Enlightenment Guided Inquiry - The Neti Neti Method
Summary
TLDRLeo from actualized.org takes viewers through a guided enlightenment inquiry using the Nety Neti method, a self-inquiry process from Advaita Vedanta that helps in achieving enlightenment experiences. The process involves a guided visualization to explore what one truly is by eliminating attachments to physical and mental constructs. This episode is for individuals seeking genuine experiences of enlightenment rather than conceptual understanding. Participants are encouraged to remain open-minded, as discovering one's true self requires rejecting the belief that we are anything definitive. The aim is to realize one's essence as a field of infinite, self-aware nothingness. Traditional assumptions about the self and identity are examined and questioned, inviting a deeper understanding and potential experience of enlightenment. The process might not immediately lead to enlightenment for everyone, but persistence is key.
Takeaways
- 🧘♂️ Guided inquiry for enlightenment using Nety Neti method.
- 🧐 Challenges typical perceptions of self-identity.
- 🕒 Allocate 30-40 minutes for this guided experience.
- 🌌 Discover the essence as infinite, self-aware nothingness.
- 👂 Openness to experience is crucial for effective inquiry.
- ❓ Self-inquiry questions long-held beliefs about identity.
- 🔄 Continuous practice can aid in achieving enlightenment.
- 🌟 Realization is beyond conceptual understanding.
- 📚 Empirical discovery versus belief or theory.
- 🧩 Connect mundane life with the divine essence.
Timeline
- 00:00:00 - 00:05:00
The introduction sets the stage for an Enlightenment guided inquiry using the ancient Neti Neti method, urging viewers not to rely on preconceived notions. It's a method for those seeking Enlightenment, not beginners, and involves stripping away false beliefs about one's identity to discover the true self.
- 00:05:00 - 00:10:00
Leo emphasizes setting aside preconceived notions of identity, suggesting that non-conceptual, direct experiences of Enlightenment may result from this exercise. He warns that our strong assumptions about identity can block us from true understanding, and encourages open-mindedness to challenge perceived truths about self.
- 00:10:00 - 00:15:00
The core of the exercise asks participants to consider that they are not their body, mind, DNA, neurons, or any tangible experience. It's an exploration into the possibility that one's true essence is not tied to any physical or experiential aspect, challenging deeply-rooted self-beliefs.
- 00:15:00 - 00:20:00
The process of inquiry begins as Leo guides a meditation that seeks to determine the true essence of self—separate from any experience. He advises questioning of assumptions about existence and focusing on the direct experience of being, without any preconceived beliefs or biases.
- 00:20:00 - 00:25:00
Leo introduces a structured meditation that involves relaxing the body and mind and questioning the fundamental nature of self—specifically steering participants away from identifying as any form of sensory or experiential content, urging them to stay open-minded and grounded in the reality of their direct experience.
- 00:25:00 - 00:30:00
Leo makes participants question the nature of experiences and their relationship to them. He points out the changing nature of experiences (sight, sound, thought, etc.) to highlight that none of these can be the true, unchanging self, which supposedly remains constant from birth till now.
- 00:30:00 - 00:35:00
Participants are led through a visualization exercise that asks them to explore whether they could be any of the six channels of experience—sight, sound, taste, smell, touch, and thought—ultimately concluding that none of these changeable experiences can truly define what they fundamentally are.
- 00:35:00 - 00:40:00
Leo guides the inquiry into inner sensations, pondering whether one can truly identify with them, especially as they are always in flux and absent at times, further suggesting that the true self cannot be any feeling or internal dialogue experienced over a lifetime.
- 00:40:00 - 00:45:00
Further examination reveals that even internal dialogues and images—often closely associated with one’s sense of self—are not truly 'self', as they are also transient. Leo prompts reevaluation of what could be left if we eliminate all forms of experiences.
- 00:45:00 - 00:50:00
As participants struggle to identify with the 'I' thought or any form of intuition, they are led to confront the notion of being an unidentifiable perceiver or self, challenging deep-seated assumptions of being a tangible entity.
- 00:50:00 - 00:55:00
A crucial realization in the exercise emerges that the self is not locatable as a physical or mental object or experience. All assumptions about physical reality, object status, or spatial location are questioned, suggesting self is an unassuming constant that doesn't fit these standard assumptions.
- 00:55:00 - 01:00:00
Leo confronts the conceptual leap where belief of being a constant is challenged; the recognition that direct discovery through deep inquiry might reveal self as an un-graspable, intangible 'nothingness', contrary to all previous identifications and definitions.
- 01:00:00 - 01:05:00
Participants are led to the conclusion that the true essence of self is an unobservable, unchangeable, self-aware 'nothingness'. Emphasis is placed on the experiential understanding (or realization) of this abstract, difficult-to-capture truth as enlightenment.
- 01:05:00 - 01:14:11
The session closes by encouraging continued practice and open-minded exploration, emphasizing that understanding this truth requires persistent inquiry. Leo concludes by promoting his site for those interested in furthering personal development and transcendence work.
Mind Map
Video Q&A
What is the Nety Neti method?
Nety Neti is a method of self-inquiry from Advaita Vedanta, meaning 'not this, not that'. It involves rejecting anything that can be identified as the self to discover one's true essence.
Why might it be beneficial to explore enlightenment without prior knowledge?
Having less conceptual knowledge about enlightenment can sometimes make exercises like guided inquiries more effective, as it removes preconceived notions.
What is the main purpose of the guided visualization in this video?
The purpose is to help participants discover their true self beyond physical and mental identifications.
How long does the guided visualization take?
It requires setting aside 30 to 40 minutes.
Can you really find yourself through guided inquiry?
The exercise suggests that through self-inquiry, one might realize their essence as infinite, self-aware nothingness beyond tangible experiences.
What should I do if I didn’t experience enlightenment through the guided inquiry?
Keep practicing and maintain an open mind, as it may require multiple sessions or deeper openness for the realization to occur.
What if I had a transformative experience?
If you had an experience of enlightenment, it's encouraged to take time to clarify and reflect on what occurred.
What are some common misconceptions about enlightenment covered in the video?
The video challenges the idea that enlightenment can be understood through concepts and tells how preconceived identity as something tangible can be misleading.
