeah I have no problems I yeah I
- 00:58:13can't even explain it everything I used
- 00:58:15to gripe about I have no gripes yeah
- 00:58:18feel good you are free from that I'm
- 00:58:21just saying no issues no
- 00:58:25I don't know my big brother in this
- 00:58:27lifetime called
- 00:58:29me two mornings ago because he saw the
- 00:58:32interview on YouTube that I did with
- 00:58:34that gentleman I think his name was Jeff
- 00:58:37something could you send me a link for
- 00:58:39that yeah I sure can that would be great
- 00:58:41thank you I absolutely can but Bill
- 00:58:44called me and he goes I could only
- 00:58:47listen to the first 17 minutes of it I'm
- 00:58:49like 17 minutes like why' you pick 17 he
- 00:58:52goes That's when I had to turn it off
- 00:58:53because I couldn't couldn't handle it he
- 00:58:56goes but I want to hear like what did
- 00:58:58like tell me that again what all did you
- 00:59:00go through and the whole conversation
- 00:59:02went on and on and just us going back
- 00:59:04and forth we haven't talked
- 00:59:06in I want to say years like really
- 00:59:09talked there's been like family
- 00:59:11discussions things that had to have
- 00:59:13conversation around it but we just we
- 00:59:17quit talking for lots of reasons but the
- 00:59:20end of the conversation was just him
- 00:59:21going you have to know I love you like I
- 00:59:24just he goes this whole thing is sucked
- 00:59:26I don't know what the hell happened to
- 00:59:27all of us but you know and he just
- 00:59:30started balling and then I was a mess
- 00:59:32and I was like maybe that's what this
- 00:59:34was for just to recognize and I see
- 00:59:37people that was the other thing I wanted
- 00:59:39to tell you is I see people so
- 00:59:41differently you know the the judgments
- 00:59:44that we're taught to have but all of
- 00:59:47that stuff has just Fallen away and I
- 00:59:50was shown how judgment um causes the
- 00:59:53need to for forgive yeah that if you
- 00:59:56forgive yourself of your judgment if you
- 00:59:58don't have a judgment there's nothing to
- 01:00:00forgive absolutely thank
- 01:00:02you nothing to worry about right um I
- 01:00:07don't know and when I first started
- 01:00:09talking to people I think that's part of
- 01:00:11the reason I started crying when you got
- 01:00:12on I I heard your voice more than saw
- 01:00:15you people's voices to me just sound
- 01:00:18like music yeah and just like oh like
- 01:00:21just keep talking I just want to hear
- 01:00:23your voice I I was calling people
- 01:00:26literally and you know just leaving
- 01:00:28messages because nobody was answering
- 01:00:30their phones anymore but I would leave a
- 01:00:33message that I just want to hear your
- 01:00:36voice
- 01:00:38back you okay
- 01:00:41yeah take a moment feel it it's
- 01:00:45lovely yeah it's amazing I can't can't
- 01:00:50describe
- 01:00:51it it's like chocolate
- 01:00:56it's better than
- 01:00:58[Laughter]
- 01:01:03chocolate I love chocolate I was a
- 01:01:05pastry chef for years so I know good
- 01:01:08chocolate I love chocolate yeah it's
- 01:01:10better than
- 01:01:12chocolate yeah wow
- 01:01:17wonderful there was something else I
- 01:01:19wanted to talk to you about and it's
- 01:01:21completely left me never mind it's okay
- 01:01:24wanted to ask you what would you do
- 01:01:26different next time and you said this
- 01:01:27won't happen for another 50 lifetimes
- 01:01:30potentially
- 01:01:31but what like what can I be practicing I
- 01:01:34know I need to practice my focus more
- 01:01:38because my focus is like all over the
- 01:01:39place right now but what would what
- 01:01:42would you do differently or what did you
- 01:01:44do differently to learn how to stay
- 01:01:47conscious in these
- 01:01:48spaces oh I just kept practicing you
- 01:01:52have to remember I started at like
- 01:01:559 I was ordained in Tibet by
- 01:01:5914 oh my good have a normal life
- 01:02:05um it doesn't mean that I'm Different to
- 01:02:09everyone else everyone is I I'm made of
- 01:02:12the same everyone else is life made
- 01:02:14me life made you and it gave us all the
- 01:02:16same coats of paint and the same
- 01:02:18internals and everything else and it's
- 01:02:20just that I was lucky enough that my
