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[Music]
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This is me when I'm feeling Nothing.
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No joy,
no sorrow, no pain, just
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nothing. ABC,
maybe that's just what
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scrolling on your phone is. But
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according to my therapist, the problem
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is that the numbness is spreading. Okay.
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Yeah. I've been working with patients
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for about 20 years now and formally that
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they come into the the session rooms
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complaining about strong emotions that
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they have this anxiety or the depression
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or feeling abandoned and feeling alone.
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But now they have
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the opposite. They don't feel anything
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anymore. They are what you call it some
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kind of flatliner.
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What is happening?
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It's not just me. So many people sense
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that something is messing with their
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emotions.
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I want to find out why.
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[Music]
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My job is to make prime time science and
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tech documentaries for public
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television. Can you can you guys like
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maybe wear these? Is that like a thing?
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Is that like a thing?
For years, I've
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covered stories all over the world of
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tech.
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[Music]
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So, I decide as I travel the world
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reporting on stories about the internet,
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I'll seek my own answers.
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I'll film how cuttingedge technology
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hacks our emotions. Every single one of
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them.
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[Music]
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The phalamus is not consciously
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controlled.
Speak response in the brain.
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kiss my
who are the people that change
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the way we feel
and I'll smash you
and
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how can I make myself feel again
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[Music]
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at the dawn of the internet trolls were
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some of first to recognize the power of
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manipulating emotions. While other early
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users of the web saw it as a way of
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exchanging simple information,
computer
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call from JD Sumner, Elish,
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the trolls recognized just how powerful
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pushing emotional buttons could be.
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Andrew is a prime example of a
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present-day troll with an almost
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scientific approach to pissing people
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off. All
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right.
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So, I can say something like, um, LOL
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kid. Just throwing in the word kid will
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get their attention.
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Throw in the word baby doll.
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Maybe someday
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you can cook breakfast for me
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in the kitchen. You can do this thing
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where you
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belong.
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He shows me around the adult video shop
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in Orlando, Florida, where he works as
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manager.
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[Music]
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Andrew sees himself as something of an
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expert in channeling anger. To see what
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this could do to someone, I meet with
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Kim.
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She had been personally trolled by
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Andrew for more than a year. Um, I met
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him online uh in a Facebook chat room
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and he was trolling everyone and playing
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tricks on everyone and just trying to
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get a negative reaction out of the
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group.
Do you sometimes feel like your
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emotions are just being totally messed
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with? Yeah, it's just it's so
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frustrating the way that he just has to
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engage with people by pissing them off,
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offending them.
Hey, I was thinking
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let's do another women's march. The last
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one was so effective. What do you say,
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ladies? How about we go out tomorrow and
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march or are you too busy drinking wine?
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Trying to get attention in this way.
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almost drawing power from annoying other
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people and kind of keeping himself in
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your thoughts almost gives him power
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almost dominating.
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[Music]
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This guy did not get enough attention as
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a child.
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Andrew is an OG internet troll. He sees
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himself as an avantguard artist working
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pro bono. But at the same time, other
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parties see the potential capital gains
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of messing with people's emotions.
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In China, I see this become the basis of
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entire industries.
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I enter a large factory complex. The
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hundreds of people working here are the
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opposite of trolls.
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While trolls master anger, these workers
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craft a very different product.
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Chuni Entertainment is a live streaming
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talent agency. From a complex with
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countless fake bedrooms, the company's
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entirely female talent live stream their
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lives 24/7.
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[Music]
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Yo,ch.
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[Music]
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Do you think we can move this a little
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bit to no? Is that okay?
Yeah.
Jean is
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the biggest star at the Love Factory.
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No makeup. Makeup.
Mhm.
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She's a master at making people far and
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wide develop strong feelings for her. I
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want to know how she does it. So, I ask
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her manager, Emma.
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Wow.
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[Music]
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[Music]
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Okay.
