Meet The Deadliest Men On Death Row: Inside Indiana State Prison | Trevor McDonald

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ceet2xAZJnM

Résumé

TLDRThe documentary provides an in-depth look into the lives of inmates at Indiana's maximum security prison, focusing particularly on those placed on death row. It explores the grim daily existence of these prisoners, highlighting stories of regret and adaptation to a life confined. Friendships, despite the looming threat of execution, form in this eerie environment. Interviews reveal the psychological toll taken on inmates, some of whom entered the prison system as young teenagers. The documentary also sheds light on the controversies surrounding the death penalty, wherein inmates spend years on death row before possible execution, and the complexities involved in navigating this prison world.

A retenir

  • 🔗 Inmates form unexpected bonds on death row despite the looming presence of death.
  • 🔒 Strict security measures oversee inmate movements, ensuring prison safety.
  • 🧱 Life on death row is a bleak and isolating experience, with limited outside interaction.
  • 🔄 Some inmates spend years waiting for execution, reflecting on their crimes.
  • 🕒 The prison system allows lengthy appeals, delaying execution for years.
  • ⚖️ Certain inmates have their death sentences altered after retrials.
  • 🗨️ Inmates express a range of emotions from regret to defiance about their crimes.
  • 🚪 Those not on death row experience slightly more freedom with privileges like jobs.
  • 📚 Access to books provides a mental escape for some inmates.
  • 💔 Inmates like Ronald L. Sanford entered the system as teenagers and missed normal life experiences.

Chronologie

  • 00:00:00 - 00:05:00

    The video begins with an emotional account of the experience of losing a friend on death row. It sets the stage for a documentary exploring life inside Indiana's maximum security prison, focusing on death row inmates. The narrator shares access he gained to the prison to film the daily realities of the inmates, some facing execution for heinous crimes.

  • 00:05:00 - 00:10:00

    Inside the prison, the narrator meets with the superintendent and the guards, who discuss the strict procedures in place on death row. They describe the routines of the inmates and the necessity of maintaining security. Inmates themselves express diverse personalities, with some still attempting to maintain relationships despite their circumstances.

  • 00:10:00 - 00:15:00

    The documentary features an inmate reflecting on his past actions and lack of rehabilitation. He admits to his criminal tendencies and foresees no future outside of prison, expressing regret yet accepting his fate. Meanwhile, the prison environment is depicted as harsh, with limited opportunities for inmates to interact.

  • 00:15:00 - 00:20:00

    Emphasizing the harshness of the prison system, a striking story of a prisoner incarcerated since age 15 for a double homicide is highlighted. This prisoner, serving a 170-year sentence, recounts the loss of his childhood and regrets his actions, illustrating the dire consequences of a youth spent behind bars.

  • 00:20:00 - 00:25:00

    The documentary also focuses on an inmate who keeps his cell immaculately clean. He delves into the emotional and physical toll the death row experience imposes, with the constant awareness of impending execution and its psychological impact. The inmates are under constant supervision and isolation, affecting their mental health.

  • 00:25:00 - 00:30:00

    Another inmate story is revealed, showing life-long incarceration and the adaptations prisoners must make. The film captures inmates' routines, their attempts to maintain dignity, and insights into their lives confined to a highly controlled and surveilled environment, highlighting the paradox of long-lasting human ingenuity even in dire situations.

  • 00:30:00 - 00:35:00

    Interpersonal dynamics among inmates on death row are explored, showing friendships formed under extreme circumstances. These relationships provide emotional support despite the ever-present threat of execution. The narrative unveils inmates' survival strategies, including trust and mutual protection against the violent world they inhabit.

  • 00:35:00 - 00:40:00

    The documentary highlights the precarious hope for inmates who manage to escape death row through legal means, albeit still serving life sentences. The transition from awaiting execution to coping with a prolonged prison life is portrayed as bittersweet, offering limited freedom even within incarceration.

  • 00:40:00 - 00:46:28

    A heartfelt one-on-one interview with an inmate facing execution reveals deep introspection about his crimes and life choices. He discusses his emotional journey and the complexity of facing death at the hands of the state. The segment encapsulates the moral conflicts and regrets stemming from a life of crime and the ultimate penalty imposed.

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Questions fréquemment posées

  • Where is this maximum security prison located?

    It is located in the state of Indiana, about an hour south of Chicago.

  • What is the general atmosphere in the prison?

    The prison is described as dark and forbidding, with a grim atmosphere particularly on death row.

  • How many inmates are on death row here?

    There are 12 inmates currently on death row in this prison.

  • What sort of crimes have the inmates committed?

    Many inmates have committed violent crimes including murder. Specific examples include killing of a police officer and a double homicide committed by a 13-year-old.

  • How do inmates spend time in the prison?

    Inmates engage in various activities like recreating, going to the barber, and some have jobs within the prison. Those on death row have limited interaction and are confined most of the time.

  • What is a unique aspect of this prison system mentioned?

    Inmates can spend many years on death row exhausting appeals before being executed, and they can form friendships even in such a setting.

  • Is there any chance for those convicted to get off death row?

    Some inmates have had their sentences changed upon appeal, as in the case of a prisoner who had his sentence changed from death to 150 years.

  • What health concerns are mentioned in the video?

    One inmate is described as being diabetic, which allows him more interaction with others because he visits the prison hospital daily.

  • How do prison officials maintain control and safety?

