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hi
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hi
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hi what the heck do I say after dropping
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that kind of freaking announcement on
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you
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hi
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hi hi
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everybody hi how are
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you that also feels like I shouldn't ask
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that i don't know maybe maybe maybe
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maybe you are doing doing all right i
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hope you're doing okay i hope you are
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doing okay
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please
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oh it just it feels awkward okay i don't
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know what to say i've been It's not like
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I've been totally steaming my brains
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trying to think about how I'm like what
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do I say what do What do you say after
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some something like that
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um hi
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okay uh thank you guys for
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your Wait let me wait stop wait stop let
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me gather my thoughts hold on
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um I want to say before before
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everything I want to say uh thank you
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and hello and and
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hi hi
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Mume hi Mume hello hello hello hello
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everybody thank you
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Mume um thank you and speaking of Mume
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Mume and I we're gonna do um we're gonna
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do a room review which should be
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exciting we're going to look at your
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rooms which we we've done before we've
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done this before uh and it was so much
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fun i don't think I've laughed that hard
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on a stream or it was before the stream
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it was before the stream when we were
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setting up for the first room review i
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don't I think it was the bunk was it
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bunk beds somebody What was it we were
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we were going over the images that we
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were gonna share with you guys on stream
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that you know you send in and I remember
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we got on to one somebody's room it was
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either like a dorm room or with a maybe
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somebody had a bunk
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bed um but one of us said something and
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I just I remember I have not laughed
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that
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hard i don't think I've even laughed
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that
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hard ever like in a very long time
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it was so good i don't remember what it
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was it was I don't know one of those
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good ones good ugly laugh laugh so hard
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that it's not comes out kind of thing ew
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boogers but we're going to be doing
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another room
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review i think it's tomorrow i think
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it's tomorrow uh I'll tweet about it
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after this uh
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stream it's It's crazy it's crazy go go
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go go go time now it is it is i I amum
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The roller coaster is at a uh uh direct
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direct downward now for full speed ahead
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so woohoo yay
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um uh um um um I want to say thank you
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guys for
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your
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understanding
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of my
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decision to leave the
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company sorry whiplash going back to the
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other topic now i I I want to talk about
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that i want to say thank you for
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your insane
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support the
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I didn't know what I didn't know what to
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I I didn't I still don't know what to
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say i still don't
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know i It's one of those what me just
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saying thank you doesn't feel like
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enough it's one of It's one of those
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scenarios that is so
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frustrating um but I do I want to say
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thank you i want to thank you so much
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thank you for your for your for your
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love and your all of the all of the even
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more fan arts that you've created since
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then and all of your kind words and
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everything thank you so
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much
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i But I also want to say I am sorry i'm
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sorry cuz I I've seen quite a few people
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feel I think they I'm sure there are
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people that are unhappy with me i mean
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I've seen people that are unhappy with
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me and I'm and
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I'm I'm sorry
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um but I
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hope I How do I say this oh god oh god i
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I All I can say is is
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that Oh
