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well reality claims to be
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all things to all
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yes one power one mind one body
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one spirit and everything that you're
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operating you're in control
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of even if you're seemingly out of
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control
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look it's all possibilities
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but it stays potential until you enter
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in and begin to think from
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when you move in and begin to think from
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and begin to think from that this world
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is your world of experiencing
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yeah well subconscious mind is never
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going to question you
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as to what your self-talk is because
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your self-talk
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is the model that subconscious builds
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your world upon
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yes
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yes this is about dressing your world of
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experiencing
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so what you did all in imagination which
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no one can see but you
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which is the only one who really needs
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to see because your world is coming
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through you it isn't coming to you
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yes it's being expressed in your world
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and then everyone will see it and
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hopefully it's lovely and if good report
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because that's what we're told to think
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only on things that are lovely and of
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good report and we're also told
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that the drama man is good and very good
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but
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if that's not what you're experiencing
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see no no i'm not here to make
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judgment about anything this is not
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judgment this is about information
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this is about you discerning what you're
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hearing
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by the hearing of the ear this is about
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you contemplating and meditating
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oh yeah of course i have opinions yes i
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have many opinions
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but this is not the place for my
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opinions
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no no this is not about me the man i
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thought i made that very clear
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these messages came through me they
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didn't come from me
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no no this is not like you and i having
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dinner together
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no talking over whatever we would be
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talking over
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but it's that simple you tell me about
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something you're doing i'll tell you
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about something i'm doing
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that's not what this is this is about a
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message that you
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left for yourself it is the same message
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for every child born of woman
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it's your message and yeah it's there
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for everyone
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to find it eventually and everyone will
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in some time slot
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you can't lose no one can take it away
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from you
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but for a time you can go through
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without recognizing it
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well it's about awakening and we're all
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in the act of awakening
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in varying degrees of intensity and
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intent but how much are you paying
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attention
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because what has your attention has your
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life
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that's the story if you want a place to
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start i mean
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it's really very simple i can stand up
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here and make all
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sorts of statements about
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what has happened things that i've told
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you
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but i'm sure i could make it more
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entertaining i suppose but that's not
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what i'm here for
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is just to entertain you this is
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information
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information you left for yourself that
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you may not have
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yet recognized to live better
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well i know how long i went without
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recognizing what was
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actually right with me all along
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but i didn't have a clue as to what was
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going on
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yeah oh my sense were all yes
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yes but i didn't think of anything
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beyond
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that natural man-mind reasoning
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yes what else is there
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see that's what these talks are about
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the top is to acquaint you with you
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you have a valid say as valid to say as
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anyone in this world and you
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needn't be cohort in any way
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in any state to think anything to feel
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anything
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you don't want to feel that is
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unless you choose to do so choose this
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day
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that is the message this day
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well you can give yourself away you can
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sell yourself cheaply and we all do in
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varying degrees in intensity and
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intended times i assure you
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yeah well all you have to do is ask
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yourself what do
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you intend to do from this moment
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forward
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and how serious are you about doing
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to move in and to think from better than
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the best yet
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reiteration and reiteration that is our
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suggestion nightly
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because that is the way you wind up
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changing your life your lifestyle
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change your mind change your world is a
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given
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already a given and it's suggested that
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you do so
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feel after him and you'll find him and
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that him you're feeling after is you
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see what it is that you're feeling
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thinking
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feelingly about because that will be
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your world of experiencing good or
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otherwise
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so our suggestion nightly is just listen
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often thank you
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and good evening yes
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oh here thank you i'll take that
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yes yes
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good evening welcome to the metaphysical
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art theater my name is lendl
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and tonight i thought that i could
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convince others
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of what i had experienced first person
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but you just can't do that
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because it is a first person present
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tense experiencing
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you believe it or you don't believe it
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and if you believe it then you'll test
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it
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and if you test it then you'll know that
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you know
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first person and then it will no longer
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be just hearsay
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attitude awareness and imaginational
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control
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is just for that better control
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control of your imagination look if