    A detailed monitoring system using names and cell numbers helps track the movements and activities of inmates to avoid dangerous situations.

  • Do inmates reflect on their crimes?

    Yes, many inmates express regret and remorse about their actions and their past.

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    what's it like when one of your friends
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    on death row is Led away to be
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    executed well you spend you know years
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    and years and months and months and
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    hours of every day with a person you
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    talk every day hey what are you doing
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    and you know let's eat something let's
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    make something to eat and you know and
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    he eventually comes by one day and like
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    hey I got to go
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    man and you know when he leaves and
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    turns his back and walks down them steps
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    he ain't coming back they're going to
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    kill
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    him about an hour's Drive south of
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    Chicago in the state of Indiana is one
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    of America's oldest and most notorious
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    maximum security
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    prisons the majority of the 00 inmates
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    here are serving long sentences for
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    unspeakable
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    crimes and when I came at you I wasn't
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    just going to stick you an inch I was
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    going to run something all the way
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    through you get out of
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    here 12 are due to be executed on the
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    orders of the
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    state for 2 weeks I was given privileged
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    access to this dark and forbidding
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    world I do deserve to be executed bottom
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    line that I ain't going to candy coat it
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    I deserve to be
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    executed welcome to Indiana's state
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    [Music]
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    prison thank
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    you my introduction to the prison was
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    dramatic the who runs it superintendent
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    Bill Wilson agreed to take me to death
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    roow so this is actually the entrance
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    this is the actual entrance and and it's
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    uh two floors uh we only have 12 men on
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    on the row right
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    now you have to sign yourself in
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    mhm the superintendent comes to death
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    row every week to check on how the
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    inmates are
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    coping superintendent these are the
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    pictures of people on death row correct
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    uh these are the 12 gentlemen that are
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    on death row um and it shows their cell
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    location so that staff never have to
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    question where they're at no staff
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    members are allowed on the unit when the
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    offenders are out so the offenders
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    actually will secure themselves in the
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    cells uh and then their cell doors will
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    be closed or opened as they need to come
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    in or out do you like any of these
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    people like um they're all they're all
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    different in many ways and I
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    I am respectful of of who they are what
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    they are um would I call them my friends
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    no but there's some characters here that
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    have some personality characteristics
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    that you would say are
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    likable he knows them all by name and
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    they know him mcmanis had always amazed
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    me how clean that's sell is keep it up
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    lot of time in here I
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    know that in trouble yeah all right wils
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    hey how's your
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    eyes you've been over to Medical at all
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    yeah
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    [Music]
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    okay on guys I'm all right how are you
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    just one
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    second how you been I'm all right you
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    I'm doing all right how you doing hi
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    it's tension High not for me
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    okay I'm good all
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    right Richie what's up all this Mr
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    Richie's wife I believe is from England
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    which part of England is she from St Al
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    uhhuh in hotf show yeah yes yeah I met
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    her about four years ago on a pin pal
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    and we hit it off instantly and uh she
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    came over visited couldn't get enough up
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    and married me how often do you get a
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    chance to see her every weekend do you
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    mind do you mind doing this oh no no not
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    at all yes it is very very
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    unconventional though
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    because the end game in this
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    relationship is one that you know and
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    she knows
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    well yeah kind of cuz a lot of guys can
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    get off DE rope a a lot of us are
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    getting off death Rad but cases like
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    mine and like another gentleman back
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    here
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    you know we we didn't kill no women or
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    kids we we were charged with shooting a
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    cop a police officer and they just don't
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    let guys like us no matter if you got
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    good issues in your case or not legal
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    issues to let you off to let you off
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    death Road it doesn't matter you know
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    what I mean she knows that and she
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    married you I know I I found something
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    now see I was a stupid kid at 19 and 20
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    I made very poor decisions I would make
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    decisions
