My session with Grand Master Wolf after my NDE; Session with GMW 1-18 2024

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Summary

TLDRChristine shares her moving account of a near-death experience (NDE) with a friend who provides spiritual guidance. During the NDE, she experienced cessation of vital functions due to a medical condition, leading her to explore spiritual realms and connect with familiar and unknown entities. She describes a feeling of profound peace beyond fear and a mysterious black energy, which she interprets as her accumulated karma. Her awakening during a coma was accompanied by support from family, friends, and emergency services. The incident significantly affected her worldview, enhancing her spiritual consciousness, reducing fear of death, and regenerating her appreciation for life’s simplicity.

Takeaways

  • 😊 Christine felt a profound connection with friends, family, and spiritual guides.
  • 🧘‍♀️ She experienced a deep spiritual awakening, enhancing her appreciation for life.
  • ⛑️ Her husband's actions and emergency services were crucial in saving her life.
  • 🌌 Christine explored mysterious realms during her spiritual experience.
  • 🫀 Her condition involved collapsed lungs and heart stoppage, but left no brain or heart damage.
  • 🙏 Her network provided prayers and support which she sensed energetically.
  • 🌈 She envisioned a technology of colors and sounds during her NDE.
  • 📚 Christine questions traditional teachings on death, religion, and life experiences.
  • 💭 She realized the artificial nature of fear and judgement.
  • 💬 The conversation was filled with mutual love and gratitude, enhancing her introspection.

Timeline

  • 00:00:00 - 00:05:00

    The conversation begins with one person expressing concern for another who is crying, despite claiming to be okay. They express deep affection for each other and discuss personal growth, change, and affection. One person admits to feeling older but is complimented on looking youthful.

  • 00:05:00 - 00:10:00

    They discuss a past health incident where the speaker had a lung collapse and cardiac arrest, was declared dead for 10 to 15 minutes, and later revived thanks to the timely intervention of medical services. There’s a mention of uncertainty about the cause, with conflicting theories from doctors suggesting it might be allergy-related.

  • 00:10:00 - 00:15:00

    The conversation continues with the speaker discussing their asthma, the use of inhalers, and side effects of medications like steroids leading to candida. They talk about alternative health practices like heart coherence work, using honey, and having a support system including a spouse who aided in a crisis.

  • 00:15:00 - 00:20:00

    The speaker shares their experience of a transcendent encounter during their physical crisis, involving leaving their body and witnessing an ominous black energy ball. They interpret this as confronting accumulated karma. After this event, they feel emotionally raw but spiritually awakened.

  • 00:20:00 - 00:25:00

    The speaker and their confidant engage in a discussion on spiritual and existential themes, including the nature of fear and the self beyond physical existence. They touch on the notion that the brain generates fear and that stepping out of the body dispels it, leading to a different perception of death.

  • 00:25:00 - 00:30:00

    A spiritual perspective is shared about the interconnectedness of family souls across lifetimes, likened to individual ice cubes from the same liter of water. The speaker is reassured about their temporary encounter with death and encouraged to find peace in these spiritual insights.

  • 00:30:00 - 00:35:00

    They vividly recount seeing familiar beings during the coma, including family and ancestors, experiencing a sense of peace and connection rather than fear or divine judgment. They acknowledge not seeing a ‘light’ or receiving a choice to stay or leave, indicating it wasn’t a time to pass on permanently.

  • 00:35:00 - 00:40:00

    The narrative extends to touch upon past life connections and the notion of karma, with a discussion about previous lifetimes intersecting with current relationships. This draws on Buddhist concepts of breaking karma through deep meditation and spiritual practices.

  • 00:40:00 - 00:45:00

    A shift occurs in the conversation towards societal and religious structures, critiquing how religions and governments have historically imposed limitations. The speaker foresees a new era driven by spiritual wisdom, contrasting past structures of power with emerging values of love and growth.

  • 00:45:00 - 00:50:00

    They explore the inefficiency of money as a system, advocating for a return to barter and communal cooperation, idealizing a world where resources and services match human needs without monetary exchange. References are made to ancient ways of the Essenes and more harmonious living.

  • 00:50:00 - 00:55:00

    The discussion transitions back to the speaker's health and evolved outlook on life, post-crisis, highlighting a newfound appreciation for life and dismissal of past grievances or judgments. They contemplate sharing their experiences publicly, despite pressure to monetize or sensationalize their stories.

  • 00:55:00 - 01:00:00

    Spiritual and existential reconciliation continues, exploring themes of forgiveness by transcending judgments. The speaker mentions how voices have become musical, adding emotional depth to their reconnection with family, especially after a sobering near-death experience.

  • 01:00:00 - 01:05:00

    They reflect on a deeper understanding of life and its impermanence, discussing celestial alignments and upcoming societal changes. A sense of optimism for future shifts towards a more spiritually aligned society is shared, highlighting a blend of scientific and mystical revelations anticipated this year.

  • 01:05:00 - 01:11:13

    Concluding with a deeper understanding of personal and spiritual realities, they discuss the simplicity of life, urging focus on essential experiences over material pursuits. The conversation ends on a hopeful note, cherishing life and promising future deep dives into spiritual practices.

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Video Q&A

  • What happened to Christine that was so impactful?

    Christine experienced a life-threatening incident where both her lungs collapsed and her heart stopped, leading to a near-death experience.

  • How did Christine describe her near-death experience?

    Christine described seeing a dark, yet non-evil, void where she felt peaceful and connected with familiar and unknown entities.

  • What did Christine learn from her experience?

    Christine learned to embrace life, feel less fear of death, and began to value each moment more. She also felt a deepened spiritual connection and understanding.

  • Who assisted Christine during her medical emergency?

    Christine's husband called emergency services who revived her. Additionally, she had support from friends and family who prayed and offered energy healing.

  • Why does Christine think her experience was purposeful?

    Christine believes her experience was purposeful as it provided her with a new perspective on life, healing, and spiritual growth.

  • What physical condition did Christine suffer from during her emergency?

    Christine suffered from asthma, and during the emergency, both her lungs collapsed, and her heart stopped.

  • How does Christine feel about sharing her story?

    Christine feels hesitant to share her story widely and prefers intimate conversations about her experience over public sharing.

  • What mystical explanation does Christine have for her experience?

    Christine postulates that she called in her karma to deal with all the negative energy from her past, and this manifested in the form of a dark energy.

