Imam Returns From Death & Saw TERRIFYING Truth in Afterlife..

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الملخص

TLDRKhed Alami, en imam, oplevede en dramatisk åndelig rejse efter at have blevet diagnosticeret med stadie fire kræft i bugspytkirtlen. Han opfattede sin sygdom som en test fra Allah, men oplevede under en nær-dødsoplevelse en skræmmende vision af helvede, hvor han så profeten Muhammad i en tilstand af smerte og kæder. Dette satte spørgsmål ved hans tro og ledte ham til en ny forståelse. Han mødte en spirituel ro personificeret af Jesus Kristus og baseret på bibelverset fra Johannes 14:6 valgte han at konvertere til kristendommen. Denne beslutning vendte hans familie og samfund imod ham, men han fandt en ny følelse af frihed og helbredelse gennem troen på Jesus, og kræften forsvandt mirakuløst. Hans rejse handler om at finde fred og en ny tro gennem udfordrende spørgsmål og visioner.

الوجبات الجاهزة

  • 🙏 Khed Alami gennemgik en dyb spirituel transformation.
  • 😰 Han stod overfor en truende sygdom, som førte til en åndelig krise.
  • 👁️ Han oplevede en skræmmende vision af helvede.
  • 🔄 Hans tro blev stillet spørgsmålstegn ved, hvilket førte til en transformation.
  • 📖 Johannes 14:6 spillede en central rolle i hans nye forståelse.
  • 😢 Hans familie og samfund forlod ham efter hans konvertering.
  • 💧 Dåben blev et symbol på hans nyfundne tro.
  • 😇 Han fandt en ny ro og helbredelse i Jesus.
  • 🌟 Hans oplevelse gav ham en ny mening og livsglæde.
  • 🌄 Hans rejse er et vidnesbyrd om troens kraft.

الجدول الزمني

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    Khed Alami, en imam, flytter til USA og diagnostiseres med fase fire bugspytkirtelkræft. Han ser sygdommen som en test fra Allah og beder inderligt om natten. Under en kemoterapisession får han hjertestop og oplever en ud-af-kroppen oplevelse, hvor han ser sit liv passere revy, hører velkendte stemmer og oplever en følelse af fred, som han tolker som paradis. Men denne fred vendes hurtigt til rædsel, da han konfronteres med et dystert syn og hører sin mors skrig.

  • 00:05:00 - 00:10:00

    Khed befinder sig i helvede og ser en trone med profeten Muhammad lænket og grædende. Han er forvirret over profetens tilstedeværelse der. En stemme fortæller ham, at hans tro vil blive udfordret. En bog, Koranen, åbnes foran ham og en dyb stemme spørger 'Hvem er Allah?' For første gang stilles Khed kritiske spørgsmål om sin tro og dens oprindelse, hvilket skaber tvivl i hans sind.

  • 00:10:00 - 00:15:00

    Khed ser visioner af Kaaba omgivet af afguder og bliver konfronteret med spørgsmålet om, hvem Allah er. Han ser også billeder af kana'aniteren Baal, der er forbundet med Guds navn, hvilket skaber forvirring. Han genvinder bevidstheden og spørger 'Hvilken Gud?' hvilket indleder en periode med stilhed og tvivl. En præst besøger ham, og Khed deler sin oplevelse af at have set Muhammad i helvede og begynder at stille spørgsmål ved sin tro.

  • 00:15:00 - 00:24:44

    Khed drømmer om Jesus som en frelser, og præsten introducerer ham til kristendommens budskab. Over tid omfavner Khed den kristne tro og undergår dåben, hvilket bringer ham fred og helbredelse fra kræft. Han mister sin familie og sin plads i samfundet som imam, men føler en indre opvågning og frihed i sin nye tro. Han finder nu styrke i Bibelen og i bøn til Jesus, mens han oplever en ny begyndelse og ophør af tidligere rædsler og mareridt.

اعرض المزيد

الخريطة الذهنية

فيديو أسئلة وأجوبة

  • Hvad var Khed Alamis diagnoseret sygdom?

    Khed Alami blev diagnosticeret med kræft i bugspytkirtlen i fase fire.

  • Hvordan ændrede Khed Alamis tro sig efter hans oplevelse?

    Efter en nær-dødsoplevelse og en vision i helvede blev Khed Alami omvendt til kristendommen og fandt fred i Jesus.

  • Hvad oplevede Khed Alami under hans nær-dødsoplevelse?