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    I would do things without without uh
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    thinking about them and I didn't give a
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    damn about the consequence at all that
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    kid to me now 32 years old that kid's
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    gone I'm not saying I'm
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    rehabilitated you know you're not saying
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    that no I'm not but I am cuz I'd be
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    bullshitting you I'm not going to sit
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    here and lie to you I I'm the kind of
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    guy that does need to be in prison why
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    are you the kind of guy who needs to be
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    in prison because I'm the kind of guy if
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    I get fired from a job and I can't find
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    a job I'll do it the legal way try to
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    get a job and I can't find a job uh and
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    I can't pay my bills I'll go get a gun
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    and I'll pay my
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    bills and I won't think no nothing about
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    it it won't bother me at
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    all you've describe the person you are
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    but how do you see your life looking
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    down the line where does it where does
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    it go where does it end
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    up
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    man either in a box or doing a life
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    sentence on in
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    population that's my choices right there
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    doing a life sentence or being in a
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    box and I got to watch my wife grow old
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    through these
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    bars out in the general population
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    convicts allowed yard time 2 hours
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    Recreation every
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    day save for taking showers and meals
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    this is their only opportunity to mix
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    and to make
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    allies have you been here a long time 27
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    years how many 27 years 27 years
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    I was heading to the administrative
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    segregation unit with Lieutenant
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    Gillespie the men here are among the
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    prison's most
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    [Music]
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    dangerous this is um Sergeant Fagan this
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    is his
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    unit get out of here
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    many of the offenders here are gang
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    members drug dealers and sexual
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    predators everything they do is
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    monitored and carefully
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    controlled could you tell me what this
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    list of names is all about all right
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    this every cellhouse in Indiana State
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    Prison has one of these the idea behind
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    this is to make sure we know where
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    everyone's at what they're doing who
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    they are why they're here etc for for
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    example if someone would accidentally
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    take out 508 and 509 together and let's
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    say they you know 508 owes 509 money so
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    509 is mad about it and they get put in
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    the shower together the door is locked
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    and he has he has a weapon on him 508
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    could lose his life look at that you
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    know just because someone made that
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    mistake so that's why it's important to
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    really understand this board do you feel
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    that you must be constantly vigilant
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    these guys have nothing but time okay
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    we're going home so we're thinking about
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    going to dinner with the wife going to
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    dinner with the mom whatever you know
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    these guys have nothing but time they're
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    sitting here you know and they these
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    guys they're smart they don't forget so
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    let's say you made a mad two weeks ago
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    you forgot all about it they don't so
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    let's say you're sitting here minding
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    your business doing something they can
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    come up behind you and assault you yeah
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    you got to you got to be awake you got
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    to be under
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    toes hey
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    the offenders in this unit are locked
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    down for 23 hours a
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    day and when they're allowed out for
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    their 60-minute break they're kept apart
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    in individual steel
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    cages one of the men is 38-year-old
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    Ronald L
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    Sanford by any measure and in any prison
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    Community his is an exceptional
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    story when did when did you come here to
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    Indiana State Prison oh well I came here
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    in 1989 at the age of 15 years old uh I
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    was actually convicted of the crime that
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    I'm here for at the age of 13 years old
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    um so and what was the crime double
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    homicide so I committed a double
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    homicide at the age of 13 years old at
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    the age of 15 my case had ran his U
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    course through the court and I was
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    sitting here to this prison in 1989
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    double homicide at the age of 13 13 yes
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    sir
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    that's very very young it's tragic uh to
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    say the least and it is very young
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    absolutely it's um it's unheard of you
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    know
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    um why
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    it's unspeakable to say the least uh
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    even reflected on it almost 25 years
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    later uh in August it'll be 25 years
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    since that crime took place it's uh it's
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    still very Vivid it's still very