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- 00:00:00hey this is Leo for actualized.org and
- 00:00:04in this episode I'm going to take you
- 00:00:06through an Enlightenment guided inquiry
- 00:00:09it's going to be a guided
- 00:00:11visualization using the nety nety method
- 00:00:13from advit viant which can be very
- 00:00:16effective at creating Enlightenment
- 00:00:17experiences
- 00:00:23[Music]
- 00:00:30this is not a newbie introductory
- 00:00:33episode about Enlightenment if you want
- 00:00:35that I have plenty of those go check
- 00:00:37those out on my website or my channel
- 00:00:41this here is for people who actually
- 00:00:42want to have an Enlightenment experience
- 00:00:43and this is a very powerful method this
- 00:00:45method is called nety netti comes first
- 00:00:48us from ad VAV
- 00:00:50Vidant very old method what nety nety
- 00:00:52basically means is it means not this not
- 00:00:56that it's sort of a process of
- 00:00:58elimination for getting towards
- 00:01:01Enlightenment
- 00:01:03now on the other hand I should tell you
- 00:01:05if you are new to this concept of
- 00:01:07Enlightenment uh maybe you do actually
- 00:01:09want to sit through and just do this
- 00:01:11right now without getting a lot of
- 00:01:12introductory information about it
- 00:01:14because in a sense the more conceptual
- 00:01:16knowledge and understanding you have
- 00:01:17about Enlightenment the more difficult
- 00:01:19it is for these kinds of exercises to be
- 00:01:22effective it could be really effective
- 00:01:24for you just to come into this totally
- 00:01:26cold totally clueless and you might have
- 00:01:28an Enlightenment experience right now so
- 00:01:32uh set aside 30 or 40 minutes make sure
- 00:01:36you have time to do this visualization
- 00:01:38I'm going to take you through right this
- 00:01:40can be a very powerful method that you
- 00:01:41can use with me or you can learn it and
- 00:01:44use it by yourself I personally do this
- 00:01:46myself and uh it can get you some great
- 00:01:49results so what are we talking about
- 00:01:52here
- 00:01:53basically we want to discover what
- 00:01:57exactly it is that you are
- 00:02:00that's all Enlightenment is it's the
- 00:02:02discovery of your true self what are you
- 00:02:07exactly the big problem here as you can
- 00:02:10already see is that you already know who
- 00:02:12you
- 00:02:13are at least you think you do but the
- 00:02:17situation is so bad and there's so much
- 00:02:20ignorance here that there's not even a
- 00:02:24possibility for you to consider that you
- 00:02:27might be something other than what you
- 00:02:29all already know yourself to
- 00:02:31be it's not just a belief for you that
- 00:02:34you know who you are it's not just a
- 00:02:36feeling it's not just an emotion it's
- 00:02:38not just a conviction or a
- 00:02:40theory it's
- 00:02:42truth you know exactly who you are I'm
- 00:02:45talking to you right now I'm pointing to
- 00:02:47you right now that thing that's sitting
- 00:02:49there listening to me that creature that
- 00:02:52human being that you believe that you
- 00:02:54are the body and the mind and the brain
- 00:02:57and whatever else you might believe that
- 00:02:59you are
- 00:03:00that for you isn't just a belief that
- 00:03:02for you is a fact of reality in fact
- 00:03:05it's such a brute fact for you that it
- 00:03:10might be the most indubitable fact about
- 00:03:14reality that you
- 00:03:15have I could probably get you to doubt
- 00:03:18anything that you think you know about
- 00:03:20life and reality except the fact that
- 00:03:22you are this thing sitting there right
- 00:03:25there and yet that's exactly my mission
- 00:03:29so to speak is to get you to start to
- 00:03:31doubt that and to create some
- 00:03:33possibility that you could be other than
- 00:03:36what you've thought you've been your
- 00:03:37entire
- 00:03:38life that's very difficult to do because
- 00:03:41it
- 00:03:42requires a degree of openness that most
- 00:03:46human beings cannot stomach and their
- 00:03:49imagination can't even
- 00:03:53fathom nevertheless that's what we're
- 00:03:55going to attempt to do so I hope you can
- 00:03:57remain open-minded with me now notice
- 00:04:00that I'm not here trying to convince you
- 00:04:02of some belief system or some religious
- 00:04:05ideology or some physical cosmology or
- 00:04:08something like this I'm not really
- 00:04:10trying to get to change your
- 00:04:12beliefs what I'm trying to get you to do
- 00:04:14is I'm trying to get you to have a
- 00:04:15direct
- 00:04:16experience of your true
- 00:04:19nature and this is
- 00:04:22possible it's possible to have a direct
- 00:04:25experience so you believing me isn't
- 00:04:29what we're after and it's not going to
- 00:04:31help it's very important that you
- 00:04:33understand this what you need to do is
- 00:04:35to actually hear my words read between
- 00:04:38the lines and have a direct experience
- 00:04:40of what I'm referring to because the
- 00:04:41words I'm using have no connection to
- 00:04:44the experience itself they're just
- 00:04:46guides they're just AIDS all right so be
- 00:04:50very wise here and read between the
- 00:04:52lines of what I'm
- 00:04:54saying if you're open to that then let's
- 00:04:57begin let's just for the sake of shits
- 00:05:01and giggles let's do a thought
- 00:05:03experiment you like thought experiments
- 00:05:06just take the rest of this episode the
- 00:05:08rest of the next half hour the next hour
- 00:05:11and just let's play around let's play
- 00:05:13around with your mind let's play around
- 00:05:14with your beliefs right so what I want
- 00:05:16you to do is I want you to just kind of
- 00:05:17to set aside some of the firm beliefs
- 00:05:20that you have about how life Works how
- 00:05:22reality is just set those aside I'm not
- 00:05:24saying you have to forget about them
- 00:05:25forever I know you hold them very
- 00:05:28precious and dear I know you think
- 00:05:30they're so true and right that you can't
- 00:05:31let them go even for a minute but you
- 00:05:33know what it won't kill you just let
- 00:05:36them go set them aside for
- 00:05:39like
- 00:05:4060 to 30 minutes it won't kill you I
- 00:05:44promise unless do a thought
- 00:05:47experiment I want you to open your mind
- 00:05:50to the radical
- 00:05:52possibility that you are not a body or a
- 00:05:56mind or a brain
- 00:06:01that you are not an
- 00:06:05object that you are not a
- 00:06:09thing that you are not a
- 00:06:12soul that you are not a
- 00:06:16spirit or any other thing that really
- 00:06:19you might imagine yourself to
- 00:06:21be open your mind to the possibility
- 00:06:24that you are not your
- 00:06:26DNA and that you are not the neurons in
- 00:06:30your
- 00:06:31brain and that you are not chemical
- 00:06:34electrical signals firing through the
- 00:06:38brain or your software in the brain none
- 00:06:42of this
- 00:06:43stuff open your mind to the possibility
- 00:06:45like
- 00:06:46really that you are none of these
- 00:06:51things not only that but open your mind
- 00:06:54to the possibility that you are not an
- 00:06:56experience at all
- 00:07:00you're not an experience you're not a
- 00:07:02thought you're not a feeling you're not
- 00:07:04an emotion you're not a belief and
- 00:07:06you're not an intuition and you're not a
- 00:07:12sense now what does this leave us with
- 00:07:17doesn't leave us with much because when
- 00:07:19I say experience the way I Define
- 00:07:22experience is
- 00:07:25everything I mean everything that's ever
- 00:07:28happened to you in your entire life from
- 00:07:30the moment you were
- 00:07:32born through till today all the decades
- 00:07:34that have passed everything that's ever
- 00:07:36happened to you all those things we
- 00:07:39might call those
- 00:07:41experiences there were sights and sounds
- 00:07:43and tastes and feelings and emotions and
- 00:07:45memories and beliefs and
- 00:07:49ideas all this kind of stuff right I'm
- 00:07:52calling all of that experience so what
- 00:07:54I'm asking you to do is to open your
- 00:07:57mind to the radical possibility that you
- 00:07:58are not an
- 00:08:06experience and I'm being serious here
- 00:08:09I'm not
- 00:08:12around can you do that can you just open
- 00:08:14your mind for even just a minute to the
- 00:08:17possibility that you are not an
- 00:08:20experience and therefore that you are
- 00:08:22not an
- 00:08:26object because an object is an
- 00:08:28experience
- 00:08:30you experience objects you're not a body
- 00:08:32or a brain or a mind because those are
- 00:08:34all experiences and you're not a soul
- 00:08:37because that's also an experience
- 00:08:38whatever you call
- 00:08:42Soul this is the hardest part of
- 00:08:46Enlightenment work is just getting to
- 00:08:49this stage right here where I'm trying