    Han så en vision af helvede, hvor endda Muhammad var til stede, men blev senere mødt af en fredfyldt vision af Jesus.

  • Hvordan påvirkede Khed Alamis transformation hans familie?

    Hans beslutning om at konvertere til kristendommen førte til at hans familie vendte ham ryggen.

  • Hvilken bibelvers påvirkede Khed Alami mest i hans rejse mod tro?

    Johannes 14:6, 'Jeg er vejen, sandheden og livet; ingen kommer til Faderen uden ved mig,' var en central del af hans omvendelse.

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التمرير التلقائي:
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    I am khed Alami an Imam who migrated to
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    America but that
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    day that day everything changed my
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    family my friends and all my faith were
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    gone to help you understand better I
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    need to take you back to that date the
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    year I turned 67 doctors diagnosed me
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    with pancreatic
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    cancer stage four they
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    said I knew this illness was a test from
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    Allah just as Ibraham was tested with
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    the command to sacrifice his son my test
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    was this illness but my faith was strong
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    during every chemotherapy session I
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    found myself trembling in prayer
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    Whispering over and over each night as I
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    lay in bed I would pray if I die tonight
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    oh Allah let me meet you and in the end
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    my prayers would be answered but not in
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    the way I expected
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    one day after returning home from a
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    chemotherapy session I felt a tightness
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    in my chest at first I thought it was
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    just a cramp but it grew worse breathing
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    became nearly impossible when I looked
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    around I saw nurses and doctors rushing
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    around my body they were pressing on my
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    chest performing
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    CPR I was watching myself from above how
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    was that possible shouldn't my
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    Consciousness have stopped when my heart
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    stopped but I was there I was watching
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    my body was lifeless but I was
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    alive I'm here I wanted to shout but no
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    one heard
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    me is this death I thought or am I going
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    to meet
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    Allah this was just the
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    beginning I didn't know that at the time
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    when I opened my eyes I didn't
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    understand where I was at first I saw
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    the ceiling of a hospital room but
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    somehow
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    it felt like I was looking at it from
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    above then I noticed it a man lay
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    motionless on the bed below nurses were
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    pressing on his chest and a doctor was
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    shouting chest
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    compressions keep going
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    faster is that me I wondered just then I
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    saw a light as I moved toward it I heard
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    murmurs around me these sounds they were
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    so familiar I heard lullab my mother
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    used to sing when I was a child and the
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    prayers my father would recite before
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    the evening adhan it felt as if Echoes
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    from my entire life were converging In
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    This Moment verses from the Quran were
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    being recited but who was reciting them
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    where did I know these voices
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    from is that my
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    voice for a moment everything came
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    together my past my childhood my
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    memories they were all gathered here in
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    this
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    light this is it I said to myself this
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    is peace this is the presence of Allah
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    tears streamed down my face but they
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    were not tears of pain they were tears
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    of
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    joy this must be paradise I said I had
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    no doubt praise be to Allah who brought
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    me here but that peace didn't last
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    suddenly everything changed the leaves
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    of the trees around me began to wither
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    the branches turned black the fresh
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    fruit shriveled up and fell to the
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    ground rotting instantly the smell of
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    Decay spread through the air the leaves
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    fell and the branches turned stiff and
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    lifeless the sun vanished and everything
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    turned
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    gray suddenly I felt a chill moans