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you're seeing the bible as secular
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history
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you see that's man the drama the play
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rather than divine history which is the
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god man
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the man who is god and that's what jesus
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told us all
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when you see me the man you see the
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father
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and did he not tell you that he was a
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man just as you
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flesh and blood don't kid yourself
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you could be in a very large crowd and
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have no
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communication going on at all because no
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one would really be relaxed enough to
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allow themselves
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to be vulnerable enough even for moments
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at a time to receive the better ideas
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the better attitudes attitude awareness
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and imaginational control
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that's what it's all about in you always
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right where you are
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always available you're never being put
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on hold
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think about it you turn to me i'll turn
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to you god says
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that's already a done deal you're
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already given permission
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authority and on god's side of the
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authority
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it's already a done deal because he's
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already agreed
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yes completed
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yes but what it is that you're being
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told
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is arouse thyself oh lord why sleepeth
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thou
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the lord in you and you're told to be
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awakening to the gifts that are already
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given
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to dream the dream and all of this
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is a virtual reality of
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a dream and you say well that sounds
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insane
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and yes i do understand it does when you
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first hear this
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to those who are unaware to the natural
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man mind reasoning yes it would seem
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insane but that's what scripture has
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been saying
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for thousands of years that's what the
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wise men
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have been saying down through the
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centuries for thousands of years
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that it is as within so without
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it's all attitude oh you hear it
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some agree some disagree
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are we not told it's like 30
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60 90 awakening
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yes it's about you you going within
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it is about your willingness to do so
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it is about your feeling after you know
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if you're not feeling after you're not
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going to find it's that simple as that
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and you're told that if you will feel
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after
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you shall find shall fine and
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what are you looking for some people get
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angry with me
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when i ask the question that way and i
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fooled myself for
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many many years wanted this wanted that
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and it really wasn't that at all that
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was merely a disguise
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that was merely something that i thought
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i had to do
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or maybe just a band-aid on a serious
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wound
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it really wasn't doing anything
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beneficial in my personal attitudes
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about generally everything
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you see if it doesn't seem to be working
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too well
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then it's just we're not paying
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attention we're not being focused
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it should we're told that the drama man
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is good and very good
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and if you're not experiencing that well
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you see
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then we're just not paying attention
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operating from wrong attitudes and i do
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know about that first person i can
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assure you but i fought against the
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whole idea
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of having to change even though i was
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agreeing that
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the changes would be beneficial it would
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be logical
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yeah yes it's just ego
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man's ego wanting to run the show
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and anytime ego thinks you're gonna
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start thinking about something more than
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just natural man-mind reasoning
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you know the ongoing drama well
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he'll jump up and down and charge all
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kinds of ruckus in your life
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to change your mind back if you're not
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getting the message
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it's an easy mark for him but if you're
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getting the message you see
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then ego will fear losing control
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and and to him that's unacceptable his
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aim is to run the show
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well he's been fed and nurtured so long
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by your
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giving by your energy and it's about
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sharing an attitude that you have a
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valid say
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you're about saying you're valid say
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you're the ones given to choose
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and whatsoever is what we were given to
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choose from as a potential no no this is
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not about
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guilt trips or any nonsense like that
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this is not thinking about
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punishment why would someone even
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consider
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that the god that they're worshiping the
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god that they believe
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created all things the god who is
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represented
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as absolute love loves absolutely
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would need to punish anyone for anything
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at some point you'll understand i'm
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right here with you
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with you here now god is telling you
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jesus is telling you i and my father are
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one
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even as you and i are one right here
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right now this is so but if you don't
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agree with this
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then you're just denying yourself you
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want to take your chances
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that's allowed too well whatsoever
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also includes your being foolish if you
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desire to do so
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you're not being denied anything what
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you're being told is go for the better
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always for the better feel after him
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and you'll find him you doing being
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the better oh
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what what about the prodigal son he was
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out blowing his inheritance and
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wound up sleeping and eating with the
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pigs
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get up and go home go home to your
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father
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or even a slave in your father's house
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would be much better off
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than here eating with the pigs you would
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be