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    can't talk if I
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    cry are you okay yeah I actually am okay
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    why are you crying is it happiness oh
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    yeah it's a lot of things I can't tell
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    you it's okay it's okay gosh I love you
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    I love you so much Christie I really do
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    you're a wonderful person you're so so
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    much
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    heart I've worked on it oh I can tell
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    can tell you are not the same person I
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    met the first time around so take your
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    time we got time tell me what it is you
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    are up to gosh you look good oh geez I
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    appreciate you saying that I feel like
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    I'm 20 years
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    older I would have said the opposite oh
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    bless your heart you get points in
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    brownies for
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    that not from your Swedish cook I hope
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    oh maybe is he still there oh yeah he's
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    the one that's doing all the cooking
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    right now I had a
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    uh um which is why I haven't been in in
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    a while and you haven't been either so
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    that's been fine um an incident on
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    December
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    2nd and
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    um my lungs collapsed oh dear yeah both
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    of them at the same time I'm guessing I
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    don't know
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    and um of course my heart stopped and he
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    was kind enough to call services
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    I you're lucky
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    then I'm telling you yeah right choices
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    choices I was like wow I mean we every
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    day he tells me how glad he is I'm still
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    here and I tell him how glad I am he
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    kept me because a wonderful literally up
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    to him at that point and it wasn't even
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    a choice he was I mean everybody was
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    just in shock I think but but I was dead
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    for 10 to 15 minutes by the counts that
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    I can measure and um what was the cause
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    what happened why why did this happen
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    nobody knows I was hoping you could tell
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    me okay well yeah we can delve into that
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    nobody uh the doctors want to tell me
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    it's uh it was allergy based um but I
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    had no symptoms I didn't even know like
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    I mean the only way I can word it is I
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    did not see this coming I've been an
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    asmatic my whole life and you know
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    when you're not breathing well yeah yeah
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    yeah and so I guess I knew I was
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    struggling to some extent but not to the
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    extent that I thought it would lead to
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    that and um he says I actually remember
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    wandering into the bedroom at one point
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    and grabbing his feet it was like 5 o'l
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    4:30 in the morning something like that
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    and shaking his feet and telling him I
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    needed help um to grab another thing of
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    medicine to put in my my my inhaler
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    thingy and um he said he knew at that
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    point I was in more trouble than than I
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    guess I realized so he yeah grabbed the
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    medicine and took off for his phone and
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    called 911 and I didn't even I had no
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    idea and they arrived I don't remember
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    them showing up the first paramedic and
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    door said she looked me right in the
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    face and she was like oh and turned
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    around and went back out to start
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    grabbing stuff and uh they came back in
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    because my husband started screaming at
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    him um that I was on the floor that I
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    wasn't breathing at all and she came in
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    and she's like oh she's in cardiac
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    arrest and and I don't know where it all
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    went from there
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    um except that I'm here I have no brain
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    damage I have no heart muscle damage I
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    have no residual issues my only
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    restriction is that they crushed my rib
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    cage oh gosh yeah yeah
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    bruises um well you know and no broken
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    bones which is odd they use something on
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    me called
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    a I'm not going to remember what it's
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    called all of a sudden some kind of
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    machine that's like a suction comp that
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    goes right in the middle of your chest
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    and it does 120 compressions per minute
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    so once you're already dead and they
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    think there's a shot at getting you back
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    they stick you in this thing and um and
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    it just goes until they decide to stop
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    it because you're back or because you're
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    not so either way it's but it what they
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    told me they think it did was it tore
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    all the cartilage in between all my ribs
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    and I just recently found out because of
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    a chiropractor bless his heart um that
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    the pain the major part of the pain I
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    was experiencing was because all my ribs
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    are out of their joint
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    and a doctor's not going to look for
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    that a doctor right they keep telling me
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    I'm not breathing take more medication
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    and they keep piling on the and I'm like
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    no I'm not taking all this like I
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    know the symptoms I know the sight
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    effects I know the I don't want to go
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    back down these roads again because a
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    lot of the medications cause the issue
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    and it's no different with with asthma
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    stuff
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    so do you you use the puff
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    I do I have the two I'm still on is the
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    two I've always been on um one is a
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    steroid which causes candida and yeast
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    issues body-wide like I've had massive
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    candida issues my whole life and have
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    just realize the severity um and that
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    that came from those steroids I
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    understand that whole concept
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    now and the other one's just a rescue
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    inhaler um but it works on the adrenal
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    pathway so it keeps you in fighting
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    fight your yeah yeah yeah GE whiz so I'm
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    like all
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    right I'm just like okay so I went back
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    to to my old practices I went you know I
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    still do heart coherence work all the
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    time um and I have for years I actually
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    think that's part of what saved me I
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    think um using honey as a mental drip
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    through my body for ever since the first
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    time you mentioned that it's part of
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    what saved me
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    my husband obviously calling them is
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    part of what saved me um you know their
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    efforts of course I think that machine
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    pounding the out of me pulled me
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    back into my
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    body I know it's been it's been a weird
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    couple of months it's been a very me you
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    know what my next question is going to
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    be did you fall unconscious or did you
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    experience things while you were out
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    there or was it I experienced things I
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    think I was unconscious from the point I