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    echoed from afar not Whispers but
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    screams the cries of people in pain men
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    women and children they were all crying
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    their suffering seeped into my heart but
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    worse than that was one voice that stood
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    out a woman's
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    scream yes that voice it was my mother's
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    voice have
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    mercy have mercy she cried it was so
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    dark but this Darkness wasn't like the
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    darkness you see when you close your
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    eyes this Darkness surrounded me
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    smothered me it was a darkness that
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    echoed in inside my mind an endless void
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    no up no down just darkness but within
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    that Darkness there was a voice it was
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    deep and resonant as if it was right
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    next to my ear so deep I felt it
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    vibrating in my
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    chest khed everything will now be
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    revealed at that moment I knew this was
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    hell this was the place Allah had warned
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    us about and I was here why was I here
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    it had to be a mistake I am an Imam I
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    served Allah why am I here but no answer
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    came only silence ahead of me was a
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    throne it stood high on a platform
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    someone was sitting on it when I saw him
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    my knees gave out no no this had to be
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    an illusion this couldn't be real
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    sitting there chained by his hands and
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    Shackled by his feet
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    was a man I recognized him instantly it
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    was him the man I spoke about in every
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    sermon and every kba Prophet
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    Muhammad what was he doing here his
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    hands were bound with thick iron chains
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    his eyes they were filled with sorrow
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    his face showed a mixture of pain regret
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    and
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    helplessness he looked at me he looked
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    directly at me I dropped to my knees
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    my lips
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    quivered
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    this this can't be my heart felt like it
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    was being crushed everything was wrong
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    none of this should be happening he
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    wasn't supposed to be here this had to
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    be a mistake I'm an imom I screamed but
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    he only lowered his head tears streamed
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    down his face this broke something
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    inside me I felt an icy void in my chest
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    it gwed at me from within
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    is this is this a test I asked but no
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    sound came out my eyes locked onto the
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    prophet speak why aren't you saying
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    anything why suddenly a voice echoed
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    around the throne it was unlike any
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    voice I had ever heard in the world deep
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    resonant
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    ancient the sound pinned me to my
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    spot the time has come for you to know
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    khed everything will be revealed
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    I had heard this voice before it sounded
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    like the voice of Allah but if this was
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    Allah's voice then why was it here in a
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    place like this why was I here I didn't
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    have an answer but I knew one thing for
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    certain this was hell this was the hell
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    I had preached about the one Allah had
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    promised but why was I here as someone
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    who had served Allah I shouldn't be here
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    I wasn't supposed to be here at that
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    moment I realized that everything I
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    believed in was about to be
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    shattered in the Stillness that followed
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    a book appeared before me it fell from
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    the sky crashing to the ground in a
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    cloud of
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    dust everything around me
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    trembled my eyes fixed on the book I
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    knew that
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    book it was the
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    Quran what is the Quran doing here I
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    wondered
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    as I pondered the question the book
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    began to open on its own the pages
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    turned slowly though there was no wind
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    it was as if invisible fingers were
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    flipping each page one by one I didn't