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[Music]
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Truly
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for
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[Applause]
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[Music]
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Show Fore
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[Music]
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[Music]
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[Music]
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speech.
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[Music]
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[Music]
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She said,
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"Sorry, my fault."
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[Music]
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Maybe it isn't surprising that there's a
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huge demand to feel loved. But actually,
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it seems there's a market for every
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emotion conceivable,
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even the ones we try to avoid.
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It is true that forces around the world
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are messing with our emotions, including
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some of the most brilliant minds of our
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time.
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I'm at the Massachusetts Institute of
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Technology
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hate
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to see how the world of computer science
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approaches emotion. I meet with Dr.
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Rosalyn Pequard.
Can you uh can you show
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me anger now?
That's not allowed.
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She's the founder of the field of
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effective computing, a branch of
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computer science that researches how to
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influence human emotion.
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[Music]
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She's showing me a centagramraph, a
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machine that measures your emotions
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based on the way your fingers touch a
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button.
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It's the very first machine ever made
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for measuring someone's emotions.
Grief.
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And the first one of these
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represents
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anger
invented by the scientist Manfred
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Klein.
Number one,
the centiggraph
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assumed that the body channeled emotions
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in a universal and measurable way.
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Wow.
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It was one of Rosalyn's inspirations to
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start an entire field of computer
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science. Originally when I defined a
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effective computing, I defined it as
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computing that relates to, arises from
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or deliberately influences emotion and
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more broadly affective phenomenon.
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And when you are crafting the computer
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interaction so that you are mindful of
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the person's affective state, what it's
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likely to be and what you wish it were,
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uh then it's an example of a effective
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computing trying to directly influence
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those emotions with the computing.
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What started with the centagramraph has
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now evolved into endless new
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technologies.
The new pupil would get a
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little bit larger.
Okay.
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Billions of dollars are being invested
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in the companies that make them.
And
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these seven core emotions are joy.
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They're building a future where paying
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customers can see what people are
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feeling
at all times.
This is the
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future. Everybody is going to read your
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emotions.
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Do you think that now that people can
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measure emotions with such precision
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that more people will mess with our
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emotions?
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People did this before the technology
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too, right? They just watch what
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provokes people. Oo, I like, you know,
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if I pull the girl's hair, does that
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provoke her? No. If I kick her in the
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shin, that provokes her. I'll keep doing
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that. Right? There are people who just
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like to get reactions.
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um now that you can get them at scale.
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I can't help but think that effective
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computing companies have a curious way
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of looking at our emotions.
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One that traces back half a century.
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I look into the very image of modern
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mind control. And maybe it's not so
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scary.
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I asked myself, maybe there's part of us
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that wants to be controlled.
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Sometimes you meet someone who gives you
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a new sense of clarity and perspective.
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I, the one and only tech, the mistress
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of high tech domination.
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Mistress Harley holds the trademark for
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the term tech domination along with
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countless other iterations of the term.
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I'll take care of this right away.
Yes,
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you will.
I go to Beverly Hills to meet
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her.
Good. And grab that
along with her
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manservant, Dick Jones.
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[Music]
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From her home, she shows me the
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surveillance footage of the thousands of
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men she controls over the internet.
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She says that you don't need whips and
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chains to truly dominate a human being.
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Through using technology to control
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their emotions, she can dominate people
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on a deeper level than was ever possible
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before.
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Starting with her tool of preference.
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I am Mistress Harley's slave. I'm a
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complete loser. Totally pathetic and
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weak. I do anything Mistress Harley
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tells me to do. Um, if she tells me what
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to eat, if she tells me to make
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confessional video, she controls what I
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wear, so she doesn't let me wear clothes
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when I'm home. Um, she makes me wear
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this collar. Um, she controls my
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privacy, so she can make me make
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confessional videos. She has cameras in
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my home. She has I have one here in my
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room. I have another one in my bathroom.