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I I don't know what do you say to that
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i feel like the only thing I can really
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say is
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that optimism for the for the future oh
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god that doesn't that doesn't feel like
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the right thing to
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say all I can say is I'm
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sorry thank you i'm so I'm sorry thank
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you
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let's have fun while we still can
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together as we are here and then
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whatever happens in the future I hope
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I'm sure more fun will happen whether
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it's here at Hol
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live minus one shark or you know
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wherever I whatever I'm doing wherever I
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am doing god knows
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what there's going to be a shark loose
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on the internet everybody run for your
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lives oh uh and the good news the good
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news today is that
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um I I've also
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got an announcement today of a good kind
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it I worded it it's the way I worded it
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makes it sound pretty sad i apologize um
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but it is what it is this is my final
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project here
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um in the company it wasn't supposed to
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be but the way this turned out it'll
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make sense when you know what it is the
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way that this ended up turning
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out
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is beautifully heartbreaking i don't
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know how to explain it
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oh I'm not really sure how to explain it
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but
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it will make sense um and I will
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announce that at approximately the half
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hour mark so if you are if you're not
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wanting to hear me blah blah blah blah
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blah blah blah about whatever then
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that's when and I got I got to figure
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out I got to figure out how to handle it
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too cuz I'm a oneman show right now i'm
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the whole circus here i am the entire
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circus here for you tonight
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um so I apologize for my extra extra
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scatter
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brain it's a bit It's a bit
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much um in the meantime though if you
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want to if there's any if there's any
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questions I can answer I can't answer
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there's going to be quite a few
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questions that I'm sure I cannot answer
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for you um but but thing things
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like I don't know if you have
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anything maybe about I I don't know I
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don't know about that oh wait there's
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one other thing I wanted to mention i I
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want to hopefully I can do this i want
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to put together a compilation of all of
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the random clips that I have on this PC
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that I've collected over the
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years cuz I have so many clips it's like
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my own personal maybe not even a blooper
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reel but like
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unreleased anytime I hit start recording
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or any like anything like that i thought
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it'd be fun to like put that together
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and put it on a put it in a little video
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i don't know how long it'll be or it
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could be really short i was looking
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through it and there's one of all of us
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the myth girls i'll ask them if I can
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put it in and then there's quite a few
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clips of me me starting the stream going
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uh past test past hello audio or
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something like that i don't know just
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something silly silly silly
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yeah something to live to live on the
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channel
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forever yeah
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meow meow
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meow what did I eat today i actually I
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felt really bad today um had a bit of a
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tummy ache all
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day just one of those days the body knew
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the body knew that
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um the body knew that I I was going I
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was going to uh something was coming
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this stream this stream it was probably
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anxiety that's probably what it was
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that's what I'm saying it was anxiety
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anxious tummy no but um I've been eating
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uh candy i'm sure that doesn't help the
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situation of me feeling like utter
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garbage ooh Easter chocolates sure don't
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mind me
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just one of those days hits the guitar
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riff
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exactly exactly
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correct um uh I you know what i'm going