- 00:08:50to get you to I'm kind of belaboring the
- 00:08:52point but don't mistake how important
- 00:08:55this is I wouldn't just Bel labor it for
- 00:08:57no reason
- 00:08:59I want you to actually consider that
- 00:09:02anything you've experienced in your
- 00:09:03entire life is not actually what you
- 00:09:09are I don't want you to believe that I
- 00:09:11just want you to be open to the
- 00:09:12possibility that that might be the case
- 00:09:16there's a
- 00:09:18difference I'm actually going to guide
- 00:09:20you through a visualization here which
- 00:09:22will demonstrate this to you so you
- 00:09:23don't need to believe it but you do need
- 00:09:26to be open to it because if your mind is
- 00:09:28closed to it then we can't go anywhere
- 00:09:31you see your mind is already made up and
- 00:09:34then this whole conversation is
- 00:09:39useless seriously you are not an
- 00:09:43experience or an
- 00:09:45object or anything you've ever
- 00:09:49felt in your entire
- 00:09:53life if you can open your mind to that
- 00:09:55possibility then now we can begin the
- 00:09:58search
- 00:10:05this is where inquiry begins there's no
- 00:10:07inquiry until you get to this
- 00:10:12point it's very important that you grasp
- 00:10:16that inquiry is not what you do
- 00:10:20beforehand it's what you do after you've
- 00:10:22gotten to this
- 00:10:25point so I hope you're ready and let's
- 00:10:28begin the guided
- 00:10:31visualization this will take 30 to 40
- 00:10:34minutes so set aside the time make sure
- 00:10:36that you have some time and room to
- 00:10:38relax and to be with me here fully
- 00:10:45present go ahead and relax your
- 00:10:48body and breathe in some nice deep
- 00:10:51breaths as you get present and really
- 00:10:54focused on every word that I'm
- 00:10:57saying you can go ahead and close your
- 00:10:59eyes and just sit there
- 00:11:03comfortably alert and take a couple of
- 00:11:06nice deep breaths in with
- 00:11:27me good
- 00:11:30as you're focusing on your breathing
- 00:11:33with your eyes closed go ahead and just
- 00:11:35notice your whole body relaxing and all
- 00:11:37the tension melting
- 00:11:41away and then your breathing just let it
- 00:11:44be
- 00:11:45natural don't try to manipulate or
- 00:11:47control it and just sit there very
- 00:11:51comfortably and just listen to me
- 00:11:53talking to you I'm going to explain some
- 00:11:56things and I'm going to start to guide
- 00:11:57you through some of the things that I
- 00:11:58want you to to experience for
- 00:12:04yourself keep your mind
- 00:12:07open very very
- 00:12:10open but also be grounded in what's
- 00:12:14going on directly in your experience
- 00:12:16because I'm not going to ask you just to
- 00:12:18believe things but to experience
- 00:12:23them what we want to do what we're
- 00:12:25really interested in here is answering
- 00:12:28the question what exactly are
- 00:12:32you and where exactly are you
- 00:12:37located if you are a
- 00:12:40thing what thing exactly are you if you
- 00:12:44turn out to be an
- 00:12:45experience what experience exactly are
- 00:12:48you and where is this thing or this
- 00:12:51experience
- 00:12:54located
- 00:12:57exactly now now this might seem
- 00:13:01obvious might be so obvious that you've
- 00:13:03never questioned it in your entire
- 00:13:06life but what I want you to do is I want
- 00:13:08you to actually look with me from
- 00:13:10scratch at this
- 00:13:12issue don't take anything for granted
- 00:13:15here be very mindful of any assumptions
- 00:13:18you might have even assumptions that
- 00:13:21you've never been cognizant of before in
- 00:13:24your entire
- 00:13:25life I want you to question every single
- 00:13:28assumption
- 00:13:30about yourself and your
- 00:13:32existence that you've ever taken for
- 00:13:35granted even including the possibility
- 00:13:38that you
- 00:13:40exist or that you exist as a
- 00:13:43thing or that you exist as an
- 00:13:47experience let's not take anything for
- 00:13:49granted here we're actually going to
- 00:13:51look and we're going to see what is
- 00:13:53actually literally
- 00:13:55true and we're going to be very exact
- 00:13:57and very precise and very literal with
- 00:14:00the way that we look and
- 00:14:02observe our experience to see what's
- 00:14:06true we're not going to let our mind
- 00:14:08escape and be wishy-washy or
- 00:14:11vague because this is an important
- 00:14:14question right isn't it important to
- 00:14:16know what you
- 00:14:23are have you ever noticed that
- 00:14:26everything in your awareness changes
- 00:14:32think about this think to the very
- 00:14:33beginning of your life and just kind of
- 00:14:36scan through your life from the earliest
- 00:14:38memories you have when you were a child
- 00:14:41three or four or 5 years old or however
- 00:14:43old you were and uh think through all
- 00:14:45the stuff that happened to you as a kid
- 00:14:47as a teenager and then uh as an adult
- 00:14:50and all the way to the present
- 00:14:53day now what you immediately notice is
- 00:14:57that every thing in your
- 00:14:59experience has
- 00:15:01changed hasn't
- 00:15:04it notice what happened during the
- 00:15:07course of your whole life really all
- 00:15:10that happened was
- 00:15:12experience we're going to call
- 00:15:14everything that happened to you and
- 00:15:16experience there were sights there were
- 00:15:19sounds tastes and
- 00:15:21smells feelings physical
- 00:15:25touches differences in temperature there
- 00:15:27were all sorts of thoughts and ideas and
- 00:15:29beliefs and imaginations there was an
- 00:15:32internal dialogue in your
- 00:15:36head all of this recalling
- 00:15:39experience but I want you to
- 00:15:42notice that all of it has
- 00:15:47changed nothing has stayed
- 00:15:51constant has
- 00:15:55it we're going to take a much deeper
- 00:15:57look into this so don't believe me on it
- 00:16:00but be open to the possibility and it
- 00:16:02certainly seems reasonable that
- 00:16:04everything has changed even your body
- 00:16:06has
- 00:16:08changed what your body is now is not
- 00:16:10what it was when you were 6 years
- 00:16:13old or when you were 10 years
- 00:16:16old or when you were 15 years
- 00:16:18old very
- 00:16:21different all the cells in your body
- 00:16:24just from science we know all the cells
- 00:16:26in your body have changed too
- 00:16:33so that's interesting it's interesting
- 00:16:35that all these things have
- 00:16:37changed and yet we think that we're a
- 00:16:41thing and we think that we know who we
- 00:16:47are also notice that all your beliefs I
- 00:16:50mean not all your beliefs but many of
- 00:16:51your beliefs have
- 00:16:54changed the things you know have changed
- 00:16:59your knowledge has changed dra
- 00:17:01drastically over the
- 00:17:07decades so just notice
- 00:17:09that now what I want to suggest to you
- 00:17:13and we're just going to kind of take
- 00:17:13this as a premise it could be wrong but
- 00:17:16we'll just take it as a premise is that
- 00:17:18the following list of things is all that
- 00:17:20you've ever had of
- 00:17:22reality
- 00:17:24sight
- 00:17:25sound taste smell
- 00:17:29touch or
- 00:17:31feeling and
- 00:17:36thought that's
- 00:17:38it your entire reality from the moment
- 00:17:41you were born till today has been
- 00:17:43composed of only those six things
- 00:17:47basically in various combinations and of
- 00:17:50course in a lot of complex ways they
- 00:17:52were uh changing but this is basically
- 00:17:55the six channels that you're dealing
- 00:17:57with as a human being and all of this we
- 00:18:00tering
- 00:18:03experience now what we're going to do is
- 00:18:05we're going to go through and check each
- 00:18:07of these channels of experience and
- 00:18:11we're going to see do you exist in any
- 00:18:13one of these
- 00:18:15channels so let's take first a channel
- 00:18:18called
- 00:18:20site and the question is are you a
- 00:18:24site are you a visual experience so by
- 00:18:28visual experience I basically mean
- 00:18:30colors and
- 00:18:32shapes that's all that sight is composed
- 00:18:34of colors and shapes nothing
- 00:18:38else so right now if your eyes have been
- 00:18:40closed this whole time what I want you
- 00:18:43to do is I want you just to put your
- 00:18:45awareness on the fact that you only see
- 00:18:49Darkness because your eyes are
- 00:18:54closed and what I want you to do now is
- 00:18:56I want you to open your eyes
- 00:18:58so go ahead and open
- 00:19:01them and look around
- 00:19:04you now what you have is you see colors
- 00:19:07and you see shapes doesn't matter what
- 00:19:09they
- 00:19:10are you could be looking at what we
- 00:19:13would call your body or other physical
- 00:19:16objects in the room around you and all
- 00:19:18that's
- 00:19:19fine so now notice that you have all