- 01:02:24abuse sent me into a world that turned
- 01:02:28me into
- 01:02:29this I am not who I am whatever that is
- 01:02:33I am not who I am because of what I've
- 01:02:35read I'm not who I am because of what
- 01:02:38I've learned I'm not who I am because of
- 01:02:40what people have tried to teach me I am
- 01:02:42who I am because of what I eat how I
- 01:02:45exercise how I look at the
- 01:02:48world
- 01:02:52um yeah and my own
- 01:02:55exploration it's no one's made me I just
- 01:03:00grew up like a plant and yeah I don't
- 01:03:02know how to explain
- 01:03:05it do it anyone can do it it's just you
- 01:03:08got to do it a lot that's all and I'm
- 01:03:11not talking years I'm talking months but
- 01:03:15good hard work for those months yeah
- 01:03:18deep meditation correct meditation if
- 01:03:21you do it every day you get better and
- 01:03:23better and better
- 01:03:25real meditation isn't a practice real
- 01:03:27meditation is the end result when you
- 01:03:30can immediately step out of your
- 01:03:32thoughts and go into a
- 01:03:35trance at that moment you've reached
- 01:03:38meditation and you just hold it and then
- 01:03:41your life becomes your meditation you
- 01:03:44will be like that all the time in that
- 01:03:46state of mind that's one
- 01:03:49exercise another one is lay yourself
- 01:03:53down on your couch or your
- 01:03:56bed totally wipe yourself out toes feet
- 01:04:00legs you know the process make sure that
- 01:04:03your body is just down to about seven or
- 01:04:06eight beats a
- 01:04:09minute and then imagine your you know
- 01:04:11how imagination is telling your brain
- 01:04:14what you want it to do for you imagining
- 01:04:17yourself raising out of your body and
- 01:04:20just walk through your home go into your
- 01:04:23kitchen turn around look at your body
- 01:04:26laying there even if it's imagination at
- 01:04:28first is irrelevant you're still doing
- 01:04:30it and you're still telling your brain
- 01:04:32and you're showing your brain exactly
- 01:04:34what you want to do so imagine yourself
- 01:04:37coming out of your body move it over a
- 01:04:40little stand up turn around see yourself
- 01:04:42laying there move into your kitchen look
- 01:04:46at the curtains look at the tiles or
- 01:04:49carpet or whatever you've got on the
- 01:04:50floor look at every detail look at the
- 01:04:53cupboards the handles on the drawers the
- 01:04:56refrigerator look at everything spend
- 01:04:58five minutes totally taking in this
- 01:05:01kitchen then go into another room and
- 01:05:03start doing that and there'll be a
- 01:05:05moment where you'll kind of go oh this
- 01:05:08feels different and you'll realize that
- 01:05:10it's not imagination now your brain's
- 01:05:13gone oh and it's let you go and you've
- 01:05:16gone and it's now happening at that
- 01:05:19moment you're the same creature that
- 01:05:21went out there and saw death coming up
- 01:05:22the street
- 01:05:24I actually have been doing some I
- 01:05:26haven't practiced it enough clearly but
- 01:05:29we've had that conversation
- 01:05:31before do it's all you have to do
- 01:05:34Christie when I was lying in the
- 01:05:36hospital um I was in I told you in a
- 01:05:39coma for three days and then I was in
- 01:05:41the I want to say in the psych word for
- 01:05:43three days but it was the cardiac
- 01:05:46W and I I was writing there they had
- 01:05:51just taken me off all the the medication
- 01:05:54the Fentanyl and and didn't realize how
- 01:05:57bad my rib cage was um and the pain was
- 01:06:00so
- 01:06:01excruciating but I I did I went into
- 01:06:04that and just started systematically
- 01:06:06going from my feet all the way up and
- 01:06:08just relaxing everything as best as I
- 01:06:11could and um and I was always curious if
- 01:06:14you ever noticed but I think probably
- 01:06:17three or four occasions I found myself
- 01:06:19standing next to you oh I've yeah you
- 01:06:23and I have been next to each other a few
- 01:06:25times I have come yeah
- 01:06:28conversations yeah yeah and I wish I
- 01:06:32could remember the conversations but I
- 01:06:34just remember standing there going oh
- 01:06:37this is much nicer than the hospital
- 01:06:43Bo is
