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really grow long I was born in Hollywood
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and I was raised up in thank leaky right
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because I mean San Bernardino Mountains
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I don't remember most of it because I
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was torturing myself invited oh why did
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you were tortured and molested from a
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very young age up to about 16 so my
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father stepfather any separately of
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course yeah separately all different
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kind of it you know my stepfather he
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used to do things and it put me in the
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trunk of a car too scary or and for me
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up in a sofa bed so that just to
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terrified me so I wouldn't say anything
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and I didn't remember what my father did
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I always put I put all of those on to my
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grounds and my stepfather everything was
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on my stepfather until I got older and
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and I started to to come to the
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realization there there was there was oh
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yeah you know and they gonna I had
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really bad PTSD do the effects my
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stepfather so they were doing this like
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little study I'm here whatever and they
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found that this they would you know take
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me back to to those times and finally
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one of the psychiatrist says enough is
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enough so we get her back there then
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what then what then she's just rehashing
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it reliving it and then we sent her on
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home and we go to dinner and have some
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drinks at the bar and she's a mess so he
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said why we do is I want you to sit down
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and I want you to to imagine that those
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people that did those horrible things to
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you we're now in the same situation you
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were with them something horrible was
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happening to them and their children
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because you see nobody just wakes up and
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says they're gonna torture molest
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children some kind of strange mental
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twist happens to them and from that
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point forward they start to have this
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need to do these days they're there
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so I imagine there's little kids things
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happening to them and I was able to like
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they go on the Adrian because only I
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suffered from hey did you know what's
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going on their leg off on their life
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ever
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oh I was right graduated from sixteen
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sixteen you to move to the big scene
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right so I just I left you know my left
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and hit the streets is like so after
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that I got a dad's died of those dead
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John those type of dance clubs dining
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eyes closed and stripping and stuff like
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that and I started dealing and a bigger
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deal bigger connection so I semi tell me
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that did actually mother was at
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Alexandria Hotel downtown and I can get
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a big connection there so back in the
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day everybody was kind of thinking so I
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went out of this hotel they run in the
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room and meeting and getting involved
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with it make some money aside well you
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clearly
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yeah ah the girls in the dance club
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oh and you're using crack-cocaine yeah
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that's my medication yeah I had a
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psychiatrist tell me one time if I keep
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prescribed you crack I would do that can
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you see this just to work for me
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you everybody else who smokes it it's
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kind of tweaking and and skinny and when
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I smoke I've called it and you do for
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money you examination done they tricks
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my body you've had some experiences yeah
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if should I break for stereo cameras
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you survived for certain things
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yeah but some people first I understand
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this they're not far and few between
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serial killers are not far in future
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there's thousands of them thousands of
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them right here right now in Los Angeles
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yeah and they come to this neighborhood
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because the girls are dispensable they
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feel right and hey and the thing is just
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that I know that when someone picks me
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up to do something foul
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they've done it many times before
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because I would not be my first choice
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and trying to do something like that I
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get some key frail timid timid little
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girl I wouldn't get one that I thought I
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could fight me back and so laggy scared
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my brain goes fight fight fight fight
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fight because yourself do it if you bite
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scratch kid you know whatever gouge out
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eyes spread by the throat or anything I
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said people when they get scared please
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okay yeah I I was actually in the hotel
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over by Alvarado area and was a customer
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and I check out for you'll get some
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crack and on my way back his man stops
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me in this gold Honda he was he was jet
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it was Korean but he was like 62 or 63
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he was not stocky but really
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athletically claimed he was really cut
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it's very usual for a Korean person
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video he would like you to college
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student at college we will be treating
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training in you know so he pulled up and
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he asked me if I could I'm head for $80
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in he has me they look like here well
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they this customer he's got money like
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the hotel but I couldn't pass up the
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chats for just an extra $80 so I get in
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the car and he drives me parks the car
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I went to go down to give him head I was
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enlightening fill up my eyes which is
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like and I sat up and my head was
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spinning as Sams he was bothering me in
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the back of my head I have each bag lady
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Samantha oh there was something there
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and I pulled it out and it was a club a
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hammer that it's done give me back my
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head sure there's a club heart and she
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stuck in the back of my head and I sat
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up and I would say that I had this
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hammer in my attic within within moments
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the entire car was saturated with blood
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we were slipping and sliding us but I
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wanted to put the hammer down to fight
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it but I was afraid he'd pick it up
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start hitting me with it so I'm hitting
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with his hammer and and he's fighting me
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and all of a sudden he said he says to
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be a get on a car and they didn't even
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dawn on me before that point no I had I
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was in joy yet it was in shock I had a
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head trauma so but my thinking was no
