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- [WOMAN] ARE YOU FOR REAL?
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- WHAT DO YOU MEAN?
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- I DON'T KNOW, I JUST FEEL LIKE
MAYBE I MADE YOU UP
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♪♪♪
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♪ I WALKED THROUGH THE DOOR
WITH YOU ♪
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♪ THE AIR WAS COLD ♪
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♪ BUT SOMETHIN' BOUT IT
FELT LIKE HOME SOMEHOW ♪
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♪ AND I LEFT MY SCARF THERE
AT YOUR SISTER'S HOUSE ♪
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♪ AND YOU'VE STILL GOT IT
IN YOUR DRAWER EVEN NOW ♪
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[LEAVES RUSTLING]
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♪♪♪
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♪ OH YOUR SWEET DISPOSITION,
AND MY WIDE EYED GAZE ♪
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♪ WE'RE SINGING IN THE CAR
GETTING LOST UPSTATE ♪
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♪ AUTUMN LEAVES FALLING DOWN
LIKE PIECES INTO PLACE ♪
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♪ AND I CAN PICTURE IT
AFTER ALL THESE DAYS ♪
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♪ AND I KNOW IT'S LONG GONE AND
THAT MAGIC'S NOT HERE NO MORE ♪
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♪ AND I MIGHT BE OK
BUT I'M NOT FINE AT ALL ♪
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♪ CAUSE THERE WE ARE AGAIN
ON THAT ♪
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♪ LITTLE TOWN STREET ♪
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♪ YOU ALMOST RAN THE RED ♪
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♪ CAUSE YOU WERE LOOKING OVER
AT ME ♪
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♪ WIND IN MY HAIR, I WAS THERE ♪
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♪ I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL ♪
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♪♪♪
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♪ PHOTO ALBUM ON THE COUNTER ♪
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♪ YOUR CHEEKS WERE TURNING RED ♪
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♪ YOU USED TO BE A LITTLE KID
WITH GLASSES ♪
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♪ IN A TWIN-SIZED BED ♪
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♪ AND YOUR MOTHER'S TELLING
STORIES 'BOUT YOU
ON THE TEE BALL TEAM ♪
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♪ YOU TAUGHT ME 'BOUT
YOUR PAST ♪
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♪ THINKIN' YOUR FUTURE WAS ME ♪
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♪ AND YOU WERE TOSSING ME
THE CAR KEYS ♪
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♪ 'FUCK THE PATRIARCHY' KEYCHAIN
ON THE GROUND ♪
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♪ WE WERE ALWAYS SKIPPING TOWN ♪
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♪ AND I WAS THINKING
ON THE DRIVE DOWN ♪
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♪ ANY TIME NOW,
HE'S GONNA SAY IT'S LOVE ♪
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♪ YOU NEVER CALLED IT
WHAT IT WAS ♪
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♪ TIL WE WERE DEAD
AND GONE AND BURIED ♪
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♪ CHECK THE PULSE
AND COME BACK ♪
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♪ SWEARING IT'S THE SAME, AFTER
THREE MONTHS IN THE GRAVE ♪
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♪ AND THEN YOU WONDERED
WHERE IT WENT TO ♪
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♪ AS I REACHED FOR YOU BUT ♪
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♪ ALL I FELT WAS SHAME ♪
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♪ AND YOU HELD
MY LIFELESS FRAME ♪
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[WATER RUNNING IN THE SINK]
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[DISHES CLINK]
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- [MAN] WHY ARE YOU
SO PISSED OFF?
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- I'M NOT PISSED OFF,
WHO SAID I WAS PISSED OFF?
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- CAUSE YOU'RE ACTING PISSED OFF
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[WATER RUNNING IN THE SINK]
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- [MAN] IT'S RIDICULOUS
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[WATER RUNNING IN THE SINK]
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- [MAN] THESE ARE MY FRIENDS
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AND THEY WERE SUPER
FUCKING NICE TO YOU, TOO
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- WELL I LIKED YOUR FRIENDS,
I NEVER SAID I DIDN'T LIKE
YOUR FRIENDS
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- WHY WERE YOU BEING
- I DIDN'T LIKE THE WAY
YOU ACTED AROUND THEM
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- YOU WERE BEING WEIRD
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AND QUIET THE ENTIRE TIME!