- 01:06:46bizarre oh yeah it was
- 01:06:50crazy but yeah I've I've been working on
- 01:06:53all of these things but I think a lot of
- 01:06:55this is
- 01:06:57why I don't know why I I think a lot of
- 01:07:00it's why I lived through it everybody
- 01:07:02that that looks at my chart or pulls up
- 01:07:05my my information is like you just
- 01:07:07shouldn't be here there is no reason why
- 01:07:11how old are you
- 01:07:13now according to the article somebody
- 01:07:15just wrote 54 but my son tells me I'm 59
- 01:07:19so I'm not sure okay I'm going I'm going
- 01:07:22with 54 let's say you're your 50s
- 01:07:24mid-50s all right in 55 years life has
- 01:07:29dealt some pretty horrible to you
- 01:07:32hasn't it yeah you've had some Prett
- 01:07:34nasty hard times did your religion pull
- 01:07:37you through it no it didn't did
- 01:07:40your government pull you through that no
- 01:07:41it didn't you did it for 55
- 01:07:46years you have dealt with every moment
- 01:07:48and the that life has presented to
- 01:07:50you in that moment every single one you
- 01:07:53pulled through it
- 01:07:55yourself that's why you didn't
- 01:07:58die
- 01:08:00wow you are
- 01:08:03self what was that you are a
- 01:08:05self-reliant
- 01:08:10woman wow
- 01:08:12nice thank you I think you and I should
- 01:08:15do some breathing exercises in the
- 01:08:17future unfortunate well fortunately or
- 01:08:20unfortunately I have someone waiting now
- 01:08:23oh I'm sorry don't be sorry stop saying
- 01:08:26you're sorry tell the world you do
- 01:08:28that to the world stop saying sorry to
- 01:08:30it it should say sorry to
- 01:08:32you
- 01:08:37so I'm gonna demand that apology so that
- 01:08:40would
- 01:08:41[Laughter]
- 01:08:46hurt oh my gosh that's when I laugh
- 01:08:48there you go now you know exactly what
- 01:08:50that means don't
- 01:08:52you oh my gosh and if oh my gosh if I
- 01:08:55laugh too hard and I inhale it feels
- 01:08:57like everything's just getting sucked in
- 01:09:00don't have a put some put some Rayo in a
- 01:09:04bath go and settle yourself have a
- 01:09:06sauner if you can get one reminds still
- 01:09:10alive listen my dear
- 01:09:12[Music]
- 01:09:13friend if the breathing exercises is
- 01:09:16doing you well fantastic if you want to
- 01:09:19take your breathing exercises a little
- 01:09:21bit further so it's not only helping
- 01:09:23your body but your spirituality please
- 01:09:25let me know the next time you and I
- 01:09:29speak let me take you through a handful
- 01:09:31of exercises let's make it an intense
- 01:09:34session okay um and I will give you the
- 01:09:37things that I would normally give to
- 01:09:40someone in a monastic
- 01:09:42situation you're ready for it you can do
- 01:09:45it that would be awesome I'll take you
- 01:09:47up on that one yeah let's do that next
- 01:09:50time just when we get on here don't let
- 01:09:52don't let us prattle on although I love
- 01:09:54talking to you and I love you talking to
- 01:09:56me it's like talking to an old friend I
- 01:10:00don't have a lot of friends anymore and
- 01:10:03being on here with you it's just like oh
- 01:10:05it literally feels like I'm back home
- 01:10:07that's
- 01:10:08what it feels like my sister's right
- 01:10:11there under my arm as well when I speak
- 01:10:13to you ah yeah iate
- 01:10:18that one day one day I'm taking you to
- 01:10:21lunch and we're just going to spend the
- 01:10:22afternoon chuckling away and disturbing
- 01:10:25everyone around us I'll take you up on
- 01:10:28that too that would be awesome I'm
- 01:10:30looking forward to that one that's that
- 01:10:31is going to happen that's in my bucket
- 01:10:33list ABS oh that would be amazing that
- 01:10:37would be amazing it's GNA happen okay my
- 01:10:41friend unfortunately I could speak to
- 01:10:43you forever but I I do need to
- 01:10:45go all right I love you bless you thank
- 01:10:48you I love you so much bless you as well
- 01:10:51and um please please please take care of
- 01:10:55yourself I'm trying
- 01:10:58to try not to die this week that would
- 01:11:01be
- 01:11:02nice stay above ground it'll be
- 01:11:05fine yeah all
- 01:11:07right okay bye bye
- 01:11:11bye
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