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take 30 welcome back to my channel guys
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guys for coming back and let's get into
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this so this is the Vlog the video you
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have all been asking for what the hell
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happened with cool kicks and honestly I
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didn't really even want to make a video
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like this just because on my end it
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feels kind it's just it's such a weird
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feeling um and I am going to be talking
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a lot so bear with me guys this is just
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a yach video so this is literally a
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story time so if you guys get bored of
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me talking um you're not going to find
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the answer so you literally have to
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watch from now to the end to understand
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what happened so if you try to skip
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you're going to miss an important part
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just heads up warning but let's get
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straight into this I've talked enough so
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first things first this is not uh me
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bashing cool kicks this is not exposing
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cool kaks this is not any of that this
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is simply me informing you guys what
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happened because like I said I have
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almost 70,000 subscribers here 30,000 on
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Tik Tok and 110k almost or something
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like that on Instagram and all you guys
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have flooded or find your way through
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cool kicks and I'm not there anymore so
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it's only right to let you guys know
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what happened it's it's literally like a
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divorce you know when celebrity couples
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go through a divorce and they write a
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long paragraph what this is exactly what
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that is um I'm also going to be really
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respectful and stuff towards the store
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because I'm not going to sit here and
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Bash anybody um things happen and that's
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just how life goes I'm also not going to
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say any names I'm just going to say like
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owner one owner 2 and coo there's Co is
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basically someone they hired to handle
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all mishaps in the store with like
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schedules and you know to fix the store
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or whatever so those are the three
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people in this story this is just what
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happened and I don't want anyone to be
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like thinking I'm just ah bash cool
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kicks no I'm just letting you guys know
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what happened why I'm not there anymore
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and what the hell I plan on doing
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hopefully with my life now so let's get
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straight into this I've clearly talked
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enough so enjoy okay I don't even know
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where to start because it's been
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happening since November I have not
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worked since probably the first week of
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November so the whole me not working
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there is just kind of news to you guys
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um the story kind of makes me emotional
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because it's so weird that
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like hold
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on okay guys if I cut the scene it's
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honestly probably cuz I needed a moment
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to clearly get it together okay guys so
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this is harder to record than I thought
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um I'm redoing this again I don't know
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where I left off so I'm just going to
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start all
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over um cuz I had a moment getting
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through the story is really annoying
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just because I'm still not used to like
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the life that I've like trying to was
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merged into cuz you guys know I've been
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there since I was freaking 18 years old
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and that's literally like basically a
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child like and I'm 25 now so if I cut
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stuff throughout this video and you're
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like what the heck just happened I
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probably just had a moment um because
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like I said I'm still getting used to
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all this stuff not being there like at
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the end of day that was like that's
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still my family you know um so let's
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just get straight into this before I
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have a moment again and um yeah okay
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guys so like I said I'm not saying no
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names because at the end of day I do
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want to be respectful towards these
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people like they've done so much for me
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and you know this is this is not a you
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know a strike um so let's just get into
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this I've talked enough um this this is
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going to be really hard
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um so all you guys know what wnau is
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Whit Knot's been that little online
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thing they've been doing in the store so