- I WAS NOT BEING WEIRD
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- YES YOU WERE!
- BECAUSE YOU WOULDN'T
LOOK AT ME!
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- OH, COME ON
- YOU COULD ASK ME
ONE THING THE ENTIRE NIGHT
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- SUCH BULLSHIT.
THAT'S SUCH BULLSHIT
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- YOU DROPPED MY FUCKING HAND!
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED
TO DO WITH THAT?
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- I DIDN'T EVEN FUCKING
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NOTICE WHAT ARE YOU TALKING
ABOUT I 'DROPPED YOUR HAND'?
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- I DON'T KNOW ANY OF THESE
PEOPLE, THEY'RE ALL STRANGERS
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THEY'RE ALL OLDER THAN ME
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- BUT LIKE,
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
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- I FEEL SO OUT OF PLACE,
YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE THAT
MAKES PEOPLE COMFORTABLE
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- YOU'RE MAKING THIS ABOUT YOU
- THEY WON'T EVEN LOOK AT ME
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- I'M CATCHING UP WITH FRIENDS,
YOU'RE LITERALLY SAYING
I DROPPED YOUR HAND LIKE WHAT
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I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER THE
MOMENT THAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT
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HOW CAN YOU BE, LIKE
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ATTACKING ME ABOUT SOMETHING
THAT I DON'T EVEN
LIKE FUCKING KNOW
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I WAS DOING IT SUBCONSCIOUSLY,
I WAS CATCHING UP WITH PEOPLE
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- DON'T, YOU'RE MAKING ME
FEEL FUCKING STUPID
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- HOLY SHIT
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I DON'T THINK I'M MAKING YOU
FEEL THAT WAY
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I THINK YOU'RE MAKING YOURSELF
FEEL THAT WAY
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LITERALLY A MOMENT THAT I DON'T
EVEN FUCKIN' REMEMBER
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THAT YOU'RE LIKE FUCKIN' LIKE
HOLDING ME HOSTAGE OVER.
IT'S INSANE
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IT'S FUCKING CRAZY
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THESE ARE PEOPLE
I HAVEN'T SEEN IN LIKE TEN YEARS
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AND YOU JUST SIT THERE
THE ENTIRE FUCKING TIME
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IT WAS FUN.
I ACTUALLY HAD FUCKIN' BLAST
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NOW, NOW THIS IS THE NIGHT.
NOW WE'RE DOING THIS
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AWESOME, SO FUCKIN' AWESOME
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- YOU JUST TREATED
ME DIFFERENTLY
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- WHAT DO YOU MEAN
I TREATED YOU DIFFERENTLY?
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- YOU DIDN'T EVEN LOOK
AT ME ONCE!
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- WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT
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I 'DIDN'T EVEN LOOK AT YOU'?
- LISTEN TO ME!
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- I'M CATCHING UP
WITH MY FRIENDS!
- NO NO NO, NO TRUST ME
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THEY WERE ENTHRALLED BY YOU,
OF COURSE, OF COURSE
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- I'M SO, YOU'RE LITERALLY
MAKING THE ENTIRE NIGHT
ABOUT YOU
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- NO, YOU'RE THE PERFECT
PERSON. YOU DIDN'T EVEN
LOOK AT ME!
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- HOLY SHIT. HOLY SHIT.
I CAN'T. I CAN'T
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IT'S SO, IT'S FUCKING SELFISH.
IT'S LITERALLY LIKE
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IT'S SO CRAZY,
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YOU'RE MAKING IT ABOUT YOU
- OH, SO I'M SELFISH NOW
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- YES!
- I'M SELFISH NOW
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- YOU'RE MAKING IT ABOUT YOUR,
YOU'RE ACTING SELF...
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I'M SAYING YOU'RE ACTING
SELFISH, ABSOLUTELY
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RIGHT NOW THAT'S EXACTLY
WHAT'S HAPPENING
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DON'T FUCKING LOOK AT ME
LIKE THAT, THAT'S SO FUCKED UP
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HEY, HEY. HEY, HEY, HEY
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COME ON, COME ON, COME ON
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I DON'T WANT TO FIGHT.