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    hit the ground because I don't remember
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    that actually probably from before I
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    stopped breathing I don't know if I had
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    left my body from fear or if I was still
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    I just don't remember I don't remember
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    her walking through the door and looking
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    at me and she says we just like our gaze
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    just locked and she was like oh no I
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    don't remember any of that but I
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    remember and I think it was this so I
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    think I left my body thinking I was
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    pretty darn conscious because I I was
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    standing there and I think I saw myself
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    standing there and I was watching out
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    the front of the house and this is like
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    one of my questions for you I'm watching
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    out the front of the house and I could
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    see everything yeah but it was the
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    craziest most interesting thing I think
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    I've ever watched but what I was
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    watching was this huge black ball of
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    energy coming towards me and it was
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    alive it was moving it was
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    and it went came from the south and I
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    don't know why that's important but it
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    came from the south and it went around
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    our house and came back at me from the
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    north and that just plowed me
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    over and it seems to
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    me that how all this came together I
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    have no idea but that's what actually
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    stopped my heart is what it feels like
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    but when I asked what that is when I go
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    go Inward and ask what the heck was that
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    black ball
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    um what I heard was I had called in all
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    of my karma and I was just like ready to
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    deal with it and so they sent it all
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    back to me at the same time all the
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    negative energy I've sent out over
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    lifetimes came whistling back and I got
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    to grab hold of it and and I don't know
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    if that's true if I made that up if I
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    heard it somewhere else and it's just
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    what's stuck in my mind because of
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    everything that happened I have no idea
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    but I feel like a
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    five-year-old I feel like I have totally
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    new I I'll talk about this stuff and
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    either start crying or start laughing I
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    can't control either one doesn't matter
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    I know I understand you're doing
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    extraordinarily well I know what you saw
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    but keep going okay well I'm glad you
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    know what I saw because I'm still
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    unclear well we us as you know we used
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    to do this twice a week in the
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    monasteries and we used to you see this
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    every single time
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    really so I wasn't making it up I
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    actually saw you saw death what happened
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    was you stepped out of your body so that
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    the paramedics could do their work so
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    that your heart attack could occur so
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    that your death could occur but there's
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    a part of you that knew that that wasn't
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    the end this was a very very temporary
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    thing there's a part of you that knew
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    you were coming back you saw death
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    coming it took one look at you where no
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    no no no she's not on my list does her
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    urn gives you a smack in the back so
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    that you know it was there it did so you
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    stayed you stayed there you didn't go
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    off into other reals you stayed on Earth
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    and you were just watching because you
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    using your higher mind well not using it
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    you are your higher mind at that point
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    your your brain and all of its thinking
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    is in the body getting
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    pumped you are out here just going gosh
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    I wish they'd Hurry Up This is nice
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    what's that black thing over there
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    that's pretty much what hry up I want to
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    get back and that that's where you're
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    at oh my goodness it's wonderful thing I
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    know it's scary and everything else but
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    it wasn't scary because it's unusual for
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    you it's you know it's I mean now
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    looking back at it I'm just like
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    questioning what it was but then I
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    wasn't scared I was just like oh what is
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    that I don't think I even
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    realized that my body the fear is in the
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    brain the fear is in the brain all fear
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    hatred anger judgment that's all in the
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    brain that's what your monkey does when
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    you're when the Mind itself the
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    awareness that's watching those thoughts
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    and the the body responds to those
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    thoughts that's why those thoughts make
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    you ill but that part of you that can
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    sit back in there and know that you're
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    thinking those things that's the you
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    that leaves that's you that's invisible
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    that's a you that's not made of matter
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    that's a you that went outside and
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    started having a bit of a gander around
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    while your body was being worked on yeah
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    um okay it's actually not complicated
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    and it's nothing to be scared of you
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    probably won't be scared of death now
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    are you I mean I don't think I am but I
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    don't think I was before I
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    um I don't think of it the way we were
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    taught to think of it though people that
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    teach people about death usually haven't
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    died themselves so it's
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    Theory and this is why people fall
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    unconscious at the moment of death which
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    is a
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    problem obvious reasons but getting back
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    to what I was saying before when you do
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    leave because all the things that make
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    us
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    scared when a human being is scared the
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    only reason they're scared the only
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    reason they could be scared is because
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    they think they're about to get killed
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    they think they're about to get
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    seriously hurt Hur they think they think
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    they think and this creates fear it's
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    all in the brain when you pop out like
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    you did you don't have any of that
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    there's no fear in you anymore you're
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    just the real you the you that was born
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    that beautiful pure mind that is
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    curious you know I was actually in awe
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    of um and I don't know I mean that
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    happened in the house I saw death coming
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    I love that
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    explanation um and I'm
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    guessing the idea of clearing Karma or
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    whatever something must have come with
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    that that solved a lot of things because
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    that the idea of being the child or
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    being
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    the I don't know that's I feel empty
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    beautiful yeah do you know when
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    um the end of thinking you know have you
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    heard in um s spiritual circles even
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    even some religious circles they will