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I'm getting one for my living room. So,
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I have no privacy at all. Uh, the only
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freedom I have in my life is stuff that
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she hasn't decide to dictate to me. Um,
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otherwise, I just do whatever she tells
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me to do.
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If you think about the physiological
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sensations of shame or humiliation,
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they're very similar to the same
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physiological sensations of arousal. To
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make somebody feel shame, you need to
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get to know them. Not everybody is
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ashamed of the same things. Some people
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are ashamed of being called a [ __ ]
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Other people are proudly [ __ ] So the
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more you know about someone, the easier
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it is to figure out what they are
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ashamed of. And gathering data on
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someone will give you great insight into
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that. Google knows how to sell you
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peanuts. I know how to make you feel
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bad. You're bad and you should feel bad.
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[Music]
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[Music]
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that it's fascinating. So, uh, a lot of
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similarity, but then a couple of
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interesting individual differences. So
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Ali had the kind of the four the cor
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corugator muscle the for eyebrow plus a
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little bit of the upper eyelid rays very
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strong 23 uh which is that tightening of
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the lip and the buxinator muscle.
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Facial action coding turns emotions and
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feelings into a simple set of numbers
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all discernable through scanning a face.
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[Music]
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It's the cornerstone of tech that reads
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and manipulates our emotions. Joy, love,
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sorrow,
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just a number 20.
That's the same for
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everyone in all places and all times. I
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think it's heated because people feel
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that emotions
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are
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sacred qualities of their identity or
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what we used to call the soul. And there
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that
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I am the only one who can be the arbiter
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of the meaning of my emotions. There is
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this feeling like my passions are just
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uniquely who I am. And that's and that's
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sacred. Um, and it turns out that's
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wrong.
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A machine can only understand our inner
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world by reducing it to numbers.
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But I can't help but think it can't be
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right. If our emotions are just numbers,
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then the right formula could make us
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feel anything.
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And we're going to try another pigeon
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now. And uh I will try to pick out some
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particular pattern of behavior and uh
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make it more a more frequent part of the
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repertoire.
My thoughts returned to BF
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Skinner. After years of experimenting on
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pigeons, he discovered something.
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Behavior can be molded pretty much any
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way you want.
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[Music]
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You've talked about the need for a
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technology of behavior.
Yes. Well, we
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certainly do need one. All the great
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problems today need a behavioral
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solution. How are we going to get people
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to stop breeding so much to cut down on
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the consumption of goods that are
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running? We're running out of supplies
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and so on. Stop polluting the
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environment, stop beating each other up
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personally or uh internationally. And
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so, um, these are all behavioral
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problems and they have to be solved by
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something like a behavioral technology.
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It seems to me
he became obsessed with
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creating a machine that could build a
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better world by controlling everyone's
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behavior.
A play pen has been selected
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for our experimental environment because
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it is one to which the child is well
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acquainted. The unfamiliar additions
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include a food dispenser loaded with
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snacks.
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The Skinner box was meant to
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revolutionize the raising of children.
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By keeping a child confined to this
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space, they could be connected at all
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times to a powerful technology capable
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of molding their behavior.
It is best to
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separately establish the function of the
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light and sound as stimuli which
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reliably signal an upcoming
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reinforcement.
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What if children could always be
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connected to a machine, a device that
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could use light and sound to shape the
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way they act, think, and feel? No
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recurring group of activities
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immediately preceding the action of the
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light and sound is singled out for
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reinforcement in order to avoid the
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building in of an unwanted form of
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behavior.
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Skinner dreamed of a day when this
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technology would take over the world.
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[Applause]
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Maybe Russia wasn't quite what BF
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Skinner was dreaming of.
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[Music]
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[Music]
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Ivonne is the fake name of a social
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media entrepreneur in St. Petersburg,
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Russia.
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[Music]
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[Music]
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Ivonne's main business is the creation
00:23:02
of Tik Tok content funded by the Russian
00:23:04
government.