I DON'T WANT TO FIGHT
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[WOMAN SNIFFLES]
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- COME ON
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I'M SORRY. I'M SORRY
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I'M SORRY. I'M SORRY
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I'M SORRY
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[WOMAN LAUGHS]
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I'M SORRY I DROPPED YOUR HAND
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[MAN KISSES HER HEAD]
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- COME ON. COME ON. COME ON
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- NO, I'M EMBARRASSED.
- COME ON. COME ON. COME ON.
COME ON. COME ON. COME ON
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COME ON. COME ON
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- [KISSES] I'M SORRY
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♪ AND I KNOW
IT'S LONG GONE AND ♪
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♪ THERE WAS NOTHING ELSE
I COULD DO ♪
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♪ AND I FORGET ABOUT YOU
LONG ENOUGH ♪
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♪ TO FORGET WHY I NEEDED TO ♪
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♪ CAUSE THERE WE ARE AGAIN
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT ♪
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♪ WE'RE DANCIN' ROUND THE
KITCHEN IN THE
REFRIGERATOR LIGHT ♪
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♪ DOWN THE STAIRS, I WAS THERE ♪
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♪ I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL ♪
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♪ AND THERE WE ARE AGAIN ♪
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♪ WHEN NOBODY HAD TO KNOW ♪
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♪ YOU KEPT ME LIKE A SECRET ♪
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♪ BUT I KEPT YOU LIKE AN OATH ♪
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♪ SACRED PRAYER AND WE'D SWEAR ♪
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♪ TO REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL ♪
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♪♪♪
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♪ WELL MAYBE WE GOT LOST
IN TRANSLATION ♪
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♪ MAYBE I ASKED FOR TOO MUCH ♪
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♪ BUT MAYBE THIS THING
WAS A MASTERPIECE ♪
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♪ TIL YOU TORE IT ALL UP ♪
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♪ RUNNING SCARED, I WAS THERE ♪
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♪ I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL ♪
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♪ AND YOU CALL ME UP AGAIN ♪
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♪ JUST TO BREAK ME
LIKE A PROMISE ♪
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♪ SO CASUALLY CRUEL
IN THE NAME OF BEING HONEST ♪
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♪ I'M A CRUMPLED UP
PIECE OF PAPER LYING HERE ♪
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♪ CAUSE I REMEMBER IT ALL,
ALL, ALL ♪
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♪ THEY SAY
ALL'S WELL THAT ENDS WELL ♪
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♪ BUT I'M IN A NEW HELL
EVERY TIME ♪
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♪ YOU DOUBLE-CROSS MY MIND ♪
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♪ YOU SAID IF WE HAD BEEN
CLOSER IN AGE ♪
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♪ MAYBE IT WOULD
HAVE BEEN FINE ♪
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♪ AND THAT MADE ME WANT TO DIE ♪
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♪ THE IDEA YOU HAD OF ME ♪
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♪ WHO WAS SHE? ♪
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♪ A NEVER-NEEDY,
EVER LOVELY JEWEL ♪
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♪ WHOSE SHINE REFLECTS ON YOU ♪
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♪ NOT WEEPING
IN A PARTY BATHROOM ♪
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♪ SOME ACTRESS ASKING ME
WHAT HAPPENED ♪
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♪ YOU ♪
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♪ THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED: YOU ♪
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♪ YOU, WHO CHARMED MY DAD
WITH SELF-EFFACING JOKES ♪
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♪ SIPPING COFFEE LIKE YOU WERE
ON A LATE NIGHT SHOW ♪
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♪ BUT THEN HE WATCHED ME WATCH
THE FRONT DOOR ALL NIGHT,
WILLING YOU TO COME ♪
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♪ AND HE SAID, "IT'S SUPPOSED
TO BE FUN TURNING 21" ♪
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[FRIENDS CLAPPING]
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♪♪♪
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♪ TIME WON'T FLY ♪