- 00:19:21these colors and now go ahead and close
- 00:19:24your eyes
- 00:19:26again and notice that every every single
- 00:19:29color has
- 00:19:35changed if you want you can open your
- 00:19:37eyes
- 00:19:38again and notice that again it went from
- 00:19:41Darkness again to Colors all sorts of
- 00:19:44different colors and
- 00:19:47shapes and go ahead and close your eyes
- 00:19:49again and notice that all the colors and
- 00:19:51shapes have all completely changed not
- 00:19:54one of them has stayed the same and have
- 00:19:56all turned into some kind of dark color
- 00:19:58maybe a reddish tint color if you're
- 00:20:01looking at some lights with your eyes
- 00:20:02Lids
- 00:20:04closed and that all the shapes are gone
- 00:20:10too so what does this tell
- 00:20:14us it tells us that you cannot be a
- 00:20:21sight why because SES change all the
- 00:20:24time
- 00:20:28you change sight just by blinking your
- 00:20:32eyes you change
- 00:20:35sight so by definition you can't be a
- 00:20:39color or a
- 00:20:41shape because they're always in
- 00:20:46flux you
- 00:20:48see and what you are is you are a
- 00:20:50constant notice that
- 00:20:53basically from the moment you were born
- 00:20:56and you were conscious to to the moment
- 00:20:59you are now the the constant There Was
- 00:21:02You So experience was changing but there
- 00:21:05was a constant the constant is you so
- 00:21:07we're looking for what that constant is
- 00:21:09right so what we've discovered here is
- 00:21:11that the constant is not colors or
- 00:21:16shapes now that's pretty interesting
- 00:21:18because notice that your body when you
- 00:21:20look at yourself in the mirror you tend
- 00:21:21to think of like well I am my body but
- 00:21:24let's be very clear about that you can't
- 00:21:26be the color of your body and you can't
- 00:21:29be the shape of your body or any other
- 00:21:32visual aspect of your body
- 00:21:36because it can
- 00:21:38change not only that but of course your
- 00:21:41body the way it looks has completely
- 00:21:43changed from when you were 6 years old
- 00:21:45to where you are now all of it has
- 00:21:49changed so that can't be fundamentally
- 00:21:52what you are you
- 00:21:55see good let's go on to the next Channel
- 00:21:58which is
- 00:22:00sound maybe what you are is a sound
- 00:22:04instead let's take a look are you a
- 00:22:10sound the sound channel is pretty easy
- 00:22:13to deal with because most people don't
- 00:22:16really think they're a
- 00:22:18sound seems rather silly you don't
- 00:22:20really believe you're a sound but let's
- 00:22:23just take a
- 00:22:25look and again put your attention on the
- 00:22:27fact that sounds are constantly
- 00:22:29changing the sound as I'm talking to you
- 00:22:32right now every single second I'm saying
- 00:22:33new sounds and these sounds are
- 00:22:36changing and whatever sounds you
- 00:22:38experienced today are different from the
- 00:22:39sounds you experienced yesterday and
- 00:22:41different from the sounds you
- 00:22:42experienced 10 years
- 00:22:45ago has there been a constant sound from
- 00:22:49the moment you were conscious at Birth
- 00:22:51to
- 00:22:52today take a
- 00:22:55look what you should discover is no
- 00:22:59there hasn't
- 00:23:00been sound always changes so just by
- 00:23:05very simple logic we can say that you
- 00:23:09can't be a
- 00:23:15sound cuz we could put you in a totally
- 00:23:18soundproof chamber and you would still
- 00:23:21exist right you don't believe you would
- 00:23:24die if your ears were blocked with wax
- 00:23:30or if you were born deaf you're not dead
- 00:23:34you're still alive you're still you
- 00:23:38basically so you can't be a
- 00:23:42sound now let's check the channel of
- 00:23:46taste this one's pretty easy because
- 00:23:49human beings have a very
- 00:23:52poor sense of taste compared to sound
- 00:23:56and
- 00:23:57sight but let's take a look for sake of
- 00:24:02comprehensiveness notice right now that
- 00:24:04whatever taste you have in your
- 00:24:08mouth you don't actually believe that
- 00:24:11that's you do
- 00:24:15you not only that but notice that that
- 00:24:20taste has changed it's always
- 00:24:22different the taste in your mouth is
- 00:24:24different after you've brushed your
- 00:24:26teeth after you've drank some coffee
- 00:24:29after you've uh kissed your
- 00:24:31spouse after you chewed some
- 00:24:34gum every single day your taste changes
- 00:24:38so you can't actually literally be a
- 00:24:40taste can
- 00:24:44you most people don't really believe
- 00:24:46their tastes anyways that's kind of
- 00:24:49silly so we're done with that channel
- 00:24:52let's move on to
- 00:24:54smell the channel of smell are you a SM
- 00:25:00smell human beings have an even poorer
- 00:25:03sense of smell than taste
- 00:25:05mostly so this one's also easy to deal
- 00:25:07with but let's take a look whatever
- 00:25:10you're smelling right now is that
- 00:25:13you literally is the smell
- 00:25:19you of course most people would say no
- 00:25:22that's rather silly how could I be a
- 00:25:25smell but just to be very comprehensive
- 00:25:28have also noticed that whatever smell
- 00:25:30you have now is not the smell you had
- 00:25:34yesterday or the day before or 10 years
- 00:25:37ago or when you were
- 00:25:39born smells are always changing there's
- 00:25:42really no such thing as a constant
- 00:25:47smell so what you are cannot be a smell
- 00:25:51because what you are is constant and a
- 00:25:55smell is never constant
- 00:26:00okay let's move on to the next Channel
- 00:26:02which is
- 00:26:04touch are you a
- 00:26:08touch now this one's a little trickier
- 00:26:10so we're going to break it up in two
- 00:26:12first let's consider outer touch what
- 00:26:15I'm going to call outer touch these are
- 00:26:17all
- 00:26:20the touches that sort of take place
- 00:26:22outside your body so if you put your
- 00:26:24hand on a on a cold can of Coca-Cola
- 00:26:29or if you put your hand near a fire
- 00:26:31those are like Sensations you feel
- 00:26:34outside your body on the surface of your
- 00:26:36skin this is what we're calling outer
- 00:26:39touch are you an outer
- 00:26:46touch are you a pressure on your skin so
- 00:26:51like the feeling of being cut by a knife
- 00:26:54or poked by a needle or if you're
- 00:26:57sitting on your chair or on your sofa
- 00:27:00right now then there's some sensation on
- 00:27:02your butt from the cushion that's
- 00:27:05pressure on you kind of from the
- 00:27:09outside are you any one of those
- 00:27:20Sensations take a close
- 00:27:24look notice that you are not any one of
- 00:27:27those
- 00:27:30sens what we would say is that you are
- 00:27:33experiencing those Sensations but those
- 00:27:36Sensations are not actually
- 00:27:38you
- 00:27:42right moreover notice again that these
- 00:27:45Sensations are
- 00:27:47very fluid and changing they're changing
- 00:27:51almost every
- 00:27:54minute there is no one single constant
- 00:27:57sensation
- 00:27:58that has
- 00:28:00been impinging on you from the
- 00:28:03outside your entire life that you could
- 00:28:07possibly identify with there's no
- 00:28:09pressure there's no hot or cold there's
- 00:28:11no sharpness there's no any kind of
- 00:28:14outer pressure or outer
- 00:28:19touch so that means that you can't
- 00:28:21possibly be an outer
- 00:28:26touch good good now let's consider the
- 00:28:29other component of touch which is what
- 00:28:32I'm going to call Inner
- 00:28:34feeling inner feeling is all the
- 00:28:36feelings you have inside your body these
- 00:28:37can be pains or it could be a warm
- 00:28:40sensation or cold sensation could be a
- 00:28:43internal
- 00:28:45pressure could be the feeling of your
- 00:28:47heart or your lungs or a tingly
- 00:28:51sensation behind your eyes or in your
- 00:28:53head or in your skull like maybe a
- 00:28:55headache
- 00:28:58or even the feeling of solidity inside
- 00:29:00your body all of these feelings these
- 00:29:02are inner feelings and also will include
- 00:29:04into this emotions so when you feel
- 00:29:07angry or sad or
- 00:29:10happy or sexually
- 00:29:13excited all of these are internal
- 00:29:18feelings so now let's take a real close
- 00:29:21look at this
- 00:29:23one are you an internal feeling
- 00:29:33this is probably the trickiest one of
- 00:29:34all so look very very
- 00:29:37carefully if you have a tendency to say
- 00:29:39that yes I am an internal feeling that's
- 00:29:42what I am then what I want you to do is
- 00:29:44I want you to identify very specifically
- 00:29:47which internal feeling are you exactly
- 00:29:58are you the feeling in your chest are
- 00:30:01you the feeling behind the back of your
- 00:30:04eyes in your skull are you literally
- 00:30:07that feeling is that what you actually
- 00:30:15are look at this very