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    poignant it still resonates and it still
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    has the same amount of uh tragic
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    elements involved in it now as it did
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    then and it will always be with me for
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    the rest of my life always say it's like
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    an arbitros around my neck no matter
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    where I what I where I go or what I do
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    for the rest of my life it'll always be
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    with me
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    what were the circumstances which led up
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    to the incident which led you in prison
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    at the age of 15 uh me and a friend had
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    basically uh plan to get money to go to
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    a
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    fair and to do so we're going to cut
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    grass and we went to a home basically
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    and they said they didn't want the grass
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    cut and rather than continue on the vein
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    and go to the next home we decided to
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    push into the home essentially and it
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    ended in a double homicide it's that
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    simple and uh for our complicity in that
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    crime I was sentenced to17 years 170 you
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    got a sentence of 170 years yes sir
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    however you cut
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    that you not going to get out of here
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    I'm El before parole when I turn 100
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    years
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    old have you ever thought about all the
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    things that you have missed that other
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    15y olds go through as part of their
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    normal lives absolutely I've never been
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    to the prom I've never driven a car I've
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    never had a driver's license I've never
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    filed tax returns uh uh I've never been
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    on an airplane I've never traveled
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    abroad yeah should I continue my life
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    has been lived in this prison and it
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    seems as though I've been in this prison
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    so long that I've never been free uh 25
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    years in prison you know it's a long
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    time especially when you come in at the
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    age of 15 yeah really Ariel thank you so
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    much for talking to me thank you for
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    taking the time I appreciate you
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    my first meeting with Sanford was a
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    shock but there were more disturbing
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    cases at Indiana State Prison
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    one of The Oddities of the American
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    prison system is that an inmate can
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    spend 20 years on death row exhausting
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    the appeals process before he's
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    executed in all that time convicts are
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    confined to this cell block and have
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    little contact with the rest of the
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    prison Paul McManus killed his wife and
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    two young daughters Mr mcmanis the first
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    thing I noticed about your cell that is
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    terribly clean very different from any
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    of the others right why is that um I
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    feel if I don't use it in a month then I
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    probably don't need
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    it yeah but it's it's it's more than
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    that isn't it it's it's uh particularly
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    clean well me personally I I don't read
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    or right so I have a lot of time in my
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    hand so so I clean cuz I don't write
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    letters I don't read books there's only
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    so much on TV you can watch before they
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    show repeats so it gives me a lot of
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    time so I just take pride and clean
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    myself was your life before you came to
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    prison very similar were you very very
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    tidy person then not so much I worked a
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    lot so I was always busy so I like to
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    stay busy it keeps my
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    mind so it works both ways I guess you
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    know I keep busy in here but I'm pretty
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    well done all I can do in here I might
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    have to move to a different Cale and do
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    the same thing but I've been here over a
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    decade so I'm just now getting it where
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    I like it does being on death row take a
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    physical emotional toll on you oh it's
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    definitely up and down definitely
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    definitely now I did weigh 250 lb uh
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    almost almost 2 years ago and now I
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    weigh 166 now I have a pictures of them
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    if you would like to see them um I got
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    them right here matter of
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    fact
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    yes and you see the difference so this
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    is um it's all me this is all you so you
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    you you lost a lot of weight
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    right as as as is you know it's it's
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    depression a little bit uh you know and
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    and it's also just uh I mean it's like I
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    said it's it's a roller coaster it's up
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    and
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    [Music]
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    down McManus sees more of Indiana State
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    Prison than the other men on Death
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    roow he's a diabetic and is allowed a
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    daily visit to the prison
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    hospital the authorities must treat him
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    although they will in all probability
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    put him to death one
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    [Music]
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    day well here we are out of death row
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    and into the sunlight is this the only
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    chance you get to to mix with the rest
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    of the general prison population yes we