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    blink this had to be a sign it had to be
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    an answer at that moment I Heard a Voice
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    this voice was deeper than anything I'd
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    ever heard before it was powerful enough
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    to shake the heavens and the Earth it
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    was so sharp it felt like it was
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    speaking directly to my heart who is
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    Allah
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    khit have you ever questioned that
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    something broke inside me I clutched my
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    head in my hands what kind of question
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    is that who would ever question
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    Allah my heart began to race this had to
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    be a test I recognized that voice it had
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    to be the voice of the Lord I had spoken
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    about in my sermons with confidence I
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    shouted back he is the creator of all
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    things
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    he is Allah the most merciful the most
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    compassionate but the voice didn't seem
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    to hear me or maybe it did but it didn't
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    care how do you know he is the creator
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    of all things
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    Khaled have you ever truly thought about
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    that I
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    froze my face went pale with a cold
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    sweat I had never asked myself that
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    question
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    before who is Allah I had never asked it
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    all I needed to know was that he was the
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    creator of
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    everything wasn't that
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    enough but the voice wanted an answer to
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    that question the quran's pages began to
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    turn faster one by one images began to
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    rise from the pages at first they looked
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    like clouds of dust but then they became
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    clear it was a scene of a
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    city I recognized it immediately it was
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    the cabba but it wasn't the cabba I knew
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    it was surrounded by Idols people
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    circled it with incense in their hands
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    praying to their gods there were 360
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    Idols around it each one representing a
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    different
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    God what is this how is this possible
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    isn't the cabba the house of
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    Allah just then the voice spoke again
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    this is the Caba before
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    Islam look at the idols khed do you
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    recognize their names Alat amanat alza
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    and one more name these were the idols I
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    had spoken about in my
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    sermons yes yes these are the gods of
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    the age of ignorance I know this this
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    must be part of the test I reassured
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    myself but the voice wanted to show me
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    something
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    else where did they Place Allah khed
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    where was he in the Caba I was
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    confused Allah wasn't an idol Allah is
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    greater and above all of them I shouted
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    but the voice
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    continued but didn't people pray to
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    Allah even before Islam
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    khed a flash of realization struck my
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    mind yes yes the Arabs believed in Allah
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    before Islam but this Allah was the God
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    above their other gods that's why we
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    said Allah is one then who was that
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    Allah khid what do you mean who Allah is
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    Allah I yelled but inside me that
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    unsettling doubt took hold I had never
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    asked that question before
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    never another image appeared this time
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    it was an older Scene It Wasn't Arabia
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    it was another region it was the land of
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    Canan people were gathered around a
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    temple they held bowls of offerings and
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    animal sacrifices gathered around an
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    altar I recognized the people they were
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    Canaanites known for their idol worship
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    but when I looked closely at the large
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    Idol they were bowing to my heart
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    stopped the name of that Idol was ball
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    my knees gave out my eyes widened in
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    shock this this can't be there was an
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    inscription carved on the Bale's body It
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    Was Written in a script that looked very