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    tell you and you will hear that how do I
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    say
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    this there are ways to break the wheel
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    of
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    karma Buddhism in particular they have
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    exercises to break the wheel of Karma
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    and that's the whole point Buddhist
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    teachings is all geared up towards
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    breaking the that cycle of
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    karma so what do they teach you deep
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    meditation when you're in meditation you
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    out of your thought process once you've
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    done that you've broken the cycle of
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    karma you died you left that you broke
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    the cycle of karma done done it's got
  • 00:14:19
    nothing to do with
  • 00:14:25
    um I could I put this it's not anything
  • 00:14:27
    to do with game Merit it's got nothing
  • 00:14:30
    to do with being forgiven it's got
  • 00:14:31
    nothing to do with of meeting a God
  • 00:14:34
    that's going to go oh you deserve this
  • 00:14:36
    it's none of that crap that's
  • 00:14:38
    religious up excuse me whenever
  • 00:14:41
    religion comes in my head the word the
  • 00:14:43
    first word is
  • 00:14:46
    in well you know as I started calling
  • 00:14:50
    and I totally hear what you're saying as
  • 00:14:51
    I started calling people because my
  • 00:14:53
    husband like he called us select few
  • 00:14:55
    people and said she's probably not going
  • 00:14:57
    to survived this you do your work do
  • 00:14:59
    your prayers do your thing whatever and
  • 00:15:02
    I have a lot of energy healers behind me
  • 00:15:04
    I have a circle of people around me that
  • 00:15:06
    are just quite fantastic yeah my son did
  • 00:15:10
    the same thing he he contacted the ones
  • 00:15:13
    that he knew would probably help the
  • 00:15:14
    most and nobody else knew anything
  • 00:15:16
    nobody but when I was so they put me in
  • 00:15:19
    a coma for three days and um to let my
  • 00:15:22
    lungs recuperate because they the lady
  • 00:15:25
    I've been over to the Firehouse because
  • 00:15:27
    we live in a tiny City
  • 00:15:29
    and it's all volunteers except our fire
  • 00:15:31
    chief and I went over there one day to
  • 00:15:33
    tell them thank you and they didn't know
  • 00:15:35
    I was still alive and he just looked at
  • 00:15:37
    me he's like Hound street because that's
  • 00:15:38
    the street we live on and that's how he
  • 00:15:40
    knew was Hound Street and he's like oh
  • 00:15:43
    my God you're still alive and I was like
  • 00:15:47
    yeah I you should have gone no I'm
  • 00:15:52
    not to I totally should have that the
  • 00:15:56
    lady who was putting the paramedic that
  • 00:15:58
    was putting the H down into my lungs was
  • 00:16:00
    like it was like they were pancak and
  • 00:16:01
    glued together and um so they were you
  • 00:16:05
    know there's just no reason I should be
  • 00:16:06
    here according to what they was there an
  • 00:16:09
    infection in
  • 00:16:11
    there they didn't find one except for
  • 00:16:14
    the the underlying infection of candida
  • 00:16:16
    which is caused by their
  • 00:16:18
    steroids the cycle I mean that's why I'm
  • 00:16:21
    just like what did I do I called
  • 00:16:24
    something in I I allowed something to
  • 00:16:27
    happen one of the doctors keeps telling
  • 00:16:28
    me it's allergies but I'm like there's
  • 00:16:30
    no symptoms he wanted to put me on this
  • 00:16:32
    crazy weekly shot that I'm like no way
  • 00:16:35
    I'm doing that zero chance that I'm G to
  • 00:16:38
    let you inject me with that but it's for
  • 00:16:41
    allergies and it's some
  • 00:16:43
    biotechnological technology blah blah
  • 00:16:46
    blah um and he's basing it on the blood
  • 00:16:48
    work that they took when I first entered
  • 00:16:50
    the hospital and all my organs were
  • 00:16:53
    failing so kidney failure liver failure
  • 00:16:56
    all the stuff was and I'm like how can
  • 00:16:58
    you BAS what you want to do right now on
  • 00:16:59
    that blood work that doesn't make sense
  • 00:17:01
    to me no they don't want to they don't
  • 00:17:04
    want to appear wrong well he said what
  • 00:17:07
    it did was it entered me into the system
  • 00:17:10
    on a good note because my blood work
  • 00:17:12
    then was perfect to get
  • 00:17:15
    that and I'm like I heard what you just
  • 00:17:17
    said I'm out of here I will not
  • 00:17:19
    participate in this um yeah so they
  • 00:17:22
    don't know they can't give me an answer
  • 00:17:24
    and I don't have an answer and I don't
  • 00:17:27
    know if I called something in or if I no
  • 00:17:30
    no no it doesn't life doesn't work that
  • 00:17:32
    way does that as you've experienced
  • 00:17:35
    right now and learn from this experience
  • 00:17:38
    when you do leave your body you don't
  • 00:17:40
    have malice you don't have hatred you
  • 00:17:42
    don't have anything of that nature and
  • 00:17:45
    there when whenever there's entities or
  • 00:17:47
    Spirits out there they can't come at you
  • 00:17:50
    with hatred or malice they don't have it
  • 00:17:52
    in them don't have it you know only
  • 00:17:56
    living people can be evil oh
  • 00:18:00
    wow take that on board yeah that's one
  • 00:18:04
    not the dead you should be frightened of
  • 00:18:05
    it's the living that'll do more
  • 00:18:08
    damage well maybe that's where it came
  • 00:18:10
    from
  • 00:18:11
    no I know what it is well let me tell
  • 00:18:15
    you this part then you can tell me what
  • 00:18:17
    the heck just happened because nobody
  • 00:18:18
    else seems to know okay um in that
  • 00:18:21
    period of time that I was in the
  • 00:18:23
    coma I found this place or ended up in
  • 00:18:26
    this place I don't know how to describe
  • 00:18:28
    it either that was just I call it
  • 00:18:30
    Darkness I was in this Darkness where I
  • 00:18:33
    could again see everything but it didn't
  • 00:18:35
    seem like it was like light like this is
  • 00:18:38
    light but it wasn't dark like evil which
  • 00:18:41
    I seem to have to explain to everybody
  • 00:18:43
    because every time I say it they're like
  • 00:18:44
    oh no and I'm like no it wasn't like it
  • 00:18:47
    was just devoid of of light the place it
  • 00:18:49
    was totally calm totally
  • 00:18:52
    peaceful there was beings there that I
  • 00:18:54
    knew yeah there was beings there that
  • 00:18:57
    like were family kind of beings but then
  • 00:18:59
    there was beings that were familiar but
  • 00:19:03
    I I couldn't put my finger on them but I
  • 00:19:05
    knew I knew them and that is as
  • 00:19:10
    well oh
  • 00:19:12
    wow this is why we die in the
  • 00:19:16
    monasteries because when we people like
  • 00:19:18
    you we've got answers for you from
  • 00:19:21
    experience not from freaking books this
  • 00:19:24
    is why we do it so back to you all right
  • 00:19:28
    well I was going to say so the the third
  • 00:19:30
    layer of entities that were there were
  • 00:19:33
    ones that I had no idea who were I had
  • 00:19:37
    no seemingly no connection to them the
  • 00:19:40
    relatives that are so far
  • 00:19:43
    back the connections a bit bit bit thin
  • 00:19:48
    but they they they seemed like they
  • 00:19:52
    were I don't know the energy and the
  • 00:19:54
    power coming from them was just
  • 00:19:56
    incredible they were I don't know I
  • 00:19:59
    don't know you know more about this than
  • 00:20:00
    I do you've done it way more times at
  • 00:20:02
    that point you were one of those things
  • 00:20:04
    at that point I did recognize myself
  • 00:20:08
    like that my brother actually whom I
  • 00:20:11
    talk to all the time
  • 00:20:13
    still um you know he passed in
  • 00:20:16
    2018 he was laughing seemingly at me and
  • 00:20:19
    he was like oh now you're in my turf
  • 00:20:21
    like what's
  • 00:20:22
    going I was like and that's when I
  • 00:20:24
    became aware that I wasn't I was like oh
  • 00:20:27
    like where am I and then I started
  • 00:20:30
    looking and watching but everybody not
  • 00:20:33
    everybody but a lot of people kept
  • 00:20:35
    asking me did you hear God did you see
  • 00:20:37
    God and my first response was no but I
  • 00:20:41
    didn't go looking for
  • 00:20:45
    him I was too busy being
  • 00:20:48
    aware of what was around me and you know
  • 00:20:53
    the light in the tunnel idea I didn't
  • 00:20:56
    see any of that I didn't get the light
  • 00:20:58
    Life review that everybody talks about I
  • 00:21:00
    didn't see um or I didn't get a voice
  • 00:21:03
    asking me do you want to stay or go
  • 00:21:05
    there was no choice there was no
  • 00:21:08
    option um except that while I was out I
  • 00:21:11
    could look around and I could
  • 00:21:13
    participate and I could I could watch
  • 00:21:15
    the watching was amazing I could see
  • 00:21:17
    this uh it was almost like a web of
  • 00:21:20
    people that had just people and entities
  • 00:21:22
    that had just surrounded me and were
  • 00:21:24
    just holding everything up they were
  • 00:21:26
    supporting my family and everything that
  • 00:21:28
    was going on here and everything that
  • 00:21:30
    was going on the uh police chief that I
  • 00:21:33
    talked about when I told them or when I
  • 00:21:36
    walked up and he realized who I was
  • 00:21:38
    started crying and he goes I have prayed
  • 00:21:40
    for you every day even when we figured
  • 00:21:43
    you were dead he goes I can I was like I
  • 00:21:45
    know I saw you like I I didn't know who
  • 00:21:47
    you were so one of the people in the
  • 00:21:49
    circle that I was like I don't know who
  • 00:21:50
    you are but thank you for being here it
  • 00:21:53
    was him and then all of his staff and
  • 00:21:54
    the team that was here in the house
  • 00:21:57
    there was I want want to say nine people
  • 00:21:59
    showed up and then they had to get
  • 00:22:02
    intercepted by another ambulance on the
  • 00:22:05
    way out of town I don't even know what
  • 00:22:07
    happened I just read about that in the
  • 00:22:08
    newspaper I was like what so another
  • 00:22:11
    ambulance got involved for some reason I
  • 00:22:13
    don't even know why but I could see all
  • 00:22:16
    of that and it was so incredible it was
  • 00:22:19
    the most amazing thing I've ever
  • 00:22:20
    witnessed I was just like wow and the
  • 00:22:25
    interconnected yeah it was it was
  • 00:22:27
    incredible
  • 00:22:29
    okay so what was do you remember the
  • 00:22:30
    astral Journey the past life you went on
  • 00:22:34
    yes very people some of the people from
  • 00:22:37
    there are some of the people that you
  • 00:22:39
    were
  • 00:22:40
    feeling
  • 00:22:42
    oh they're all there they're all there
  • 00:22:46
    that made so much sense just
  • 00:22:48
    now because that's why I could feel them
  • 00:22:51
    but I couldn't
  • 00:22:52
    place and there would have been others
  • 00:22:55
    because that was only one past life
  • 00:22:57
    you've had many
  • 00:22:58
    yeah definitely yeah beautiful well
  • 00:23:03
    done no really well done I'm glad you're
  • 00:23:06
    back though I would have missed you
  • 00:23:08
    hugely I love your company I love
  • 00:23:10
    talking to you I love you very much I
  • 00:23:13
    don't know why but I do I just doesn't
  • 00:23:15
    matter why I just do maybe we were in a
  • 00:23:18
    past life together I can tell you 1066
  • 00:23:21
    you and I I know when we met out of here
  • 00:23:25
    no I have memories like it was this
  • 00:23:27
    morning
  • 00:23:28
    oh my goodness 1066 I was following my
  • 00:23:32
    master in the Crusades my master was a
  • 00:23:35
    knight and he was on a horseback he was
  • 00:23:37
    a
  • 00:23:39
    Templar I was holding the the Shields
  • 00:23:42
    and the swords I was just the idiot that
  • 00:23:44
    had to run behind the horse and help my
  • 00:23:47
    master get off the horse he was a knight
  • 00:23:49
    covered in armor weighed four ton and I
  • 00:23:51
    was one of these so I was his Apprentice
  • 00:23:54
    basically and we were on our way to
  • 00:23:57
    Jerusalem
  • 00:23:58
    because very quickly the Romans had come
  • 00:24:01
    through Europe they destroyed everyone's
  • 00:24:04
    religions destroyed everyone's
  • 00:24:05
    Traditions destroyed everything and
  • 00:24:07
    replaced it with Roman days and Roman
  • 00:24:10
    gods and Roman this and that and then
  • 00:24:12
    500 years later when we were so many
  • 00:24:15
    generations away from before the Romans
  • 00:24:19
    got there and everyone had forgotten our
  • 00:24:22
    spirituality and our connection to
  • 00:24:25
    Nature and everything else and then the
  • 00:24:27