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to be straight up and say that I don't
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know what's going to happen with uh
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member member content on this channel
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i'm going to have to ask you and get
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back to you on that cuz I I don't know i
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don't know what I do
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know is that
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um all of the regular VODs will be
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available on this
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channel
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um but the comments should be shut off
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so all of the comments will
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be
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locked turned
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off no longer accepting
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submissions so they are as they
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are frozen exactly frozen in time they
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will be frozen in time forever
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um that's just due to a uh moderation
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thing frozen and carbonite what is
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carbonite is carbonite one of those
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things that has 20 billion calories the
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thing has more calories than the surface
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of your iPhone or a piece of
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carbonite which one is
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it oh that's uranium oh that's uranium
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uranium has what is it 20 billion per
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lick that's what Han Solo is stuck in oh
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Star
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Wars i've not seen I've only seen I
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think I've only seen one Star Wars i saw
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the first
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one i've only seen the first Star Wars
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please don't be
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mad go no
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yes we're going to miss you i'm I'm
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going to miss you
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too but
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I'm The ocean is big yes i'm
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sure I'm sure we'll cross currents again
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someday it's big we don't know what's
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down there in the ocean we have no idea
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i'm sorry I'm reading what you guys are
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saying um
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How long have I Oh it's for Yeah can I
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answer that i think so
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um how long have I known i about
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leaving um I mentioned it was a long
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time coming which it
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was
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it I don't know if I want to answer that
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i don't know it it's been a It's been a
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long time it's been a very long time
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um
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yeah it's been a very long time and it's
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been it's been
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hard not
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to speak about it i don't know cuz you
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guys would ask me "Hey girl how are
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you?" And it's you know it's okay but in
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the background I
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knew not only did I know about me but I
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knew about you know the others that
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wanted to leave and it was I was just
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like God this is getting really this
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sucks this really sucks having to come
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on here and and say "Everything's fine
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guys it's good." When it was not okay
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everything's okay everything was not
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okay everything it was not It was It It
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sucked
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um but now now I do I have I do I was
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laying in bed the other night with
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this i don't know if it feels right to
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say a sense of peace but it kind of did
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because I it was like okay
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everybody everybody knows now they know
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i don't have
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to I don't have to hide it
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anymore you know like they know they
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know now they they
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know like all of the the weight the
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steam just out of me which it felt very
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nice the weight off my shoulders exactly
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yeah
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a sense of a sense of
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relief that the the ele the elephant in
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the room that only I could see was no
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longer in the
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room
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well
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yeah there's there's so much there's so
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much that I want to do i doubt I'll have
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time to do it all i want to I want to do
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some collabs i've gotten a lot of uh
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messages from other members that I have
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to respond to still
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uh
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there's I don't know i just part of me
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wants to do everything like oh
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everybody's playing Rust now oh no my
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kryptonite my my rust my holo live rust
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oh no but if I start playing Rust I'm
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not going to get anything else done i
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have so much I have to do uh still up