- 00:30:18open-mindedly without any biases or
- 00:30:21preconceptions
- 00:30:30what you should notice is that you're
- 00:30:31actually not an inner
- 00:30:35feeling what we would say is that you
- 00:30:38feel an inner feeling and inner feeling
- 00:30:41happens to you but you are not literally
- 00:30:47it and also notice that inner feelings
- 00:30:51also change very frequently
- 00:30:58and often you're not conscious at all of
- 00:31:00what inner feelings are happening inside
- 00:31:03of
- 00:31:04you right now you've become conscious of
- 00:31:07inner feelings because I've focused your
- 00:31:10attention on that but chances are when
- 00:31:13you were sitting there and I was talking
- 00:31:14about other stuff you were not connected
- 00:31:17to your inner feelings very much at
- 00:31:21all if you do believe that you are an
- 00:31:23inner feeling take a look and notice has
- 00:31:26there ever been a moment in your life
- 00:31:28where that inner feeling didn't exist or
- 00:31:29you weren't conscious of
- 00:31:31it because remember if we're saying that
- 00:31:34you're an inner feeling that means that
- 00:31:35inner feeling must have been constant
- 00:31:37from the moment of your birth up till
- 00:31:40today because that's literally what you
- 00:31:42are and if that inner feeling ever stops
- 00:31:45existing you stop
- 00:31:49existing that's what it would mean for
- 00:31:51you to say that you are an inner
- 00:31:56feeling so take a look really
- 00:31:59carefully are you an inner
- 00:32:08feeling if you look carefully you should
- 00:32:11conclude that you're not because your
- 00:32:14inner feelings are always
- 00:32:17changing even Sensations for example in
- 00:32:19your chest or behind the back of your
- 00:32:22eyes these Sensations which you might
- 00:32:24identify with
- 00:32:28they're still always
- 00:32:30changing they're not
- 00:32:33constant they're
- 00:32:35animated they have degrees of severity
- 00:32:37and so forth and sometimes they're
- 00:32:39totally
- 00:32:42absent for example when you're
- 00:32:48asleep good now let's consider the final
- 00:32:51Channel which is
- 00:32:55thoughts are you a thought
- 00:33:01let's break this down into several
- 00:33:02components first let's consider your
- 00:33:04internal dialogue and what we might call
- 00:33:06your internal
- 00:33:08voice the way that you usually talk to
- 00:33:13yourself are you the internal voice take
- 00:33:16a look now the internal voice is
- 00:33:18something that we identify with
- 00:33:21usually automatically without even
- 00:33:23thinking about it much the inner voice
- 00:33:25feels like it's me
- 00:33:29but I want you just to look at this very
- 00:33:31objectively and just with very simple
- 00:33:35logic if you believe that you are the
- 00:33:38inner voice and that really feels like
- 00:33:41that's what you
- 00:33:43are that means that if the inner voice
- 00:33:47ever stopped
- 00:33:49speaking you would
- 00:33:54disappear that also means that the inner
- 00:33:56voice had to have been constantly
- 00:33:59speaking from the moment you were born
- 00:34:01up till
- 00:34:02today without ever
- 00:34:09stopping so are you the inner
- 00:34:17voice or are you the one who hears the
- 00:34:20inner voice notice the
- 00:34:24difference you probably want to say that
- 00:34:27no I'm the one one who hears the inner
- 00:34:29voice I'm not literally the inner
- 00:34:32voice cu the inner voice is not
- 00:34:39constant there are gaps between the
- 00:34:42inner
- 00:34:43voice you don't even have to be a very
- 00:34:46good meditator to be aware of
- 00:34:51that so you can't be the inner voice can
- 00:34:56you let's consider inner
- 00:35:01images notice that what you have many of
- 00:35:03your thoughts are visual
- 00:35:05thoughts you can picture an apple a car
- 00:35:10a tree a house a person your mom your
- 00:35:14dad your spouse you can picture all
- 00:35:17these things with your eyes
- 00:35:19closed these are all internal
- 00:35:22images you can also picture
- 00:35:25yourself you can picture your face
- 00:35:28with your eyes closed you can picture
- 00:35:30the back of your head with your eyes
- 00:35:32closed you can picture the silhouette of
- 00:35:35your
- 00:35:36body as though it was filmed by a camera
- 00:35:39from behind you with your eyes closed
- 00:35:42you can picture your arms in your your
- 00:35:44feet even though you can't see
- 00:35:49them you can picture very many
- 00:35:52things now the question is are you a
- 00:35:57picture
- 00:35:58is that what you literally
- 00:36:00are let's take a look really
- 00:36:04carefully and if you're going to say
- 00:36:06that yes I am a
- 00:36:08picture then I want you to be very clear
- 00:36:10and precise about which picture it is
- 00:36:13that you
- 00:36:17are notice that pictures are constantly
- 00:36:19changing in your mind so which picture
- 00:36:22are you are you the picture of your face
- 00:36:24is that what you are
- 00:36:29what if your face got disfigured and how
- 00:36:33it looked has
- 00:36:35changed would that change who you
- 00:36:39are most people would say
- 00:36:42no are you the picture of the outline of
- 00:36:45your
- 00:36:47body you might at first be tempted to
- 00:36:49say yes I am but then notice that if you
- 00:36:52lost an arm or a leg and it got
- 00:36:55amputated
- 00:37:00the picture in your mind would have to
- 00:37:03change and yet we would still say that
- 00:37:06you're basically you and that nothing
- 00:37:08really about you has changed you just
- 00:37:10lost an arm or a
- 00:37:14leg also notice that if you do identify
- 00:37:19with any image at all that means that
- 00:37:22that
- 00:37:22image has to have been
- 00:37:25constantly displayed in your mind
- 00:37:28from the moment you were born up till
- 00:37:30today without any
- 00:37:33interruptions do you find such an image
- 00:37:36in your
- 00:37:39mind or is every image in your mind
- 00:37:43changing all the time like every five
- 00:37:48seconds if you're like the average
- 00:37:50person if you're like me every 5 Seconds
- 00:37:52you have new images in your
- 00:37:54mind right picture purple elephant with
- 00:37:59polka
- 00:38:01dots see now you have that image in your
- 00:38:04mind and whatever you were thinking
- 00:38:06before you've stopped probably thinking
- 00:38:09about so notice that you're not an image
- 00:38:13in your mind that doesn't make very much
- 00:38:19sense and the final thing let's consider
- 00:38:22is the ey thought what I'm going to call
- 00:38:26the ey thought
- 00:38:29the thought in your mind that says this
- 00:38:31is
- 00:38:33me this is me here I am I I am here I
- 00:38:38exist so put your awareness on that
- 00:38:43aspect of your mind right now the eye
- 00:38:48thought and take a look and ask yourself
- 00:38:52are you the I
- 00:38:55thought now it seems like we're getting
- 00:38:57somewhere now it seems like we're really
- 00:38:59going deep we've gone through all the
- 00:39:01Clutter and now we've gotten to the very
- 00:39:03core of who you are you're this I
- 00:39:05thought
- 00:39:08right but wait a
- 00:39:11minute notice that this I thought if you
- 00:39:14believe you are the I thought that the I
- 00:39:17thought isn't constantly
- 00:39:24present there are many moments in your
- 00:39:27day where where you have no thoughts
- 00:39:28about
- 00:39:29yourself where there is no ey thought
- 00:39:32where there is no internal
- 00:39:36dialogue most obviously when you're
- 00:39:39asleep but also when you're tired or
- 00:39:42even when you're talking someone or
- 00:39:43you're playing a video game or you're
- 00:39:45watching a movie you're not thinking
- 00:39:46about yourself there is no ey
- 00:39:49thought so if what you actually
- 00:39:51literally are is an I
- 00:39:55thought that ey thought
- 00:39:58would have to have been constantly
- 00:40:00active from the moment you were born
- 00:40:02until
- 00:40:04today and that's clearly not the
- 00:40:08case the I thought is not even active
- 00:40:10for 24 hours let alone for decades at a
- 00:40:17time so now it gets a little tricky
- 00:40:21because we're starting to run out of
- 00:40:23things that you could
- 00:40:26be what is is
- 00:40:29left we've eliminated sights sounds
- 00:40:32smells tastes touches feelings internal
- 00:40:35external
- 00:40:37ones we've eliminated all sorts of
- 00:40:39thoughts and internal dialogue what is
- 00:40:43left you might say well Leo what I am is
- 00:40:46I'm the
- 00:40:47body I'm the entire collection of all of
- 00:40:50these
- 00:40:53things but notice that what the body is
- 00:40:57what you're calling the body in this
- 00:40:59case is just either a feeling or a
- 00:41:02thought an image in your
- 00:41:05mind or a combination of these occurring
- 00:41:11simultaneously and notice that this
- 00:41:13combination that you're calling the body
