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I am honored to be with you today at your
commencement from one of the finest universities
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in the world.
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I never graduated from college.
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Truth be told, this is the closest I’ve
ever gotten to a college graduation.
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Today I want to tell you three stories from
my life.
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That’s it.
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No big deal.
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Just three stories.
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I dropped out of Reed College after the first
6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in
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for another 18 months or so before I really
quit.
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So why did I drop out?
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It started before I was born.
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My biological mother was a young, unwed college
graduate student, and she decided to put me
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up for adoption.
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She felt very strongly that I should be adopted
by college graduates, so everything was all
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set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer
and his wife.
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Except that when I popped out they decided
at the last minute that they really wanted
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a girl.
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So my parents, who were on a waiting list,
got a call in the middle of the night asking:
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“We have an unexpected baby boy; do you
want him?”
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They said: “Of course.”
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My biological mother later found out that
my mother had never graduated from college
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and that my father had never graduated from
high school.
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She refused to sign the final adoption papers.
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She only relented a few months later when
my parents promised that I would someday go
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to college.
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And 17 years later I did go to college.
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But I naively chose a college that was almost
as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class
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parents’ savings were being spent on my
college tuition.
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After six months, I couldn’t see the value
in it.
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I had no idea what I wanted to do with my
life and no idea how college was going to
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help me figure it out.
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And here I was spending all of the money my
parents had saved their entire life.
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So I decided to drop out and trust that it
would all work out OK.
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It was pretty scary at the time, but looking
back it was one of the best decisions I ever
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made.
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The minute I dropped out I could stop taking
the required classes that didn’t interest
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me, and begin dropping in on the ones that
looked interesting.
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It wasn’t all romantic.
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I didn’t have a dorm room, so I slept on
the floor in friends’ rooms, I returned
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Coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food
with, and I would walk the 7 miles across
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town every Sunday night to get one good meal
a week at the Hare Krishna temple.
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I loved it.
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And much of what I stumbled into by following
my curiosity and intuition turned out to be
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priceless later on.
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Let me give you one example:
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Reed College at that time offered perhaps
the best calligraphy instruction in the country.
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Throughout the campus every poster, every
label on every drawer, was beautifully hand
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calligraphed.
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Because I had dropped out and didn’t have
to take the normal classes, I decided to take
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a calligraphy class to learn how to do this.
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I learned about serif and sans serif typefaces,
about varying the amount of space between
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different letter combinations, about what
makes great typography great.
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It was beautiful, historical, artistically
subtle
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in a way that science can’t capture, and
I found it fascinating.
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None of this had even a hope of any practical
application in my life.
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But 10 years later, when we were designing
the first Macintosh computer, it all came
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back to me.
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And we designed it all into the Mac.
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It was the first computer with beautiful typography.
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If I had never dropped in on that single course
in college, the Mac would have never had multiple
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typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts.
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And since Windows just copied the Mac, it’s
likely that no personal computer would have
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them.
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If I had never dropped out, I would have never
dropped in on this calligraphy class, and
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personal computers might not have the wonderful
typography that they do.
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Of course it was impossible to connect the
dots looking forward when I was in college.
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But it was very, very clear looking backward
10 years later.
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Again, you can’t connect the dots looking
forward; you can only connect them looking
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backward.
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So you have to trust that the dots will somehow
connect in your future.
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You have to trust in something — your gut,
destiny, life, karma, whatever.
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This approach has never let me down, and it
has made all the difference in my life.
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My second story is about love and loss.
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I was lucky — I found what I loved to do
early in life.
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Woz and I started Apple in my parents’ garage
when I was 20.
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We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had
grown from just the two of us in a garage
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into a $2 billion company with over 4,000
employees.
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We had just released our finest creation — the
Macintosh — a year earlier, and I had just
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turned 30.
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And then I got fired.
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How can you get fired from a company you started?
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Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I
thought was very talented to run the company
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with me, and for the first year or so things
went well.
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But then our visions of the future began to
diverge and eventually we had a falling out.
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When we did, our Board of Directors sided
with him.
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So at 30 I was out.
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And very publicly out.
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What had been the focus of my entire adult
life was gone, and it was devastating.
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I really didn’t know what to do for a few
months.
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I felt that I had let the previous generation
of entrepreneurs down — that I had dropped
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the baton as it was being passed to me.
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I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and
tried to apologize for screwing up so badly.
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I was a very public failure, and I even thought
about running away from the valley.
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But something slowly began to dawn on me — I
still loved what I did.
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The turn of events at Apple had not changed
that one bit.
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I had been rejected, but I was still in love.
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And so I decided to start over.