    ran pissed off and left everyone in the
  • 00:24:31
    Dark Ages so what we all had to do
  • 00:24:35
    someone heard of this thing called
  • 00:24:37
    Jerusalem and that you can get God back
  • 00:24:40
    so we were all brought in this is the
  • 00:24:42
    whole um King Arthur story I guess they
  • 00:24:47
    called all the knights all over the
  • 00:24:49
    world all of the different countries got
  • 00:24:51
    their Knights together and sent them to
  • 00:24:53
    Jerusalem to look for this Holy Grail
  • 00:24:55
    thing no one knew what it was they just
  • 00:24:58
    everyone was desperate no one had any
  • 00:25:00
    spirituality it had been destroyed by
  • 00:25:02
    the Romans the gentleman I was talking
  • 00:25:05
    to just before you is actually a Roman
  • 00:25:07
    but anyway oddly
  • 00:25:11
    enough so we were sent off to find this
  • 00:25:14
    bring the spirituality back and
  • 00:25:18
    you was in that and that's where we
  • 00:25:22
    met along the way you and I met along
  • 00:25:25
    the way so you were whoever you were
  • 00:25:28
    back then you had been charged
  • 00:25:32
    with um what's the word charged with the
  • 00:25:36
    job of going there and helping to find
  • 00:25:39
    spirituality and religion if that's what
  • 00:25:42
    has to be necessary and look at where
  • 00:25:44
    you've ended up now you're in bloody
  • 00:25:52
    Utah crazy there's a few things I wanted
  • 00:25:55
    to explain but I forgot what you what
  • 00:25:57
    they were now do you remember say it one
  • 00:26:00
    more time there was something I wanted
  • 00:26:01
    to explain while you were talking to me
  • 00:26:03
    just before and I forgotten what it was
  • 00:26:06
    you asked me you said I you were
  • 00:26:08
    wondering if I knew what that might be
  • 00:26:11
    oh
  • 00:26:13
    anyway the beings in the the extra
  • 00:26:16
    beings yes now the family stuff that you
  • 00:26:20
    could feel that you knew this is how it
  • 00:26:22
    works imagine that all of your family
  • 00:26:26
    all the way back centuries and centuries
  • 00:26:29
    all of your family let's say that all of
  • 00:26:32
    those
  • 00:26:32
    people I'm going to use the Ice Cube
  • 00:26:35
    thing each one of those people let's say
  • 00:26:38
    you can represent everyone in your
  • 00:26:40
    family with an ice
  • 00:26:43
    cube let's get rid of all the hundreds
  • 00:26:45
    of thousands of people that are
  • 00:26:46
    belonging to your family let's say
  • 00:26:48
    there's a dozen people in your
  • 00:26:52
    family and let's say a liter one liter
  • 00:26:56
    of water one pint in your
  • 00:27:00
    language repres you take this one liter
  • 00:27:03
    of water and you pour it into a tray for
  • 00:27:08
    ice
  • 00:27:09
    cubes you put that in and you freeze it
  • 00:27:12
    so now you've got 12 separate ice cubes
  • 00:27:16
    but they all come from the same liter of
  • 00:27:19
    water as ice cubes you can look at each
  • 00:27:22
    other you can play with each other you
  • 00:27:24
    can run away from each other you can all
  • 00:27:25
    do sorts of things but occasionally one
  • 00:27:27
    Ice Cube's going to melt died gone back
  • 00:27:29
    to the lader of
  • 00:27:31
    water another Ice Cube melts and dies
  • 00:27:34
    another one melts over time and you're
  • 00:27:36
    the last ice
  • 00:27:38
    cube eventually you're going to die and
  • 00:27:40
    melt you're going to go back into that
  • 00:27:42
    same liter of water that all the others
  • 00:27:45
    have they're not ice cubes anymore but
  • 00:27:48
    when you go in there it's all going to
  • 00:27:50
    mix they're all going to move through
  • 00:27:52
    you and around you and you are going to
  • 00:27:54
    recognize the field you're going to
  • 00:27:56
    recognize
  • 00:27:58
    the feel it's to feel like Uncle Bob
  • 00:28:01
    it's going to feel like Auntie Jack it's
  • 00:28:03
    going to you recognize the feeling you
  • 00:28:05
    are in the same liter of water that all
  • 00:28:07
    of your family has come from and it's
  • 00:28:10
    you just feel it you feel like you're at
  • 00:28:11
    home you know that these things are part
  • 00:28:14
    of you and your family but you can't see
  • 00:28:16
    them but it doesn't matter the love is
  • 00:28:18
    there the connection is there and
  • 00:28:21
    eventually that leure of water will be
  • 00:28:23
    poured into another tray and voila you
  • 00:28:26
    got another f family some of them might
  • 00:28:28
    be absolute
  • 00:28:31
    but when you get back to the leader of
  • 00:28:33
    water that's all gone you'll feel oh
  • 00:28:36
    there's an in here but I love
  • 00:28:39
    him we have we have some of those
  • 00:28:43
    something else I need to point out I
  • 00:28:45
    just remembered
  • 00:28:47
    now when you went in there it was a
  • 00:28:50
    temporary visitation and when it's a
  • 00:28:52
    temporary visitation you won't get
  • 00:28:55
    presented with your options because it
  • 00:28:57
    would be
  • 00:28:58
    pointless it's only when your death is
  • 00:29:01
    on a permanent basis you will be
  • 00:29:03
    presented with your options there's no
  • 00:29:05
    pointing going towards a light if you're
  • 00:29:07
    going to go home if you're going to go
  • 00:29:09
    back so it won't be presented and that's
  • 00:29:12
    that simple so it's a good indicator if
  • 00:29:15
    you go there again and it happens again
  • 00:29:17
    and you don't get presented you know
  • 00:29:19
    that you know I'm going to get pulled
  • 00:29:22
    back soon so just enjoy it go with it go
  • 00:29:25
    with the flow I thought I understood Jan
  • 00:29:28
    that if you went back into the light you
  • 00:29:31
    just end up back here again if you don't
  • 00:29:33
    go into the light if so if that turns
  • 00:29:35
    out to be a presentation if I don't go
  • 00:29:38
    to it I can go and I don't have to do
  • 00:29:40
    this again yes you get you'll get three
  • 00:29:43
    options usually there's three options
  • 00:29:46
    there'll be the light which is your new
  • 00:29:48
    mother's vagina basically if you go that
  • 00:29:51
    way you know this one you'll see a nurse
  • 00:29:54
    and she'll pull you out and plop you on
  • 00:29:55
    your mother's belly but you remember the
  • 00:29:57
    whole thing you can't say anything
  • 00:29:59
    because you're not interfaced with the
  • 00:30:01
    new body yet still takes you time to
  • 00:30:03
    interface and get used to the fact that
  • 00:30:06
    this is your arm and all of that kind of
  • 00:30:09
    thing
  • 00:30:11
    um that's the light that's all that is
  • 00:30:15
    it'll seem to you like about 15 minutes
  • 00:30:17
    but it's not it's more like 40 weeks
  • 00:30:19
    which is a a term a full term that's
  • 00:30:22
    what it will be but because you don't
  • 00:30:24
    have a brain and you're not thinking
  • 00:30:25
    there's no time time is thought thought
  • 00:30:28
    creates time outside of thought there's
  • 00:30:30
    no such
  • 00:30:32
    thing what will happen is if your brain
  • 00:30:35
    goes that's a tree that's a house now
  • 00:30:38
    you've just created a situation where it
  • 00:30:40
    takes time to get from the tree to the
  • 00:30:43
    house if you don't see that as a tree
  • 00:30:45
    and that a house you just see a tapestry
  • 00:30:48
    it's all there at the same moment and
  • 00:30:50
    time is irrelevant that's what happens
  • 00:30:52
    when you step out this is all
  • 00:30:55
    experiential it's not belief or anything
  • 00:30:57
    of that nature you've experienced it
  • 00:30:59
    yourself so one of the options will be
  • 00:31:01
    that light that's the one that will
  • 00:31:03
    bring you back here right the other two
  • 00:31:06
    options you can remain hovering as a
  • 00:31:09
    ghost you can just say no no I'll just
  • 00:31:12
    hang here not a problem at all why not
  • 00:31:14
    no problem by doing that you are proving
  • 00:31:18
    to hundreds of thousands of people over
  • 00:31:21
    the years that life after death
  • 00:31:24
    occurs the death of the body isn't the
  • 00:31:27
    end of anything just you being there
  • 00:31:30
    proofs
  • 00:31:31
    that right not everyone will be able to
  • 00:31:33
    see you you right now living you you you
  • 00:31:37
    have a certain frequency on an electrone
  • 00:31:40
    seph graph you will have a certain
  • 00:31:43
    frequency um not everyone thinks in the
  • 00:31:46
    same frequency you might be thinking at
  • 00:31:48
    20 khz someone else might be thinking at
  • 00:31:50
    21
  • 00:31:51
    khz so you're not when it's like that
  • 00:31:54
    you have no way of reading each other's
  • 00:31:56
    minds you won't even make contact with
  • 00:31:58
    each you might not even like each other
  • 00:32:00
    purely because of the different
  • 00:32:02
    frequency however the 150 million people
  • 00:32:05
    that do think on the same frequency as
  • 00:32:07
    you will see you as a ghost to those you
  • 00:32:12
    are proving to them there is something
  • 00:32:14
    other and you're taking a little bit of
  • 00:32:17
    fear of death away from them and that's
  • 00:32:19
    a beautiful thing to be doing that's
  • 00:32:21
    your second
  • 00:32:22
    option your third option it's the Irish
  • 00:32:26
    in me your third
  • 00:32:30
    [Laughter]
  • 00:32:33
    option is you can go into the astral
  • 00:32:37
    realm also known as the akashic realm
  • 00:32:40
    when you go into there you can influence
  • 00:32:43
    people's
  • 00:32:44
    minds by that I mean this Einstein might
  • 00:32:48
    be sitting on the toilet having a
  • 00:32:50
    poo exactly he in his head he's going E
  • 00:32:54
    equals
  • 00:32:56
    MC I can't quite get it equal and then
  • 00:33:00
    you you'll go I can't stand it and
  • 00:33:02
    you'll float through his mind and drop
  • 00:33:04
    off the MC squar for him in here he
  • 00:33:07
    won't know he won't know that you've
  • 00:33:10
    done that and he will go oh my god I've
  • 00:33:12
    got it E equals MC squ and then he'll
  • 00:33:15
    run off and change the world and you had
  • 00:33:17
    an enormous part to play in there you
  • 00:33:19
    can hover there that's your third
  • 00:33:22
    option it is always has everything to do
  • 00:33:26
    with help
  • 00:33:27
    Humanity because it's all based on love
  • 00:33:31
    the entire universe is riddled in the
  • 00:33:34
    stuff it's it's
  • 00:33:37
    nutrition and that's what happens and
  • 00:33:40
    unfortunately because of religion and
  • 00:33:42
    what we've been trained and taught to
  • 00:33:44
    believe we fill it with fear we bar the
  • 00:33:48
    entrance with
  • 00:33:50
    fear with religious people you don't
  • 00:33:52
    want to fear going to hell because you
  • 00:33:55
    know you sinned oh off I'm
  • 00:33:59
    sorry it makes me makes me the whole
  • 00:34:02
    thing the whole thing is such a lie I
  • 00:34:04
    mean I've done enough studies on that to
  • 00:34:07
    to understand what they did and how they
  • 00:34:09
    made us believe that and how they're
  • 00:34:10
    trying to enslave abolutely I mean even
  • 00:34:13
    now it's still the same storyline so um
  • 00:34:17
    I I have so many gay people gay
  • 00:34:20
    people get in touch with me hundreds of
  • 00:34:23
    them
  • 00:34:25
    because
  • 00:34:28
    I've had two gay people recently say to
  • 00:34:31
    me what did I do wrong to deserve being
  • 00:34:34
    gay I where the did you get that
  • 00:34:38
    from W it's disgusting I said I love you
  • 00:34:41
    to death and I don't even know you
  • 00:34:43
    that's disgusting and he said no no
  • 00:34:45
    that's
  • 00:34:46
    religion ah yeah I had to I had to point
  • 00:34:50
    out this is why being gay is
  • 00:34:53
    illegal in most
  • 00:34:55
    places not to so many centuries ago
  • 00:35:00
    globalization was based on two religions
  • 00:35:04
    obviously the belief in Jesus religions
  • 00:35:08
    Catholics all the rest of those the
  • 00:35:10
    Jesus
  • 00:35:11
    religion and
  • 00:35:14
    Muslims Muslims got as far as Spain they
  • 00:35:18
    took over most of the world and then the
  • 00:35:20
    Catholic religion came in and there was
  • 00:35:22
    this Catholic religious war with Muslims
  • 00:35:24
    it's been going for years and years
  • 00:35:27
    after a certain point the main order of
  • 00:35:30
    the day the new weapon they came up with
  • 00:35:33
    was have as many children as you can and
  • 00:35:35
    we will outbreed the
  • 00:35:38
    Muslims Muslims at the other side of the
  • 00:35:40
    world they're going we need to have as
  • 00:35:42
    many children as possible and we can
  • 00:35:44
    outbreed the Catholics you see and they
  • 00:35:47
    got the same idea now if you're gay
  • 00:35:50
    you're not going to go out there having
  • 00:35:51
    12 kids because you're gay you're not
  • 00:35:54
    going to have any children that makes
  • 00:35:55
    you illegal in the eyes of the thing
  • 00:35:57
    because you should be having as many
  • 00:35:59
    children as you can that's the word of
  • 00:36:01
    God so if you're gay you're not going to
  • 00:36:04
    have any
  • 00:36:05
    children and they'll burn you for that
  • 00:36:08
    you should be having children and that's
  • 00:36:10
    what's made it illegal today and that's