- 00:41:16isn't constantly
- 00:41:24active you might also say well Leo Maybe
- 00:41:27not the body maybe what I am is I just
- 00:41:29have this vague sense that I exist I'm
- 00:41:32not quite sure what I am but I just have
- 00:41:34this intuition I'm a very intuitive
- 00:41:36person and intuitively I just know that
- 00:41:38I'm I'm a soul I'm a sort of
- 00:41:40Consciousness I'm here I'm present I'm
- 00:41:42aware I'm this living entity I have
- 00:41:45senscience I have this intuition so I'm
- 00:41:48this intuitive
- 00:41:50thing but notice that whatever you call
- 00:41:55intuition very carefully examine what
- 00:41:57that is be very clear about
- 00:42:01it what you'll notice is that an
- 00:42:03intuition is just a
- 00:42:06feeling in your
- 00:42:08body or it's a
- 00:42:11thought or
- 00:42:15both and also notice that this intuition
- 00:42:18is also not constantly
- 00:42:25active so this intuition cannot be
- 00:42:31you now you might say well Leo what I am
- 00:42:34maybe is not an intuition but I'm just
- 00:42:36I'm there behind the scenes you know all
- 00:42:38this stuff is happening to me but I'm
- 00:42:40just there behind the scenes somewhere
- 00:42:41I'm not really sure what I am I'm just
- 00:42:43behind the scenes I just know I
- 00:42:46am okay well what I want you to notice
- 00:42:48is that sense that you are behind the
- 00:42:52scenes that what that actually literally
- 00:42:55is is a thought thought or a
- 00:43:03feeling if there were no thoughts or
- 00:43:05feelings there would be no sense of you
- 00:43:08behind the
- 00:43:14scenes so we've run out of
- 00:43:18room we've run out of
- 00:43:23channels notice that as much as you look
- 00:43:26as hard as you
- 00:43:28look and you could sit there and I could
- 00:43:31give you 10 days of straight sitting and
- 00:43:35looking you cannot find what I'm going
- 00:43:40to call The Source
- 00:43:46self what you fundamentally believe that
- 00:43:50you are is not a body or a mind or a
- 00:43:55brain or some neuron or a feeling or an
- 00:43:58Intuition or a thought or any of this
- 00:44:00kind of stuff what you fundamentally
- 00:44:02believe you are is that you're the
- 00:44:05perceiver the
- 00:44:07experiencer of all of these experiences
- 00:44:12or
- 00:44:14perceptions
- 00:44:16right doesn't that feel right that what
- 00:44:19you are is you're the
- 00:44:24perceiver but notice that this perceiver
- 00:44:26no matter how much we look and we try to
- 00:44:29pinpoint where is this
- 00:44:32perceiver you can't actually find
- 00:44:39it this is what we're calling the source
- 00:44:42self is this
- 00:44:47perceiver what we say is we say I am
- 00:44:50experiencing the body I am experiencing
- 00:44:54the ey thought I am having an intuition
- 00:44:57right because
- 00:44:59I is the perceiver that's perceiving all
- 00:45:02of
- 00:45:08experience notice though that this
- 00:45:10perceiver or Source self is itself not
- 00:45:14an
- 00:45:22experience now that's very odd
- 00:45:28because on the one hand you feel like
- 00:45:30you've experienced all this stuff in
- 00:45:32life and all you have of life is
- 00:45:35experience there is nothing else to life
- 00:45:38but
- 00:45:40experience so become conscious of that
- 00:45:43but also now become conscious of the
- 00:45:45fact that you are not an
- 00:45:48experience what you are physically
- 00:45:51metaphysically existentially is not an
- 00:45:54experience and cannot be an experience
- 00:45:56because every single experience you've
- 00:45:58ever had in your
- 00:45:59life has
- 00:46:01changed and will change and changes on a
- 00:46:05momentto moment
- 00:46:13basis so the question is what actually
- 00:46:17are
- 00:46:18you because right now if you've been
- 00:46:20following with me what you are is a
- 00:46:23question mark
- 00:46:27I mean we could say that you're a
- 00:46:28perceiver but what this perceiver is we
- 00:46:30have no clue or where it is we don't
- 00:46:33even know where it's located you might
- 00:46:34say well it's located in my skull
- 00:46:37obviously or maybe in my chest or in my
- 00:46:40throat or somewhere in the body but
- 00:46:44that's not how how can you be sure you
- 00:46:46haven't even figured out what it is and
- 00:46:49you certainly haven't located it because
- 00:46:51if you located it you could tell me what
- 00:46:52it is
- 00:46:57and if you do happen to locate something
- 00:46:58and you say well Leo that's
- 00:47:01it well what you're pointing at is
- 00:47:04another
- 00:47:06experience you don't actually believe
- 00:47:07you're that thing you believe you're the
- 00:47:10perceiver of that thing so notice that
- 00:47:12this is a very slippery game that we
- 00:47:17play is that whatever we point to by
- 00:47:20definition cannot be
- 00:47:21us because it's an experience and we're
- 00:47:24not an experience we're the one pering
- 00:47:27the
- 00:47:32experience your mind should be opening
- 00:47:34up now to a very interesting possibility
- 00:47:38and this possibility is that it's never
- 00:47:40really Aur to you to question what you
- 00:47:42are existentially before in your entire
- 00:47:46life you've just kind of assumed that
- 00:47:48you're there and that you exist and that
- 00:47:50you are something tangible and very real
- 00:47:54and yet when you actually look into the
- 00:47:56matter
- 00:47:57as hard as you try and you can try for
- 00:47:59hundreds of hours you will discover that
- 00:48:02you cannot find
- 00:48:07yourself so could it be that what you
- 00:48:12are is something very different than you
- 00:48:20assumed let's examine some of your core
- 00:48:24assumptions core assumption number one
- 00:48:26is that you
- 00:48:31exist it's almost Unthinkable to
- 00:48:33question this assumption because well
- 00:48:35here you are holding the Assumption so
- 00:48:38obviously you exist right well let's
- 00:48:40just be very open-minded and just take
- 00:48:42this as an
- 00:48:44assumption so assumption number one is
- 00:48:46that you
- 00:48:47exist assumption number two is that you
- 00:48:50are an
- 00:48:52object or a thing that can be found
- 00:48:57that can be
- 00:49:00located that has a
- 00:49:06shape and assumption number three is
- 00:49:08that you are located in
- 00:49:13space right you assume that you're
- 00:49:16located
- 00:49:17somewhere you're not without
- 00:49:22location so those are three core
- 00:49:24assumptions you hold
- 00:49:27now my question to you if you're very
- 00:49:29open-minded could any of these
- 00:49:31assumptions be
- 00:49:36wrong how can you be sure that these
- 00:49:40assumptions are all
- 00:49:45true now you might say well Leo these
- 00:49:48are some very very basic self-evident
- 00:49:50assumptions they can't be
- 00:49:53otherwise but I want you to consider
- 00:49:55very carefully that
- 00:49:57we're looking into the very nature of
- 00:50:00your
- 00:50:01existence we're looking to something
- 00:50:03very very
- 00:50:04existentially in a very fundamental
- 00:50:07basic way we're looking at the very
- 00:50:08basic building blocks of
- 00:50:11life so your assumptions about what
- 00:50:13could or couldn't be
- 00:50:16true be careful about that because those
- 00:50:19are based on everyday normal
- 00:50:24experience they are not based upon on
- 00:50:27deep existential
- 00:50:34investigation and also notice that you
- 00:50:37have no frame of reference in this
- 00:50:40investigation because what we're calling
- 00:50:42you yourself what you are it's not like
- 00:50:45you've been a hundred different human
- 00:50:48beings so you have no frame of reference
- 00:50:51because you have no experience you've
- 00:50:53never been someone else have you you've
- 00:50:56only been
- 00:50:57yourself so we're dealing
- 00:51:00with one
- 00:51:03example the only
- 00:51:08example so we can't really know what's
- 00:51:12probable or improbable what's realistic
- 00:51:16or what's far-fetched
- 00:51:18because we only have one example and we
- 00:51:21can't compare it to anything else and
- 00:51:24what you are is not comparable to a
- 00:51:27chair or a car or a tree or a planet or
- 00:51:31a Galaxy or a molecule or anything else
- 00:51:34like that because those are all again
- 00:51:40experiences what you are is a very
- 00:51:42different
- 00:51:45thing so could it be that your very
- 00:51:48nature is radically different from
- 00:51:52ordinary everyday objects
- 00:51:59and could it be that some of these
- 00:52:00assumptions you hold that you are an
- 00:52:02object that you're located in space and
- 00:52:04even that you exist that some of these
- 00:52:06assumptions are
- 00:52:10groundless and just
- 00:52:13assumptions made carelessly without
- 00:52:16careful investigation into whether they
- 00:52:18are true or
- 00:52:22not what I want you to consider is the
- 00:52:24possibility that you've been misled LED