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fast forward they were looking for
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people to do whatnot and they were
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scouting or whatever testing people they
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ended up coming up to me and it was like
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would you like to do whatnot like we
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want someone that knows shoes we want
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someone that knows the product so I was
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like okay like so I was doing 2 days
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what not 2 Days in the store my first
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question was like oh it's like my salary
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going to stay the same told me yes cool
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cool beans move forward fast forward to
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November um I get a text saying that I'm
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going to be fully moved to whatnot like
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I'm not going to be in the store anymore
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and I brought that question up again is
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my salary going to stay the same because
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I'm like I'm not dumb like the whatnot
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stuff is a little less work than being
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in the store so my worry was like my pay
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going to be cut so that was my first
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question um that person said I got you
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just be happy into the work like I'm
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going to figure it out so whatever fast
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forward I put my trust I'm like okay
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they got me cool um first week rolls
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over I get my first paycheck from
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whatnot it's not even half of what I
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usually get every week so I text I'm
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like you you changed my pay like I'm
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kind of confused and they responded you
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knew that though I was like uh no I
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didn't that's clearly why I asked you if
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my salary was going to change like and
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you said I got you like I'm going to
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figure it out so to me it's like so how
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would I know why would I even want to go
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to a different field in cool kicks if I
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knew my salary was going to be cut in
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half of half like that's kind of like
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Common Sense type thing in my opinion
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like why would I take this much money
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that I'm getting weekly this much money
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that I'm getting weekly and want to go
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to a different position to get this much
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money so it's like no I didn't know that
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went back and I was like no I didn't
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know that like you said like whatever
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whatever
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whatever and then they said well we're
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trying to figure it out so you can work
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this many hours and get paid this much
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and I was like I did work those hours
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what are you talking
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about and the miscommunication ation
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happened because the other owner told me
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hey if you want you can only come in 3
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days instead of four just work more
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hours those 3 days so you don't have to
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drive this far because the whatnot
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Warehouse was far so I was like great
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that sounds like a plan like i' rather
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work 3 days in way more hours versus
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driving an hour away for 4 days so that
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was ship shape I'm like
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cool that communication with that owner
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was not communicated to the other owner
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so then I text I'm like what I did work
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I work this many I worked 3 days because
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they told me to I can have that as
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option that owner said oh I didn't know
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that they keep changing
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stuff I'm like okay so do you see where
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my confusion is and then the owner said
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yeah I'm going to figure it
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out two weeks pass I have not got a text
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so I'm like okay like I'm not even going
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to be a hassle to you or keep texting
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you I'm going to go text or called the
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COO who they hired I think it's
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coo who they hired to like figure out
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stuff like this and blah blah blah like
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HR stuff whatever um because I'm like
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I'm not going to keep texting back in
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fourth I rather just go to you know the
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person that will handle everything so
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second week of November 3rd
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maybe I get a text from the whatnot crew
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and they're like
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hey you don't have to to come in this
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week like we're going to get ready for
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Black
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Friday
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so [ __ ] my pay huh
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like So I responded as a joke and I'm
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like lol there goes my pay this person
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is just in charge of scheduling so it