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until up until the
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day I want to return i want to big fish
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wants to return so bad i want to play so
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bad but I just know that I was just I
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just
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I there's collabs I want to do there's
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group events that I want to join i mean
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there's not many I can join it's pretty
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much only a Rust at this point but I
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also don't want to I don't want
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to overwhelm myself so so much because I
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also want
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to take things easy take things slow I
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guess take it take it nice and easy take
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it slow cuz I get I get so overwhelmed
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so easily 128 hour mega stream
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um I don't know if I have the the mental
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fortitude for that
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stamina that would be a lot of I don't
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have to take a lot of breaks how many
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days is 128 hours is that a
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week is that how many hours I have left
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i have 128 hours left your time begins
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now fine 127 hours whatever
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oh cool you have 128 hours and 30
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seconds until I until I
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self-destruct no that's that's messed up
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that's messed up i won't
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self-destruct no
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worries i want to do a karaoke within
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this time i haven't done one in a very
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long time but I would like to do a a
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singing stream i want to bust out the
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ukulele i want to do some of my favorite
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songs ever i have a couple songs that
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I've learned that I want to
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do
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man do I have any immediate plans after
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graduating i'm I'm going
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to I'm going to eat a lot of
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strawberries
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i'm gonna I'm gonna
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Yeah I'm going to cry a lot i've already
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cried a lot but I'm sure I'm going to
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cry a whole lot more
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uh I am going to lean heavily on
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my the the the friends that I've met
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here
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um it'll be really weird to not be able
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to talk to you guys anymore um
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uh
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but am I going to open a bakery finally
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oh I don't
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know i don't know i feel like my product
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wouldn't be good
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enough i don't think my product would be
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very good gardening baking it's true
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it's It's
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spring spring spring spring time for my
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hydrangeas to come back spring spring
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spring am I going to go back to school
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to learn math you know what that
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wouldn't be a bad idea
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that wouldn't be a bad idea girl girl
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goes back to school
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back back to school i just have to
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explain what uh do what I have to
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explain what what I've been
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doing to the school do you have to do
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this oh god I'm
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so a nice little a little a little
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vacation trip would be nice it would be
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nice uh I don't know where I would go
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though i don't know where I would
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go like
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u I don't want to go to a beach vacation
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i don't like the beach necessarily
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you need to find three and four the
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Grand Canyon would be so cool to
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see i've never seen the Grand Canyon it
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would be
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cool come to
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Massachusetts h what's in Massachusetts
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i thought the the Conjuring House was in
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Massachusetts but it turns out it's in
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Rhode
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Island i thought "Oh well okay they can
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have something I guess." Rhode Island
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little Rhode Island it's on like right
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the edge it's on the edge of Rhode
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Island right in Massachusetts they touch
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each other
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correct the conjuring
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house
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see the Alamo the Almo what is
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that what What other things are nice to
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see i want to see some mountains
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show me some some
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[Music]
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mountains volcanoes no thank you oh no
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thank you i'm scared of volcanoes
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volcanoes kind of scare
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me uh Mount St helens oh yeah isn't
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there Wyoming has mountains correct
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i've seen Mount