  • 00:36:12
    why the poor bastards have to go what
  • 00:36:14
    they're going through right now and once
  • 00:36:16
    I've explained that to them they crack
  • 00:36:19
    up crying and laughing and it saves them
  • 00:36:23
    just just one that religion has done oh
  • 00:36:26
    it's horrifying my granddad was a
  • 00:36:28
    preacher and we got we got beat over the
  • 00:36:30
    head with that book and and it still
  • 00:36:34
    didn't it's
  • 00:36:36
    insane again
  • 00:36:39
    insane can I tell you another thing that
  • 00:36:43
    I saw I think I
  • 00:36:45
    saw um and I've seen it before which is
  • 00:36:49
    why was like being thrown back in my
  • 00:36:51
    face like why don't you use this
  • 00:36:53
    technology or use this
  • 00:36:55
    thing um and literally was a
  • 00:36:58
    rainbow kind of idea and so you can see
  • 00:37:01
    the chakra charts that they present and
  • 00:37:04
    it's got the red the orange the yellow
  • 00:37:06
    the Stark
  • 00:37:08
    colors and the way I saw it before I was
  • 00:37:11
    driving down the street towards Park
  • 00:37:13
    City and there was this rainbow and it
  • 00:37:15
    was every Hue of red that you could see
  • 00:37:17
    through our eyes but then there was Hues
  • 00:37:20
    of red that I knew I wasn't seeing
  • 00:37:22
    through my eyes it was just like the
  • 00:37:25
    seen and the Unseen kind of there was
  • 00:37:27
    Hues of red that were just outer worldly
  • 00:37:29
    it was crazy looking and then it went
  • 00:37:31
    through all the colors I literally had
  • 00:37:33
    to pull over on the side of the road
  • 00:37:35
    because I was just like whoa what the
  • 00:37:37
    heck and then during
  • 00:37:40
    this U what they call a near death
  • 00:37:43
    experience which I
  • 00:37:45
    take um I don't think that it's not a
  • 00:37:48
    near-death experience it was a dead and
  • 00:37:50
    now I'm back alive experience it was
  • 00:37:52
    near death it was a dead experience you
  • 00:37:55
    did it it wasn't
  • 00:37:57
    they call it right they call them ndes
  • 00:37:59
    and I'm like that's not a near death
  • 00:38:01
    that was a dead and now you get a severe
  • 00:38:05
    heart fluctuation is a near-death
  • 00:38:08
    experience yeah a c almost hitting you
  • 00:38:12
    is a near is a near death experience
  • 00:38:15
    yeah that's I was just like wait a
  • 00:38:16
    minute you guys got your words wrong um
  • 00:38:20
    but during this experience that came
  • 00:38:21
    back up and like everything at some
  • 00:38:24
    point was flooded with this this color
  • 00:38:28
    of um in every Hue every Hue of red your
  • 00:38:32
    your spirit hadn't realigned correctly
  • 00:38:35
    yet you still there's a part of the
  • 00:38:37
    spirit was kind of if you can imagine
  • 00:38:39
    just hanging half out
  • 00:38:42
    here one eye of the higher mind can
  • 00:38:45
    actually see the colors that it can see
  • 00:38:48
    the higher these eyes can only see seven
  • 00:38:51
    colors and there's Millions out there
  • 00:38:54
    right and that's I think what was
  • 00:38:56
    showing up but every color had a tone to
  • 00:38:58
    it every color was a frequency that had
  • 00:39:00
    an actual yeah tone to it and when those
  • 00:39:04
    when I realized the tones and I started
  • 00:39:06
    listening for it I started hearing it
  • 00:39:09
    what I what I understood it to be was
  • 00:39:11
    like the overtone all the sounds
  • 00:39:14
    together are um an overtone of creation
  • 00:39:18
    is what is the only way I can describe
  • 00:39:20
    it it's
  • 00:39:22
    um I don't know I think it's part of the
  • 00:39:25
    reason why I healed f faster than they
  • 00:39:27
    they were like oh this could take up to
  • 00:39:29
    six months or up to and the fact that my
  • 00:39:31
    brain and I mean nothing was injured
  • 00:39:33
    every organ is fine everything is fine
  • 00:39:35
    but I was so enamored in that
  • 00:39:38
    rainbow and the idea that it's a
  • 00:39:42
    technology that's
  • 00:39:44
    available it is absolutely is it
  • 00:39:46
    absolutely is it's going to become more
  • 00:39:48
    apparent to the world this
  • 00:39:51
    year you know you don't you can't
  • 00:39:53
    imagine what's going to happen this year
  • 00:39:55
    it's the end the death of an era
  • 00:39:58
    happened in 2012 which we're clapping
  • 00:40:02
    for it over here waiting for it to all
  • 00:40:04
    drop let's go it's happening don't you
  • 00:40:07
    worry I can tell you right now and I've
  • 00:40:10
    gotten this from
  • 00:40:13
    scientists this year they are going to
  • 00:40:15
    release to the world that there are five
  • 00:40:18
    earthlike planets in our solar system on
  • 00:40:22
    the outside of
  • 00:40:24
    Pluto oh always been there they Haven
  • 00:40:26
    just ared they've always been there but
  • 00:40:28
    we don't get told about them for all the
  • 00:40:31
    obvious
  • 00:40:33
    reasons and these are where these UFOs
  • 00:40:35
    and things are coming from this is where
  • 00:40:38
    some entities on this Earth come from
  • 00:40:40
    come and go but unless you've got a
  • 00:40:42
    multi multi-million dollar telescope
  • 00:40:45
    you're never going to see those planets
  • 00:40:47
    we're not even told they're there but
  • 00:40:49
    they're that's going to be released I
  • 00:40:50
    can guarantee
  • 00:40:52
    you that's going to happen this year
  • 00:40:55
    then they're going to say oh by the way
  • 00:40:57
    there's life
  • 00:40:58
    there this is going to happen also
  • 00:41:02
    during that time this year because of
  • 00:41:05
    the death of the old era and this is the
  • 00:41:06
    new era and this is why they're about to
  • 00:41:12
    approach all of the people who are
  • 00:41:15
    caught and grasp onto tradition aren't
  • 00:41:19
    going to make
  • 00:41:21
    it people who grasp to Old religions
  • 00:41:24
    aren't going to make it people who can't
  • 00:41:26
    let go people who are hoarders people
  • 00:41:29
    who don't have the ability to adapt
  • 00:41:31
    people who won't open their mind to new
  • 00:41:33
    things they're not going to make it this
  • 00:41:36
    is going to be the death throws and it's
  • 00:41:38
    happening now across the planet the
  • 00:41:40
    death throws of the old era the old ways
  • 00:41:43
    they don't
  • 00:41:44
    work right thousands of years ago we
  • 00:41:48
    kill murder rape pillage hate bad bad
  • 00:41:52
    bad religion came along supposed to stop
  • 00:41:55
    all of that let's let's have a go with
  • 00:41:57
    religion let's see if we can stop it
  • 00:41:58
    through fear it got worse in the name of
  • 00:42:01
    God now because so same that
  • 00:42:04
    were doing the raping and pillaging are
  • 00:42:06
    the ones that created religion so it had
  • 00:42:09
    to go wrong so they've had 2,000 years
  • 00:42:13
    that didn't work 2,000 years later we
  • 00:42:16
    still killing pillaging raping and
  • 00:42:18
    murdering let's try government
  • 00:42:20
    governments ushered in centuries ago
  • 00:42:23
    now here we are today still murdering
  • 00:42:26
    pillaging killing raping in the name of
  • 00:42:28
    our government this
  • 00:42:31
    time now in this era we're going to
  • 00:42:33
    start voting for Spiritual people not
  • 00:42:37
    ex generals of the Navy or
  • 00:42:40
    whatever we're going to start think
  • 00:42:42
    about it hm okay religion didn't work
  • 00:42:45
    that just made the world more evil
  • 00:42:47
    government didn't work that made the
  • 00:42:48
    world more evil H do spiritual people
  • 00:42:52
    kill and rape and murder and steal from
  • 00:42:54
    each other not not that I know of let's
  • 00:42:57
    vote for one of those that's what's
  • 00:42:59
    coming in the new era and everyone's
  • 00:43:00
    going to be very fine with
  • 00:43:02
    that spiritual people not religious
  • 00:43:05
    people people who come from wisdom
  • 00:43:08
    getting back to the old days when the
  • 00:43:10
    elders used to be our
  • 00:43:12
    education that's what's going to happen
  • 00:43:14
    so I'm for we're we're not going to
  • 00:43:18
    think the same there'll be no money that
  • 00:43:20
    won't be happening it'll be a whole
  • 00:43:22
    different system there'll be no killing
  • 00:43:24
    and raping of the planet anymore it's
  • 00:43:27
    going to be a very good ERA but it's not
  • 00:43:29
    going to happen next
  • 00:43:30
    Saturday but it's going to happen I can
  • 00:43:33
    guarantee you that I know it for a fact
  • 00:43:36
    that's my I know a lot of what you're
  • 00:43:39
    saying because I've seen evidence of it
  • 00:43:42
    being ushered in good um yeah and I've
  • 00:43:45
    heard tals of some of the things that
  • 00:43:48
    you're talking about we know the money's
  • 00:43:51
    about to crash that has to that's about
  • 00:43:54
    to go down the shoot hardcore
  • 00:43:56
    but you know the the lack of fear and
  • 00:43:59
    knowing that no matter what happens it's
  • 00:44:02
    going to be fine I just learned itely
  • 00:44:04
    don't worry about it you've been trained
  • 00:44:05
    to rely on something that doesn't exist
  • 00:44:08
    money is a virtual thing yeah okay let's
  • 00:44:11
    consider we want to build a
  • 00:44:13
    uh $50 million spacecraft to send a
  • 00:44:18
    bunch of people to the Moon to get some
  • 00:44:21
    energy or something from there that we
  • 00:44:23
    can make our lives better down here $50
  • 00:44:25
    million to make has happen why does it
  • 00:44:28
    cost $50
  • 00:44:29
    million why can't people just go and dig
  • 00:44:32
    up the metal that's necessary we'll feed
  • 00:44:34
    them while they're doing it let's say
  • 00:44:37
    hypothetically Australia has been
  • 00:44:39
    because Australia is separate from
  • 00:44:41
    everywhere else Australia grows the food
  • 00:44:43
    for the world it's big enough okay you
  • 00:44:46
    guys do that we're not going to pay you
  • 00:44:48
    but what we are going to do is you need
  • 00:44:50
    bricks no worries Britain can send you
  • 00:44:52
    those that won't cost you anything
  • 00:44:55
    because you're feeding them
  • 00:44:57
    you need this on that not a worry China
  • 00:44:59
    can provide that that's what they do oh
  • 00:45:01
    you need Electronics Japan that's their
  • 00:45:03
    job that's what they do why is it going
  • 00:45:05
    to cost $50 million it's it's not
  • 00:45:08
    necessary the people digging the up
  • 00:45:11
    and making the spacecraft if you're
  • 00:45:13
    feeding them if you've provided them
  • 00:45:15
    with a home if they've got a car if they
  • 00:45:17
    can go to the pictures for
  • 00:45:19
    nothing where's why do you need money
  • 00:45:22
    it's ridiculous it's not necessary
  • 00:45:25
    course system is ridiculous and that's
  • 00:45:27
    where going isn't that the way of the
  • 00:45:30
    ases yes way back I am so drawn to uh to
  • 00:45:35
    that kind of teaching and I have been
  • 00:45:37
    for a while but even since this since
  • 00:45:40
    December 2nd I'm just and it's like I
  • 00:45:42
    just know a air water and sunshine baby
  • 00:45:46
    yeah they' poison the water they poison
  • 00:45:49
    the air and they you know they're
  • 00:45:50
    blocking out the Sun as much as they can
  • 00:45:53
    we were watching the planes over here
  • 00:45:54
    yesterday going over over and oh I just
  • 00:45:57
    like seriously like one day it's it's
  • 00:46:01
    nuts but what I found out is internally
  • 00:46:04
    you can create that vibration or that
  • 00:46:07
    Force within you yes so I just sit and
  • 00:46:10
    close my eyes and draw the sunshine in
  • 00:46:12
    and and then it's not even draw it in
  • 00:46:14
    it's there I just expand it and let it
  • 00:46:16
    let it do its work let the energy do its
  • 00:46:19
    job you have faith in life yeah I've
  • 00:46:23
    never had before I tell my husband that
  • 00:46:26
    all the time I I'm like so glad to be
  • 00:46:28
    here I've never been this glad to be on
  • 00:46:30
    the planet before oh you've given me
  • 00:46:32
    goosebumps I love you ah likewise well
  • 00:46:36
    done my friend well done you are doing
  • 00:46:39
    so well I think your death was
  • 00:46:42
    purposeful I think that was just you
  • 00:46:45
    were
  • 00:46:46
    having perhaps doubts or unsuri is about
  • 00:46:50
    all of this and something's gone well
  • 00:46:51
    look here you goof there you go jump in
  • 00:46:54
    have a look and then
  • 00:46:57
    well I keep practicing the idea because
  • 00:46:59
    we've talked about this a few times the
  • 00:47:01
    idea of staying conscious when you go to
  • 00:47:03
    sleep right the practice of go to sleep
  • 00:47:07
    let your body drift off but don't let
  • 00:47:09
    your Consciousness and I've struggled so
  • 00:47:12
    hard to do that um and then I'll I'll
  • 00:47:16
    wake up but my body's asleep but I'm
  • 00:47:20
    standing there staring at myself kind of
  • 00:47:22
    think going how did I don't even know
  • 00:47:24
    how I do it I don't know what
  • 00:47:28
    happens I don't know I was sitting in a
  • 00:47:31
    bit of a meditation this
  • 00:47:33
    morning um I just kind of stand or
  • 00:47:37
    sitting I wasn't I was standing and I
  • 00:47:38