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was no harm to them it was me being
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funny so mind you this is the second
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week third week or something of November
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my first check of November was not even
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half of what I usually get so and keep
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in mind guys while this is all happening
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I have my rent to pay my car to pay my
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car insurance my phone bill like utility
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bills in my day-to-day life like
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groceries so let's keep that all in mind
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of my salary that was covering all of
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that that I worked
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for
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that you'll see where I'm going with
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this so fast forward I go and I text the
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COO I'm like hey like can we chat like I
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don't know what's going on I'm not sure
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why people are just telling me like hey
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you don't have to come in like hey don't
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come in tomorrow like whatever the case
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is because I was full I was a full-time
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employee like I was going to work four
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to 5 days a week hours this and such and
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such like and for anyone to CH just put
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me in a field and not tell me any new
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stuff that's going on and turning me
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into part-time and all this stuff like
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that's kind of not fair to me so he hits
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me back he's like great we could have a
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meeting over the phone blah blah blah so
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we set it up whatever we have a phone
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call for like maybe 15 20 minutes and
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I'm like just telling I'm like it's not
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fair to me that like I'm put in a
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position that like you guys are
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basically saying hey you don't have hey
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you don't have to come to work today
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because this and this or you don't have
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to come to work today because the owner
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wants to do it instead or you don't have
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to come to work today because the owner
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wants to do the Travis CS or you don't
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have to come to work today because so
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and so is hosting so why would you guys
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even put me in this
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field if you knew it wasn't like a
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consistent you know it's like this is
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it's not like a on call like hey Bri we
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you can come in today like I was a
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full-time employee right all all you
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guys know that so we were talked about
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that and he's like no I understand like
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the communication is off like I'm
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totally on your side like I'm going to
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figure this out for you and blah blah
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blah he was like what outcome do you
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want of this I was like I just want a
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stable schedule I want like what I had
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before like my full time is like that's
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all I'm asking for so I can get my hours
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so I can get my pay that I was getting
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before cuz like I have like stuff to pay
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like all that stuff that I have is like
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that all came from me like I don't have
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no one freaking funing my apartment
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funing my car funny like that's all like
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from me working so I'm just telling him
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like look I'm just trying to get to work
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like you guys are literally like hey you
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don't have to come in so we get off the
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phone call and he makes a promise like
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kind of like I got you like we're going
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to figure this out out and blah blah
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blah so 2 3 weeks go by um to like
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December mid November to December me and
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the COO are chatting back and forth of
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this and that and what's going to happen
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and whatever what his ideas were and
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mind you guys in November I got paid
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twice and both of those paychecks was
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not even equal to one of my weekly
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paychecks I was getting
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before there
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rent was not paid therefore my car was
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not paid so if you guys saw all the
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stuff I was
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selling was because I was not
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working which was not my fault so me and
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the Coo's text messages are going back
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and forth and he's like okay we got you
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Wednesday Thursday
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Friday 12:00 to 4: or something it was
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like 4 hours those 3 days and I'm like
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12
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hours I was working 40 hours like I I
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was a full-time employee what do you
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mean you're giving me 12 hours you're
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taking away my salary you're putting me