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    similar to Arabic one word stood out l
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    l i knew that word it was the ancient
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    term for God it was used in old Hebrew
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    texts to refer to God how could that be
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    here the voice whispered closer than
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    ever
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    before b
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    l the name Allah that the Arabs used
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    you've never thought about it before
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    have you CED suddenly a strong wind
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    swept over me breath that was the first
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    thing I felt my lungs sucked in air so
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    hard it felt like I had been pulled out
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    of water after
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    drowning my eyes opened but my vision
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    was
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    blurry light shined from
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    above everything was white Silhouettes
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    moved around
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    me he's
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    breathing he's back one of the voices
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    echoed in my ear it sounded distant like
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    it was coming from a tunnel where was I
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    the pain in my lungs the sharp shallow
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    gasps of air told me I was
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    alive am I
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    alive that thought echoed in the depths
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    of my mind
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    but I had
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    died I knew I had died I had just been
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    in a place that felt like hell I'd seen
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    Gaddafi Bin Laden and many more and that
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    figure on the throne the
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    prophet why was he there but now I was
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    here back in my body my hands my feet my
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    chest they were mine once again but that
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    cold feeling lingered deep inside me the
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    sounds around me became clearer a
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    nurse's face leaned in close her blonde
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    hair fell to her shoulders and her eyes
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    stared at me with
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    concern you're very
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    lucky God brought you back she said
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    softly the moment I heard those words
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    something stabbed into my heart my eyes
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    locked onto
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    hers which God I asked my voice barely a
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    whisper her face changed she looked at
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    me with confusion as if I had spoken
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    nonsense what do you mean she asked with
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    a smile to her it was a simple
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    meaningless
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    phrase but for me in that moment
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    everything came crashing down like a
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    blade slicing through my mind my eyes
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    wandered up to the
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    ceiling the blinding white light no
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    longer gave me peace a heavy weight
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    settled in my Heart Like a Stone
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    pressing down on my
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    soul which God that question Eed in my
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    mind it was a wasn't it I thought to
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    myself but what were those images I had
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    seen ball L Allah they were all tangled
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    together in my mind I shut my eyes
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    tightly trying to push away the thoughts
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    but no matter how hard I tried that
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    voice that echoing voice wouldn't
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    stop have I been
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    deceived for days I remained silent my
  • 00:15:27
    family came to visit but I could barely
  • 00:15:30
    hear them my wife sat next to me holding
  • 00:15:33
    my
  • 00:15:34
    hand my grandchildren Sat by my bedside
  • 00:15:38
    but I felt nothing I didn't want to feel
  • 00:15:41
    anything I wanted to close my eyes and
  • 00:15:44
    forget
  • 00:15:45
    everything but those images wouldn't
  • 00:15:47
    leave Bal L Allah Muhammad hell they
  • 00:15:52
    spun in my mind like a whirlwind one
  • 00:15:54
    morning he came a priest at first I
  • 00:15:58
    didn't pay attention to to him he wore a
  • 00:16:00
    white robe and held a book in his hand
  • 00:16:02
    the book A
  • 00:16:04
    Bible he sat beside me and waited
  • 00:16:07
    quietly he didn't say a word at first he
  • 00:16:10
    just sat what was he doing here he was a
  • 00:16:15
    priest we were in America so perhaps
  • 00:16:18
    these visits were normal but as he sat
  • 00:16:20
    there I felt a strange sense of Peace
  • 00:16:23
    hello khed he said I want to talk to you
  • 00:16:28
    to me
  • 00:16:29
    I asked turning my head to look at him
  • 00:16:32
    my voice sounded like a man who had
  • 00:16:33
    returned from Hell horse cracked and
  • 00:16:36
    desperate the priest
  • 00:16:39
    smiled yes with you he placed the Bible
  • 00:16:43
    on his lap and watched me
  • 00:16:45
    silently you saw something didn't you he
  • 00:16:48
    said my heart stopped for a moment he
  • 00:16:52
    knew he knew what I
  • 00:16:54
    saw I shouldn't talk to him but deep
  • 00:16:57
    down there was a part of me that wanted
  • 00:16:59
    to a part of me that wanted to tell him
  • 00:17:02
    everything but if I did what would
  • 00:17:05
    happen if I
  • 00:17:06
    did how do you know what I saw I asked
  • 00:17:09
    him locking eyes with him I turned my