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Fuji somehow Mount Fuji is cute i don't
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know how they did it but Mount Fuji is
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very
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cute also a lot bigger than I thought or
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bigger than I
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expected fujian girl come to Atlantis oh
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I'm going to
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Atlantis i'm going to Atlantis no
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birthday stream no birthday
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stream no but you can have cake on my
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behalf if you would
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like no birthday stream
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no should I play Minecraft
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i have a really strong I really want to
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play this has nothing to do
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with me graduating but I really want to
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play Mortuary's assistant please don't
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get it twisted like I just want to play
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that game cuz it's it's fun i just want
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to play that maybe I'll squeeze that in
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just cuz I want to do it it feels like
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it's messed up to play it but it there's
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no relation please there's Please
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i just that's I just want to play it a
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scary game cuz that's maybe it's because
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that's what I started
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playing and now I came into this world
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playing scary games i'm going to go out
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playing scary
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games yeah Minecraft could be fun maybe
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I'll do one one Rust
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[Music]
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maybe maybe
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but don't expect it because I will play
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too much and it will I've got too too
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too much to do
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[Music]
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minecraft can we still say chicken
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jockey or is that has that lived it life
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already rust is a dangerous rabbit hole
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i was watching play earlier and the
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sounds took me back i was like
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"Oh and the money I spent on that game
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the little things the marketplace that I
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all the little items that I got for
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my my favorite whole arrest moment that
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I was a part of was the the Pepe i was
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neighbors with uh PCOS and
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B and we could just see each other like
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we ever our house is just loaded in in
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the distance
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so I put up a sign i
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drew i drew a sign and it said
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"Pe." And then she drew a
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sign it was fun i had fun that was
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fun you play Street Fighter i've never
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played Street
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Fighter i have never played Street
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Fighter but yeah
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okay I want to talk about the new the
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new project right right on the dot cuz
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I'm looking at it right now and it's I'm
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going to end up I got to talk about it i
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just got to talk about
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it
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um okay so the the final project
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uh has been a long time it's been
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another thing that I haven't been able
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to speak of uh for a long
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time but it it started
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out it started out as a I mean it still
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is but it started as a
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um I'm going to ask if I can do this i
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doubt it will ever be approved like I
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doubt it will happen but it would be a
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dream come true and then it happened
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and it kind of altered my brain
00:29:15
chemistry in the best way
00:29:17
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00:29:19
possible and got me through a lot
00:29:24
of stuff
00:29:32
so my final
00:29:38
project it is a song it is one song um
00:29:43
but
00:29:44
I
00:29:45
have never put
00:29:51
my I have never put my heart on the
00:29:56
internet like this
00:30:02
if that makes sense i'm not going to cry
00:30:04
it might sound like I'm going to cry but
00:30:06
I'm not going to cry i promise i'm not
00:30:08
going to cry i'm going to get choked up
00:30:09
every now and then but I'm not going to
00:30:11
cry uh so I have I have an original song
00:30:15
coming out in half an
00:30:21
hour and I am incredibly proud of this
00:30:26
project i am
00:30:29
The team involved
00:30:32
uh was is
00:30:35
is and was and will forever be my dream
00:30:40
team everybody involved is a dream come
00:30:43
true to work
00:30:45
with
00:30:52
um I thought about this moment for so
00:30:55
long and now I don't know what to say oh
00:30:58
oh dear help somebody help her somebody
00:31:00
get online and help this
00:31:02
shark nintendo i'm kidding uh
00:31:07
so I had the great honor to
00:31:15
uh work together to create a song with
00:31:18
uh none other than
00:31:22
[Music]
00:31:24
uh Casey Edwards
00:31:28
casey Edwards i wanted to
00:31:34
um Casey
00:31:37
Edwards I Okay wrote "Wait wait wait
00:31:41
wait okay Casey Edwards a lot of you
00:31:45
probably know that name from uh working
00:31:49
on the Devil May Cry uh game soundtrack
00:31:53
Devil May Cry 5 Bury the Light
00:31:58
yeah devil trigger
00:32:03
stop
00:32:07
um
00:32:10
I wanted to reach out and say like this
00:32:14
would be really
00:32:16
cool is this
00:32:18
possible not expecting it ever to happen
00:32:21
but it did and I I it's I I
00:32:27
[Music]
00:32:36
uh I will I will return to this in a
00:32:38
moment but I also wanted to
00:32:40
say that it's a fully
00:32:45
animated music video as well animated
00:32:50
by none other Then another name you may
00:32:55
recognize especially if you are a Holo
00:32:57
Life fan um the the video the music
00:33:01
video is fully
00:33:02