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fed and cared for and
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as he was on his way home with the idea
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if i could just get a place
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to eat and sleep how wonderful that
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would be
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then yes and here's his father
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running out toward him with a robe and a
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ring and
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throwing a great party for him and
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that's really the story
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my son has come home you have turned to
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me
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i'll turn to you that's god's promise
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that's right here
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right now no we're not talking about
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something that happened two thousand
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years ago
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this is divine history this is talking
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about our everydayness
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and someone will say well you don't
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understand
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actually yes i do to a greater degree
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than i ever have before not because i
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figured anything out
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but i do know and i know because of the
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simple act
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i ask i was told to ask
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believing is receiving and for years
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i don't know why i didn't i had no real
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justification
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not to i was waiting and i don't even
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know what i was waiting for
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i was looking for i didn't even know
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what i was looking for i really didn't
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know what i wanted
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do you look i'm laying this on the line
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because i want you to understand
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that everybody goes through this in
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varying degrees of intensity
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and intent and whatever it is you're
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claiming
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as an excuse not to come forward in your
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own behalf
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to stand and see the victory to know
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first person well if you have an excuse
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you'll use it
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you have to lay it down you have to let
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it go
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let go and let god and however justified
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you feel that you can defend it
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let it go look if it's not serving you
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let it go and that's what we're told let
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go
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and let god and you say well that sounds
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kind of strange
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why is that why is that strange
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oh you're trying to explain to me you
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can't change what you believe what
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nonsense
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i mean really think about it you really
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believe that you can't change what you
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believe
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well then you're probably still acting
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like a two-year-old
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let's say you're a say a six-year-old
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and you're growing up as a little boy
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did you know do you know and think the
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way you did then
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no you thought like a six-year-old and
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that's what it is we're saying when i
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was a child i spoke as a child
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and now that i am a man an adult
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i speak i speak as an adult yes change
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your mind
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change your world well you're changing
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what you believe
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and that well you say
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yeah really it's your life start living
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it like you really mean it
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i mean why would you stop believing
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better than the best
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look you're not being denied anything
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you're told
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asking believing is receiving and you
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can test this for yourself
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it doesn't cost you anything you don't
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have to go anywhere
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no one needs to know what you're
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thinking about but they will eventually
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see the results
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well and then by then you'll probably be
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sharing the message
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we're told do a thing and you shall have
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the power
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do you believe god do you believe god's
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promise
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well you're saying yes i believe in god
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but you see that really wasn't the
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question the question was
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do you believe god's promises
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and what is it i'm trying to say i
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thought it was very plain
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there it is well if you don't understand
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the question i
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ask you do you believe god and you're
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saying yes but then on the other hand
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you're telling me that you're
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sufferingness and suffering that
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and something here then is a myth you're
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saying
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well god's not hearing my prayers oh he
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his he
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hears yes and you're being answered and
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what you're receiving
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no he knows exactly what you've asked
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for because if there's a mistake made i
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don't believe god made the mistake
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well well until you agree
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to turn within and actually feel
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after the better you're looking for you
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won't know it
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you you want to just explore well tell
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everyone if you know but how
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disappointed you're really going to be
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well yeah yeah you're right they're
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going to think you're
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nuts around the bin even by some of
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those closest to me
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and yes i have been warned before many
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times not to say
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things the way i say things because
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they're going to think you're crazy well
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think whatever you will believe whatever
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you
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want to believe it's your choice choose
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this day
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and the only crazy thing that i did was
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believing that i could convince somebody
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else
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you don't convince somebody else it's
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information
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yes you give them the information my
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work isn't to convince you of anything
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it is to deliver the message the
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information
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that is your say is a valid say
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i'm sharing with you your message our
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message and that's what it is that i'm
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doing
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delivering to you your own message as to
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whether you follow through or not well
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that's your business
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that's your choice you left yourself a
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remembrance sir
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and you're coded to know when you hear
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what's worthy of your attention
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what it is you're to remember
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well if you're hearing and understanding
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then the hunger has come upon you first
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person
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don't turn away as my my teacher had