  • 00:17:13
    head and looked at the ceiling again my
  • 00:17:15
    eyes began to fill with tears it was
  • 00:17:17
    such a heavy feeling
  • 00:17:20
    Indescribable but the more I stayed
  • 00:17:22
    silent the heavier that weight
  • 00:17:24
    became I saw hell I said in a strained
  • 00:17:27
    voice the priest
  • 00:17:30
    nodded yes he said
  • 00:17:32
    calmly there was a throne I stammered
  • 00:17:36
    and on it someone was sitting there but
  • 00:17:40
    he wasn't supposed to be there he wasn't
  • 00:17:42
    supposed to be there tears flowed from
  • 00:17:45
    my eyes the priest said nothing there
  • 00:17:48
    was no judgment on his face he just
  • 00:17:51
    listened who was it he asked I lowered
  • 00:17:55
    my head and covered my face with my
  • 00:17:57
    hands m mamad I said he was there but he
  • 00:18:02
    wasn't supposed to be
  • 00:18:04
    there as I spoke those words the weight
  • 00:18:06
    of my chest doubled it felt like a stone
  • 00:18:08
    had settled on my heart the priest took
  • 00:18:11
    a deep
  • 00:18:12
    breath and what about Jesus he
  • 00:18:16
    asked I opened my eyes and looked at
  • 00:18:18
    him
  • 00:18:20
    Jesus no Jesus wasn't there he wasn't
  • 00:18:24
    one of the crucified Souls but why
  • 00:18:26
    wasn't he I had never asked myself that
  • 00:18:29
    question because because Jesus was the
  • 00:18:32
    Savior wasn't he but this time for the
  • 00:18:36
    first time I wondered where Jesus was
  • 00:18:40
    the priest slowly opened the Bible he
  • 00:18:43
    read
  • 00:18:43
    quietly I am the way the truth and the
  • 00:18:47
    life no one comes to the father except
  • 00:18:50
    through me John
  • 00:18:52
    14:6 I had heard that verse before but
  • 00:18:55
    this time every word felt like a dagger
  • 00:18:57
    to my heart
  • 00:18:59
    I am the way the truth the life the
  • 00:19:03
    words echoed in my mind the priest
  • 00:19:06
    placed his hand on my
  • 00:19:07
    shoulder God brought you back
  • 00:19:10
    khed because he doesn't want to lose
  • 00:19:13
    you from that moment on I was never the
  • 00:19:17
    same something inside me had changed my
  • 00:19:20
    mind became a
  • 00:19:22
    battlefield was it all a lie that
  • 00:19:25
    question echoed in my mind every night
  • 00:19:27
    as I tried to sleep but that night
  • 00:19:30
    everything was different I saw that
  • 00:19:32
    Throne again in my dream the one sitting
  • 00:19:35
    on it was the prophet once more but this
  • 00:19:38
    time something was different his chains
  • 00:19:41
    were gone he was watching me and his
  • 00:19:44
    eyes no longer wept slowly he stood up
  • 00:19:48
    with every step he took toward me
  • 00:19:50
    something inside me
  • 00:19:52
    broke go find the truth he told me this
  • 00:19:57
    time his voice didn't Echo every word
  • 00:19:59
    was clear and sharp I woke up gasping
  • 00:20:03
    tears poured from my eyes I buried my
  • 00:20:05
    face in my pillow and cried what is the
  • 00:20:07
    truth oh Allah where is the
  • 00:20:10
    truth with the first light of that
  • 00:20:12
    morning I made a decision I would seek
  • 00:20:15
    the
  • 00:20:16
    truth that day I went to see Father John
  • 00:20:20
    this time it was my choice he slowly
  • 00:20:23
    opened the
  • 00:20:24
    Bible what are you looking for khed he
  • 00:20:27
    asked the truth I said tell me John John
  • 00:20:32
    read this verse from the
  • 00:20:34
    Bible I am the way the truth and the
  • 00:20:38
    life no one comes to the father except
  • 00:20:40
    through me John
  • 00:20:43
    14:6 the words pierce my heart like a
  • 00:20:46
    blade no one comes to the father except
  • 00:20:49
    through me that sentence was etched into
  • 00:20:51
    my mind Jesus who was Jesus I had never
  • 00:20:56
    asked myself that question before but
  • 00:20:59
    now I had
  • 00:21:01
    to that night I had another dream this
  • 00:21:05
    time there was no one sitting on the
  • 00:21:07
    throne there was only a light from that
  • 00:21:10
    light a figure emerged a man in white
  • 00:21:13
    robes I didn't need to ask his name I
  • 00:21:16
    knew who he
  • 00:21:17
    was he walked toward
  • 00:21:20
    me do not be afraid he said I am here
  • 00:21:25
    those two words shook me so deeply that
  • 00:21:27
    I woke up immediately
  • 00:21:29
    the next morning I went to Father John
  • 00:21:31
    and asked John would Jesus accept me
  • 00:21:35
    John smiled
  • 00:21:37
    warmly he's been waiting for you
  • 00:21:40
    khed while holding the Bible in my hands
  • 00:21:43
    my grandson Yousef saw
  • 00:21:45
    me Grandpa what's that he asked his eyes
  • 00:21:49
    wide with
  • 00:21:51
    surprise at that moment my daughter
  • 00:21:53
    entered the room and saw me her face
  • 00:21:56
    Twisted with
  • 00:21:57
    rage is that a Bible you're an a mom
  • 00:22:00
    khed what does this
  • 00:22:02
    mean I took a deep breath for the first
  • 00:22:05
    time without fear or hesitation I
  • 00:22:08
    replied I am no longer any
  • 00:22:11
    mom those words were so heavy that my
  • 00:22:14
    heart broke and healed at the same time
  • 00:22:17
    my daughter's face went cold as
  • 00:22:19
    ice you're shaming us she said grabbing
  • 00:22:23
    yousef's hand and walking out everything
  • 00:22:26
    went silent in that moment but that day
  • 00:22:29
    everything changed my family my children
  • 00:22:34
    my grandchildren they all turned their
  • 00:22:36
    backs on me I was expelled from the
  • 00:22:38
    mosque my community abandoned me the
  • 00:22:41
    color they once knew was gone but that
  • 00:22:44
    loneliness did not frighten me because I
  • 00:22:48
    was no longer
  • 00:22:49
    alone a few days later Father John took
  • 00:22:52
    me to the
  • 00:22:53
    church today is the day of your baptism
  • 00:22:56
    khed he said
  • 00:22:59
    at that moment I felt a peace I had
  • 00:23:01
    never known for the first time I felt
  • 00:23:05
    absolutely certain of my decision the
  • 00:23:08
    water poured over my head and it felt
  • 00:23:10
    like everything had been washed away all
  • 00:23:13
    the chains the nightmares the throne
  • 00:23:17
    they all flowed away with the water
  • 00:23:19
    tears rolled down my face but this time
  • 00:23:22
    they weren't cold they were warm for the
  • 00:23:26
    first time I felt free
  • 00:23:29
    I Heard a Voice in my heart you have
  • 00:23:31
    found me for years I prayed to Allah but
  • 00:23:34
    for the first time I received an answer
  • 00:23:36
    from Jesus that sentence changed
  • 00:23:39
    everything for me the old khed no longer
  • 00:23:42
    existed I was no longer an imom I was
  • 00:23:46
    just a man but for the first time I was
  • 00:23:49
    truly alive not long after I experienced
  • 00:23:52
    a miraculous healing the cancer that had
  • 00:23:55
    gripped my body was gone the doctors
  • 00:23:58
    were Baff L but I knew I knew who had
  • 00:24:01
    healed me every morning I open the Bible
  • 00:24:05
    every morning I Fall to my knees and
  • 00:24:07
    pray but now the words that pour from my
  • 00:24:11
    lips have changed thank you for waiting
  • 00:24:13
    for me Jesus thank you for finding
  • 00:24:16
    me one morning I woke up for the first
  • 00:24:21
    time I had no nightmares there was no
  • 00:24:23
    throne in my dreams no hell no weight no
  • 00:24:28
    cold
  • 00:24:29
    no chains all of it was gone I was now
  • 00:24:32
    in the arms of Jesus and for the first
  • 00:24:35
    time I was truly
  • 00:24:37
    alive I am the way the truth and the
  • 00:24:41
    life John 14:6
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