- 00:52:27from
- 00:52:28birth that you were born and people
- 00:52:32starting with your parents started
- 00:52:33pointing at you and saying that's you
- 00:52:37the body the brain the mind this is you
- 00:52:41and you went through school and you went
- 00:52:43to college and you interacted with all
- 00:52:44your friends and everyone assumed this
- 00:52:47from the very
- 00:52:49beginning but all of this was a mistake
- 00:52:52you've been misled by people who were
- 00:52:54themselves misled and never took the
- 00:52:56time to look very carefully into who
- 00:52:58they were they just assumed that they
- 00:53:01were a body a mind and a
- 00:53:06brain this isn't so far-fetched because
- 00:53:09after all you do acknowledge that
- 00:53:11indoctrination is possible especially
- 00:53:15with young human beings you know that if
- 00:53:17we take a child and we indoctrinate this
- 00:53:20child from the very moment he is born
- 00:53:23and we tell him some religious ideology
- 00:53:26or some political philosophy that this
- 00:53:29child without knowing any better if he
- 00:53:31grows up in in that environment he will
- 00:53:34believe
- 00:53:36unquestionably whatever he's been taught
- 00:53:39and that will get programmed and sort of
- 00:53:41imprinted into his mind and it'll be
- 00:53:43very difficult for him to see the world
- 00:53:45in any other way so now what I want you
- 00:53:48to do as part of this visualization is I
- 00:53:49want you to actually imagine that this
- 00:53:51child is you and that when you were born
- 00:53:55and growing up and all the way up to
- 00:53:57today you have been
- 00:54:00indoctrinated not in a malicious way but
- 00:54:02in an unconscious
- 00:54:03way with a ideology that what you are is
- 00:54:08an object a body a mind and a
- 00:54:12brain and that actually this is not
- 00:54:24true just open your mind to that POS
- 00:54:26ability remember this is just a thought
- 00:54:27experiment I'm not telling you to
- 00:54:29believe me I'm not saying this is
- 00:54:30absolutely true I'm just
- 00:54:32saying just imagine it for the next few
- 00:54:35minutes as a thought
- 00:54:39experiment and now again look very
- 00:54:42closely keep your eyes still closed look
- 00:54:45very closely inside yourself and try to
- 00:54:48find what we're calling the source self
- 00:54:52the
- 00:54:53perceiver of all your experiences try to
- 00:54:56find
- 00:55:03you notice that anything that you grasp
- 00:55:08on to as you isn't
- 00:55:13you notice how the mind scrambles and
- 00:55:16tries to cling to one thing after
- 00:55:18another thing after another thing but
- 00:55:20that nothing that it clings to is
- 00:55:22actually you
- 00:55:28it's like sand that slips through your
- 00:55:36fingers and now here's the critical step
- 00:55:39of this
- 00:55:40entire inquiry process make sure you do
- 00:55:44this right
- 00:55:46here again look for the source self
- 00:55:49really try to pinpoint what you are what
- 00:55:53are you physically existentially
- 00:55:55metaphysically
- 00:55:58like
- 00:56:00really No Nonsense no Hocus
- 00:56:03Pocus no philosophy no religious
- 00:56:07just what are you right now in
- 00:56:09your direct
- 00:56:11experience find
- 00:56:21yourself and notice again that you
- 00:56:24failed you failed to find
- 00:56:30yourself now here's the kicker listen
- 00:56:33very
- 00:56:34close right in the moment of failing to
- 00:56:36find yourself what I want you to notice
- 00:56:39is that actually you're not
- 00:56:42failing when you're grasping and it
- 00:56:44feels like you're grasping at empty
- 00:56:47air and that nothing you grasp is
- 00:56:49actually you and that what you are is
- 00:56:53intangible notice that happening right
- 00:56:55now for you and it feels like you're
- 00:56:58failing to grasp on you're still you're
- 00:57:00looking you're looking for an object to
- 00:57:02grasp on
- 00:57:04to what I want you to notice is that
- 00:57:07actually you're not
- 00:57:08failing you found yourself what you are
- 00:57:12is you are this empty
- 00:57:24nothing that you're grasping inside
- 00:57:29of but you're telling yourself that
- 00:57:32can't be me I have to be a
- 00:57:39thing and I what I want you to open your
- 00:57:42mind to is to the possibility that you
- 00:57:45are purely
- 00:57:50nothing you
- 00:57:52exist but you exist as nothing
- 00:57:59and that there is no content or
- 00:58:02experience that is you and that it will
- 00:58:05never ever be found because what you are
- 00:58:08is you are nothing you are it that is
- 00:58:12you that is real that is as real as real
- 00:58:18gets and that this
- 00:58:21nothingness it
- 00:58:23exists and not only does it exist but it
- 00:58:26is also
- 00:58:29self-aware it is an inherently
- 00:58:31self-aware
- 00:58:35nothingness now notice that whatever
- 00:58:38image you might have or opinion or idea
- 00:58:40you might have of this nothingness that
- 00:58:42is not nothingness that's not what I'm
- 00:58:44talking about what I'm telling you is to
- 00:58:47be actually
- 00:58:50become that which you have been failing
- 00:58:52to find
- 00:58:57become it you are
- 00:59:00it there's really nothing for you to do
- 00:59:02here because you are it you've always
- 00:59:04been it it's the only one constant
- 00:59:07that's existed from the moment you were
- 00:59:08born to
- 00:59:10today in fact it's existed before you
- 00:59:13were even
- 00:59:20born this nothing is not Darkness or
- 00:59:22Blackness don't confuse nothing with
- 00:59:25that
- 00:59:27this nothing is not also your idea of
- 00:59:30nothing or an experience of nothing
- 00:59:33remember that anything you experience is
- 00:59:36not
- 00:59:37nothing what I'm talking about here is
- 00:59:40actual honest to God
- 00:59:44nothing it is not an
- 00:59:47experience you cannot grasp it with your
- 00:59:50mind you cannot think about it
- 00:59:53cognitively
- 00:59:56this nothing is not an object it is not
- 00:59:59a
- 00:59:59thing it is not located in any
- 01:00:04space it has no cartisian
- 01:00:08coordinates it is not big it is not
- 01:00:11small it is not tall it is not short it
- 01:00:14is not wide it is not thin it is not
- 01:00:19solid it is not
- 01:00:22empty it has no color it has no shape it
- 01:00:25has no smell no taste no
- 01:00:31anything this nothing instead of being
- 01:00:35located it is an infinite
- 01:00:41field so try to be no don't just imagine
- 01:00:45actually become the infinite nothing
- 01:00:48field that you are this field is
- 01:00:52self-aware all experience occurs within
- 01:00:55this field
- 01:00:58the field itself is not an
- 01:01:00experience experience is what occurs
- 01:01:03inside the
- 01:01:08field and this is what you actually
- 01:01:12are physically metaphysically and
- 01:01:16existentially this is what you are you
- 01:01:18are a self-aware field of
- 01:01:21nothingness that stretches out to
- 01:01:23Infinity
- 01:01:26and has no end and no beginning and no
- 01:01:32boundary and is absolutely
- 01:01:52constant just take a moment to bask in
- 01:01:54that
- 01:01:57let whatever you're
- 01:02:01experiencing be
- 01:02:05okay don't try to force anything or
- 01:02:07change
- 01:02:08anything just be open to whatever comes
- 01:02:11to you even if what comes to you is not
- 01:02:14something that you
- 01:02:15want or expected
- 01:02:37don't try to fake the experience of
- 01:02:44nothingness either it came to you or it
- 01:02:46didn't let either way be okay
- 01:02:58good now go ahead and open your eyes and
- 01:03:01that's the end of the guided
- 01:03:05visualization but I still have a few
- 01:03:08things that I want to tell to you so
- 01:03:10don't end the episode
- 01:03:14yet two things happened here either you
- 01:03:17did have a direct experience of
- 01:03:20nothingness or you
- 01:03:22didn't now if you didn't have a direct
- 01:03:25experience of nothingness don't
- 01:03:28worry it's
- 01:03:31fine most people will not have a direct
- 01:03:35experience of nothingness from doing
- 01:03:36this just
- 01:03:37once I have done way over a thousand
- 01:03:41hours of this type of
- 01:03:43work and only once out of those let's
- 01:03:47say thousand hours I don't even know how
- 01:03:48many hours I've lost
- 01:03:50track only once have I had a direct
- 01:03:53experience
- 01:03:56so it can be a rare
- 01:03:59thing and it can take a lot of work to
- 01:04:02just get to the point where you can open
- 01:04:03your mind up sufficiently where you can
- 01:04:07even be open to this experience the
- 01:04:09problem is that most people minds are
- 01:04:11way too closed to even get close to
- 01:04:14having this
- 01:04:16experience now I'm using the word
- 01:04:18experience because there's no other word
- 01:04:19that we have in the English
- 01:04:22language so I'm calling it an experience
- 01:04:25even though it's not really an