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    don't have a lot of contact with them so
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    it is nice to be able to come out and
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    see people that you've uh maybe been
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    locked up with that are not on the road
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    no more um and every once in a while you
  • 00:16:44
    can you know have a little bit of
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    contact with that person just for a
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    brief second were you on any kind of
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    medication like insulin before you came
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    you came to prison absolutely none zip
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    uh now you know I I take quite a few
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    pills
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    and the insulant shot
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    um it it all comes down to the food and
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    also how you you know you have your ups
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    and downs where you gain weight and then
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    stuff like that so I mean that does play
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    a
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    factor all my friends are WR with
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    me what's what's nice about well here's
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    a nice thing about being a diabetic is
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    that you do get to get out and and come
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    over to the hospital daily and then to
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    be around regular people it's nice
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    yeah put you back to
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    noral all right all right thank you see
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    you
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    later the rest of the prison is dis inly
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    different from the oppressive Gloom of
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    death
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    row lunchtime in cellblock Sea prisoners
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    have a chance to spend time in the open
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    air they can also earn privileges some
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    have jobs and can request a haircut
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    twice a month
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    all the barers are
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    convicts Rick perish is serving three
  • 00:18:40
    life sentences plus 10 years I must say
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    walking into this place is one of the
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    most extraordinary experiences I've had
  • 00:18:48
    for a long time you wouldn't have
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    thought that this was a barber shop or
  • 00:18:52
    in a in a Maximum Security Prison well
  • 00:18:54
    we we work hard to keep it unique uh in
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    here cuz we like the atmosphere we like
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    uh being able to come in here and relax
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    it's neutral territory for gangs for
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    officers I mean if you come to the
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    barber shop and you're a gang member
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    would you start trouble with a guy
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    that's standing here with a pair of
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    shears in his hand like this I know I
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    wouldn't I suspect not too that's why
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    there's no trouble in here there's still
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    though this feeling of unreality about
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    people with instruments like these in a
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    Maximum Security Prison I've been here
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    37 years we've never had an incident in
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    the barber shop we've never had an
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    incident with the shears never had a
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    problem you've been here since the' 70s
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    that's a long time January 75 long time
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    yeah yeah well you know if you do it a
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    day at time like most of us do you do
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    time a day at time uh sometimes an hour
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    of time sometimes a minute of time
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    whatever it takes to get through uh then
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    you look up one day and 37 years have
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    went by
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    there you go young man you have a good
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    day thank
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    you Rick what are we looking at here
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    little history of the penitentiary and
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    the barber shop the shop was uh
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    remodeled in August of 76 and that's the
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    first picture taken in this shop is that
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    you there yes it is AUST so this is your
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    wall yeah I'm uh I'm all over the wall
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    cuz it is my wall and this and you
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    you're Pumping Iron here yeah that was
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    uh uh probably 20 years ago when I was
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    uh uh eating anything it didn't move and
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    pumping iron at the same time so this is
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    a catalog of your life in pictures yeah
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    cuz you can see uh you can see the
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    progress from what I look like in 76 up
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    here to where I'm at right
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    now here that's the newest picture what
  • 00:20:54
    emotions uh do they invoke wish and I
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    were was out there doing it right
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    wishing I could start all over again at
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    uh 29 30 years of age and not make the
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    mistakes I
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    made but you get past after 37 years you
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    better be past all that you know have
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    your head screwed
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    on you
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    know make the best of what you have but
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    the pictures are constant reminders yeah
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    what
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    was you know that's like you know all of
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    us that got here were violent criminals
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    to get here what was your violent crime
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    Rick uh I'm in here for kidnap robbery I
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    pulled a robbery and uh the car I had uh
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    wouldn't start so I commandeered a
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    vehicle and there was three people in
  • 00:21:44
    it all the pictures here you have it on
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    mounted on cardboard yeah it's on
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    cardboard so if I ever get out I can
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    take it with
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    me that's what uh that's what it's for I
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    fold it up and take it with me as a
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    reminder
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    you don't want to go back
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    [Music]
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    [Music]