00:23:10
[Music]
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He shows us some videos that represent
00:23:16
his work.
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[Music]
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[Music]
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Heat.
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Heat.
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[Music]
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[Music]
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[Music]
00:24:36
World of
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[Music]
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for
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[Music]
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life.
00:25:13
[Music]
00:25:15
Good night. Good night.
00:25:17
[Music]
00:25:52
I feel like I've hit a dead end.
00:25:54
Everyone I've met seems to be perfectly
00:25:56
happy living their lives on the
00:25:58
internet.
00:26:00
Am I all by myself?
00:26:04
I think maybe I need to talk to someone
00:26:06
else.
So, near where I live in
00:26:08
Copenhagen, Denmark, I meet with
00:26:10
therapist Morton Fanger.
00:26:15
He's one of Denmark's leading experts on
00:26:17
how the internet affects our emotions.
00:26:20
He's well known for being passionate and
00:26:22
committed to raising awareness of the
00:26:24
issue.
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Nobody attend the real world anymore.
00:26:28
They prefer this telephone all the time.
00:26:31
They're just like zombies.
00:26:34
What should I do?
00:26:37
Every day, people come in and out of
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Morton's office feeling exactly the same
00:26:41
way I do.
00:26:44
Maybe they're better at talking about
00:26:46
the problems than I am.
00:26:49
So, is it is it okay for it's okay for
00:26:51
us to film or would you rather us like
00:26:53
go outside or
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I'm okay with you staying there.
I can
00:26:57
stay here.
Yeah, sure.
Okay. Okay. And
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then All right.
Yeah.
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You want to Yeah.
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foreign.
00:27:23
Yeah.
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Uh
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[Music]
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this this in in
00:27:54
so like how does it happen like why are
00:27:58
we feeling numb? So you have this
00:28:00
concentrate of the feeling of joy, of
00:28:03
anger, of anxiety. Everything is so
00:28:06
concentrated. The internet creates
00:28:08
feelings for people. So they just have
00:28:11
all the feelings served at to them and
00:28:13
they just have to pick them up and eat
00:28:15
them. And then after a while, they feel
00:28:18
empty again. They don't create the
00:28:20
feelings themselves. They don't know how
00:28:22
to do it. It's the first time in history
00:28:24
they have experts to create feelings. So
00:28:27
you have experts to create feelings on
00:28:29
the internet and that's the new stuff.
00:28:32
You're not accustomed to that.
00:28:36
[Music]
00:28:41
Do you have some sort of like personal
00:28:44
reason for your thoughts on the
00:28:46
internet? the the the job or challenge
00:28:49
for me as a father is every day is a
00:28:51
struggle to keep their attention
00:28:54
by me and getting them connected to me
00:28:58
instead of being connected to the
00:28:59
internet. I feel every day I lose every
00:29:03
day I lose ground to the internet.
00:29:06
So I feel defeated by the internet. They
00:29:09
have taken away my children from me.
00:29:13
They have abducted them or kidnapped
00:29:16
them.
00:29:22
I think I finally feel something.
00:29:26
I feel despair.
00:29:30
But then I realize
00:29:32
this feeling is shared by nearly
00:29:34
everyone I've met.
00:29:38
We're all exhausted.
00:29:40
But what about the people who exhaust
00:29:42
us?
00:29:44
Back in Florida, I ask Andrew what he
00:29:46
thinks the reason behind his trolling
00:29:48
is.
00:29:51
Do you think there's like something
00:29:52
behind the trolling?
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I don't know. It's just maybe part of it
00:30:00
is
00:30:02
things that I don't want to confront
00:30:04
about myself or things that I hate about
00:30:05
myself. I don't know.
That does what?
00:30:10
Uh,
00:30:18
I don't know. It's hard to explain, man.
00:30:20
I mean, there's got to be a reason for
00:30:21
all the trolling, right? Like,
00:30:27
that's the thing, though. It's like I'm
00:30:28
not necessarily like super mean to
00:30:30
anyone.