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I'm gonna die to make sure you know you
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go with me and then I thought well maybe
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I'm not gonna die maybe it's like yeah
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there's car before I pass out I can live
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I don't do that so I should sue canoes
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have salmon I'll open my door open my
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door so your bleens I wouldn't opens my
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door and I fall out and I started
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screaming help me help me the buildings
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on my home fire and my babies in there
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you know because if you just say help
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lever yep but the building they might
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might be there buildings on fire I'm
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saying so so I stumbled out to the
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street and I was covered in blood from
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head to toe just sobbing with life and
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attached to go turning right and I
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hailed this taxi and he says to me oh oh
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no you can't you know you get a car you
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get a car
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I call it fees where you give me a head
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and I thought I just remembered I had a
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boot knife in my boot at that moment and
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so I pulled this knife out and stick it
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in the store to just indigenous oh look
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I said listen this is how it's gonna go
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and I reached and I took that when I was
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I threw it in this seat and I said
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you're gonna drive me about five blocks
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from here
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and you're going to not say a word to
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make me lose my faith in humanity any
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further because if you do I'll just push
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in with a prettier throat and worry
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about how to get the car over later
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I'm sure he's finally drove me over and
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dropped me off and I got out I went to
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this hotel and when I went in with my
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customers saying was it a pepper class
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kind of an individual says she's with
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hospital all right yeah and I mix you
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know I wake up my country and I'm in
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this bed and he's taking everything
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except for some dope I didn't and I took
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me 45 minutes in the shower to get this
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pillow it's time for my head because it
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was stuck in the hole
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okay sir no the pillow the pillow then
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that the whole pill of it
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your when I accepted the blood dried it
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was you know I'm saying it and I could
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just pull it because you know I'm a much
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quite sure what's hail what's going on
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so so I kind of shy of a forty-five
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minutes did I get to be a pillow it
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stuck my head and
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you just put a little hat on I think
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myself as cute as possible and angle at
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work I had you out to worry because he
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was now checkout time
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checkout time 45 minutes prior to that
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sure
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[Music]
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well I can't do it without my need one
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I'm sorry I couldn't do that with
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everybody right absolutely
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so I'm Mike waters by Alvarado and I'm
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the Stampede champ yeah I get the car
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and he pays me and I go to give him yet
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except for this time
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very gently he went to touch the top of
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my head and blood just all down my face
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in his crotch him and he was screaming I
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have a theory and yeah I gotta clean
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myself up
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so I yeah the car I apologize this man
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doesn't keep the money he money go yeah
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I gave him an I went like I clean myself
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up a fire hydrant so I give me dollars
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and I think I clean myself up and I go
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back out because now I have to wear some
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water so jackets buy some more clothes
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and I saw a post and so this a homicide
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detective comes driving down the street
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and he pulls up and he says you know you
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need to be really careful there's a man
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out here killing him I go really does he
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use a hammer and he's faced to regret
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and he said what do you know about man
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attacking one with a hammer and I turn
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around like she's a little half of my
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head I said because he hit me with her
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and he says can you identify him I go
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I've got his fingerprints would you like
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the hammer he had wrapped it with gauze
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and in the struggle of all the weapons
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you kind of slid off and so his
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fingerprints were really so I gave that
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and then I put me in the car and took me
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to the to the hospital drop me off
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and the doctors said that I was really
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really lucky the only reason I survived
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with that confession was the hole in my
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head released the pressure right I would
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say we think for that
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oh yeah they got an editing a pantsuit
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he had driver's license but I didn't
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have to
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everybody testified any of them because
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like with him there was so much there he
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gave up the location they're like 14 my
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body's so that they would take venue of
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12 to take the death penalty after table
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setting him like six thousand years
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place for another so he'll never get out
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there and the thing is I just had to
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keep going on you know people go you
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didn't just okay a hole in my head now I
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like you just lay down and I mean oh I
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have to just keep going I have to
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persevere somehow I have to get forward
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and that's right I had another one that
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was in Chinatown Michelle Rainey a man
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pick me up pick me up and he was a
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manager of an apartment building on
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Orange Street in Chinatown and I said
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that was kind of strange I think you
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know but shall we go into this apartment
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building and it's about eight o'clock
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the morning and we go up there and I
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walk in the door every inch of the walls
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he's covered in pictures of him and his
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family and military gear you know in El
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Salvador
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you know Bennie Bennie pictures and you
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know just all these different places
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this is our new house and and so I said
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okay so um he and she hands me a beer
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and I go oh okay but I need my money
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please he goes oh your money oh no you
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get no money I mean
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your life and your [ __ ] know you've
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many a [ __ ] and your life I went like
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this so I start screaming right cuz he