    was sitting I was laying down I can't
  • 00:47:40
    lay down flat yet because it hurts too
  • 00:47:42
    much yeah yeah could imagine so I at an
  • 00:47:46
    angle and then I recognized I was
  • 00:47:49
    standing up and I helped my body stand
  • 00:47:52
    up and we were just face to face and it
  • 00:47:54
    was like I was staring through a through
  • 00:47:57
    a screen or something it was just like
  • 00:47:58
    this
  • 00:48:00
    luminescent I was just like what on
  • 00:48:02
    Earth I've never seen that before I was
  • 00:48:04
    like what the heck did I just do now
  • 00:48:06
    like what is
  • 00:48:07
    this life life must absolutely love you
  • 00:48:11
    right now because you are right now your
  • 00:48:14
    life is on complete
  • 00:48:16
    alignment with life
  • 00:48:19
    itself oh wow what do you do with it
  • 00:48:23
    like what do I what do you want to do
  • 00:48:24
    anything with it for you just enjoy it
  • 00:48:26
    the only thing you have to do is eat
  • 00:48:29
    sleep have a have a Wei that's the
  • 00:48:32
    these are the things you have to do you
  • 00:48:34
    don't need to do anything with what you
  • 00:48:36
    discover just be fascinated enjoy your
  • 00:48:39
    fascination enjoy your curiosity enjoy
  • 00:48:42
    your bravery to look into it
  • 00:48:44
    further you're on the same life pardon
  • 00:48:49
    it makes it feel even more joyful when
  • 00:48:51
    you say it that way because every
  • 00:48:52
    everybody else is like you got to write
  • 00:48:54
    the book you got to do the thing thing
  • 00:48:55
    you got to teach this you got to talk
  • 00:48:57
    about it punch him in the face oh thank
  • 00:49:00
    you I don't want to I keep telling them
  • 00:49:02
    I don't want to write this down I don't
  • 00:49:04
    want to I'm like I'm talking to you
  • 00:49:06
    about it because I'm talking to you but
  • 00:49:07
    I don't
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    wna sharing something that you love that
  • 00:49:11
    you're sharing an experience with me and
  • 00:49:15
    I I class you as a very good friend
  • 00:49:17
    because I love you and um you're sharing
  • 00:49:20
    with your friends and I absolutely
  • 00:49:22
    appreciate
  • 00:49:24
    it now doing so well you're going to
  • 00:49:27
    have
  • 00:49:29
    widom I appreciate your wisdom in it
  • 00:49:32
    because
  • 00:49:33
    I'm like Lord could I ask you a a
  • 00:49:37
    question a personal question when you
  • 00:49:39
    first came on today why were you crying
  • 00:49:42
    because I saw you oh I'm sorry I I'll
  • 00:49:47
    try and
  • 00:49:50
    look it was good put some ribbons and
  • 00:49:53
    some bows in your beard Maybe
  • 00:49:57
    yeah pink pink
  • 00:49:59
    bubbles no it was um well yesterday you
  • 00:50:03
    know what happened yesterday I was
  • 00:50:04
    supposed to be on and the computer just
  • 00:50:07
    wasn't working right for whatever reason
  • 00:50:10
    and um I was like oh man I missed my
  • 00:50:13
    chance and uh and then I was on I got in
  • 00:50:17
    that that room at some point but you
  • 00:50:18
    couldn't see me or hear me but I could
  • 00:50:20
    hear you talking to El and I was just
  • 00:50:23
    like oh okay so you said you know make
  • 00:50:25
    this new appointment I'm waiting for her
  • 00:50:27
    email I'm just like and I was so excited
  • 00:50:30
    getting I mean just to be in front of
  • 00:50:32
    you it's just such a wonderful oh thank
  • 00:50:35
    you thank you I love you too thank you
  • 00:50:39
    so this is the magic that you
  • 00:50:42
    have I was meant to do an interview
  • 00:50:46
    yesterday no sorry when was I meant to
  • 00:50:49
    do an interview I was meant to do an
  • 00:50:50
    interview now
  • 00:50:52
    today and halfway through you not being
  • 00:50:56
    able to get in touch with me correctly
  • 00:50:58
    the lady had to cancel the interview she
  • 00:51:01
    there's just no way she could get into
  • 00:51:03
    her office that day to be able to do it
  • 00:51:05
    so she cancelled it so I said to eelf
  • 00:51:08
    Christie straight in see if she wants to
  • 00:51:11
    do it that was you you did that well
  • 00:51:14
    done hopefully she didn't get hit by a
  • 00:51:17
    bus
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    [Music]
  • 00:51:20
    but
  • 00:51:23
    but that's why understanding now I told
  • 00:51:26
    somebody this the other day if you would
  • 00:51:28
    just step aside and let the energy do
  • 00:51:30
    its job yes don't interfere that's the
  • 00:51:33
    monkey in it just wants to interfere
  • 00:51:36
    yeah let go of it quit using your words
  • 00:51:38
    she's got all these big flowery words
  • 00:51:40
    I'm like I don't even know what you're
  • 00:51:41
    saying anymore you're
  • 00:51:44
    talking talking so much drop all the
  • 00:51:47
    words off and just just be with whatever
  • 00:51:50
    it is that you're trying to do and let
  • 00:51:52
    it do its thing I don't know you know
  • 00:51:56
    considering how rotten you may feel from
  • 00:51:58
    what's happened to you I swear you've
  • 00:52:00
    lost 10 years off your face oh my gosh I
  • 00:52:04
    was doing somebody called me the other
  • 00:52:05
    day I've got all these people texting me
  • 00:52:07
    and calling me wanting to do interviews
  • 00:52:09
    for MDES right for their
  • 00:52:11
    channels and I've I think I've done one
  • 00:52:14
    that I was like okay let's just see what
  • 00:52:16
    this is all about and then somebody
  • 00:52:17
    called me wanting to do an interview for
  • 00:52:19
    a
  • 00:52:21
    friendship broadcast or she's making a
  • 00:52:24
    documentary or something about friends
  • 00:52:26
    and she didn't know what had happened to
  • 00:52:27
    me um but I agreed to do it because I
  • 00:52:30
    know the lady and she's just a real
  • 00:52:32
    sweetheart and I'm sitting there we
  • 00:52:34
    we're on a thing like this and she goes
  • 00:52:36
    I'm just going to put you full screen so
  • 00:52:38
    I'm off the screen so she has you know
  • 00:52:40
    she can take different shot shots to
  • 00:52:42
    insert into her documentary and I looked
  • 00:52:45
    at my face and I was like oh my God like
  • 00:52:47
    let me scoop this
  • 00:52:50
    weight my eye was all swollen and like
  • 00:52:53
    weird I was like
  • 00:52:55
    yeah it was really
  • 00:52:58
    good I swear my face was halfway hanging
  • 00:53:01
    off I was like oh
  • 00:53:04
    don't well you look a lot better
  • 00:53:08
    now wow I don't know what had happened
  • 00:53:11
    it was crazy looking but I do I feel I
  • 00:53:14
    honestly feel pretty good every once in
  • 00:53:16
    a while I get nervous about the lungs
  • 00:53:19
    And the fact I can't tell the difference
  • 00:53:21
    between the rib um pain which is getting
  • 00:53:24
    less taking a breathing course that
  • 00:53:27
    showed up in my email and I just clicked
  • 00:53:29
    on it um it was a free breathing course
  • 00:53:32
    and I'm learning how to breathe properly
  • 00:53:35
    now which I find crazy and interesting
  • 00:53:37
    at almost 60 years
  • 00:53:39
    old I'm like all right let's learn how
  • 00:53:42
    to breathe that's made a world of
  • 00:53:43
    difference the pain that doctor that
  • 00:53:46
    chiropractor touching my back and going
  • 00:53:48
    oh my god let's put some of your ribs
  • 00:53:50
    back in
  • 00:53:51
    yeah that was amazing I mean things just
  • 00:53:55
    the
  • 00:53:56
    pain almost I would say over 50% of it
  • 00:54:00
    oh wonderful wonderful that blew me away
  • 00:54:03
    because they kept saying cartilage pain
  • 00:54:05
    is probably some of the next to bone
  • 00:54:07
    pain is some of the worst pain you can
  • 00:54:09
    have is and um when he put those bones
  • 00:54:12
    back in their joints I was just like are
  • 00:54:15
    you serious even the the feeling that I
  • 00:54:18
    was still having an asthma attack
  • 00:54:21
    left I was like all right how much of
  • 00:54:23
    this for my whole life has been
  • 00:54:26
    how much of it's actually been lung
  • 00:54:27
    issues I don't know I don't know wow
  • 00:54:31
    well it doesn't matter now gosh that's
  • 00:54:34
    the other thing did you want me to tell
  • 00:54:36
    you why what happened or would you not
  • 00:54:40
    to know no I want to know I do want to
  • 00:54:42
    know I'll give you the very very upside
  • 00:54:45
    first the very very upside is what
  • 00:54:47
    happened is
  • 00:54:48
    rare this is why now no one can tell you
  • 00:54:51
    what it
  • 00:54:54
    is
  • 00:54:56
    the reality and the truth of what
  • 00:54:57
    happened is rarely on a rare occasion
  • 00:55:01
    sometimes you will have an electrical
  • 00:55:05
    glitch and everything just
  • 00:55:08
    stops all that happened it's like um
  • 00:55:12
    let's say you got your washing machine
  • 00:55:14
    going and doing the washing and for some
  • 00:55:18
    reason maybe an ant got into the wiring
  • 00:55:20
    or the dog's been walking over the cable
  • 00:55:23
    too many times and it's come loose
  • 00:55:26
    and
  • 00:55:27
    suddenly the the power plug in the power
  • 00:55:29
    point has just come just loose enough so
  • 00:55:32
    one of the things aren't quite making a
  • 00:55:34
    connection and now boom your washing
  • 00:55:36
    machine goes off it's not dead it's just
  • 00:55:39
    not going and no one can see why oh easy
  • 00:55:42
    there's just a little tiny glitch over
  • 00:55:44
    there push it back in and everything's
  • 00:55:45
    good to go and it'll never ever happen
  • 00:55:47
    again now because you know not to do
  • 00:55:50
    that you know to hide the PowerPoint so
  • 00:55:53
    people can't walk over and trip over the
  • 00:55:55
    cable easy easy occasionally you will
  • 00:55:59
    get a glitch occasionally you'll get a
  • 00:56:01
    little
  • 00:56:03
    electrical not a short out just a an
  • 00:56:06
    electrical glitch that's all I can say
  • 00:56:09
    and if that electrical glitch happens to
  • 00:56:11
    be around the vagus nerve or the vagus
  • 00:56:14
    nerve isn't one nerve it goes down
  • 00:56:16
    behind your heart and this is how I know
  • 00:56:19
    this is what happened to you this one
  • 00:56:21
    nerve goes down past your gullet and
  • 00:56:25
    then it branches off behind your heart
  • 00:56:27
    that's responsible for your heart
  • 00:56:29
    pumping it branches off again onto your
  • 00:56:32
    lungs this one when you hit someone in
  • 00:56:35
    martial
  • 00:56:37
    arts it tell because when you hit
  • 00:56:40
    someone there your heart stops and your
  • 00:56:42
    lungs stop for that
  • 00:56:44
    reason and that's what's happened to you
  • 00:56:48
    the upside is is it's it's rare it'll it
  • 00:56:52
    probably wouldn't happen in another 50
  • 00:56:53
    lifetimes
  • 00:56:55
    oh why but for you I think there was a
  • 00:56:59
    reason for you I think you you needed to
  • 00:57:01
    do that you needed even if it was just
  • 00:57:04
    to get some of the answers you've gotten
  • 00:57:06
    today if you hadn't gone through that
  • 00:57:08
    you wouldn't be getting these answers
  • 00:57:10
    and your understanding of Life wouldn't
  • 00:57:12
    have deepened to the point it has
  • 00:57:14
    today so you've learned a lot you've
  • 00:57:16
    seen a lot you've met
  • 00:57:20
    death shake its hand next time say hi
  • 00:57:23
    from me we know each other
  • 00:57:26
    we know each other
  • 00:57:27
    well let me ask you sent a lot of
  • 00:57:31
    clients to
  • 00:57:32
    death so he owes
  • 00:57:34
    me oh how funny I'm joking well and it's
  • 00:57:38
    it's it's cool to know that death is not
  • 00:57:42
    the Grim Reaper picture that we've been
  • 00:57:45
    shown kind of that was drawn up by
  • 00:57:47
    people who are fearful of death most of
  • 00:57:50
    our education is put together by fearful
  • 00:57:53
    people yeah
  • 00:57:57
    religion yeah you got to have the balls
  • 00:58:00
    if you don't have balls in this new era
  • 00:58:02
    you're not going to make it you've got
  • 00:58:04
    balls as big as basketballs Christie so
  • 00:58:07
    you got no problems none at
  • 00:58:09
    all yeah I have no problems I yeah I
  • 00:58:13
    can't even explain it everything I used
  • 00:58:15
    to gripe about I have no gripes yeah
  • 00:58:18
    feel good you are free from that I'm
  • 00:58:21
    just saying no issues no
  • 00:58:25
    I don't know my big brother in this
  • 00:58:27
    lifetime called
  • 00:58:29
    me two mornings ago because he saw the
  • 00:58:32
    interview on YouTube that I did with
  • 00:58:34
    that gentleman I think his name was Jeff
  • 00:58:37
    something could you send me a link for
  • 00:58:39
    that yeah I sure can that would be great
  • 00:58:41
    thank you I absolutely can but Bill
  • 00:58:44
    called me and he goes I could only
  • 00:58:47
    listen to the first 17 minutes of it I'm
  • 00:58:49
    like 17 minutes like why' you pick 17 he
  • 00:58:52
    goes That's when I had to turn it off
  • 00:58:53
    because I couldn't couldn't handle it he
  • 00:58:56
    goes but I want to hear like what did
  • 00:58:58
    like tell me that again what all did you
  • 00:59:00
    go through and the whole conversation
  • 00:59:02
    went on and on and just us going back