00:30:40
I mean, I like getting attention. I
00:30:42
guess not as much anymore, care as much
00:30:45
anymore. But
00:30:48
this might be what messing with other
00:30:50
people's emotions does to a person. But
00:30:53
what I'm starting to see is an entire
00:30:56
world that runs on manipulating
00:30:58
emotions.
00:31:04
Sugar treat.
00:31:06
[Music]
00:31:27
Make it
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[Music]
00:31:47
[Music]
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again.
00:32:20
[Music]
00:32:23
Yeah.
00:32:25
I didn't invite you,
00:32:29
Le.
00:32:31
Huh?
00:32:37
[Music]
00:32:46
[Music]
00:32:53
Morton, you've been treating internet
00:32:55
addiction for like 20 years. Is there
00:32:57
like a big thing that you've learned?
00:33:00
Biggest horror for me and my profession
00:33:02
is that when people comes to me to have
00:33:05
my service, they actually prefer to have
00:33:10
the internet instead of being alive.
00:33:12
When they have to do it the feelings
00:33:14
themselves, it's too difficult. It's too
00:33:16
hard for them. So they prefer to stay in
00:33:19
the artificial world with these
00:33:21
artificial feelings making them feel
00:33:24
empty.
00:33:27
People want structure. They want
00:33:29
control. They want a power imbalance.
00:33:32
They don't want to be free. They want
00:33:35
someone to tell them what to do and how
00:33:37
to do it. And in some ways, there's a
00:33:38
liberation in submission.
00:33:41
I see that people prefer to feel
00:33:43
nothing, to be left without feelings,
00:33:46
because it's easier. They don't want to
00:33:48
be in the real world because it's too
00:33:50
flat. It's too ugly. It's too gray.
00:33:55
[Music]
00:33:57
It's a much better life on the internet.
00:34:20
I can remember a time when I felt things
00:34:23
stronger than I do now.
00:34:27
Sometimes when I'm scrolling away on my
00:34:29
bed, I ask myself,
00:34:33
is this just how it's going to be now?
00:34:44
Or is there a way out
00:34:53
back in Copenhagen? I'm trying to digest
00:34:56
what I've seen.
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[Music]
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I decide I want to make something nice
00:35:12
out of everything I've seen.
00:35:16
So, I invite Morton to my editing suite
00:35:18
to get some advice.
00:35:22
Okay. All right. You did all of this,
00:35:25
all these feelings, all these emotions.
00:35:28
I'm fascinated about this. Good movie.
00:35:32
Okay. over there. Propaganda. Tik Tok.
00:35:34
Oh yes. A huge phenomenon. Tik Tok. What
00:35:38
is called in in the Chinese version?
00:35:40
There's another version in Chinese.
00:35:42
Yeah.
00:35:44
Yeah.
00:35:45
[Music]
00:35:47
I don't know what I learned so much
00:35:50
during this. I mean, I
I went out to
00:35:53
find all these people and I guess all I
00:35:56
saw was, you know, that for every
00:35:59
emotion we have
Yeah. There's someone
00:36:02
really good on the internet at
00:36:05
manipulating it.
Yeah. Some some kind of
00:36:08
wizard down out there.
Yeah. There's
00:36:10
like a wizard for every emotion. Yes.
00:36:13
And completely changing the way we feel
00:36:15
it
and overloading us
and warping that
00:36:18
emotion.
Yeah.
I saw that
the the the
00:36:21
crap on our feelings, they control us
00:36:23
completely,
right?
Yeah. And you know,
00:36:27
you don't think it would be like
00:36:31
practically and academically sound for
00:36:35
me to like give this film a happy ending
00:36:38
in some like a hopeful ending in some
00:36:40
way.