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I didn’t see it then, but it turned out
that getting fired from Apple was the best
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thing that could have ever happened to me.
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The heaviness of being successful was replaced
by the lightness of being a beginner again,
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less sure about everything.
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It freed me to enter one of the most creative
periods of my life.
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During the next five years, I started a company
named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and
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fell in love with an amazing woman who would
become my wife.
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Pixar went on to create the world’s first
computer animated feature film, Toy Story,
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and is now the most successful animation studio
in the world.
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In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought
NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology
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we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple’s
current renaissance.
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And Laurene and I have a wonderful family
together.
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I’m pretty sure none of this would have
happened if I hadn’t been fired from Apple.
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It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess
the patient needed it.
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Sometimes life hits you in the head with a
brick.
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Don’t lose faith.
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I’m convinced that the only thing that kept
me going was that I loved what I did.
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You’ve got to find what you love.
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And that is as true for your work as it is
for your lovers.
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Your work is going to fill a large part of
your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied
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is to do what you believe is great work.
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And the only way to do great work is to love
what you do.
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If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking.
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Don’t settle.
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As with all matters of the heart, you’ll
know when you find it.
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And, like any great relationship, it just
gets better and better as the years roll on.
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So keep looking until you find it.
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Don’t settle.
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My third story is about death.
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When I was 17, I read a quote that went something
like: “If you live each day as if it was
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your last, someday you’ll most certainly
be right.”
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It made an impression on me, and since then,
for the past 33 years, I have looked in the
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mirror every morning and asked myself: “If
today were the last day of my life, would
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I want to do what I am about to do today?”
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And whenever the answer has been “No”
for too many days in a row, I know I need
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to change something.
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Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the
most important tool I’ve ever encountered
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to help me make the big choices in life.
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Because almost everything — all external
expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment
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or failure — these things just fall away
in the face of death, leaving only what is
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truly important.
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Remembering that you are going to die is the
best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking
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you have something to lose.
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You are already naked.
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There is no reason not to follow your heart.
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About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer.
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I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it
clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas.
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I didn’t even know what a pancreas was.
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The doctors told me this was almost certainly
a type of cancer that is incurable, and that
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I should expect to live no longer than three
to six months.
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My doctor advised me to go home and get my
affairs in order, which is doctor’s code
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for prepare to die.
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It means to try to tell your kids everything
you thought you’d have the next 10 years
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to tell them in just a few months.
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It means to make sure everything is buttoned
up so that it will be as easy as possible
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for your family.
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It means to say your goodbyes.
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I lived with that diagnosis all day.
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Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they
stuck an endoscope down my throat, through
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my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle
into my pancreas and got a few cells from
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the tumor.
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I was sedated, but my wife, who was there,
told me that when they viewed the cells under
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a microscope the doctors started crying because
it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic
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cancer that is curable with surgery.
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I had the surgery and I’m fine now.
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This was the closest I’ve been to facing
death, and I hope it’s the closest I get
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for a few more decades.
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Having lived through it, I can now say this
to you with a bit more certainty than when
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death was a useful but purely intellectual
concept:
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No one wants to die.
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Even people who want to go to heaven don’t
want to die to get there.
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And yet death is the destination we all share.
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No one has ever escaped it.
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And that is as it should be, because Death
is very
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likely the single best invention of Life.
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It is Life’s change agent.
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It clears out the old to make way for the
new.
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Right now the new is you, but someday not
too long from now, you will gradually become
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the old and be cleared away.
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Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.
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Your time is limited, so don’t waste it
living someone else’s life.
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Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living
with the results of other people’s thinking.
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Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions
drown out your own inner voice.
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And most important, have the courage to follow
your heart and intuition.
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They somehow already know what you truly want
to become.
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Everything else is secondary.
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When I was young, there was an amazing publication
called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was
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one of the bibles of my generation.
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It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand
not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought
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it to life with his poetic touch.
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This was in the late 1960s, before personal
computers and desktop publishing, so it was
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all made with typewriters, scissors and Polaroid
cameras.
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It was sort of like Google in paperback form,
35 years before Google came along: It was
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idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools
and great notions.
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Stewart and his team put out several issues
of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when
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it had run its course, they put out a final
issue.
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It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age.
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On the back cover of their final issue was
a photograph of an early morning country road,
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the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking
on if you were so adventurous.
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Beneath it were the words: “Stay Hungry.
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Stay Foolish.”
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It was their farewell message as they signed
off.
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Stay Hungry.
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Stay Foolish.
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And I have always wished that for myself.
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And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I
wish that for you.
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Stay Hungry.
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Stay Foolish.
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Thank you all very much.