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hits me the head with a bottle so I
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start screaming I'm gonna die
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everybody's gonna hear me die
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so I'm screaming that people that beat
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on the door like and he goes you can
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scream all you want
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I killed him all here nobody will help
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you and my favorite he said you can
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scream all you want
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I killed them all here nobody's going to
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help you
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it might vary much and I just started
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fighting right and I was on the he he
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tackled me now this is a kind of a
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squatty Stuckey kind of guy really
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strong now he's he's got me on my back
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okay and between a dresser and a bed and
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I'm like a snow angel look I'm doing
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this anything you'd get my hands on I'm
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hitting with it and finally I got my
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hands and he's got he's got his thumb by
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my there accessible Mohammed are you
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joking me out and so I finally get a
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hold of bottle and I and I hit him and I
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went oh that cut it from here to here
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this face full flat flat for Rami and
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but it's just pouring on me and we're
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fighting were fighting he's still
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fighting it his face is I don't know I
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didn't have vertigo or something a bit I
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guess the eyes didn't give I was just
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just this the skin flat forward and I'm
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coming a scalping but more like a facing
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and we're fighting and finally he says
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now I'm fighting for 24 minutes because
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I'm looking at this digital clock on the
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wall and it's like 24 minutes of
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fighting like it's like professional
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boxers don't even do that I was using
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every molecule of my by my beings if I
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survive listen finally he tells me check
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it out well that sounded really good to
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me yeah I get that but I run to the door
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and I open the door and I turn I look at
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he's coming at me with a machete not one
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of those old the Cuban gonna whack a
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piece of plenty half no this was a
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techno green with this sharp wait I
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guess she just glistening with sharp
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nezam so I know where I'll be right
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right now now Miss Julie which way which
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way I think I won okay the other stairs
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out the front door I'm now in Chinatown
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again for whatever is that way right
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right well I have a I have a basketball
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throwback jersey shirt dress on there
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was a very thick and it was ripped I
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don't know how he ripped this but it was
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ripped yeah I go out there and I'm
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covered now again head you don't blood
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hey help and no no busy busy every
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really busy so I went to the corner to a
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payphone when I pick up the phone and
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I'm like I dial nine-one-one have the
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answer of it I can't talk because I'm
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just
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my brains at overload and every time he
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came around the corner I was like hey
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because I don't know who's on my team
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you know and so finally they uh they
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they trace the phone to that firm and
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they said that the paramedics over him
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they pulled that box you the paramedic
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truck and I ran over open the back door
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championship with a guest wall and at
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first there's this older black police
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officer showed up and he wasn't very end
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you know he was a very news that he had
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to come kill ourselves and I said he
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said can you identify him I remember she
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twisted I spit out the room number and
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he went up there when he came back he
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was a completely different individual
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towards me he was like sweetie it's
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gonna be all right
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they found they found me at least I was
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a brother was a blood snow angel on the
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floor from me trying to fight this guy
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and all the blood it made this snow
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angel on the floor and splattered bled
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up against like wings up against before
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ha and he said he took Peter took
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pictures of that he said you won't have
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to
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you won't have to regret anything the
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pictures alone I at first day their
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doors they couldn't I was wrong with me
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because they couldn't get me he couldn't
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nothing brought me around no snotty
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sauce inside out I was just out and I I
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was fighting for 24 minutes with every
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molecule of my being of course I was out
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I am
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there was no cracking my system now I
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thought I was tired I was gonna go to
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sleep you know so yeah that guy that guy
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he killed six days off he's 26 6636 16
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and 6 and
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[Music]
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how many people he's killed because you
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killed my was the Asian I was 26
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no and you what's really amazing is
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you'll never hear about other news the
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especially since it was the time the
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personal news stories it was the
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beginning of rejected vacation and they
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were not going to hike rank occasions
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their rings thank you
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you know prison time yeah in $89.99
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so share experiences
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you're good clean I've had like eight
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years in four years yeah one time your
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side 35:13 ah did you recently know our
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Asian food first couple years was like
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and then my stepmother she she there's a
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little story she raised him and he's
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okay I haven't touched him a few guys
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yeah
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how much do you think your childhood
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experience is like with your parents and
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stepdad unfortunately you
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the situation you're in today
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unfortunately Matt great job even though
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I know I should be a I mean I'm
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intelligent really intelligence has
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nothing to do with so I know and I know
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you know textbook what Owens I thought
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you know that we should I just can't see
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really sir these cashews I wonder my
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disorders I'm very emotional my crayons
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dark bad
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yeah started out trying to talk slow
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yeah if I could speak as quickly as my
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brain is functioning my hair would be a
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[ __ ] fire and when we had the time
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together was it better