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    down
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    200 camera
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    crew I went back to the administrative
  • 00:22:47
    segregation unit to see Ronald L Sanford
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    again his Story haunted me a killer when
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    he' barely entered his teens
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    RL hi how you doing how you doing I'm
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    all right up
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    good how do you get accustomed
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    to life in this environment it takes
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    some getting used to uh it's tough it
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    was a young man on the Range there very
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    young man maybe 19 20 years old he's um
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    exhibiting psychosis they took him to
  • 00:23:30
    see the psych the psychologist because
  • 00:23:32
    uh he's having trouble adapting this is
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    an abnormal environment for a human
  • 00:23:36
    being certain you know these are
  • 00:23:37
    essentially cages and I think that we
  • 00:23:39
    stay in them 24 hour 23 hours a day come
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    out for an hour a day uh it's it's
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    taxing may may I have a look in your
  • 00:23:46
    cell about absolutely have a look at
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    some of the books absolutely you you
  • 00:23:50
    absolutely May so yes you mind opening
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    up I'd just like to have a look yes sir
  • 00:23:58
    you can you can take whatever down you
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    want to take
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    down and war against the week what what
  • 00:24:07
    what's that about Eugenics Eugenics yes
  • 00:24:10
    sir America's attempt to make a master
  • 00:24:12
    race essentially and and and this one is
  • 00:24:15
    the Tree of Life what that's about yes
  • 00:24:17
    uh it's cabala actually it's it's more
  • 00:24:19
    um um metaphysics
  • 00:24:22
    essentially those those deep questions
  • 00:24:24
    about man where he comes from where
  • 00:24:26
    we're going and Who We Are yes I see
  • 00:24:29
    that you have in addition to your books
  • 00:24:31
    you have some of your own writing on the
  • 00:24:33
    walls here strength well-being and
  • 00:24:36
    health yes just something I try to focus
  • 00:24:39
    on um if if there's anything I I I want
  • 00:24:42
    to stay my mind on is as I always say is
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    something Progressive so being strong
  • 00:24:46
    and having a a a good disposition and
  • 00:24:48
    being in good health with certain
  • 00:24:50
    certain things I definitely want to uh
  • 00:24:52
    focus on and you have written here no no
  • 00:24:54
    man is your enemy no man is your friend
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    every man is your teacher yes sir I'm
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    also standing here and I
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    think the these are the parameters of
  • 00:25:05
    your of your existence existence
  • 00:25:07
    absolutely these four
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    walls it's a pretty isolating place it
  • 00:25:13
    really is if you see it as such it's
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    isolated only to the extent that you you
  • 00:25:18
    you think it is you know I mean those
  • 00:25:20
    books allow for a great escape and for
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    uh to be able to leave uh the confines
  • 00:25:25
    of the wall
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    so but I'm only in here for a few
  • 00:25:29
    minutes and I I feel it as such I feel
  • 00:25:33
    it I feel the feel everybody in this
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    building feels the the the the um the
  • 00:25:38
    confinement that we're suffering uh here
  • 00:25:40
    you know you don't you put an animal in
  • 00:25:42
    a cage for too great of a length of a
  • 00:25:44
    time it goes crazy you know how much
  • 00:25:45
    more so humans you know so
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    [Music]
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    this is what Sanford looked like when he
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    came here at the tender age of
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    15 his murder of two elderly women in
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    1987 netted him the meager sum of $5
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    [Music]
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    on that vile act he must reflect for the
  • 00:26:32
    rest of his
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    [Music]
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    [Applause]
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    life Downs
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    [Music]
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    prison life moves to the Relentless and
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    monotonous beat of an unchanging
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    [Music]
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    routine some inmates get the chance to
  • 00:27:19
    relieve the tedium by
  • 00:27:23
    working at the end of his shift Rick
  • 00:27:26
    Parish the barber returned turns to
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    what's called an honor cell to which
  • 00:27:31
    only the most trusted prisoners are
  • 00:27:34
    assigned and they're all two man cells
  • 00:27:36
    two man
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    cells this is my cell
  • 00:27:41
    here Rick who opens the doors is that
  • 00:27:44
    control by the computer up in the office
  • 00:27:47
    there's a computer controls uh all the
  • 00:27:50
    doors controls our water may I coming to
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    yourself sure please thank
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    you and this is yourself
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    Mike hi mikee I'm Trevor McDonald nice
  • 00:28:00
    to meet you how you how long have you
  • 00:28:02
    been sharing a cell with r care oh about
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    2 and a half years isn't that about
  • 00:28:07
    right that's correct so which which is
  • 00:28:10
    your side oh oh this is your side it
  • 00:28:13
    strikes me to that there has to be a a
  • 00:28:16
    rather clear division of what's yours
  • 00:28:19
    and what's mik's that's uh that's Mike's
  • 00:28:22
    cabinet over there yeah and he has all
  • 00:28:25
    his commissary and stuff in there this
  • 00:28:27
    is my cabinet here and I have uh uh my
  • 00:28:30
    commissary and things in here but in
  • 00:28:32
    general we're sharing a space you have
  • 00:28:35
    to try to give the other person their
  • 00:28:37
    privacy if he's doing something and he's
  • 00:28:39
    up walking around I try to stay over
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    there and he does the same for me you
  • 00:28:44
    know just you know try to take turns
  • 00:28:46
    doing things cuz it is Close Quarters so
  • 00:28:50
    this is an improvement from any other
  • 00:28:52
    part of the prison you've been you've
  • 00:28:54
    been in regular sell house you've seen
  • 00:28:57
    how they live over there there you've
  • 00:28:59
    heard the noise you hear how quiet it is
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    it stays quiet like this most times and
  • 00:29:05
    uh sure you have to put up with another
  • 00:29:07
    human being but it's worth it it's worth
  • 00:29:09
    the
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    sacrifice Rick's honor cell does not
  • 00:29:15
    insulate him from one Stark reality
  • 00:29:18
    death row is within shouting distance in
  • 00:29:21
    the same
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    block what is it like to live so close
  • 00:29:28
    to death row well I just block it out I
  • 00:29:31
    don't I don't pay any attention to it
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    I'm a barber and I won't even go over
  • 00:29:34
    there and cut hair cuz I don't want to
  • 00:29:36
    get to know any of them you know you
  • 00:29:39
    lose enough friends uh through attrition
  • 00:29:41
    in here as it is without uh them being
  • 00:29:44
    on death road so I I don't even want to
  • 00:29:47
    get familiar with
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    them why don't you want to get familiar
  • 00:29:50
    with them because uh uh you get friendly
  • 00:29:53
    with them you get to know them they get
  • 00:29:56
    executed you know you lost another
  • 00:29:58
    friend does the mood change
  • 00:30:01
    perceptibly just before an execution in
  • 00:30:05
    the the days before an execution yeah it
  • 00:30:08
    gets even quieter you know everybody
  • 00:30:10
    knows uh last one I think was Wiggles he
  • 00:30:14
    stopped here hollered down through there
  • 00:30:17
    I'll see you
  • 00:30:18
    fellas he said that yeah he hollered
  • 00:30:22
    out everybody's usually awake we used to
  • 00:30:26
    uh midnight we used to beat on the bars