- 01:04:28experience now if you did have some kind
- 01:04:31of direct experience of this nothing of
- 01:04:35what you actually
- 01:04:36are then
- 01:04:38congratulations don't freak out it's
- 01:04:41normal to be scared when you have this
- 01:04:43experience for the first time in your
- 01:04:44life it's a very radical experience
- 01:04:47because you've never experienced
- 01:04:49yourself in your entire life until
- 01:04:52now that's a huge accomplishment
- 01:04:54congratulations
- 01:04:57it can be scary because this nothingness
- 01:05:00is very radically different from what
- 01:05:02you've believed you were and you've been
- 01:05:04very very
- 01:05:06misled for the entirety of your life
- 01:05:09it's like you've awoken for the first
- 01:05:11time in your life it's a life
- 01:05:13transforming
- 01:05:17experience don't freak out it's not a
- 01:05:20negative experience it's a very positive
- 01:05:22experience but it can seem negative from
- 01:05:25the ego point of view because it's very
- 01:05:27threatening to your old way of looking
- 01:05:30at the
- 01:05:33world take the time to clarify what you
- 01:05:38experienced here if you did experience
- 01:05:40something actually clarify this
- 01:05:42nothingness what is it is it really you
- 01:05:45take a time to look at it write it down
- 01:05:48if you need to if you had something
- 01:05:50important occur for you because the
- 01:05:53clarification of it really helps for you
- 01:05:55to solidify in your own mind what this
- 01:05:58thing was it's a very mysterious and
- 01:06:01paradoxical
- 01:06:07thing if you didn't have an experience
- 01:06:09like most of you probably didn't then
- 01:06:12just keep
- 01:06:13noticing that if you look and you try to
- 01:06:16locate yourself you actually
- 01:06:19can't you can't find yourself there's a
- 01:06:22reason for that it's because you're not
- 01:06:24an object and you're not located in
- 01:06:28space keep questioning why you assume
- 01:06:31that you are an
- 01:06:34object why would you assume that is that
- 01:06:37just something you heard from your
- 01:06:38parents from your teachers is that just
- 01:06:41something that seems reasonable to you
- 01:06:44seems intuitive to you is that something
- 01:06:46that just science told
- 01:06:48you well just keep in mind that all
- 01:06:50these people they may not know who they
- 01:06:53are either so the things they tell you
- 01:06:56and the assumptions you pick up from our
- 01:06:58culture could be very flawed
- 01:07:01assumptions after all if you were born
- 01:07:032000 years ago chances are you had the
- 01:07:06assumption that the Earth is
- 01:07:09flat so our
- 01:07:12culture dramatically influences our
- 01:07:15assumptions about reality and don't
- 01:07:18think that just because we're living in
- 01:07:19a modern scientific era full of
- 01:07:23technology that we are immune
- 01:07:26to wrong assumptions about the core
- 01:07:29existential nature of reality that is
- 01:07:32something that as a culture and even as
- 01:07:35a
- 01:07:38science we still haven't
- 01:07:42conquered we have a long way to go
- 01:07:44before we conquer that as a collective
- 01:07:48culture that's why it takes an extremely
- 01:07:51radically open mind
- 01:07:55what I'm claiming though is that this
- 01:07:58practice here is a very profound
- 01:07:59practice you can do this by yourself you
- 01:08:01can rewatch this episode many many times
- 01:08:03you can listen to it I encourage you to
- 01:08:05do it hundreds thousands of times until
- 01:08:08you break
- 01:08:10through and discover empirically that
- 01:08:13you are nothing because this is not a
- 01:08:17theory of mine this is not something I
- 01:08:19just concocted sitting there in my room
- 01:08:21like oh what kind of interesting
- 01:08:23metaphysical mumbo jumbo I come up to
- 01:08:26just tell people that they could believe
- 01:08:28that's not what I'm doing here uh I'm
- 01:08:31claiming that this is an empirical
- 01:08:33discovery that you can
- 01:08:35make if you are open-minded enough
- 01:08:38that's really all it takes is just
- 01:08:40radical open-mindedness and then just
- 01:08:41persistence with looking looking looking
- 01:08:43looking looking looking looking and
- 01:08:46not giving way to
- 01:08:52distraction this nothingness that you
- 01:08:54are is the most profound thing that you
- 01:08:57can discover in all of
- 01:08:59life this nothingness is
- 01:09:02eternal which means that it exists
- 01:09:04outside of time and space time and space
- 01:09:08are conceptual constructs that occur
- 01:09:11within this
- 01:09:14nothingness these are very radical ideas
- 01:09:18they're more than ideas they're actually
- 01:09:20realities but the danger is that you
- 01:09:22take them as ideas and beliefs and as
- 01:09:24soon as you
- 01:09:25do you're nowhere you're back
- 01:09:31in the delusion of your
- 01:09:34mind this nothingness is eternal and
- 01:09:38it's also
- 01:09:39self-aware so this nothingness don't
- 01:09:41confuse it with some existential Bleak
- 01:09:44depressing nothingness this nothingness
- 01:09:46is the most Divine beautiful awe
- 01:09:50inspiring miraculous thing that you can
- 01:09:53discover it's not a thing but we have no
- 01:09:56words in the English language for not a
- 01:10:01thing other than nothingness you see how
- 01:10:04it works it's
- 01:10:07self-aware but it's not a human
- 01:10:10being it's not a molecule it's not an
- 01:10:12atom it's not matter it's not energy
- 01:10:14it's not Spirit or Soul what you might
- 01:10:17call I mean you could call it that but
- 01:10:20uh that just really gets you lost in
- 01:10:21labels and ideas that aren't very
- 01:10:23helpful
- 01:10:30this is the nety nety
- 01:10:34method old old old ancient
- 01:10:37method all you're doing here is you're
- 01:10:39just sitting you're trying to find what
- 01:10:42you actually are and you keep failing
- 01:10:45over and over and over and over and over
- 01:10:47again and you're going to fail tens of
- 01:10:49thousands if not hundreds of thousands
- 01:10:51of times until your brain can't take it
- 01:10:54anymore it becomes too painful and
- 01:10:56finally what happens is that there is a
- 01:10:58surrender and you surrender to the fact
- 01:11:00that the thing you were not finding is
- 01:11:02actually
- 01:11:04you you can't find it because you assume
- 01:11:08that you're something and what you are
- 01:11:10is nothing so it's like you're looking
- 01:11:13for a needle in the hay
- 01:11:17stack and the needle turns out to
- 01:11:21be the air
- 01:11:26the empty
- 01:11:28air that is between the the hay
- 01:11:36stack but that can take a lot of work to
- 01:11:39crack that nut can take a lot of work to
- 01:11:42crack so I encourage you to keep at it
- 01:11:46keep your faith keep going for it
- 01:11:48remember this is not a belief system
- 01:11:50this is an empirical discovery that
- 01:11:52anyone can make including you
- 01:11:55all right that's it I'm signing off go
- 01:11:57ahead post me your comments down below
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- 01:12:21work how do you create a really powerful
- 01:12:24excellent life that you can be really
- 01:12:26proud of but also then it starts to
- 01:12:28bleed into self Transcendence work which
- 01:12:30is what we're doing here how do you
- 01:12:32transcend the self so that your life is
- 01:12:34not just about luxur luxurious greatness
- 01:12:38and riches and wealth and success but
- 01:12:41that your life becomes something much
- 01:12:43more
- 01:12:44profound your life becomes Divine your
- 01:12:48life becomes literally
- 01:12:50awesome not awesome in the vulgar sense
- 01:12:53I mean awesome in the religious sense in
- 01:12:56the spiritual
- 01:12:58sense this nothingness is where the word
- 01:13:02awesome comes from if you ever even
- 01:13:06glance upon this nothingness if you have
- 01:13:08that privilege in your life and you do
- 01:13:10the work to get it then uh you will know
- 01:13:14what the word awesome
- 01:13:16means and until
- 01:13:19then stay tuned keep watching more every
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- 01:13:24you're going to to get deeper and deeper
- 01:13:26insights for me for how to master your
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- 01:13:30most Divine levels and I'm really
- 01:13:32excited to to bridge the gap between the
- 01:13:35mundane and the Divine for you because
- 01:13:37the Divine is not some religious Hocus
- 01:13:40Pocus stuff it's something that's very
- 01:13:42empirical and very tangible that you can
- 01:13:45uh tap into yourself and when you can
- 01:13:49actually synergize and combine the
- 01:13:51mundane and the Divine that's when your
- 01:13:54life becomes truly what I call
- 01:13:57extraordinary so sign up stay tuned and
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