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♪ IT'S LIKE
I'M PARALYZED BY IT ♪
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♪ I'D LIKE TO BE
MY OLD SELF AGAIN ♪
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♪ BUT I'M STILL
TRYING TO FIND IT ♪
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♪ AFTER PLAID SHIRT DAYS ♪
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♪ AND NIGHTS WHEN YOU MADE ME
YOUR OWN ♪
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♪ NOW YOU MAIL BACK MY THINGS ♪
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♪ AND I WALK HOME ALONE ♪
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♪ BUT YOU KEEP MY OLD SCARF ♪
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♪ FROM THAT VERY FIRST WEEK ♪
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♪ CAUSE IT REMINDS YOU
OF INNOCENCE,
AND IT SMELLS LIKE ME ♪
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♪ YOU CAN'T GET RID OF IT ♪
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♪ CAUSE YOU REMEMBER IT
ALL TOO WELL ♪
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♪ CAUSE THERE WE ARE AGAIN
WHEN I LOVED YOU SO ♪
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♪ BACK BEFORE YOU LOST
THE ONE REAL THING ♪
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♪ YOU'VE EVER KNOWN ♪
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♪ IT WAS RARE, I WAS THERE ♪
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♪ I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL ♪
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♪ WIND IN MY HAIR,
YOU WERE THERE ♪
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♪ YOU REMEMBER IT ALL ♪
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♪ DOWN THE STAIRS,
YOU WERE THERE ♪
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♪ YOU REMEMBER IT ALL ♪
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♪ IT WAS RARE, I WAS THERE ♪
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♪ I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL ♪
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♪ AND I WAS NEVER GOOD
AT TELLING JOKES ♪
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♪ BUT THE PUNCHLINE GOES: ♪
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♪ "I'LL GET OLDER,
BUT YOUR LOVERS STAY MY AGE" ♪
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♪ FROM WHEN YOUR BROOKLYN
BROKE MY SKIN AND BONES ♪
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♪ I'M A SOLDIER WHO'S RETURNING
HALF HER WEIGHT ♪
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♪ AND DID THE TWIN FLAME
BRUISE PAINT YOU BLUE? ♪
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♪ JUST BETWEEN US, DID THE
LOVE AFFAIR MAIM YOU TOO? ♪
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♪ CAUSE IN THIS CITY'S
BARREN COLD ♪
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♪ I STILL REMEMBER
THE FIRST FALL OF SNOW ♪
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♪ AND HOW IT GLISTENED
AS IT FELL ♪
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♪ I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL ♪
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♪ JUST BETWEEN US
DID THE LOVE AFFAIR MAIM YOU ♪
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♪ ALL TOO WELL ♪
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♪ JUST BETWEEN US,
DO YOU REMEMBER IT ♪
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♪ ALL TOO WELL ♪
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♪ JUST BETWEEN US,
I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL ♪
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♪ WIND IN MY HAIR I WAS THERE,
I WAS THERE ♪
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♪ DOWN THE STAIRS, I WAS THERE,
I WAS THERE ♪
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♪ SACRED PRAYER I WAS THERE,
I WAS THERE ♪
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♪ IT WAS RARE, YOU REMEMBER IT ♪
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♪ ALL TOO WELL ♪
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♪ WIND IN MY HAIR I WAS THERE,
I WAS THERE ♪
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♪ DOWN THE STAIRS, I WAS THERE,
I WAS THERE ♪
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♪ SACRED PRAYER I WAS THERE,
I WAS THERE ♪
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♪ IT WAS RARE, YOU REMEMBER IT ♪
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♪ ALL TOO WELL ♪
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♪ WIND IN MY HAIR I WAS THERE,
I WAS THERE ♪
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♪ DOWN THE STAIRS, I WAS THERE,
I WAS THERE ♪
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♪ SACRED PRAYER I WAS THERE,
I WAS THERE ♪
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♪ IT WAS RARE, YOU REMEMBER IT ♪
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[WIND BLOWING]
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[MUSIC FADES OUT]
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[WIND BLOWING]
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[TYPEWRITER TYPING]
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[BELL DINGS]