animated by Ma
00:33:05
Ma
00:33:08
who is a
00:33:12
powerhouse ma animated the myth Bad End
00:33:19
yeah this is my dream team i'm so I'm so
00:33:23
I am so happy i'm so
00:33:29
happy yes Ma and his very small team
00:33:32
fully animated this music video uh and
00:33:36
it is I it is I just I I
00:33:42
I And now that you know I'm going to go
00:33:45
ahead and should I I don't even know if
00:33:48
I should premiere it i think I'm just
00:33:49
going to schedule
00:33:56
it yes i hope you guys are excited i'm
00:33:59
so happy that you finally can know about
00:34:01
this i'm so
00:34:08
It's very so
00:34:12
[Music]
00:34:19
so how long has this been
00:34:22
cooking over a year over a year maybe a
00:34:27
year and a half or maybe two i'm not
00:34:30
sure it's been a very long time
00:34:32
incredibly long time uh I
00:34:36
think yeah it's been a long time but you
00:34:39
know what do you know
00:34:42
what good things come good things happen
00:34:45
if we are
00:34:50
patient good things
00:34:54
come oh god I should have scheduled this
00:34:57
beforehand i don't know how to do this
00:34:58
now
00:35:06
[Music]
00:35:14
bum bum bum bum bum bum bum
00:35:30
don't you mean every good thing comes to
00:35:31
an
00:35:32
end well that's one way to put it but
00:35:36
then I can also hit you with the when
00:35:39
one good thing comes to an end another
00:35:40
good thing will start what is it when
00:35:42
one door closes another door opens good
00:35:45
things come to an end but that doesn't
00:35:47
mean that good things come to an end
00:35:49
forever you
00:35:55
know the world is vast there are always
00:35:58
good things going on somewhere in the
00:36:00
world always
00:36:03
always always always i should have done
00:36:06
this
00:36:11
before you know what maybe I'll just
00:36:13
make it public now i don't I don't want
00:36:16
to I don't want to deal with this set as
00:36:20
premiere do this do
00:36:24
that
00:36:27
public post it jarvis post the
00:36:36
video do it live i'll probably just do a
00:36:38
live and then I will send you guys over
00:36:42
there when the time when the time has
00:36:45
come when the time is the
00:36:48
time ah oh I can show you a still wait
00:36:51
that's what I can
00:36:57
do check this out here's a little teaser
00:37:00
to wet your
00:37:03
whistle here's a little teaser
00:37:06
this might be massive i don't really
00:37:12
know
00:37:15
spoiler spoiler
00:37:21
garura yes
00:37:23
[Music]
00:37:27
um
00:37:29
but this is a very
00:37:33
emotional piece
00:37:36
for for
00:37:37
me um
00:37:43
um this
00:37:44
[Music]
00:37:48
song
00:37:50
I How do I say this
00:37:54
i It makes me ugly
00:37:57
cry oh this song makes me cry
00:38:01
um it
00:38:06
does it's not necessarily sad did I say
00:38:10
it was sad i don't think it's sad it's
00:38:14
just it's it's the whole sandwich that
00:38:18
the song is it's the the story that it
00:38:20
tells the people that worked on
00:38:23
it and the fact that it's now
00:38:27
like the
00:38:30
the final
00:38:33
thing my final project is a project with
00:38:36
Casey Edwards and Moss are you kidding
00:38:38
me
00:38:41
dude you know what I mean
00:38:51
working with Casey was awesome it was so
00:38:55
It was so
00:38:57
awesome
00:38:58
he listened to my
00:39:02
story
00:39:09
listen he listened to everything I had
00:39:11
to say
00:39:17
quick little trauma dumping in the
00:39:20
Discord um in the meetings trauma dump
00:39:23
meetings
00:39:25
um and he took everything that I said
00:39:30
and and turned it
00:39:36
into turn turned it into a piece of
00:39:42
music that is so meaningful to me
00:39:48
uh and so powerful
00:39:50
that I
00:40:00
[Music]
00:40:03
I can't really
00:40:05
think of a better person to have to have
00:40:09
done to to like I can't think of I I
00:40:12
just
00:40:13
I'm I'm a bit speechless I guess is what
00:40:16
I can say
00:40:18
uh Casey took
00:40:23
the the storm that was in my head and in
00:40:27
my
00:40:33
heart yeah and just turned it
00:40:36
[Music]
00:40:38
into a a piece of music
00:40:40
[Music]
00:40:42
that I will cherish for the very rest of
00:40:47
my life
00:41:01
yeah this song was very hard to
00:41:08
sing an extreme emotional battle with
00:41:14
myself every time every time that every
00:41:18
time it came time to work on the song
00:41:20
whether you know vocals or uh meetings
00:41:25
about lyrics or or anything like that I
00:41:29
had to like prepare myself mentally
00:41:31
because I was like "Okay I'm going to
00:41:35
cry i'm going to cry in front of staff
00:41:39
members and
00:41:44
also somebody who I think is really cool
00:41:47
which is really embarrassing but here we
00:41:50
go
00:41:50
[Music]
00:41:52
haha it's in English this is an English
00:41:59
song
00:42:00
uh yeah written and produced by Casey
00:42:04
Edwards
00:42:12
this song is a piece of my soul that I
00:42:14
get to leave with all of you forever
00:42:16
thanks to
00:42:19
Casey and Ma of course Ma and his
00:42:26
team they are
00:42:29
both masters of their craft and I am
00:42:33
just
00:42:39
speechless yeah
00:42:53
um it's also thanks to you all of you
00:42:57
because I wouldn't have been able to do
00:43:00
any of
00:43:02
this ever if it weren't
00:43:05
for each and every one of you
00:43:09
so again thank you
00:43:12
so much for
00:43:18
for
00:43:19
everything for everything thank you
00:43:21
thank you always thank you forever thank
00:43:35
you yeah
00:43:49
[Music]
00:43:52
i don't know what else to
00:43:55
say it's that peace again here it comes
00:43:58
the the Zen moment they know they know
00:44:01
now they know they know about the They
00:44:04
know about the the project they
00:44:06
know Oh I should tell you the name oh my
00:44:09
god okay
00:44:12
before I send you over before I upload
00:44:14
it and send it over uh send you over to
00:44:17
it uh I want to say uh the same the song
00:44:21
I am the fish that is approaching nope
00:44:24
uh it's it's it's called Ash
00:44:28
again yeah
00:44:38
and I feel like now I just I just want
00:44:40
you to go listen to
00:44:44
it okay I'm going to upload it right
00:44:49
here right
00:44:51
now right here right
00:44:54
now well it's been a while since I did
00:44:56
this well how do I do this
00:44:58
again girl blink twice if you need
00:45:01
help of course the it doesn't it doesn't
00:45:06
it's not hopefully it did but it didn't
00:45:07
oh is it it did
00:45:09
okay public
00:45:18
publish wait i don't have time to go
00:45:20
back and relook at everything and make
00:45:22
sure everything is perfect and not you
00:45:24
know
00:45:25
ah okay
00:45:44
oh boy
00:45:47
okay
00:45:49
um let me just fix one more thing
00:46:02
it should be up
00:46:04
now go ahead and if you would like give
00:46:07
it a watch or I will end the stream and
00:46:10
I
00:46:11
will send you guys over to it right meow
00:46:17
right right
00:46:20
meow right meow
00:46:26
wait can I not do that it's alive i
00:46:29
can't never mind can't do it can you
00:46:32
redirect to a to a video maybe you can't
00:46:35
do that maybe that's why I should have
00:46:38
done it oh well I don't think you
00:46:42
can okay I'll just post it here for you
00:46:44
guys here you go i'm going to make a
00:46:46
tweet about
00:46:47
it nah it's it's I didn't do a premiere
00:46:50
i didn't want to deal with that ah no no
00:46:55
don't want to
00:46:57
deal it's up it's up please go and enjoy
00:47:00
thank you thank you guys please
00:47:03
[Music]
00:47:05
enjoy holy moly that disappeared so
00:47:12
fast thank you so much for your support
00:47:14
i hope you enjoyed uh the song i'm sure
00:47:18
I will I will think I will come back
00:47:21
here and I will talk about it again in
00:47:23
more detail when I've gathered my
00:47:24
thoughts and I'm not going 100 miles an
00:47:27
hour in my head i'm sorry this stream
00:47:29
was so short but I can't form I can't
00:47:31
form a coherent thought right now um
00:47:33
please go
00:47:37
enjoy thank you again so much for your
00:47:41
for your support
00:47:43
um holy moly that is a fast chat
00:47:47
thank you guys i mean I I'll be I'll be
00:47:50
back you'll see me so soon don't worry
00:47:52
please don't worry don't worry i'll be
00:47:54
back thank you so much i'm a mess i I'm
00:47:56
sorry i I go
00:47:59
okay thank you guys so much and enjoy
00:48:02
and and have a nice and a good end all
00:48:04
and Okay thank you so much i
00:48:10
I Okay okay i'll see you in a bit i'll
00:48:14
see you i'll see you i'll see you
00:48:18
bye-bye bye-bye enjoy enjoy
00:48:36
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