00:36:46
Yeah, let me think about it, David. I
00:36:48
think that there are always two
00:36:50
opportunities or two ways to go. The one
00:36:54
way where you change people's
00:36:56
understanding of the world and the other
00:36:58
is where you tell them what to do. So
00:37:01
you can be a prophet saying say no to
00:37:03
the internet because it will harm you.
00:37:06
The other way is that we have a much
00:37:08
better solution. You can have beloved
00:37:09
ones. You can go out and have feelings
00:37:12
right now. Just go out. It's so simple.
00:37:15
It's already the model for a better
00:37:16
world is to be in the real life. It's
00:37:18
already there. It's it's for free. You
00:37:20
just have to be with people you love.
00:37:22
Just do it.
00:37:39
[Music]
00:37:42
I returned to Florida to help Andrew
00:37:45
pack up his house. He's getting ready to
00:37:48
drive to Vermont to move in with a
00:37:50
girlfriend he met on the internet.
00:38:00
[Music]
00:38:08
Comes a point in time where you wake up
00:38:10
next to no one so much that like it's
00:38:14
becomes like the normal. It's
00:38:16
comfortable enough, but
00:38:21
[Music]
00:38:23
she she actually makes me feel like I I
00:38:26
deserve somebody so nice.
00:38:29
The curious thing is that this nice girl
00:38:32
was not just any nice girl. She was a
00:38:35
very specific nice girl.
This guy did
00:38:38
not get enough attention as a child.
00:38:44
[Music]
00:38:57
Hey,
00:39:11
I love you. I love you, too.
00:39:16
Do you see me as like a low down dirty?
00:39:19
No. No. But I see your social media
00:39:23
presence and whatnot as
slime ball cuz I
00:39:26
work at a video store.
Just sort of
00:39:28
irritating at points and it's just like,
00:39:30
come on, man. Just be yourself. Um
00:39:33
because I know that's not who you are.
00:39:37
[Music]
00:39:47
You did it. I'm proud of you.
00:39:51
Just think if this is the hardest thing
00:39:52
that you've had to do in your life.
It's
00:39:54
definitely not
exactly. So, let's keep
00:39:57
going.
Well, usually the hard stuff has
00:39:59
a reason.
The reason for this, you'll
00:40:02
find out.
00:40:09
So close.
00:40:10
I just don't care about it.
Well, what
00:40:13
do you care about? That's something to
00:40:15
explore.
Can I please not do it? I'll do
00:40:17
anything else.
00:40:20
Feeling terrible is like recovering from
00:40:22
surgery. That's feeling terrible.
00:40:24
There's nothing you can do about it. You
00:40:25
can't.
There's something wrong with me.
00:40:26
I'm sick or ill or something, so I can't
00:40:28
do it.
00:40:30
You just You just kind You let your mind
00:40:34
get the best of you. That's fine. I
tell
00:40:36
you, I can't do this. You're I can't do
00:40:38
this. If you just said, "I can do this."
00:40:39
And you just took your time and you
00:40:41
smiled through it, it would be more
00:40:43
enjoyable. It would move quicker.
And
00:40:45
I'm sorry if being like, "Come on, you
00:40:47
can do it. Come on, hurry up, is like
00:40:48
upsetting you, but I just don't know
00:40:50
how."
It's not nothing is upsetting me
00:40:52
besides the fact that I just don't want
00:40:54
to do this anymore. I don't know.
What
00:40:56
if Will you do it for me?
I guess. Yeah.
00:40:59
So, come on. Let's go.
00:41:03
Just a couple
00:41:06
to put on some speed.
00:41:11
Follow my lead.
00:41:14
Oh, how I need
00:41:19
someone
00:41:21
to watch
00:41:25
over me.
00:41:32
Heat.
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[Music]
00:41:46
Heat.
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[Applause]
00:41:48
[Music]
00:42:02
Won't you tell him please to put on some
00:42:07
speed?
00:42:09
Follow my lead.
00:42:12
Oh, how I need
00:42:17
someone to watch
00:42:21
[Music]
00:42:22
over me.