  • 00:59:04
    and forth we haven't talked
  • 00:59:06
    in I want to say years like really
  • 00:59:09
    talked there's been like family
  • 00:59:11
    discussions things that had to have
  • 00:59:13
    conversation around it but we just we
  • 00:59:17
    quit talking for lots of reasons but the
  • 00:59:20
    end of the conversation was just him
  • 00:59:21
    going you have to know I love you like I
  • 00:59:24
    just he goes this whole thing is sucked
  • 00:59:26
    I don't know what the hell happened to
  • 00:59:27
    all of us but you know and he just
  • 00:59:30
    started balling and then I was a mess
  • 00:59:32
    and I was like maybe that's what this
  • 00:59:34
    was for just to recognize and I see
  • 00:59:37
    people that was the other thing I wanted
  • 00:59:39
    to tell you is I see people so
  • 00:59:41
    differently you know the the judgments
  • 00:59:44
    that we're taught to have but all of
  • 00:59:47
    that stuff has just Fallen away and I
  • 00:59:50
    was shown how judgment um causes the
  • 00:59:53
    need to for forgive yeah that if you
  • 00:59:56
    forgive yourself of your judgment if you
  • 00:59:58
    don't have a judgment there's nothing to
  • 01:00:00
    forgive absolutely thank
  • 01:00:02
    you nothing to worry about right um I
  • 01:00:07
    don't know and when I first started
  • 01:00:09
    talking to people I think that's part of
  • 01:00:11
    the reason I started crying when you got
  • 01:00:12
    on I I heard your voice more than saw
  • 01:00:15
    you people's voices to me just sound
  • 01:00:18
    like music yeah and just like oh like
  • 01:00:21
    just keep talking I just want to hear
  • 01:00:23
    your voice I I was calling people
  • 01:00:26
    literally and you know just leaving
  • 01:00:28
    messages because nobody was answering
  • 01:00:30
    their phones anymore but I would leave a
  • 01:00:33
    message that I just want to hear your
  • 01:00:36
    voice
  • 01:00:38
    back you okay
  • 01:00:41
    yeah take a moment feel it it's
  • 01:00:45
    lovely yeah it's amazing I can't can't
  • 01:00:50
    describe
  • 01:00:51
    it it's like chocolate
  • 01:00:56
    it's better than
  • 01:00:58
    [Laughter]
  • 01:01:03
    chocolate I love chocolate I was a
  • 01:01:05
    pastry chef for years so I know good
  • 01:01:08
    chocolate I love chocolate yeah it's
  • 01:01:10
    better than
  • 01:01:12
    chocolate yeah wow
  • 01:01:17
    wonderful there was something else I
  • 01:01:19
    wanted to talk to you about and it's
  • 01:01:21
    completely left me never mind it's okay
  • 01:01:24
    wanted to ask you what would you do
  • 01:01:26
    different next time and you said this
  • 01:01:27
    won't happen for another 50 lifetimes
  • 01:01:30
    potentially
  • 01:01:31
    but what like what can I be practicing I
  • 01:01:34
    know I need to practice my focus more
  • 01:01:38
    because my focus is like all over the
  • 01:01:39
    place right now but what would what
  • 01:01:42
    would you do differently or what did you
  • 01:01:44
    do differently to learn how to stay
  • 01:01:47
    conscious in these
  • 01:01:48
    spaces oh I just kept practicing you
  • 01:01:52
    have to remember I started at like
  • 01:01:55
    9 I was ordained in Tibet by
  • 01:01:59
    14 oh my good have a normal life
  • 01:02:05
    um it doesn't mean that I'm Different to
  • 01:02:09
    everyone else everyone is I I'm made of
  • 01:02:12
    the same everyone else is life made
  • 01:02:14
    me life made you and it gave us all the
  • 01:02:16
    same coats of paint and the same
  • 01:02:18
    internals and everything else and it's
  • 01:02:20
    just that I was lucky enough that my
  • 01:02:24
    abuse sent me into a world that turned
  • 01:02:28
    me into
  • 01:02:29
    this I am not who I am whatever that is
  • 01:02:33
    I am not who I am because of what I've
  • 01:02:35
    read I'm not who I am because of what
  • 01:02:38
    I've learned I'm not who I am because of
  • 01:02:40
    what people have tried to teach me I am
  • 01:02:42
    who I am because of what I eat how I
  • 01:02:45
    exercise how I look at the
  • 01:02:48
    world
  • 01:02:52
    um yeah and my own
  • 01:02:55
    exploration it's no one's made me I just
  • 01:03:00
    grew up like a plant and yeah I don't
  • 01:03:02
    know how to explain
  • 01:03:05
    it do it anyone can do it it's just you
  • 01:03:08
    got to do it a lot that's all and I'm
  • 01:03:11
    not talking years I'm talking months but
  • 01:03:15
    good hard work for those months yeah
  • 01:03:18
    deep meditation correct meditation if
  • 01:03:21
    you do it every day you get better and
  • 01:03:23
    better and better
  • 01:03:25
    real meditation isn't a practice real
  • 01:03:27
    meditation is the end result when you
  • 01:03:30
    can immediately step out of your
  • 01:03:32
    thoughts and go into a
  • 01:03:35
    trance at that moment you've reached
  • 01:03:38
    meditation and you just hold it and then
  • 01:03:41
    your life becomes your meditation you
  • 01:03:44
    will be like that all the time in that
  • 01:03:46
    state of mind that's one
  • 01:03:49
    exercise another one is lay yourself
  • 01:03:53
    down on your couch or your
  • 01:03:56
    bed totally wipe yourself out toes feet
  • 01:04:00
    legs you know the process make sure that
  • 01:04:03
    your body is just down to about seven or
  • 01:04:06
    eight beats a
  • 01:04:09
    minute and then imagine your you know
  • 01:04:11
    how imagination is telling your brain
  • 01:04:14
    what you want it to do for you imagining
  • 01:04:17
    yourself raising out of your body and
  • 01:04:20
    just walk through your home go into your
  • 01:04:23
    kitchen turn around look at your body
  • 01:04:26
    laying there even if it's imagination at
  • 01:04:28
    first is irrelevant you're still doing
  • 01:04:30
    it and you're still telling your brain
  • 01:04:32
    and you're showing your brain exactly
  • 01:04:34
    what you want to do so imagine yourself
  • 01:04:37
    coming out of your body move it over a
  • 01:04:40
    little stand up turn around see yourself
  • 01:04:42
    laying there move into your kitchen look
  • 01:04:46
    at the curtains look at the tiles or
  • 01:04:49
    carpet or whatever you've got on the
  • 01:04:50
    floor look at every detail look at the
  • 01:04:53
    cupboards the handles on the drawers the
  • 01:04:56
    refrigerator look at everything spend
  • 01:04:58
    five minutes totally taking in this
  • 01:05:01
    kitchen then go into another room and
  • 01:05:03
    start doing that and there'll be a
  • 01:05:05
    moment where you'll kind of go oh this
  • 01:05:08
    feels different and you'll realize that
  • 01:05:10
    it's not imagination now your brain's
  • 01:05:13
    gone oh and it's let you go and you've
  • 01:05:16
    gone and it's now happening at that
  • 01:05:19
    moment you're the same creature that
  • 01:05:21
    went out there and saw death coming up
  • 01:05:22
    the street
  • 01:05:24
    I actually have been doing some I
  • 01:05:26
    haven't practiced it enough clearly but
  • 01:05:29
    we've had that conversation
  • 01:05:31
    before do it's all you have to do
  • 01:05:34
    Christie when I was lying in the
  • 01:05:36
    hospital um I was in I told you in a
  • 01:05:39
    coma for three days and then I was in
  • 01:05:41
    the I want to say in the psych word for
  • 01:05:43
    three days but it was the cardiac
  • 01:05:46
    W and I I was writing there they had
  • 01:05:51
    just taken me off all the the medication
  • 01:05:54
    the Fentanyl and and didn't realize how
  • 01:05:57
    bad my rib cage was um and the pain was
  • 01:06:00
    so
  • 01:06:01
    excruciating but I I did I went into
  • 01:06:04
    that and just started systematically
  • 01:06:06
    going from my feet all the way up and
  • 01:06:08
    just relaxing everything as best as I
  • 01:06:11
    could and um and I was always curious if
  • 01:06:14
    you ever noticed but I think probably
  • 01:06:17
    three or four occasions I found myself
  • 01:06:19
    standing next to you oh I've yeah you
  • 01:06:23
    and I have been next to each other a few
  • 01:06:25
    times I have come yeah
  • 01:06:28
    conversations yeah yeah and I wish I
  • 01:06:32
    could remember the conversations but I
  • 01:06:34
    just remember standing there going oh
  • 01:06:37
    this is much nicer than the hospital
  • 01:06:43
    Bo is
  • 01:06:46
    bizarre oh yeah it was
  • 01:06:50
    crazy but yeah I've I've been working on
  • 01:06:53
    all of these things but I think a lot of
  • 01:06:55
    this is
  • 01:06:57
    why I don't know why I I think a lot of
  • 01:07:00
    it's why I lived through it everybody
  • 01:07:02
    that that looks at my chart or pulls up
  • 01:07:05
    my my information is like you just
  • 01:07:07
    shouldn't be here there is no reason why
  • 01:07:11
    how old are you
  • 01:07:13
    now according to the article somebody
  • 01:07:15
    just wrote 54 but my son tells me I'm 59
  • 01:07:19
    so I'm not sure okay I'm going I'm going
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    with 54 let's say you're your 50s
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    mid-50s all right in 55 years life has
  • 01:07:29
    dealt some pretty horrible to you
  • 01:07:32
    hasn't it yeah you've had some Prett
  • 01:07:34
    nasty hard times did your religion pull
  • 01:07:37
    you through it no it didn't did
  • 01:07:40
    your government pull you through that no
  • 01:07:41
    it didn't you did it for 55
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    years you have dealt with every moment
  • 01:07:48
    and the that life has presented to
  • 01:07:50
    you in that moment every single one you
  • 01:07:53
    pulled through it
  • 01:07:55
    yourself that's why you didn't
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    die
  • 01:08:00
    wow you are
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    self what was that you are a
  • 01:08:05
    self-reliant
  • 01:08:10
    woman wow
  • 01:08:12
    nice thank you I think you and I should
  • 01:08:15
    do some breathing exercises in the
  • 01:08:17
    future unfortunate well fortunately or
  • 01:08:20
    unfortunately I have someone waiting now
  • 01:08:23
    oh I'm sorry don't be sorry stop saying
  • 01:08:26
    you're sorry tell the world you do
  • 01:08:28
    that to the world stop saying sorry to
  • 01:08:30
    it it should say sorry to
  • 01:08:32
    you
  • 01:08:37
    so I'm gonna demand that apology so that
  • 01:08:40
    would
  • 01:08:41
    [Laughter]
  • 01:08:46
    hurt oh my gosh that's when I laugh
  • 01:08:48
    there you go now you know exactly what
  • 01:08:50
    that means don't
  • 01:08:52
    you oh my gosh and if oh my gosh if I
  • 01:08:55
    laugh too hard and I inhale it feels
  • 01:08:57
    like everything's just getting sucked in
  • 01:09:00
    don't have a put some put some Rayo in a
  • 01:09:04
    bath go and settle yourself have a
  • 01:09:06
    sauner if you can get one reminds still
  • 01:09:10
    alive listen my dear
  • 01:09:12
    [Music]
  • 01:09:13
    friend if the breathing exercises is
  • 01:09:16
    doing you well fantastic if you want to
  • 01:09:19
    take your breathing exercises a little
  • 01:09:21
    bit further so it's not only helping
  • 01:09:23
    your body but your spirituality please
  • 01:09:25
    let me know the next time you and I
  • 01:09:29
    speak let me take you through a handful
  • 01:09:31
    of exercises let's make it an intense
  • 01:09:34
    session okay um and I will give you the
  • 01:09:37
    things that I would normally give to
  • 01:09:40
    someone in a monastic
  • 01:09:42
    situation you're ready for it you can do
  • 01:09:45
    it that would be awesome I'll take you
  • 01:09:47
    up on that one yeah let's do that next
  • 01:09:50
    time just when we get on here don't let
  • 01:09:52
    don't let us prattle on although I love
  • 01:09:54
    talking to you and I love you talking to
  • 01:09:56
    me it's like talking to an old friend I
  • 01:10:00
    don't have a lot of friends anymore and
  • 01:10:03
    being on here with you it's just like oh
  • 01:10:05
    it literally feels like I'm back home
  • 01:10:07
    that's
  • 01:10:08
    what it feels like my sister's right
  • 01:10:11
    there under my arm as well when I speak
  • 01:10:13
    to you ah yeah iate
  • 01:10:18
    that one day one day I'm taking you to
  • 01:10:21
    lunch and we're just going to spend the
  • 01:10:22
    afternoon chuckling away and disturbing
  • 01:10:25
    everyone around us I'll take you up on
  • 01:10:28
    that too that would be awesome I'm
  • 01:10:30
    looking forward to that one that's that
  • 01:10:31
    is going to happen that's in my bucket
  • 01:10:33
    list ABS oh that would be amazing that
  • 01:10:37
    would be amazing it's GNA happen okay my
  • 01:10:41
    friend unfortunately I could speak to
  • 01:10:43
    you forever but I I do need to
  • 01:10:45
    go all right I love you bless you thank
  • 01:10:48
    you I love you so much bless you as well
  • 01:10:51
    and um please please please take care of
  • 01:10:55
    yourself I'm trying
  • 01:10:58
    to try not to die this week that would
  • 01:11:01
    be
  • 01:11:02
    nice stay above ground it'll be
  • 01:11:05
    fine yeah all
  • 01:11:07
    right okay bye bye
  • 01:11:11
    bye
Tags
  • Near-death experience
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  • Spiritual growth
  • Life appreciation
  • Coma
  • Karma
  • Emergency services
  • Healing
  • Connection
  • Fear of death