  • 00:30:29
    and how many times has that happened
  • 00:30:31
    since youve been here how many
  • 00:30:32
    executions have there been since you've
  • 00:30:34
    been here I've never kept track like I
  • 00:30:36
    said I try not to dwell on it so keeping
  • 00:30:39
    track of them would uh there'd be too
  • 00:30:41
    many as far as I'm
  • 00:30:48
    concerned Rick Parish says he's never
  • 00:30:51
    kept track of the number of
  • 00:30:54
    executions someone on death row
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    obviously
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    [Music]
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    has every one of the 12 men on Death Row
  • 00:31:09
    will one day be told the date and time
  • 00:31:13
    of his
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    [Music]
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    execution that common fate in inspires
  • 00:31:28
    unusual
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    [Music]
  • 00:31:38
    friendships John Stevenson was a member
  • 00:31:40
    of an organized criminal
  • 00:31:43
    gang he assassinated three
  • 00:31:47
    people Benjamin Richie who had met
  • 00:31:50
    before killed a police
  • 00:31:52
    officer hi how you doing pretty good man
  • 00:31:55
    you've been all right yeah good to see
  • 00:31:56
    you yeah how you doing good to see you
  • 00:31:58
    good you two uh in adjoining sales how
  • 00:32:02
    long have you been friends about 11
  • 00:32:04
    years since I got here on death row he
  • 00:32:07
    was already here when I got
  • 00:32:08
    here how did this friendship come about
  • 00:32:11
    what what what Drew you to each other's
  • 00:32:14
    friends well just we got the same
  • 00:32:17
    interest I mean we play our music loud
  • 00:32:19
    we we play video games we work out play
  • 00:32:22
    basketball eat together if [ __ ] goes
  • 00:32:25
    down we whoop [ __ ] ass together
  • 00:32:28
    that's you know that's how our
  • 00:32:29
    friendship came about does that mean you
  • 00:32:32
    have a lot in common yeah well I thought
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    we
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    did you're not sure anymore no no I'm
  • 00:32:39
    just I'm just kidding I don't want you
  • 00:32:40
    two friends to argue about that no we're
  • 00:32:41
    not going to argue what it no I mean if
  • 00:32:44
    if anything we always argue but we've
  • 00:32:46
    never come to blows over nothing like
  • 00:32:48
    [ __ ] [ __ ] you and then half hour later
  • 00:32:50
    hey what we eating tonight you know it's
  • 00:32:52
    over yeah it don't matter it don't mean
  • 00:32:54
    nothing I'm always right in the end so
  • 00:32:57
    [ __ ]
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    he's the voice of reason you're the
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    voice of Anger from what you say
  • 00:33:01
    absolutely yeah you know is that right
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    he keeps a leash on me yeah you know
  • 00:33:05
    like I'd rather lash out at somebody
  • 00:33:07
    like when I first met boy and he he
  • 00:33:09
    hated me cuz I was just a straight up
  • 00:33:12
    [ __ ] I be in your face [ __ ] you you
  • 00:33:14
    know come on in the shower and let's
  • 00:33:16
    fight and I calmed way down since then
  • 00:33:19
    yeah most of the police that couldn't
  • 00:33:20
    stand my ass and I got alled around
  • 00:33:23
    older cats and they calm me down from
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    your point of view what's this
  • 00:33:27
    friendship based on we heard from Richie
  • 00:33:30
    what he he thought about trust trust in
  • 00:33:32
    each other you
  • 00:33:34
    know and you know basically that's you
  • 00:33:38
    know trust like if [ __ ] goes down I got
  • 00:33:40
    his back he's got mine see that's why
  • 00:33:42
    they moved us cuz he got into it with a
  • 00:33:45
    dude up here in here and uh almost
  • 00:33:47
    killed him the police had to come in and
  • 00:33:49
    stop it and uh after they broke it up
  • 00:33:53
    and everything Administration got wind
  • 00:33:55
    that I was going to try to kill the dude
  • 00:33:57
    because he cut my buddy with a knife and
  • 00:33:59
    so they moved me and my buddy taex here
  • 00:34:02
    to the back and moov dude up in the
  • 00:34:03
    front by himself so nobody can get to
  • 00:34:05
    the dude within the first two weeks of
  • 00:34:07
    being on death row I watched a man get
  • 00:34:09
    murdered in front of me get stabbed up
  • 00:34:11
    42 times dispatched instantly and that
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    was my wake up to death row like if you
  • 00:34:19
    you come here you want to be a bully you
  • 00:34:21
    want to take [ __ ] from people this is
  • 00:34:24
    what's going to happen to you and dude
  • 00:34:27
    was just
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    butcher although you witnessed something
  • 00:34:32
    so
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    horrendous you still sound pretty angry
  • 00:34:37
    but see here's the thing if you show any
  • 00:34:40
    sign of weakness in here the Sharks will
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    Circle I won't be a
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    victim I'll be one of the Sharks W I
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    think the sharks are going to circle
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    regardless
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    [Music]
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    [Music]
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    the average sentence at Indiana State
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    Prison is 52
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    years in Britain that might seem like
  • 00:35:47
    two life sentences but it's infinitely
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    preferable to having an execution order
  • 00:35:53
    hanging over your head hello
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    [Music]
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    Lieutenant buen has taken me to eblog to
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    meet one prisoner who has escaped the
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    death
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    [Music]
  • 00:36:07
    penalty what's up Harrison how you
  • 00:36:10
    doing Trevor this is uh offender
  • 00:36:13
    Harrison I've known uh offender Harrison
  • 00:36:15
    for probably around 6 years uh I knew
  • 00:36:18
    him here and also he was uh on death row
  • 00:36:21
    before how was it that you managed to
  • 00:36:24
    move from Death Row um which is not a
  • 00:36:29
    particularly Pleasant environment to
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    this which is comparatively the court
  • 00:36:33
    much more pleasant the court ordered me
  • 00:36:34
    a new trial and they gave me years
  • 00:36:37
    instead of the death
  • 00:36:39
    penalty so how did you get that new
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    trial judge that was in my trial was
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    biased so they ordered a new trial and
  • 00:36:49
    instead of taking the whole thing I just
  • 00:36:50
    went ahead and took the deal which was
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    150 years 150 years it's a long time in
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    it
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    that's a very very long time indeed in
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    other words I'll die in
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    here no way I can make out no way I'm 62
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    now my outdate is
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    66 so there's just no way in the world I
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    can I can make it out there are people
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    who might think that there's not a lot
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    of difference between being on death row
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    and having been given 150 years at the
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    age of
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    62 there like you said there's still
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    hope there there there's no hope on
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    death
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    row once they put you to death that's
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    it there's no more wondering what's
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    going to happen there's no more trying
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    to work your way out of it there's no
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    more there's nothing still in a way a
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    kind of death sentence it is a death
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    sentence but you got a lot more freedom
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    out here and you might as well take the
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    freedom and live your life out here and
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    having a job and being able to work and
  • 00:37:54
    go to the CH Hall and go to the chapel
  • 00:37:56
    and do that going to sit up here and
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    just wait to die how long were you on
