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Every round for the hour hand in a clock
My lifetime passes and leaks
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People n' life change
Even the iron gets rusty
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Only I keep standing still
Some folks chose a path that prospered
Some folks chose a path n' lost n' failed
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My feelings are cruel n' rough
When people see you a failure
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Your pa, ma, brothers and your friends see you jobless n' Useless
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Go son search n' try
Broken tired of trying
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Every time I try to score a goal turns out to be a foul
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I neither have a skill nor a connection
My loss is such a loss
My last pedal push after the gas is over
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Every job interview they say turn back your papers r' just useless
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A flash back made me count my years turned out that I am thirty
I counted again n' again n' I was alarmed
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I looked into the mirror I saw a few grey hairs n' my dad still provides for the house
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n' that I'm treated by my family like a heavy burden, I am a case in point
My self-confidence is became no morality ,n' success is an impossibility
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I want to run away from myself my state n' from my family from life
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I hope I find a life that I could escape to even for a second
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Until one day my friend said, that he'd tell me the way
The friend is who gives advice listen up then all the way
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He said there's a sweet buzz tonight
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I said hash he said B.S
I said I'm off
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He said you're never a junky from first prick
At night he induced n' it was first prick
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joints melted, relaxed my spirit vanished
I blabbered within outside me was muted
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My gloom was lost my vision fainted
Every problem died out n' disappeared to waste
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Hours flew in seconds n' the company back in session
at home by dawn my folks were asleep
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Buried myself under the blanket frozen
Fast asleep in seconds as if anaesthetized
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The train of life passes year in year out
N' I'm the same I'm just a year old
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Life is as it is
I'm still as I was
I'm sick n' tired of life you can say I'm fed up
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I sobered, back to real somber strife
a day, slow like it was months or a year,
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I wish day to pass my stuff is so near
I'd be King, away from the world of fear
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The pals paid for my stuff for I was invited
It's done,I'm in,n' the road's already painted
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My pal surprised me saying it bluntly your dough would keep you floated ''where could I find enough to get me n' you stuff
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" Shake your bucks man
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from free stuff you are deprived agreed' ''agreed"
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I went home n' the next day n' in dose time my body was if electrocuted
My back'swhip lashed n' cracking ,in agony n' my nose is running
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I want a' 'hit'' how to get the dough
How to get the dough
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I got loans from anyone l know
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I snatched my bro's n' sister's lessons s' dough
Everyone hated n' ran away from me
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50,50,100,n' a100.I steal daily from the house,n' everyone suspected me
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I sold all presents that were given to me,I'm out of money, until a super thought came to me
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My mom's gold, sister's cell n' my brother's laptop
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I stole all of them but my papa told me stop,
He tried to hold my hand too tight
I pushed him he looked at me how could I be his son n' able to hurt him
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He took everything back n' locked the door behind him
I asked the weirdest thing either
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I get money or I'd commit a crime
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He called me mad n' another thing
All room doors started opening
My fam did yet reach full reasoning
He's maybe serious or just joking
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I took my three year old niece to the window n' I was threatening
Give me the dough or I I'll send her flying panicky tension,
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n' my mom severely crying For a second I was sobering Said don't show your face again you
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are not my son you are a devil you ugly thing I took the dough n' to my home I'm not returning
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The train of life swiftly passes year in year out
N' I'm the same I'm just a year old
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Life is as it is
I'm still as I was
I'm sick n' tired of life you can say I'm fed up
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I 'm lonely, left all my family n' friends
Where can I get dough I have to find a road
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Then I remembered a peer who always stayed alone, His dad has a job n' he lives abroad
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To the same road I was pulled to I pulled him I found a new source of dough a home n' a friendly hand
We take doses with his dough'' we never appeared
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His dad's life savings in 4 months just vanished
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Once we were dosing, he got a call that he hardly believed
His dad went to ''I. Care'' he knew how his money was embezzled
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Every nerve in my body trembled,
the normal dose was useless so I increased
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I saw my life history before me portrayed
I poured more poison in my veins,
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I wished I I'd die or like water would be evaporated
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More 'n more I still increased n' increased
ALL my body by yellow it covered
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My friend panicked alarmed said
Why are you so pale?
You'resweaty, n' your body shaking as if bitten by an adder?
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I'm soaked in sweat n' I feel so cold n' pained
I was alarmed so I stood but fell to the ground
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My body refused to respond n' my power was destroyed
All's is fading n' gradually dimmed
My last tragic life moments I witnessed
My friend in panic watching my soul that departed
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The train of life swiftly passes year in year out
N' I'm the same I'm just a year old
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Life is as it is
I'm still as I was
I'm sick n' tired of life you can say I'm fed up
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My life ended swiftly
I reviewed my life record completely
I wasted n’ ruined
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all my life entirely I regret every dark moment I lived immensely
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God I beg a second chance to go back to life fully
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I will go correct n’ straight endlessly
It’s really tough to disappear from life totally When folks don’t remember any good you did perfectly