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on
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hourly yeah like that's what we have to
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offer right now and I'm like I wouldn't
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have went to whatnot if I knew you guys
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were going to take away my salary put me
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on hourly like I why why would I even go
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there you see what I'm saying I'm
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talking to you guys like around FaceTime
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and he was like yeah I understand your
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frustration I'm aware
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but wrote me this long thing and was
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like you will get this many hours times
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your hourly pay and it was like a long
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message but basically the message was
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basically kind of like take it or leave
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it type
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thing I'm kind of like well that's not
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fair like you guys took away my salary
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and you're forcing me to change to
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hourly and only giving me 12 hours a
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week I I can't even live off that and
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I'm not being ungrateful you guys but
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like you guys see where like I live I'm
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live in Hollywood like I have my
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apartment that I've already had for 2
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years like I can't just get out of that
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I can't just get rid of my car like so
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I'm just kind of
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like hello I'm Bamboozled at this point
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like and we're still going back and
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forth and then he basically was like in
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3 weeks we can reconcile and think of
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like bonuses you can get and maybe a
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raise if you do good on whatnot and blah
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blah
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blah I'm like okay well at least can I
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have 3 days and put me one day back in
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the store so I could get my salary back
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my hours he says yeah cool they text me
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back give me 6 hours I think in the
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store seven I'm like okay so does that
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get me my salary back
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no so you guys just took away my
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salary and I I can't get it back I've
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worked hard for that salary I've earned
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that salary this is not I'm not asking
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for a humongous raise and make me owner
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I'm literally just asking back what I
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earned been there since 2018 I've earned
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that salary like it's it's a earned
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salary it was not just here you know
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what I'm saying so whatever I'm tired of
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going back and forth and I'm kind of
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just like you know what cool I'm still
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trying to look at the bright side I'm
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like giving my 12 low hours a week
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whatever maybe in 3 weeks I will get a
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raise you know what I'm still trying to
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look at the bright side cuz you know I
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still want to be a part of the team like
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so I I take it to the chin whatever give
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me my 12 hours a week mind you I had 40
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so this is the first week of like
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December we come to a conclusion and I
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kind of was like cool whatever I'm
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pissed I'm angry I'm upset but what can
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I do so I still I still take it I'm like
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it's fine I still want to work with you
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guys I still want to be a part of C kixs
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like it's cool fast forward now this is
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a text I post on Instagram he text the
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COO text me 2 3 days before he was ready
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to start my schedule again so mind you I
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didn't work for a month I've been worked
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since the first week of November we're
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in December now the week of December 15
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Co texts me can't wait to have you back
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like you're going to crush it on whatnot
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and this that and the third we're ready
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for you to kill it and all this mumbo
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jumbo like and I'm like great great like
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I can't wait to be back you know I fly
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to La I'm in Arizona I fly to La the day
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of my shift 5:00 a.m. in the
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morning getting ready for work I get a
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text from whatnot employee hey you don't
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have to come in today the owner wants to
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do the Travis SC release this is
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literally what me and the COO were going
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back and forth about for 2 to 3 weeks
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that I don't have a set schedule that
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it's not fair people can just tell me
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not to come in an hour before my shift
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that it's not fair that y'all put me
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here with a this type of job like a
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juggling job like so I'm furious I'm in
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my apartment just furious you guys no