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    death road 18 and 1/2
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    years what was it like to spend so long
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    knowing that you faced
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    execution it was very very hard very
  • 00:38:14
    hard it's hard to do it up on XO sitting
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    there waiting for your last your last
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    meal your last day not knowing when it's
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    going to come why were you on death row
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    I said I killed three people
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    but I was up
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    there you would probably have been
  • 00:38:33
    executed executed yes had the date been
  • 00:38:36
    set for that yes I had about 2 months
  • 00:38:39
    that was a pretty close-run thing yes
  • 00:38:42
    what was that moment like for you when
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    you heard that you had avoided execution
  • 00:38:49
    it was a it was a great moment was a
  • 00:38:52
    great moment even though I still got a
  • 00:38:53
    lot of time to do like you said where
  • 00:38:56
    there's life There's
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    [Music]
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    Hope as he said James Harrison will not
  • 00:39:17
    leave this prison alive but he knows
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    he'll never be strapped to a gurnie and
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    given a lethal injection just after
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    midnight
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    like most of the inmates Harrison now
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    enjoys the strange
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    freedom of not knowing the date and time
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    of his
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    [Music]
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    death
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    stand before leaving the prison at the
  • 00:39:49
    end of my first week I asked to see
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    Benjamin Richie
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    again but this time face to
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    face in the year 2000 he shot and killed
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    the
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    policeman at the time Richie was on
  • 00:40:09
    Parole for
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    [Music]
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    burglary hi with less of the bado he
  • 00:40:24
    showed in the company of his friend I
  • 00:40:26
    wanted to hear his his view of his life
  • 00:40:29
    and his
  • 00:40:30
    crime talk me through the incident which
  • 00:40:34
    led you to be here well my crime is
  • 00:40:39
    shooting a police officer and killing
  • 00:40:42
    me and uh it started off you know pretty
  • 00:40:46
    harmless as a a theft crime me and my
  • 00:40:49
    friends would ride around and carjack
  • 00:40:51
    people and take their rims from their
  • 00:40:52
    cars from them and my buddy's car was
  • 00:40:56
    already full so I decided let's get a
  • 00:40:59
    van or a truck and we fill it up with
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    some rims and take it back and we go
  • 00:41:03
    sell
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    everything I got in a highs speed chase
  • 00:41:07
    and wrecked into a house and jumped out
  • 00:41:09
    and took off running I was trying to get
  • 00:41:11
    away you know but the cop was young and
  • 00:41:14
    he was on my
  • 00:41:15
    ass
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    and I thought maybe if I you know take
  • 00:41:20
    my gun out and fired a couple
  • 00:41:24
    times it scar him cuz you know he's a
  • 00:41:26
    beach scoll player police officer it's
  • 00:41:27
    kind of a good neighborhood like how
  • 00:41:29
    many times has he been shot at you know
  • 00:41:31
    you know if that bullet would have
  • 00:41:34
    hit just less than half of an inch lower
  • 00:41:37
    he'd be alive today and i' I'd probably
  • 00:41:40
    have a long lengthy prison sentence but
  • 00:41:42
    I wouldn't be on death row man how were
  • 00:41:45
    you apprehended how were you caught well
  • 00:41:48
    I actually got away uh I made it back
  • 00:41:51
    actually a few blocks away to some
  • 00:41:53
    family's house and a girl I was seeing
  • 00:41:55
    and got away and uh I didn't know I
  • 00:41:58
    killed him until I got back to the house
  • 00:41:59
    and seen it on the news and that just
  • 00:42:02
    destroyed me I knew I hit him in the
  • 00:42:04
    backyard but I didn't know I it was he
  • 00:42:06
    was dead right I fell asleep the next
  • 00:42:09
    thing I know I wake up and hear my buddy
  • 00:42:10
    says they're
  • 00:42:12
    outside I wake up and it was like in the
  • 00:42:14
    movies you see a whole bunch of red dots
  • 00:42:17
    from their guns going in and out the
  • 00:42:19
    windows and I was like yeah it's bad man
  • 00:42:22
    I told him go ahead and go out leave the
  • 00:42:25
    house and I didn't know what I was going
  • 00:42:27
    to do I didn't have no gun I couldn't
  • 00:42:29
    fight no more so I just gave up what
  • 00:42:31
    went through your mind when the court
  • 00:42:35
    pronounced you
  • 00:42:38
    guilty I was trying to portray a tough
  • 00:42:40
    guy in court so when they gave me the
  • 00:42:42
    depth sense I laughed at him and the
  • 00:42:45
    prosecutor told everybody that's the
  • 00:42:47
    voice of evil which I I would agree at
  • 00:42:50
    the time
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    yeah you know I deserved the death
  • 00:42:53
    penalty I was young and and didn't care
  • 00:42:56
    about anybody at all but
  • 00:42:58
    myself or anything and uh I deserve that
  • 00:43:02
    I deserved that sentence at the
  • 00:43:03
    time and uh yeah I just pretty much
  • 00:43:07
    laughed at them when they gave it to me
  • 00:43:08
    but then you know when I was by myself
  • 00:43:11
    it really sunk in like man you're more
  • 00:43:14
    than likely going to be executed one day
  • 00:43:16
    and it just it hit me hard you know so I
  • 00:43:18
    put my face in my pillow and you know
  • 00:43:20
    what I
  • 00:43:21
    mean cried a little bit
  • 00:43:23
    and was it inevitable that sooner or
  • 00:43:26
    later you would end up in a place like
  • 00:43:29
    this always knew as a kid I'd probably
  • 00:43:32
    end up in
  • 00:43:34
    prison
  • 00:43:36
    yeah it's it's it's it's it's weird
  • 00:43:39
    because when I was a kid I was I was
  • 00:43:41
    fascinated with prison movies every time
  • 00:43:43
    we drive by prison I would wonder what
  • 00:43:45
    are those guys doing what's it like in
  • 00:43:47
    there what are they up to you know what
  • 00:43:49
    I
  • 00:43:49
    mean why should I care I'm a kid why
  • 00:43:52
    should I care but I cuz I just always
  • 00:43:54
    knew I was going to end up in there cuz
  • 00:43:56
    I just had problem with the rules with
  • 00:43:58
    authority
  • 00:44:01
    and as you can see I'm here because of
  • 00:44:03
    that uh because you kill the police
  • 00:44:06
    officer you face execution if it does
  • 00:44:09
    come to that would you face that moment
  • 00:44:11
    with deep regret with remorse or with
  • 00:44:21
    Defiance I would I would I would
  • 00:44:23
    definitely regret regret it and
  • 00:44:25
    definitely have remorse
  • 00:44:28
    but I'd also have a little Defiance like
  • 00:44:31
    why are you killing me you said
  • 00:44:32
    killing's wrong but yet you're
  • 00:44:34
    premeditatedly strapping me to this
  • 00:44:36
    table and you're going to poison me to
  • 00:44:38
    death you're going to kill
  • 00:44:40
    me and uh that's what I would uh you
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    know
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    resent so these
  • 00:44:53
    are the steps which an inmate who is
  • 00:44:55
    about to be executed with take into this
  • 00:44:58
    into this area
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    [Music]
  • 00:45:01
    correct next time I talked to the man
  • 00:45:04
    who could be next in line to be
  • 00:45:08
    executed when you sit here now on death
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    row and you reflect on what you
  • 00:45:13
    did what do you
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    think I deserve to be
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    [Music]
  • 00:45:24
    here I meet Rosal the cat
  • 00:45:28
    well I expected a male cuz I put in for
  • 00:45:30
    a male cat and then about a month later
  • 00:45:33
    I realized it wasn't a boy and a killer
  • 00:45:37
    who never knew his
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    victims you were offered money yes to
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    kill
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    yes yes sir
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    [Music]
  • 00:45:51
    [Laughter]
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    [Music]
  • 00:45:56
    [Applause]
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    [Music]
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    [Music]
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