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said so often
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when you get the message open and
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quicken
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quickly if you hear something you feel
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is worthy of your attention
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hop on follow through stay on it
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stay with it see when you start getting
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the benefits
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you'll be encouraged to every greater
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and greater degree
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to feel after seek and you shall find
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look we're explorers explore the
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metaphysical art theater
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you said well that's kind of like acting
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but that's what we are
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we're all actors are we not told from
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shakespeare
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all actors men women all actors and each
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man
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plays many parts
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that's not about gender attitude
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awareness
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and imaginational control that's what
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it's all about
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well that's what you're really looking
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for and it is right with you
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oh it can be many other things
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contemplation meditation
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well it's what has your attention has
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your life your attention as my teacher
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had said so
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often is the coin of heaven
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how are you investing your attention
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what are you paying attention to because
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what you're paying attention to
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has your life don't spend it invest your
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intention
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invest your time invest your energy
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invest your feeling after invest in
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patience in yourself to set into silence
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and feel after your ideal
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your dream your mission it's the place
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where you do your work
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is in the theater of mine in the mind of
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imagination
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what are you doing there check it out
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well be a prospector of the mind the
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gold the diamonds suppression gems
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they're all there in abundance all the
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help you need it's nearer than hands and
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feet you're told
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for whatever success you're looking for
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it is with you
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and you're saying well what about right
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here and right now
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well in the beginning god in the in god
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and in between is the drama man the play
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of humanity
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for all of us and from that we're called
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one by one to enter in
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well you're given choose this day if
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yesterday was okay fine well and improve
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on it
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if yesterday wasn't fine well then
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choose
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anew today
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yeah why tell you to do so if you can't
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do it i mean what would you be waiting
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to do
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waiting for what how can you be blamed
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for doing something wrong unless you
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could have done it right
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well that's why there's forgiveness so
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that now you can do
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in accordance with your dream oh health
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wealth relationships
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what are you looking for feel after him
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you doing being
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well the nonsense you just have to let
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it go we're told blessed is the man
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that does not condemn himself for that
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which he has allowed
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see has allowed yes
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no no it's not about continuing
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no it's not about not enjoying life you
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can enjoy life to the nth degree
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nothing's being withheld oh i know what
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you're saying you're saying you're not
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an actor
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but everything you've got done since you
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were just
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a small child has been
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you acting as though you could until you
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could
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remember
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well then you did it till you can do it
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even better why stop
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there's no limit i mean
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yeah why neglect a working system and
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it's working
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and you are working the system and the
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difference is is that you're aware
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or you're unaware you understand
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conscious or unconscious you're using
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imagination is it leading you where you
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want to go
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as a man thinketh in his heart so is he
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so does he
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so has he that's been the story for
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thousands of years
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that that is your message i mean
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why wouldn't you at least consider
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better than the best and do so
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consistently persistently
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you want simple i wanted simple and
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there it is
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i didn't say it was easy i said it was
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simple
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just show up no no you don't have to go
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anywhere you told go in a closet
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close the door and when you're alone
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speak to your father which is in heaven
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if you can speak to your father which is
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in heaven when you're alone
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there it is just as jesus had told us
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he was telling you straight i and my
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father are one
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even as you and i are one
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one one
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yes feel after him and you'll find him
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what are you feeling
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after in your imaginal activity
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well what is it that you see yourself
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doing in the theater of mine
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in imagination is what you're doing
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lovely and of good rapport
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well expand and expand and expand on it
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look if it's a negative stop it if you
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don't want to experience it in your
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world then don't
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do that because it's just as creative
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you're on all the time
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yes it is the potential of whatsoever
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you can sit and whine and cry
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over negative scenarios things that have
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happened to you
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in the past or what might happen to you
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in the future that you're afraid of
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but that's part of the program also
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whatsoever
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yes that's why it's called the drama man
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the play of humanity
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because we're told that it's good and
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very good
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and if that's not what we're
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experiencing you see well
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then that's we denying ourselves
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yes we're denying ourselves oh i've been
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told quite frankly many times i
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shouldn't say things the way i say
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things
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but hey