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words I don't even think I responded of
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how angry I was so my schedule the CEO
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put me was Wednesday Thursday Friday
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flew out there Thursday because
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Wednesday they were doing construction
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Thursday they sent me that text
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Friday no text mind you guys this is
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week of December 15th that week right so
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now I'm sitting in my apartment
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frustrated I didn't respond I started
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crying out of frustration and like anger
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that this is happening I don't have
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money flow coming in I don't know how
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I'm going to pay the rent I don't know
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how I'm going to pay my car I don't know
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how I'm going to pay anything because I
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only got
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paid three times in the last November
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December checks are not nearly of what I
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was getting before of every week we get
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paid weekly so those three checks that I
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got or two maybe in no November and
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December were literally not even my one
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month's
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rent you guys painting the picture so
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now I'm in my apartment crying I don't
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know what I'm going to do I'm like do I
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look for another job do I do this like
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I'm I'm I'm having like in a whole
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anxiety attack at this point so whatever
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I make a few phone calls to like my
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friends like my friends parents like my
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mom just because I don't know what to do
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I'm so confused that how I ended up in
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this position it's all because people
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could not communicate correctly this is
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all of
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communication literally this whole thing
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that happened is all
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communication so I'm like talking to my
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friends parents I'm talking to my
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parents not at the same time I'm talking
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calling my friends and all this stuff
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I'm like I don't know what to do I don't
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even if I go try to get another job
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right now today I'm not going to make
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anything near of what I was making here
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so it's not even going to help me with
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any of my bills that I have now like so
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I'm having a full-blown light cuz mind
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you guys this is like my career this is
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my career this not wasn't like a
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part-time like hip skid
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Leo been there eight years this is my
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career and hold on no shame on part-time
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jobs at all I'm grateful to be where I'm
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at and I'm not shaming anybody I'm just
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saying that was my career that's all I'm
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trying to say I fly back to Arizona uh
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I've been out here since then I've been
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out here since December that that week
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they told me not to work so fast
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forward No One's texting me no one's
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calling me no one's tells me
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anything nothing I have not got a text
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from nobody the last text I have was a
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whatnot employee saying hey you don't
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have to come in today cuz the owner
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wants to do the tribis Scot release
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so none of y'all going to text me at all
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hey you can come in next week the COO
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That was supposed to fix everything
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wasn't going to be like hey apologize
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for that happening again when that was
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our whole conversation for 3 weeks about
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our phone call no one's going to tell me
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anything and still to this day
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January 22nd no one has texted me but
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it's fine so we're fast forwarding to
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the first week of January AR I texted
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the COO I'm like yo like those 3 weeks
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that we were talking was a waste of my
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time was a waste of your time um
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everything you told me like was did not
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take place I did not have a set schedule
00:19:13
like you said I was um I did not get
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back to work um just everything that he
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said was going to happen when I was
00:19:21
going to go back to work and was like
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you're going to crush it you're going to
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be you know all this stuff did not
00:19:27
happen all of our time was wasted like
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I'm still not working no one's texting
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me anything I'm literally just dangling
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right here literally this is me right
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here dingling not working nothing don't
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know what's going on nothing so after I
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text the clo that I'm like honestly
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since I'm not getting paid and I'm not
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working at least let me go on paper so I
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can file for unemployment because
00:19:56
obviously you can't file for
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unemployment if you know you're working
00:19:59
or whatever but like I'm on paper like
00:20:03
an employee but I haven't worked since
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the first week of November so he's like
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I truly understand where you're coming
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from and I apologize and la la la and
00:20:13
I'm like I get it and I was just like
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yeah okay like that's great like I have
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nothing else to tell anybody I try to
00:20:21
speak to one owner said they'll figure
00:20:23
it out never texted me under their owner
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never text me at all even tell me happy
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birthday and the COO I actually talked
00:20:29
to nothing fell into place of what they
00:20:31
said change of scenery because I had to
00:20:34
charge my camera it literally said it
00:20:35
was half charged I don't know how it
00:20:37
died but anyways let's wrap this
00:20:40
freaking story up so after I texted all
00:20:42
that stuff that like oh like we kind of
00:20:45
wasted each other's time like for 2 3
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weeks we were trying to come to a
00:20:47
conclusion and all this stuff I was like
00:20:49
it was kind of pointless none of it fell
00:20:51
through still haven't got paid I'm still
00:20:52
not working blah blah blah I was like
00:20:55
just like let me go so I can either find
00:20:58
another job where I can work or I could
00:21:00
file for unemployment because if I'm not
00:21:02
going to work and I'm not getting paid
00:21:05
like I I literally need money and I'm
00:21:08
not not even in ag greed way I can't get
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out my apartment
00:21:12
lease they won't let me so I've been
00:21:15
struggling to pay the rent like I've
00:21:16
been selling shoes and all this stuff I
00:21:18
dipped into my savings you know to make
00:21:20
it all work whatever my car and all that
00:21:21
stuff so it's like I can't just sit here
00:21:24
and like not do anything like as fu as
00:21:28
it sounds like I can't I can't get out
00:21:31
my lease I can't get rid of my car like
00:21:33
I have I literally have to pay that
00:21:35
stuff or my credit will be ruined and
00:21:37
you guys know credit literally ruins and
00:21:40
runs your freaking
00:21:43
life so that's that so he was like I
00:21:46
understand and basically he was like
00:21:47
okay like we'll let you go so I got this
00:21:49
little email little let go type email
00:21:51
Vibe um I cried um but yeah that's
00:21:56
literally it so I'm sure you guys going
00:21:58
to be like what that doesn't make sense
00:22:01
yeah it doesn't and the CEO we talked
00:22:04
for 3 weeks and everything he said
00:22:07
didn't even happen so it's like what am
00:22:09
I what am I going to keep
00:22:11
doing just sit here and wait
00:22:15
till wait for what I don't even know
00:22:16
what I'm waiting for um yeah that is why
00:22:19
I don't work there anymore
00:22:22
um it's weird right that's the story
00:22:26
like I I don't know what else what else
00:22:28
to say
00:22:31
um I could laugh I guess uh laughed off
00:22:35
um as like funny as like I keep laughing
00:22:39
and stuff like it it has truly taken a
00:22:41
toll on me um it just sucks because like
00:22:43
I've been there for so long you know um
00:22:46
so I was just you know waking up every
00:22:49
day going to enjoy my job so it's kind
00:22:51
of just like it's it's taken a lot on me
00:22:54
um these past few months have been a lot
00:22:55
that's I keep my last Vlog literally was
00:22:58
like these last 2 months have been a lot
00:22:59
now y'all know like what it's been um so
00:23:03
yeah I'm going to wrap this up and maybe
00:23:06
I'll do like a Q&A next um cuz I'm sure
00:23:09
everyone's going to comment what are you
00:23:10
going to do now um and all types of
00:23:12
stuff um I don't know um that's probably
00:23:15
like why my anxiety has been through the
00:23:17
roof and stuff I know all you guys are
00:23:18
going to probably kind like would you go
00:23:20
back totally that's literally my job
00:23:22
like I loved what I do like and it's so
00:23:26
funny cuz everyone always texts me like
00:23:27
we miss you come back like come back
00:23:29
come back come back like always
00:23:31
responding to my stories like there's
00:23:32
literally like a group chat we have and
00:23:34
the hashtag is Free Breezy um and then
00:23:38
another one is bring Breezy back it's
00:23:39
it's so funny but those are my people
00:23:42
like I I love my family over there um so
00:23:46
yeah there's like no bad ball no
00:23:48
freaking hate no there's no bad blood no
00:23:51
nothing but yeah the tears that like
00:23:53
keep coming out randomly are like I'm
00:23:55
just so frustrated that it went out this
00:23:57
way I used to wake up like excited to
00:23:59
see my co-workers like you know to Goof
00:24:01
Off with them like you know all type of
00:24:02
stuff so to like to not have that
00:24:04
anymore has been a toll on me like
00:24:06
mentally like a lot cuz like I said I've
00:24:09
been doing this for8 years imagine doing
00:24:11
something every day for eight years and
00:24:12
it's kind of just gone so if you guys
00:24:15
think I'm being traumatic I'm so sorry I
00:24:17
don't care let's wrap this up cuz I'm
00:24:19
sure I've talked enough and I'm sure
00:24:21
some attention spans are probably gone
00:24:23
but um I love you guys let me know what
00:24:25
you guys want to see next and I will be
00:24:27
back in a week my weekly uploads are
00:24:29
going to be either Tuesdays or
00:24:31
Wednesdays I want to put that out there
00:24:32
because I have figured that out I've
00:24:34
been trying to get into algorithm again
00:24:36
so I think I'm doing good so far this is
00:24:39
the most consistent I've been in like a
00:24:40
year but I love you guys and for all you
00:24:43
other trolls that are going to start
00:24:44
commenting well you're irrelevant now
00:24:46
cuz you don't work there and all types
00:24:47
of stuff let's not forget that this page
00:24:50
my Instagram and my Tik Tok was also all
00:24:53
me like just because someone gives you
00:24:55
something does not mean that you're set
00:24:57
you still have to use what they gave you
00:25:00
to build your own so yes they gave me a
00:25:02
lot of you know followers platforms and
00:25:04
all that stuff but I also created and
00:25:06
buil the stuff myself so for all your
00:25:09
trolls out there get a life get a life
00:25:13
and you shouldn't even be on this
00:25:14
channel if you want to troll because I
00:25:16
see the comments and that you're either
00:25:18
being reported or you are being deleted
00:25:21
and for all you supporters out there
00:25:22
that always show me so much love and it
00:25:24
tells me who comments the most and all
00:25:25
types of stuff y'all are truly amazing
00:25:27
and y'all really keep me going like I
00:25:29
posted on my Instagram yesterday I'm in
00:25:31
a really dark place right now a dark
00:25:33
place as in I I feel so confused like I
00:25:36
don't know what going like I'm I feel
00:25:38
like I took a million steps back in my
00:25:40
life and it sucks um so all my
00:25:42
supporters out there that are commenting
00:25:44
like I got hella DMS on that actually
00:25:46
that you guys feel the same you're going
00:25:47
through something and my posts help you
00:25:49
and that's amazing because I do share my
00:25:51
post that like when I read it I'm like
00:25:52
damn that really helped me so I like to
00:25:54
share it cuz like maybe someone else is
00:25:55
going through you know something similar
00:25:57
but anyways guys guys I love you guys
00:25:59
with all my heart um like comment
00:26:02
subscribe heavy heavy
00:26:05
heavy on the Subscribe just because I
00:26:08
really want that plaque like I lit I
00:26:10
literally it's it's on my vision board
00:26:12
like there's nothing on my vision board
00:26:13
but that plaque like that thing is so
00:26:14
beautiful but I love you guys and it's
00:26:17
still all love let's not forget that I'm
00:26:20
just I'm just here love y'all bye
